FORGED IN IRON FOR EVER.

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RETIREMENT STATUS

Being completely honest and trying to be as clear as possible, for those who don’t know it. I was planning on retiring of roleplaying in general by the end of this year but I… I think I may do that rather sooner than later. I have faith there are still some people who may want to know why and, as everything in life, is more about a pile of reasons than rather just one or two things.  Piled up frustration because I can’t seem to find the right words, loss of confidence, broken promises, poor communication and therefore even more frustration for me. Besides how much I enjoyed 2017′s batch of videogames and series and all the beautiful things that have been happening to me this year… This site has become more of a pain than a place where I come to unwind myself.  Adding up the fact that I feel almost every relationship I’ve made here hasn’t turned out to be anything more than a shallow thing. I know I can be a pretty high-maintenance person but that’s how I tend to be and as much as try to help it I just can’t swallow my own self to be just “the cool guy that’s there”   For any of you who still want to contact me outside of tumblr, Selkie#4561 is my discord name. I’m mostly on all the day since it opens up with my PC and I have to use it for a lot of stuff. I sometimes write there if anyone wants to.  I’ve been on this for ages, really. I can’t remember when I started but it has to be at least 8 years, tumblr has given me lots of good moments but I don’t want unnecessary stress on me. 

I’ll archive this blog on 10/7 or 10/8 then start archiving the rest.

I love my character, I really do and I’ll keep doing it for the rest of my life. Mako has always been my fav and she’ll always be but there a lot of reasons external to that and I can’t keep ignoring them. Thanks for your time if you happened to read this. 

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RETIREMENT STATUS

Being completely honest and trying to be as clear as possible, for those who don’t know it. I was planning on retiring of roleplaying in general by the end of this year but I... I think I may do that rather sooner than later. I have faith there are still some people who may want to know why and, as everything in life, is more about a pile of reasons than rather just one or two things.  Piled up frustration because I can’t seem to find the right words, loss of confidence, broken promises, poor communication and therefore even more frustration for me. Besides how much I enjoyed 2017′s batch of videogames and series and all the beautiful things that have been happening to me this year... This site has become more of a pain than a place where I come to unwind myself.  Adding up the fact that I feel almost every relationship I’ve made here hasn’t turned out to be anything more than a shallow thing. I know I can be a pretty high-maintenance person but that’s how I tend to be and as much as try to help it I just can’t swallow my own self to be just “the cool guy that’s there”   For any of you who still want to contact me outside of tumblr, Selkie#4561 is my discord name. I’m mostly on all the day since it opens up with my PC and I have to use it for a lot of stuff. I sometimes write there if anyone wants to.  I’ve been on this for ages, really. I can’t remember when I started but it has to be at least 8 years, tumblr has given me lots of good moments but I don’t want unnecessary stress on me. 

I’ll archive this blog on 10/7 or 10/8 then start archiving the rest.

I love my character, I really do and I’ll keep doing it for the rest of my life. Mako has always been my fav and she’ll always be but there a lot of reasons external to that and I can’t keep ignoring them. Thanks for your time if you happened to read this. 

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⚜ SCRIBE:

                    Against the groaning walls of Mementos, the sudden change of subject was welcomed by the elder woman – continuing their conversation about how the mental shut-downs worked and what they felt like wouldn’t lead to a good outcome. So, with a sigh of relief, her attention drew towards the back of her comrade; she would have preferred to talk about such things outside of their masks and hidden identities.

                    ❛❛ If you saw me, you should have come an’ said something. ❜❜    her comment passed through her lips as she tried to recall the even Queen was talking about. It took her a while but eventually, she remembered exactly what the other was talking about – almost instantly her cheeks grew flustered and the writer grew embarrassed.  ❛❛ A—Ah … that wasn’t anything special … ❜❜     although she knew she could open up towards the other about anything, she found herself growing quiet.

                    ❛❛ I … I haven’t told anyone at all but … there’s a publisher in Shibuya that I was talking with. They … They said they were interested in my work — Adapting it into a light novel series —❜❜     the achievement itself was huge, a life-long dream coming true wasn’t something that happened every day after all. Yet she hadn’t told a soul — aside from Makoto that is. ❛❛ O-Oh. Don’t tell the others though. ❜❜

Makoto couldn’t remember the details but she was sure that day was busy enough for her to keep her away from interacting with Ashley. If only the reason could come back, she would at least had something to say. Silence ended up being the best decision as her friend finally commented on that day. 

Her grip on the throttle grew softer as her brain started to process the information. Johanna, of course, started to reduce her speed because of it. Surprise wasn’t only apparent on her countenance but every inch of her body seemed in shock. The priestess was perfectly aware of the importance writing had in the elder’s life, reason enough for her to understand, at least partially, the amount of things it meant.

❝  Seriously?!  ❞     Queen’s head turned to see her comrade’s face. An honest smile forming on her features before she could even notice it.    ❝ I’m so happy for you! Congratulations! Are you still in talks with them?  ❞

❝ Don’t worry. I won’t. ❞

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⚜ @doesthatsexy ❤’d for a starter!

