History, TV, Food, Music,random fan fiction and all around pop culture nerd. I secretly enjoy Once Upon a Time, Harry Potter, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries and to my own surprise Top Gear. Alongside other things that I don't talk about in real life. So after a year of lurking-let's do this Tumblr thing.
T-minus 28 hours until the hubby and I get to see Hamilton on Broadway!!!! YAY!!! It’s been a long 5 month wait since we got our tickets, and I’ve managed to avoid listening to the soundtrack (I like being in the moment during any broadway show). SOOOO Excited! Best anniversary gift ever.
My new year’s resolution was to give up Tumblr and all social media for 30 days. And take that extra time and use it for yoga, face to face time with friends, work, and general mindfulness.
I made it 28 days. I feel like that’s not half bad.
Now what did I miss?
Summary:Rumple and Belle are participating in Regina’s Secret Santa event and they are each others Secret Santa.While Belle knows exactly what she’s going to give him,he’s clueless.
A/N:This is my RSS gift for @frantastic05 who prompted ‘’mutual secret santa,schnaps,cardigan’’.I’m sorry,it’s not very good but i had different plans for this,and i decided to write this fic almost at the last moment.Also this is the first time that i’m attempting to write a fic in english,and if we add the fact that this is unbetaed,i want you to forgive me for any possible mistakes.I enjoyed talking to you every week,and i wish you to have a wonderful Christmas,and the new year to make all of your dreams to come true.
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Neal was watching his father to walk up and down the floor,full with stress and he was torn between starting shouting at him,and starting laughing.He didn’t wanted to do either.But then again maybe he could force some sense in this infurriating man.
“Oh for God’s sake papa,can you please stop going back and forth all the time?” he finally snapped.Not that it made any difference in any way.His father continue to go up and down,mumbling.
“What the hell was i thinking,agreeing to this madness?What?” he said while he was trying to loosen up his tie.“This was a mistake,i’ll go to Regina and say that i’ve changed my mind.”
Neal rolled his eyes,now feeling almost angry with his father.“You can’t do that.She won’t going to accept it.” he said.“She’s the mayor of the town and she has the last word in events like this.”
“Yeah but i’m the one with the power around here.” he reminded to his son.
“Papa,she’s the Evil Queen.” Neal tried again to force some reason into him.
“And i’m The Dark One.” Gold snapped.“Hence,the one with the power around here.She’s powerful,but not powerful enough to fight me.” he finished with an almost smug look in his face,finally stopping passing back and forth,and looking straight to Neal.The moment their eyes locked,Neal couldn’t fight it anymore,and he started laughing,forcing Gold to drop the smug look,and stare to his son with confussion.“Why are you laughing?” he asked but he got no answer.It seemed like Neal couldn’t stop laughing.“BAELFIRE!Stop laughing.” he shouted.
Wow @a-desperate-melodiful-soul! I love it! And fear not-it’s great! You did fantastic!!
Thank you so much for a great gift and for being a wonderful santa all season.
Chapter 2 of 2! For my wonderful giftee @kleptomaven!
Prompt: Society ball backroom, tight corset
Rating: M
Summary: Belle French has become the local oddball. But there’s more to the story than meets the eye
“Belle!”
Belle couldn’t help but smile as her father came to give her a big hug. At first he hadn’t supported her idea of living out at the farm, but when she saw how content she was he threw all of his support behind her. Now he was thrilled that they had a closer relationship than ever.
The French family had always held a bonfire for the Feast of Epiphany. Belle wasn’t sure what fire had to do with the three wise men coming to visit, but she suspected it was just a good time for everyone in the village to come together for one last winter party. She hadn’t been up for going to the party the year before as one of her prize goats was giving birth to a lamb, but she found herself looking forward to the celebration.
It had been two years now since Robert Gold had left. Her crying jag the night of the Nolan Christmas party aside, she felt that it was time to start moving on. Not letting go as how does one let go of someone that is a part of them. She knew she could never love another as she still loved Robert Gold. But moving forward, trying to be happy for both of them.
