hollow

four years old with my back to the d o o r, all i could hear was the family war. your self·ish hands, always expecting MORE. am i your child or just a ( charity award ) ? you have a hollowed out heart, but it's heavy in your chest. i've tried so hard to fight it but it's hopeless, / you're / hopeless.

[frcsier]

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[diablodancer]

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: that is terrible, mai! tell him to never agree to lay down and get hit by a truck. my music is not that good

dee: that's what i was thinking. if he can't handle me at my squishy filter, he doesn't deserve me at my puppy filter

dee: ....this is a messed up rolling stone cover, i have to say. i guess my focus has only been on the one in the hospital. everything else has kind of left me. i'll try talking to him though.

mai: something tells me that your music would be the reason he’d agree to get hit by a truck. but sure, i’ll let him know

mai: a visionary!! honestly, what would i do without your smart thinking?

mai: i kinda thought you already knew abt the details of the photoshoot. i would’ve kept to myself otherwise... you deserve a clean cover. not sure if anyone saying anything right now will help tbh

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: i would never, i'll be there, whether i'm your date or not

dee: he really does. i can't take advantage of that right now. i'm a mess. please tell him that.

dee: maybe the filter that smashes my face together? he'll love it

dee: wait...what are we talking about?

mai: ok i’m going to hold you up to that

mai: tbh tho i feel like he’d take anything you could offer him. if you were like “yeah, so lay down and i’m run you over with this big ass truck” he’d do so smiling

mai: oh yes, that one is a big smash. all the boys love it. it’s going to absolutely make him forget his shyness towards you

mai: wait... aren’t we talking abt how there was speculation abt a ~relationship~ or smth and then right after that certain co-star of mine disappeared to peru and then 1/2 of the supposed couple had a serious health problem and now the certain co-star is back?? and how i think that he thinks it’s kinda his fault? and that i’m also p sure they still haven’t talked abt it??

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: really?! i won't hold it against you if you decide to take someone else but i accept!

dee: i wouldn't be opposed to hooking up but he seems way too nice to do that to. let's just make him hang out with us all the time

dee: make sure it's a good pic. like one of the awesome snapchats i send you on the daily when i'm bored out of my mind. he'll love it lol

dee: yeah, i can only imagine. they've known each other forever, it has to be rough. but everyone is going to be okay.

mai: are you rly trying to change my mind?

mai: he rly does seem like a relationship kind of guy huh?? i feel like it’s his sweet face

mai: ooooh! do we want one with a puppy filter, one with a kitty filter or one with no filter at all?

mai: yea :/ i think he feels bad abt it, if i’m being honest. but everything abt the situation is shitty, so who can blame him? i only hope they fix it because they have been friends for too long for it to end like this

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: you were made to be a star, hf. just try not to forget about me when you make it to the academy awards.

dee: what can i say? he won me over with his blushing pink cheeks and inability to say more than 5 words at a time. i am used to it, but somehow he made it cuter than usual

dee: omg stop let me try to get him to talk in complete sentences before you start shipping us lol but you should bring him to my show next weekend!

dee: how is ty doing? i haven't really talked to him or seen him at all but with...recent events, i probably should check on him

mai: you flatter me so much ♥️ you know what, if i ever get to that point in my life i’m taking you as my date. it’s been decided.

mai: omg just say you want to hook up with him and go lmfao!! jk he’s actually one of the best people ever and i’m so happy i met him (and got to introduce you two)

mai: ok imma train him asap. i’ll print a pic of your beautiful face and use it as a mask everytime we talk between takes now

mai: you mean your rolling stones cover? i’m not rly sure tbh. he plasters a smile on his face and is still always upbeat and stuff but i know he’s still a bit iffy abt it. i mean, you just don’t up and leave to peru like that if you’re ok, y’know?

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: me?? what about you? i have the world's next big star on my hands, how did i get so lucky?

dee: setting that as my new lock screen i think i love him??

dee: well you should and probably are his fave already BUT maybe i'll drop by set and let him take me to lunch this week

dee: maybe this time, he'll actually have a conversation with me? how is shooting going?

mai: omg!! pls stop i'm blushing (pls continue)

mai: oh wow we're on the big l word already huh??

mai: wait hold up!! he's actually going to die lol i love this. did i actually made good on that promise? only time will tell

mai: asdjkla dee stop he's such a dork and i'm already shipping!! filming is good. i mean ty went awol for a while there and that was... yikes but we managed not to get behind schedule and i think we're gonna be wrapping this up soon

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

dee: recent events as in....being on the cover of rolling stone? bc I feel pretty good about that one :)

dee: lol stop it pls tell me you have a picture of it and send it to me now why is he so cute??

dee: tell him it’s been a rough few days for me if he wants to try to make me feel better

mai: yes, that was exactly what i meant!! you always make me so proud 🤧

mai: you already KNOW i have it lmfao!!!! he's such a creepy sweet guy

mai: [ 1 photo attachment sent ]

mai: wait... am i rly supposed to tell him that?? am i abt to be his fave co-star?!

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ incoming snap from mai !

[frcsier]

&&. brinlvys‌.

brinley: but even then i don’t think it’s even possible to imitate us ..  brinley: ooh, am i allowed to know?? 

mai: you’re always right smh !! mai: ummmm... idk if i should tell you ;)

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ snap sent to vio 💎 !

mai: LMAO OK SO ! i’m on set right ? & there’s this cute extra rn kinda asking 2 much abt u mai: kinda sneakily wanting to invite himself to ours mai: dm’d u his @ but how are we feeling are we into it or are we suddenly v sick

@nsfwviolets

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to babyv 💗  !

mai: girl wtf is this mess w mari

mai: do i have to beat some asses ?

[frcsier]

what is this,,,, why is this happening,,,, why am i being CENSURED???

i hate this

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ snap sent to fliss 💫 !

mai: ok i’m not sure if we were serious but 👀 mai: u know how i’m actually filming a movie right... and i’m around producers and shit everyday right...  mai: guess who got a meeting w netflix producers to talk about a tv show ???

@felicitvs

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to dee 💖 !

mai: i've been all over the place and i've been meaning to text you forever but... how are you feeling about recent events?

mai: wait is this uncomfortable ?? let me change the subject rn, ignore the first mssg

mai: do u know that video i took of u surprising israel on set that i posted on my ig story? lmfao he took a screen grab of u 2 standing next 2 each other and put it on a picture frame

mai: i am DEAD

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ snap sent to thank u, next🚫 !

mai: kinda don’t know if this is going to go through but lol ! mai: i know we’re not on the best terms rn but i saw everything that went on w gabe and i want to know if you’re ok ? mai: and also, happy late birthday too ! 21 is goals

@dcniros.

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to gabe !

mai: um ok. this is kinda awkward and i've been debating whether or not to text you but... y'know, humanity won so

mai: is everything ok? like... are you good?

[frcsier]

• ° ✦｡ imessage sent to fliss 💫 !

felicity: they really aren't !!

felicity: i'll hit pippa up she's a kween at this stuff :)

felicity: can u actually this sounds amazing

mai: i've realized the way 2 go is to cheat on th bro before he cheats on u

mai: omg!!! why didn't i think of pippa before you're a genious

mai: idk, can i??? ;)