..can't think of a better title, sahreh.. x_x' ..it's been X months since <insert whatever happened to us here> and i'm coping.. how has been single life for me, really?
..i get to think of myself.. like, in a selfish way.. i don't have to think of someone.. i don't have to mind someone..i don't have to care for someone.. i don't have someone.. but ME
..my calendar now displays a variety of names.. which means, i get to enjoi quality time with lots of different people.. friends from way back elementary.. friends from highschool, friends from college, friends at work.. i also get a lone time for myself.. i get to do things that i want without having to ask permission or without hesitation if he might enjoi it too.. yes, there is an abundance of things to do and people to be with.. although most of the time i am overwhelmed with these things and tend to just laze around the house.. yeah, most of the time i just laze around the house - fb-ing, tumblr-ing, dl-ing, sleep-ing, etc etc etc.. do i really enjoi it? every single moment..
..of course there will still be lapses.. there will be those moments when i will miss what we used to do.. especially the hanging around part, just the two of us.. i miss having to call someone your own [react, and you will die! *thunders* lol.].. but then again, it still feels good to finally let go.. as long as you've done your part.. and i'm reaping the fruits of that decision [i guess..]
..and oh yeah, not to mention you can now freely date other fishes whatever-is-represented-by-that-term [lol].. =)
indeed...
..moving along,
[franticenigma]
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