❝  Sis... Did something happen? You have been pretty lively these days.  ❞      The priestess wasn’t necessarily worried about it, just curious. The ambiance around the siblings had become extremely casual compared to last year ( and she couldn’t thank enough with every fiber of her body for it) to the point that the brunette wouldn’t hesitate to ask something like that just after a long day of work. Although her hands were still all over her college material, the reddish eyes that characterized her family were fixed on her older suster,

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⚜ @truthchaser ❤’d for a starter!

❝ Wait, WHAT? Is this supposed to be ichigo daifuku? It’s not even SWEET! ❞   The strongly wrinked frown on her countenance felt more and more invasive in the atmosphere as she spoke. The younger Niijima wasn’t someone particularly fond of sweets, in fact, you could count with both hands fingers the times during a month she would taste the things. But when she actually ate them, she at least wanted them to be decent. 

[joker-arewethereyet]

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⚜ ANNE:

A SNICKER FELL FROM THE LOVER’S LIPS as she gazed over at the Priestess. “Don’t you worry your pretty little head Mako-chan~! It’s a fun little surprise for him!” Akira had to pay for one pun too many. He’d finally driven her up the wall with his jokes, but it wasn’t anything too MASSIVE. Just a little prank. “Hmmm, let’s see where did I put that? – AH!” As she ruffled through her bag she pulled out a cup that was exactly identical to the TRICKSTER’S and switched it out. “He’ll just get a little bit of a surprise is all~!” Just what did Ann have under her sleeves?

❝  I seriously hope you aren’t planning anything too severe.  ❞    It’s not like Mako didn’t trust the Lovers, in fact, she was her one of her best friends but... the devilry hiding behind some of her actions was questionable sometimes. Despite being cooperative about it, when the moment came, doubts started to sprout in her head. She just expected things to not escalate too much. 

Her sight began to scan their surroundings as Anne was looking for the object. Although they did know pretty well that Joker wasn’t around at that moment, she was still a bit restless. 

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⚜ @lacedice ❤’d for a starter!

❝ Oh, no. PLEASE, come in. I’m sorry I couldn’t receive you during the week. ❞   An awfully busy one for her, to be honest. Not only stuff from that was piling up but the whole college affair didn’t want to lose territory as well. Living a double life seemed complicated from comics but not this complicated. The priestess’ hands were still busy with paperwork but it was a pretty authomatic process so her mind was practically free. 

Still, she wondered why the insistence on seeing her when the other members of the council were available the days prior. 

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I’ll be working here during the day (while I mostly study for college and study some drawing) and I’ve been feeling a subtle need to vomit Mako into this site. Please, LIKE FOR A STARTER OF VARYING LENGTH. UNCAPPED. MUTUALS ONLY. 

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I’ll be working here during the day (while I mostly study for college and study some drawing) and I’ve been feeling a subtle need to vomit Mako into this site. Please, LIKE FOR A STARTER OF VARYING LENGTH. UNCAPPED. MUTUALS ONLY. 

[ask-the-dirty-crime-gays]

Finally the entire PT crew is finished! A wondeful 20 hours and 200 layers of work! 

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I wonder if someday my blog’ll be obscure enough so I can come here, sit my ass and be called “Punished Selkie”

[sappines]

                                           花の咲く季節を　                                          僕らは捜し出そう　                                      幾千の明日を見つめて

Let’s search together for the season where flowers bloom to watch the thousands of tomorrows.

[cwunch]

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TUMBLR I LITERALLY JUST USED THE FUCKING TAG. WHY CAN’T YOU REMEMBER IT. JESUS. 

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⚜ MECHANIC:

“– It’s possible y’ got a shit set of plugs from here last week… Even parts put in at a shop sometimes malfunction. Manufactures fuckin’ fault for not double chekin’ their packages before they ship ‘em out.” Your brows scrunched, you were a little irritated yourself over this situation as well. This was the fifth time you were called in to deal with customers (during your vacation none the less) You worked your ass off every single day (weekends included) for the past six months to get to this. And yet it kept getting interrupted. God damn.

Still, seeing who came into the shop , you could understand why they called you over to deal with her. A tough girl regular with a nice looking set of wheels that most of your workers were too nervous to touch - yeah you could see why.

“Look, I really don’t wanna  even be here, but I’ll fix every little issue for half off - the plug’ll be free- right now. If not, yer gonna havta wait a while for me t’ look at it fer a month. Take th’ offer or go t’  a different shop.”

❝  I can’t turn down an offer like that. All right.  ❞      Particularly considering how she didn’t want to spend more time on this. She just expected the new plugs didn’t break as fast. Her posture relaxed a bit seconds after, her focus on the highway before turning at the employee. Trying to change the topic became a priority in her head. After all, she still needed to wait until her bike was running again.

❝  Speaking of which, now that you mention it... You should be on vacations, don’t you? If I remember correctly, I asked about you last week.  ❞     Mostly because she noted her absence among the usual mechanics and they replied the older woman would gonna be enjoying some free time until the end of that same month.     ❝  They called you in anyway? What a bunch of ASSHOLES.  ❞

❝ What was your name? Sorry I never asked. I’m Niijima Makoto. ❞

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