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READ PINNED BEFORE SENDING ASKS especially about spoilers!!! :heart:

[freakwithatee]

t's definitive pinned info!!!! woah!!!!!

you can call me t, tee, or whatever. mostly they/it/neutral wording but ok with masc pronouns/wording esp if we close. I'm 28 and this is my little freaky corner, so beware if you do not like nsfw and/or topics and ships deemed problematic, because that's what you'll find the most. I rarely tag them too...

[last updated: april 9th]

I'm quite reserved and feel awkward/paranoid to share much about myself, so if I haven't shared something before please do not ask. that includes obvious invasive questions, but also small trivial details. also sometimes personal jokes may land wrong like calling me old or making fun of the way I write english so I would advice not to if we're not already friends or something

english is not my first language and I am very neurodivergent, so not only my sentences will look funny sometimes but I may not understand completely simple sentences from others. I don't really proofread when on tumblr, at times I catch a typo moments after posting and fix it but it's not as frequent. please have patience with me when explaining things, and correct me if I understand anything wrong! tone indicators would be appreciated, but I will not force you to use them. I can always ask if it feels ambiguous!

although the main tags are in this pinned post, you can find a better and more detailed list of how I tag my blog here!

I have a not-that-secret ao3 pseud that is very obvious to puzzle together, but if you're here you're probably looking for my anonymous nsfw works. I have a uu character study-ish series, all kinda canon to one another but purely for the porn, a side series account for stand alones of any mcyt series/creator, and recently started another character study/introspective series on bliss' torchblossom team, though it is on a different tone than the first one. I plan on making a fourth one, similar to the uu one but for wisp, and one of the stand alones in there will be moved to this new one (the wyllslush, if you're wondering) but as I'm focused on the torchblossom series that's kept to later

my main series right now are bliss smp (I started watching it thru kantje's pov, but I've also watched up to dragon games from this sheet. I'm currently watching the torchblossom vods section (currently on early november) while having kantje as my only current pov!) and wisp smp (which I watch every pov, though not always as soon as they're uploaded, but my favourite is slushly because LOONAC DOESN'T POST) and I watch a lot of other mcyt content as well: unstable, some lifestealers but not the server itself, lukey, banana and bread, kww (mostly wato tho...) whitepine, park/pvp civ, half of heartless horizon, etc. feel free to ask me about anything and I'll answer honestly! just not qsmp or dream team. I do not fuck with any of that shit.

I would kindly request not spoiling me in series/povs I watch! to clarify, and I will try my best not to keep this out of date, here's more info:

I watch every uu pov but have only watched the first episode of s3 of everyone, and don't plan on catching up so soon. still would rather no spoilers for when I do, because I do want to at least give it a try before dropping the series

I watch every wisp pov but sometimes I take time to watch new episodes. the liveblog tag is a good source to know if I already saw an episode or not!

I only watch kantje's bliss lore live/vods, which means everyone's current state is fair game as long as it's not affecting him directly (how they see him is ok). I do plan on watching all of torchblossom vods up until the finale, and I will watch the golden dream vods. please do not spoil me those. also I don't think it's a big deal to tell me about torchblossom during guess season considering that until I finally get there details will be foggy regardless, so go ahead! when I say yapping about everyone but kantje is fair game I mean it!

I don't mind being spoiled about what's going on with hrzn evo or tippss because I only watch mino and epax. I honestly encourage the infodump because some things do seem interesting, but not enough for me to watch. same as wisp, I'm not always up to date though. the liveblog tag is also your friend here!

can't think of any other smp worth mentioning, but feel free to ask to include or clarify any!

if you guys need me to tag something for whatever reason, please let me know. I'm quite forgetable though so you may need to shout at me(/j) a few times until I grow the habit.