She had been quietly making the arrangements for weeks. To travel the continent with Ruby as her companion. She had found a newspaper publisher in the city that expressed interesting in having stories about travel written from a woman's perspective, and would provide a advance depending on how her first article was received.
“Not bad for the Mad Goat woman.” She thought smirking as she saw Granny Lucas in the sitting room. Bonfire night was something that some of the matriarchs never approved of, calling it a pagan tradition. Even when one pointed out it was to celebrate the magi, they had all clucked and fluttered their fans in disapproval.
Peeking in, she saw Zelena Green sitting at her mother’s elbow. It seemed as if she was well on her way on becoming another battle axe that just sat in judgement of the community around them.
“I am not some country gentleman who would never stir except to say ‘I told you so.’”
Smiling bittersweetly at the memory and wondering what Robert would say if he saw the women in the sitting room, she turned to go to the dining room when she spied the Nolans with their daughter Emma.
There was nothing like a warm fire on a cold night to warm up the soul. Children were running about the yard throwing chestnuts into the fire and giggling at they popped. Some of the younger gentleman had started out passing out brandied raisins singing the old 12th night tune,
Here he comes with the family bowl.
Don’t be mean to take his toll
Snip! Snap! Dragon!
Belle looked over when she heard Zelena Greene cluck her tongue in disapproval. She smiled as she saw Granny Lucas and Widow Mariah cheerily take a raisin and a steaming mug from one of the lads and laughed. It made for a beautiful milieu. If an incomplete one. If Gold has stayed, would they have had a young boy dashing back for chestnuts? Would she be chattering with her group of girlfriends as they fussed over Emma Nolan and straightening her hat?
Shaking her head of these morose thoughts, she raised up her own mug in a salute to her father and Mr. Dove. Dove had become quite close to Maurice since taking over Gold’s property in his absence, and helping keep the French estate afloat. She knew that if Mrs. Dove hadn’t been a formidable woman her father would have tried his hand at matchmaking. Yet another reason to leave Storybrooke while she could. A few years away herself, and she could find a way to put herself back together again.
Laughing as Ruby pulled her into a dance she put the thoughts of the future out of her mind. Singing the old magi song at the top of her lungs with the other young people, she could only think of the moment. Not the future or the past.
“But Belle it’s nearly two in the morning! And it’s dark out! Surely it’s far too late to be walking across the property by yourself.”
The party had been another roaring success. Even if Granny Lucas had taken too much mead in her cup and had to be sent home early. Normally she would have stayed the night in her old bed, but she knew she had stock to care for in the morning.
“Father I walked over here by myself. I’ll be fine.” She had taken her cloak and lantern from Mrs. Potts and had been given an extra muff just in case.
“At least let me call for one of the footmen to bring you a carriage or to escort you.”
Belle laughed as she reached up to kiss her father on both cheeks. “They are all far too into their cups this fine evening as well. I’m not sure they could find the carriage if you asked, and who would escort them back in the dark?” Noticing his put out expression, she squeezed his hand. “I promise, I’ll send Dove or someone by tomorrow. I’ll be fine I promise.”
He looked at her sadly. “You know Blue Belle, I’ve always been proud of your independent spirit. Your mother would have been so proud of you. And I know it’s been a difficult few years since Lord Gold left for the Far East.” At her look of surprise he continued, “Do you honestly think I wouldn’t notice how you were floating on air those few months? Or the way you two danced together at the Nolan Christmas ball? Other people might not notice, but I know you my darling girl. That’s why I supported you in this farming venture, I thought it would be good for you.” Here he paused as Belle began to cry. “Now now my dear, there’s no need to cry. But it’s a new year, and I want you to considering that being independent on your walks or on your farm isn’t enough. It’s been two years, and none of us know if Lord Gold will ever return. And I think when you look around here, all you see is him everywhere you turn. It’s time to go out and live my dear. Truly live. That’s my new year wish for you.”
Belle couldn’t be bothered to wipe her tears away as she threw her arms around his neck, “That’s what I want for myself as well papa. I love you.”
Hugging her back he stepped away, wiping away his own tears. “Now look what you’ve done. Your father has had too much to drink this evening myself it appears. It’s loosened me up.” He patted her shoulder. “It’s getting late, you head back and later this week we will talk about what the future holds for the French family alright? Now off with you.”
