Stepping Through The Mirror

May be triggering. Diagnosed with anorexia in 2009. Hospitalized for two weeks and then sent to treatment and forced to gain alot of weight. Relapsed immediately, and hit a near low weight 6 months later, then forced to regain some. Relapsed winter 2010. Since then, I've gained due to stress, injuries that prevent me from working out properly, and a destroyed metabolism. I'm stuck in limbo between wanting to be self destructive and healthy. I want to be normal, yet society rejects me so I strive to be ill. Forever stuck in a cycle of recovery versus relapse.

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i’m a person who often wants physical affection but is also very uncomfortable and particular about physical contact

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Manhattan & Manhattan by camilasvenson on Flickr.

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