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disappearing for maybe a month ✌️

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scheduling this post in the middle of the night so that I can put the thought out but force engagement to the next day so I don't get notifications tempting me to stay awake at shitass o'clock

stormz..... bondage..... with auratus chains........ drawn...... just like those refs you have on your bookmarks....... plsplsplsplsplspls @freakwithatee you wanna draw stormz chained with his arms on his back and wings restrained soooooooo baaaaddddd 🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀 think of it as anatomy practice....... ALSO THINK OF STORMZ RESTRAINED WITH AURATUS CHAINSSSS....... anyway gnight have a good day dumbass letter <3

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changed all his contacts to scam likely so he only answers my calls

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ooo new wisp from slush, guess I know what I'll (try to) watch tomorrow first

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to dih or not to dih

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No I'm okay this one is stupid

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TORCHBLOSSOM/REFLECTIVITY NATION WE EATING GOOD TONIGHT

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im sorry to hear you have headache :((( i hope it's gone away now, here is stormz kitty, sending u healing energy (forgive the ugly tail)

OMMHMGGGGG THIS IS SO CUTEEEEEE HE'S SUCH A BABY BOYYYY THE SWEETEEESSSTTTTTT I need to rub his belly until he gets mad at me and bite my fingers as his back paws kick me and I get 50 new scars on my hand!!!!!!!! :pleading: the lil blep :p tongue aaaaaaaaaa

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I miss Fb. I always miss Fb. One of the members ending up getting really hurt or in a very threatening position and Stormz just Freaks Out. I can see it being him who ends up saving the other person and he just goes All In on puppy/nonverbal mode and being extremmelyyy clingly with that particular person and at their beck and call :( it probably goes on for a while until the other member is completely recovered/Stormz feeling better about their situation

ohhhh I do see that.... I feel like the clinginess would depend on how he finds them because if it'd be in battle I can imagine him locking in guard dog mode and being very hostile to whoever attacked them, maybe stay around/close and either wrap them in his arms/wings protectively or stand in front of them while someone else tends their wounds and him having his sword out and wings also all open like an extra wall of protection. but once they are somewhere safe, or the attackers are gone, he'd go so docile and clingy, and if he's on his own he'd try really hard to ground himself and do first aid and bring them back to their base and only fully allow himself to go there once they're tucked in bed :( pouty puppy resting his head on their arm, looking up their face as they sleep peacefully.... kind of still as a guard dog but being much sweeter and not showing off his protectiveness while still pretty much. Being protective and refusing to go away. if someone else who isn't friendship came by he'd turn hostile regardless of who they are, trusted allied or not, and if it Was one of them he'd let them come close but if they Dare make stormz leave them alone, even if it is for the person hurt to rest better, he'd give them ugly looks and not bulge at all. I don't think they'd push him enough for him to have to pick between leaving them and obeying the other person, or disobeying and maybe even fighting them, I think they all would understand and not force him to leave..... buuuuuttttt I do think if he was forced to choose he'd fight whoever is trying to push him away from the one hurt and then feel incredibly guilty and melancholic right after :(

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wait pls see my vision i am FULLY DOWN with puppy stormz but also i raise you my kitten stormz agenda:

he can be fickle, like when a cat wants to be near you + wants affection but if you pet it too much it gets mad at you, there's like a sweet spot. also if you come on too strong to the cat, like trying to get close to it before it's comfortable w/ you, the cat will not like you (and that's stormz i stg)

they can also be pretty territorial too! and kind of violent... and they're pretty prideful, like stormz! some cats also really like having company and others are super independent.

and and and think of the startled cat memes and shit i feel like thats stormz unironically he reminds me of a paranoid, jumpy cat. he also somehow spots invisible people so easily like thats a cat. thats a cat ready to hunt

also i just like the idea of him having ears and tail and he unconsciously wraps his tail around q or silva during tb and they dont say anyhting and just let it happen bc if they point it out he instantly retracts it and is embarassed. they do the same when he starts purring bc he gets super antsy about it bc it means hes getting comfortable.

and if stormz = cat then para can be a pair of bonded cats cuddled up ugh my heart so cuteee stormz likes to idly groom dumb when tehy're sitting around chatting and dumb likes to play around w/ stormz's tail when it unconsciously wraps around their hand (and he's so used to dumb ttouching him he doesn't get embarassed at all)

I do agree he's more puppy than cat but I see the vision yes! totally did not learn a new word today (fickle) but that entire description is very stormz :3