Grinning at her father, Belle stepped out the front door and off to home.
It was only a few miles through the forest and Belle had made it plenty of times before. Tonight however, with the full moon shining and her father’s words in her ears it felt shorter than ever before. It was a new year, a time for new beginning.
Her father was right. Every hill, every home, every festival just reminded her of Lord Gold. Leaving for a while would be good for her, perhaps her father could come along with her and Ruby as well. He’d never seen the continent. And maybe after living some life she could come back to Storybrooke and be perfectly content.
Almost.
Smiling to herself, she turned down her lane to be startled as she saw the shadow of a man standing in front of her house. His back was to her, but he seemed to be gazing at her door. He appeared not to have noticed the glow from her lantern. She was still quite a distance away, but she could just make out something in his right hand. A weapon? Belle found herself cursing and wishing she had taken her father’s offer of a escort back to the house. But she had always felt safe on the estate. Now for the first time she was afraid. There was no one around for miles. No one would be able to hear her once this man realised she was there. She had a few meters on him, maybe she could outrun him.
Just as she started to back up quietly so he wouldn’t hear her, the man turned around and she almost dropped her lantern in shock.
It was Lord Gold.
“Miss French.”
“I’m dreaming.” she whispered out softly. “Either that or I’m seeing a ghost.” Could it be? Could it really be him?
Squinting, she edged forward holding up the lantern like a shield towards his face. As she got closer she could see that it was in fact him. He was a bit thinner and even more grey tinted his hair-but it was him. Lord Gold had come home.
They continued to stare at each other before she was able to speak. “You’re back. When?”
“Only just a few hours ago. I wasn’t able to send word ahead. Once I caught up with Mr. Dove, he mentioned you were living out here. I apologize. I had no intention of invading your privacy.” He stopped speaking as she continued to move closer to him
As she continued to gaze at him in shock she realized that the item in his hand was a cane. He must have seen her glance at it as he continued on, “Ah yes the cane. Well there was an accident a few months ago and my ankle has yet to recover. I don’t quite know what possessed me to come out here Ms. French. But I had to see if….that is to say I wanted to make sure that...blast.” He held up his hands, “This is all coming out wrong.”
“You had to see if I was alright. To see if I was happy.”
He sighed as she stopped less than a foot from him. “And there you are my dear. Still finishing my sentences after all this time.”
“Yes.”
“And are you Miss French?”
“Am I what?”
“Are you happy?” He looked at her as if he was about the face the firing squad. He clenched both hands on his cane so tightly, that she could see his knuckles turn white.
“That depends.”
He stared at her feet unable to meet her eyes. “It depends on what? Tell me, I will do anything to make sure you are happy. After all that’s happened, you should be happy.” He looked up to her face. “I would move heaven and earth to make sure you were happy Belle.”
She burst out laughing and dove for him. Her prayers had been answered, he was back. And with nothing more than a glance she knew that their feelings were unchanged.
As her lips met his, she felt him stir in shock before putting his hands around her waist and lifting her up into the air as he kissed her back. Between laughing, crying, and kisses she was just able to lift her head to say, “It depends on if you have come home to me. I could never truly be happy without you.”
As she touched his face she felt him shiver. “If you’ll have me, yes. Yes I have come home to you. It was a mistake not taking you with me, but I was so afraid sweetheart. I was so afraid and I was so mistaken.” He kissed her passionately again, pulling her tightly against him and then resting his head on her shoulder. “I love you. I love you so much.”
Her eyes filled with tears, she spoke the words in her heart. “And I love you to.”
She wasn’t quite sure how it had happened. One moment they were kissing, and then next she was pulling him into her foyer with her arms wrapped around his neck. “Come Robert. Be with me.” Running her fingers through his hair again, she beamed up at him. “I have waited over two years for you. I have dreamt about feeling you against me. Longed for you. Come. Come with me.”
He nodded and then allowed her to take his hand and lead him up the stairs. As they reached the threshold of her bedroom, he stopped. “Sweetheart wait.” She gazed up at him, fear in her eyes. Would he think he to forward once again? Kissing her gently, he murmured. “It’s not that. I just...I just don’t know if I can give you what you what. What you deserve.”
Smiling, she pressed her lips to his again. “All I want is you.”
He undressed her slowly as she stood before him on the bed. Each time he revealed a new patch of skin, he kissed it lovingly.
“I knew I loved you from that first time I saw you at the May Day festival. That lovely grin.” He kissed her mouth. “Those lovely arms.” He kissed her under her elbow. “You were perfection. I should have never have left you. Never.”
She shushed him quietly. “We can talk about that later, what matters now is that you’ve come back to me.”
Belle had read up on the subject of lovemaking and had thought herself prepared. And that fact that Robert’s kisses and touches made her feel like she was on fire sounded correct. Even getting to feel his taut muscles of his back as he laid over her was unsurprising.
But when he had moved down her body to kiss her in her most intimate place, she found that her breath left her as if she was wearing that to tight corset again.
“What...oh god...What are you doing?”
He looked up at her from where he had settled between her thighs to give her that smirk that she found so attractive. “I told you sweetheart. I want to give you want you deserve.”
He had lowered his head and she felt his tongue dance across her sensitive nub. When she gasped, he continued to suckle, kiss, and work his tongue in a way that drove her wild. Soon the pressure was building up in her legs and raced through her blood until we a cry, her body began to shake and quiver.
Crawling back up her body, he held her rocking quietly as her shivers subsided.
“I love you Belle.”
She sighed contentedly. “And I love you. Why did you do that?”
He gazed at her lovingly as he rolled on top of her, settling in between her thighs. “I’m not quite sure how long I will be able to stay inside of you. I thought it was best to see to your needs first. Are you ready sweetheart?”
“I am.”
And with that, he slowly pushed inside of her. It stung for a few moments, but he held still once he had pushed in fully and allowed her to adjust. Once he felt her body relax he began to move.
“Ah sweetheart. You are so amazing. So very very amazing.”
Belle was just starting to get into the rhythm of their rocking motion when Robert groaned above her and began to shake himself. Grasping onto his shoulders as he collapsed on top of her, she remembered what she had read about men who hadn’t engaged in love making for extended periods of time.
When he rolled off of her body and drew her close, he kissed the top of her head. “I’m sorry sweetheart. I knew I wasn’t going to be able to stay long inside of you. But it was our first time. Next time it will be even better. “
Basking in her afterglow Belle could barely process what he was saying. “It’s even better that that?”
“Oh yes sweetheart. Much better. And next time I’ll show you.”
She looked up at his face, “Next time?”
He kissed her lips softly and said “Yes next time. After this, I think a conversation with your father is in order yes?”
She was so happy she felt like she could burst. She dove for his lips and kissed him again.
“Yes yes you should. I’m so happy sweetheart. We’re going to have the most amazing life. Happy new year.”
He laughed as his nose tickled her ear, “Happy new year.”
Happy holidays to my wonderful giftee @kleptomaven! I hope you like your story-I had so much fun with your prompt. Hopefully I didn’t go to hard on the angst. Here’s chapter 1.
Prompt: Society ball backroom, tight corset
Rating: M
Summary: Belle French has become the local oddball. But there’s more to the story than meets the eye.
Chapter 1:
Isobel French of Storybrooke Farm, was considered to be one of the oddest women in the county, if not the country. By all accounts she had had a normal quiet childhood in one of the finest estates in the neighborhood. Of course, there was the early tragedy with her mother’s passing, and even at a young age she was far too well read for a girl. But up until she was 19, she had enjoyed going to the the local balls,was considered sweet and lovely, and seemed destined for a good match and a quiet life.
But then something had changed and now at 21 she was referred to as the Mad Goat woman by some of the more unforgiving ladies in the neighborhood. She no longer lived in the fine house her father still resided in, but had taken up working a small farm on the estate. Tending to sheep and goats of all things! She still was quite close with tight knit group she had grown up with, and her wares brought fame to the region, and were quite enjoyed by the higher establishment in the cities. However for a woman of her stature to seem to enjoy being in trade was beyond the scope of the matriarchs and wives of their quiet little part of the country.