I feel like stormz could both like company and be super independent at the same time, mostly the latter but he has his own time for affection, but once he's in that mood he just gets soooooo soft . like cats are liquid and he'd so melt when he's affectionate, lay down and turn himself on the floor with his belly up and face tilted :3 I love the invisible sight thing!! crazy that some players can sense a spec admin it's so cool and I love when people include it in headcanons :3 does stormz hate cucumbers. For No Reason and definitely Not A Silly Reason because you know. no reason at all

tsundere cat stormz I agreeweeeee in my head stormz fur is relatively medium/not too long haired but his tail specifically is a lot softer, maybe from not grooming much, and when he's in attack mode it becomes thrice its size :p also dumb is a maine coon or like have maine genes that makes her bigger than an ordinary cat, also long haired!!! she'd be such a diva tho I can imagine her not grooming herself easily, maybe because she's too long or something thus can't turn much, so it malts(?) a lot and stormz would help<3

I wa too lazy to separate hybrid headcanons from full cat headcanons so either assume it's for both or guess thru vibes I'm not functioning rn

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Sending system Stormz friendblossom stuff to your blog instead of posting it on the blog it really should be on (mine. Because objectively this is just my version of friendblossom LMAO) everyone claps and cheers because we all love tumblr user mugfulis in everything rot does!!!

I think Black would need longer to get used to the concept of a 24/7 dynamic than White would, and I am imagining just the sweetest scenes of friendblossom checking in with Black and being all "are you sure?" And if he admits to being unsure/nervous/needing a break they all praise him so much cuz theyre genuinely just so proud, cuz I feel like Black is the only person who is worse than White at communicating needs. (White got a lot better at that with friendblossom dynamic and such)

I think a thing that they'd do to help Black wind down a lot is spar with him tbh.. its familiar & grounding to Black in my mind. (& Its a good way for the rest of friendblossom to display to Black that everyone needs to tap out of things sometimes, which I think would help a lot. Its not insecure in the way White is as much, but he's very prideful and sees tapping out & backing down similarly)

I do agree it'd fit better on your blog but also I'm not opposed to yapping about anything at all :D especially fb<3

awwww that's so cute... I do agree he'd take longer to adapt, both for being resistant to submit but also because I'd say he'd get bored of calmness/non chaos much more. I can imagine white would accept a more domestic and chill life, pet play or not, but black would not. honestly I can imagine him having "cheat days" from the play? like how some people would go to subspace for a break, he'd go out for a refresher if that makes sense? like some days it's all too overwhelming so he uses a safe word/gesture specifically to have a pause from the puppy mindset :think: I do like the thought of the others checking on him as well! I feel like he'd be the type to never use safe words due to bad bdsm partners in the past so the first few times rather than him using the word he'd need the reminder that it's Okay to use it instead :(

waitttt sparring is actually a great way for that.... it's a way to give him a break from puppy behaviour but also could ease his blood/chaos hungry tendencies and rather healthy for him to get that on check and not getting him explode and either self harm or cause trouble on purpose (like self isolating for a bit, impulsively running towards an enemy or jumping white) also yes a reminder that everyone can back out and use a safe word/gesture and rest is much needed because I do feel like everyone reminds the puppy/ies that but the owners kinda ignore it . I kinda implied that on the last fb work that silva often neglects themselves during aftercare despite being the first one to take care of Everyone because imo out of the four they'd do it the most. q and dabby would be close seconds for different reasons but dabby being more mature than her (despite being an unserious goof) makes q the real second place while rylan would be the only one who actually has a very clear stance of his own limits

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whenever I see someone react to uu it always makes me wanna check it again and at least give it a proper last try . then I give a look at the thumbnails and titles and it genuinely bores me with how generic and lame and all of the same they are now (even if I KNOW the videos itself are not)

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dabby still uses replay on god hop on flashback goat

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dabby: I don't think puqi is as bad as y'all are painting him out to be, realistically (...)

q, who just arrived: I did genuinely not just hear you say that

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sudden prophet thing happening mid friendblossomship lore

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I need to go back to this vod because this chat have been so funny but I can barely screenshot rn

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rylan complaining of a 22 ping when q has never played bliss under than 160 lmfao