“I worry that she’ll be a bad influence on Ruby and the other girls in her set.” decried Granny Lucas at Mary Margaret’s Christmas party. “She’s far too direct in her language and manners. And 21 and no apparent husband on the horizon! How Maurice French allows that behavior is beyond the pale.”
The other ladies nodded their heads and fanned themselves quickly. Mary Margaret was quick to speak up for her friend. “She’s simply chosen a more quiet and simplistic life than others Granny. She seems content and happy. That’s something we should all aspire to.”
Granny frowned. “What lady could be happy with her hands in the dirt and smudges on her apron? Did you know Mrs. Nolan that she lives in that little cottage all alone? How could anyone be happy being alone during the holiday season? No husband, no children, not even a single servant to cook Christmas supper for?”
“I heard a rumor that she was being courted by some gentleman and when she lost his favor she just snapped,” simpered Zelena Greene. “So perhaps all of this talk of her being content is just a farce.”
Granny spoke up again. “Well the only man worth anything that ever looked twice at her was Gaston Prescott, and that man was a disgusting lout God rest his soul. Far beneath any respectable woman anywhere. And now it’s far too late for a respectable match. She’ll stay a spinster and alone forever.”
Mary Margaret frowned at all of them as all the other wives nodded sagely as they turned the subject to how much Regina Mills’ new dress clashed against the Christmas decorations.
As she looked out the window at the swirling snow, Belle hoped her friend’s party was going well. Once upon a time she had loved the holiday season with it’s festive balls and warmth, but the holiday held no joy for her now. She could find herself almost content the rest of the year, but whenever the Christmas season approached all of the memories came flooding back. Both good and bad, it was all she could do to step out to feed her stock.
Glancing down at the worn gentleman’s glove she held in her hand, she felt the tears burn her eyes even as her candle went out. It was still hard to believe that two years had passed. To accept that she would never see his face again. Or hear his laugh again. She pressed the soft fabric against her cheek.
“Oh sweetheart. How I wish you were here. I miss you.”
Two years and she still wept like it had been yesterday.
Their love story had started like so many others. A simple meeting and a shared look. Not love at first sight. Belle didn’t believe in love at first sight.
Her entire life had changed because she and Ruby Lucas had ‘accidentally’ spilled chicken blood on Gaston Prescott at the May Day festival. Gaston had been working his way through the neighborhood servants and scullery maids for years much to the chagrin of every mother and wife in the county. But it wasn’t until his gambling debts threatened the estate and he impregnated a girl from a fine family in London that his father responded. He insisted that Gaston marry the girl or else be cut off entirely, and while he had proposed the lady in question he had yet to hear an answer by the May Day festival. And so he went about for a ‘last sowing of wild oats’ that resulted in him cornering Mary Margaret Blanchard and trying to kiss her. Fortunately, she had been rescued by her neighbor David Nolan.
Belle and Ruby had never liked Gaston, and once they heard what had happened, wanted to get revenge for all the women that they knew. Both of them had known there was chicken blood set aside for the blood pudding. Both of them ‘tripping’ and ‘falling’ into Gaston and spilling half a liter of red congealed goo all over his spring suit had been quite satisfying. They had both dashed off as he roared after them, but they had managed to lose him in the crowd. He had caught up with Belle away from the main crowd over by the fir trees later in the afternoon. If Belle hadn’t been so scared, she would have laughed. Gaston’s face was almost as red as his jacket.
“So I’ve caught you! You two harlots are out of order! You two did that on purpose, and I’m going to make you pay French.”
“What you should do dearie, is get that washed before the stain sets in. I’ve heard blood can be quite unpleasant to get out of linen.”
Gaston froze as he turned to look at Lord Gold as he sauntered up behind them. Belle only knew him because of some literary connection between his father and her father, but she did know that he wasn’t someone to be trifled with. The fact that she found his greying sideburns to be quite attractive notwithstanding.
“Good god Gold you saw what these two harlots did. They’ve made me a laughingstock of everyone.” He glared at Belle and she glared back.
“You made a laughingstock of yourself all on your own Mr. Prescott.”
Gaston made a step forward as if to shove her, when Gold had stepped forward again. “Indeed sir. You’ve managed to dirty yourself all on your own.” Stepping closer he lowered his voice dangerously. “Now I suggest you take your soiled suit, marry that girl in London, and head off the continent where you can entertain the Europeans with your antics.”
Gaston went pale, but he still had a bit of fight. “If you’re fine with your mistress attacking another man Gold, then I….,” He stopped speaking as Gold stood up to him nose to nose.
“Watch yourself Prescott. I can ruin you, your father, your future wife, your children, and everyone you’ve ever met with a few simple words. We both know that with your debts to me and the liens I owe on your father’s property that you are not going to say another word otherwise. Not to mention the fact that I could have my man Dove break you into so many pieces that nothing will put you together again. The lady is not my mistress, because a woman standing up for herself and her fellows isn’t a whore. She’s the finest kind of woman that there is.” Pointing towards the lane he smirked. “Now go. Go and do not come back.”
Glaring at the pair of them Gaston had gone off down the lane and had in fact never come back again. Contracting a fever while on his European honeymoon he had died shortly afterwards. His wife had given birth to a son in due course-one who now lived with her family up north and was being groomed to take over the Prescott estate someday.
“Thank you Lord Gold. I had no idea he would be quite so upset. Miss Lucas and I just wanted to…”
“Embarrass him in front of the entire town. You’ve been making a statement then.” He gave her a genuine smile that if she had believed in love at first sight that would have been the moment.
Just as quickly though, it disappeared into a smirk. “Yes, I appreciate your reasoning Miss French if not your tactics. Next time, do try to be less obvious.” And with that he had turned and walked away.
It had all quickly fallen into place after that first meeting. By sheer luck, they had met again at her cousin’s house in Plymouth, and had been sat together. Apparently he had been golfing with David Nolan, Killian Jones, and Mr Dove and had been miserable the entire time. With his biting sarcasm and quick wit he managed to make his misery sound entertaining.
“I know it will make my Scottish ancestors roll in their graves, but if I’m going to be spending hours outside he’d much rather be trekking through the woods, or riding my favorite horse. Hitting a little ball with a club into a little hole feels like a waste of the outdoors.” He frowned at his companions who were all chortling into their port. “And then I have to walk about with Tweedledumb, Tweedledumber, and Tweedledumbest over there.”
Looking back, she couldn’t remember when she had laughed so hard. They had discussed literature, the locals in Somerset, and had even discussed her cousin’s atrocious taste in paintings in her parlor. When Ruby Lucas had needed a ride back to the area after getting notice that her grandmother was ill, he had gladly offered to drive both she and Belle back immediately.
Ruby’s house was a few miles from Belle’s, and while it would have shocked anyone who saw them, he drove her back to her place so as to give the Lucas family their space. Fog had overtaken them, and they had been forced to sit alongside the road until they could see far enough for the horses to keep moving. At one point, she had thought that he would kiss her-but instead he mentioned how he had once dreamt of being a simple spinner in his youth, but his brother dying and him becoming the eldest had quickly put an end to childish dreams.
It wasn’t until they saw the pink light on the horizon, that they realized they had been talking for hours. The fog had disappeared hours before.
By the time the Christmas ball had arrived, Belle knew she loved Lord Gold and that he loved her. While they had yet to kiss, she knew that every word, every walk and conversation was a declaration of their love for one another. Despite the 20 year age difference, they were the perfect foils to one another. They were a good intellectual match, and even though he was known for having a dry humor Belle was able to witness the true kindness underneath. He had helped one of the local farm girls to find a good position after Gaston had fled the country arguing it was a matter of principle as the girl was a good worker.
They had courted quietly so that no one except for Ruby and Gold’s manservant Dove even knew about their relationship. When he took her hand and rubbed his thumb over her knuckles, Belle could feel her knees grow weak. What they had a true meetings of the mind, and Belle loved him for it.
And then it had all fallen apart.
While she had danced with many gentleman at the the Nolan’s Christmas ball, she only had eyes for one man. The corset Mrs. Potts had insisted she wear may have been too tight, but when he had whispered in her ear during a waltz to meet in one of the back rooms away from the ball she felt all the breath leave her body. In her gut she knew, this was the moment. The moment that her life would change.
If only she had known at the time how true that was.
Rushing back during the musicians break, she found her beloved standing in the smallest backroom staring at the fire.
“Robert.” It was the first and only time she had called him by his first name. Normally it was Lord Gold, Mr. Gold, or when she was feeling brave-sweetheart. But as he turned to look at her, she knew that something was wrong. Her Robert never looked at her with such despair in his eyes. Her sweetheart always walked with a posture that spoke of a gentleman of his breeding and intellect. This man looked defeated.
“Miss French. I had intended to...I had planned.” He sighed. “I’m afraid I’ve been called away.”
“Away?”
“Yes. To….well….. to the far east.”
Now she was certain, Mrs. Potts had tied her corset far too tightly, as she felt all of the air leave her lungs.
“The far east.”
He stared through her as if he couldn’t see her. Only now did she notice the letter in his hand.
“Yes. As you know I served in the military there many years ago, and I’ve just received notice from his majesty that my services are required again. Apparently there is some sort of a uprising, and they are in need of good officers.”
“I see. And when will you be back?” She took a step towards him as anguish crossed his face.
“I don’t believe I will be. So few do. Between the locals and the diseases and the distance. It is highly unlikely that I will be returning.”
He was so distracted that he had failed to notice her moving closer until she was standing right in front of him.
“Belle.” He said her name as a low grumble as she had reached up her hand to cup the side of his face. His eyes closed with longing as he felt her skin against his.
“Oh sweetheart. Don’t be afraid, it will only be for a short time and then we can be together again.”
Frowning he reached up to remove her hand from his face and stepped away.
“No. No I can not and will not tie you to a man that will not be returning.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I do. I know it in my bones and sure as I am looking at you.” He had moved to the window and sat down on the window seat. “This...attachment..that you and I have formed can not continue. I will leave and your life will go on.”
She dashed over to kneel at his side as she felt tears begin to fall down her cheeks. “But Robert. You can always take me with you. I can go with you.”
He looked down at her sadly. “That is simply out of the question. That region is no place for a lady, you would come to resent me in time.”
“But we love each other! How could that ever happen?”
“I know.” As she had begun to sob he had pulled her up off the floor into her lap and removing his gloves had begun to wipe away her tears. “I know. But this is how things must be.”
“But why? Why can’t you just refuse?” Even as she said it, she knew that he would never shirk a duty like that.
“I’m not some country gentleman who never stirred except to say I told you so. I have this wee body to throw into service and not much to live for.”
He had stopped wiping away her tears and had wrapped his arms around her waist, placing his head on her shoulder.
“You’re wrong. To live for. You have something to live for.”
“What’s that?”
He lifted his head to look at her, and she knew this was her chance. She leaned forward and kissed him softly. He didn’t react at first, but then his arms tightened around her waist and he pulled her closer moving his lips against hers. She felt his tongue gently touch against her lips, and we she opened her mouth, she found the kiss going even deeper. She wound her fingers through his hair as they clung to one another. Breaking apart they stared at one another still entwined in each other’s arms.
“Stay with me tonight.” The words had left her before she could stop herself. But if she was going to lose him, she wanted at least one memory to hold on to. It was a risk to even ask, but if they were truly to be parted forever it was worth it.
He looked at her sadly and disentangling himself from her arms stood up and walked away.
“Do you think me no better than Gaston Prescott? Seduce a woman and then walk away leaving her with nothing?”
“But we love each other.”
He paced away from her. “I’m certain Prescott told those women that he loved them as well. I stand for more decency than that.”
Walking to the door, he looked back at her as she continued to sit on the window seat where he had left her. Even with a red nose and tears streaming down her face, she was still the most beautiful sight he had ever laid eyes on. “It does us no good to prolong our goodbyes. Move on with your life Belle. Be happy. At least one of us should be happy.”
And with that he was gone. The next few months were the most difficult of Belle’s life. Other locals who had been called up to serve in the Navy or in the campaign died within months. It seemed as if Lord Gold was correct. If it wasn’t the natives, it was the disease. Then Belle’s father had confessed that he had nearly run the estate into the ground. Not wanting to let down the people that she felt responsible for, Belle had turned to managing the one working farm on the property. Dove, not having been called up, had stepped in to show her the ropes. She was grateful that her wool and yarn were enough to support them all-apparently she had a gift for working with sheep and goats. Smiling out at the fields, she had often felt close to her beloved in those quiet moments.
No letters came, but then she hadn’t expected any. When she had gotten notice that Liam Jones had died of malaria she had wept for days. Not for Jones, although he had been a kind man. But from fear for Lord Gold. She would stay up for nights begging God or any higher power listening to just make sure that he arrived back alive. Even if they were to be forever apart, she thought the world a better place with him in it.
Soon, she was spending so much time out at the farm that she decided it would be better to live there full time. There she could live the simple quiet life that she now craved. Parties no longer held any fun. Her friendships were as close as ever, but she tired of the looks of the older women. She tried to be happy, but happiness seemed to escape her. The first Christmas after he had left she had simply sat in the dark, staring at the invitation to Mary Margaret’s first Christmas ball, remembering the feel of his lips upon hers.
So this is the Charmings plotting to capture Rumple. You know. The guy they went to several times to help them. Because he’s a bad man. Unless he’s helping them.
I hate the blatant hypocrisy on this show…Rumple’s deals always seemed pretty fair to me. I always felt that it was his clients were the ones moreso in the wrong for being too stupid to read them from top to bottom. Well, okay, he was too harsh in the way he penalized them for it, but people should READ before they make suspicious deals with Rumplefreakingstiltskin the Dark One!
There’s also some twisted irony in the fact that Charming is so eager to stop this baby deal, when his family’s farm only survived because of their similar deal with Rumplestiltskin.
And of course, the fact that Rumple is only going through with this because he WANTS to be captured, and knows that the people he used to do business with and helped so much will turn on him with after such a ‘misdeed.’
Like, literally only a few months before this (since Snow and Ella were due at about the same time), Snowing eggnapped a baby and tossed it into another dimension.
Either there’s some major projection going on here or some spectacular hypocrisy.
Ok then. I'm going to try to do a fic for you. And i will do the video too, but it will be different because, i've imagined it different. But both will be for you. :) Although the video it may come a little later. Now please tell me one more thing. Is there any other ship or character on the show that you like and would you to see to be mentioned on the fic, or seeing them to interact with Rumbelle?
Hi Santa! Sorry I missed this, I was traveling this week. Other than Zelena and Hook I like all of the characters on the show. Can’t wait to see what happens!
If there’s only one present, that’s fine, but I’m never going to turn down extra fun! I’m happy with anything as long as it’s a surprise! :D
Hi. Santa is back sooner because well... change of plans about your gift. I need to ask you about your prompt. I have to know if i can complete it with a video as i had planned from the beggining or i if must attempt to write a fic for the first time in english. That i will actually publish i mean. So tell me about your prompt. Give me anything and i will do the best i can. And who knows? Maybe i will be able to give you two gifts this year! : Kisses, Santa! :)
Hi Santa! I imagine it would work in different forms. The prompt was mutual secret santa, schnapps (which is a kind of alcohol), cardigan. I think it can work great as a video, so if you’ve already started no worries! I’ll just be happy to get a gift for RSS. Can’t wait!
Hello dear. Santa is back once again and has a confession to make. Today i got very close to the point that i would have to delay your christmas gift for a while because of a problem my laptop had today, but thankfully we avoided that. I still must go my laptop for a little service but that will happen with the new year, so now i am happy to announce that your gift will be ready at time. Now tell me about you. Is there anything that you would like to see there. Scenes, quotes? Kisses, your Santa
That’s good to hear that your laptop has been saved santa! And nope, there’s nothing specific I’d like to see other than something related to the prompt. I’m easy to please! :D Talk in a week!
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