hopeless romantic

22 • codz fanatic • Dempsey's girl 💍 pfp is my art

[freckledpatchouli]

. freckledpatchouli .

hiii i'm Roxanne (she/her) , 22 , but please do call me patchouli 🌿 this is my own little space full of comforts and interests. here you'll find works of my own, such as drawings, writing, and perhaps things about my little whimsy self. I also like to ramble a lot about my f/o. my ask box is always open for anything too!

more about me/face reveal

art tag : #my art

self-ship : tank dempsey . #patchoulis&pistols

personal tag : #patchoulispetals

fandom : CoD Zombies (WAW - BO4)

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- general info , useful tags ;

you may find these topics on my blog in general, and in my writing, such as ; fluff , nsfw (18+) , comfort , angst , mental health , cursing , suggestive themes

nsfw* : will take you to my 18+ work.

suggestive* : will take you to my mildly sensual work.

cw ___* : content warning tags.

*nsfw requests are only accepted if the blog owner is 18+ and anon is off. writing is generally gender neutral, unless specific pronouns are requested. for any questions, feel free to ask.

DNI : this standard to the next person such as hatred, bullying, racism, etc. negativity of any kind is not tolerated here. minors beware there are 18+ topics here. proship/darkship DNI.

[freckledpatchouli]

.♡ first kiss

tumblr makes the quality crappy. pls do click on it. it's much smoother and less choppy irl..

my art. reblogs allowed. do not post to other sites!

(fuller pic below)

[freckledpatchouli]

I'm actually so embarrassed rn

My mum came into my room and saw that I was drawing, and I've been keeping it covered while I work (to save smudging it) so she couldn't tell what it was. Anyways, she asked to see it and I couldn't really say no...

I showed her and she just... looks at it. I'm already embarrassed about the concept of my drawing.. let alone showing anyone. But now I'm sinking into my chair...

She says, "Jesus Christ, Roxanne. This is unreal."

I have to glance at her but she was in disbelief heh..

But what I'm now incredibly embarrassed about is that she told my dad to have a look at it. And despite the fact that he too said it's insanely good, I'm now super embarrassed that both my parents have seen my drawing of Dempsey and I kissing.

[freckledpatchouli]

A Dempsey quote that lives in my head rent free ❤️ ugh it makes me melt everytime 🫠🫠 it's just something about the way he says it...

(This is a possible quote to trigger when getting the Ray Gun Mark II from box. Also, don't mind me firing off at nothing with my rpg i was using the damn firesale.. )

(My clip)

[freckledpatchouli]

I know that feeling all too well man, maybe more than you know and more than I have the time to say but seeing my exact thoughts being displayed in a post on a random Wednesday was not something I was expecting... I am sorry though for what you're going through

Ah... I had no idea so many folks would resonate. It just becomes extremely difficult to find the will to want to interact with people when it happens repeatedly...

(Putting this here to save responding to every ask, thank you all. You've been so very kind ❤️)

[freckledpatchouli]

people always leave. i suppose i should be used to it by now. i'm very clearly not meant to be kept around long-term. and i know that as a fact now.

people always end up seeing something they don't like and just disappear. without a word. just complete disconnection in the blink of an eye.

and i'm left to spiral... deeply... did i say something wrong? did i do something to hurt you? do i talk to much? is it my face?.. heh.. am i just not enough? am i too much?

i just think i should just keep to myself.. maybe i'll save folks the hardship of knowing me.

[mulderstims]

ultimis tank dempsey general stimboard. req by anon | kin/me/id tags ok | pda tags ok

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[dennyssausage]

A man who yearns is a man who earns 🗣️🔥🔥🔥

Y’all wanted Dempsey fan art and you’re getting it!!!

[valkenopsia]

[joitiks]

soldier boy

[freckledpatchouli]

*GASP* OMG THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

[silverwingxox]

born to marry him, forced to read fanfics about him

[freckledpatchouli]

yumeship wip 😙 this is an a3 piece btw. it's big...

ugh my phone makes this look so grainy... click on it it'll be better quality 🫠

also have the base sketch below!

[freckledpatchouli]

with hair, it comes with lots of layers... and lots of patience.

dempsey's hair is done, for the most part, aside from a few touch ups once more of the drawing comes into place to balance it all out better. but i'm working on the long and tedious job of my hair now... which is jet black.. darker than dempsey's

nonetheless i'm liking it so far 😌

[freckledpatchouli]

now that the weather's warming up i can finally have him on show ✨️

got this done back in November last year and had it hidden all winter... it looks much better in person my camera doesn't do it justice heh

[freckledpatchouli]

i actually don't consider myself a realism artist.. despite what my family has said.. to me, it isn't realistic enough.

but as i'm looking at my drawings from the last year or so (i haven't even shared a fraction here) i don't know what to think...

i've always been extremely critical of my own work, but that's what makes me create more, because i always pick out things i think i can improve on in my next one...

but i guess i'm asking as folks who have seen some of my work, would it be considered realism? i just don't know what category i fall under... i don't even call myself an artist, i just say i like to draw heh.. 😅

[freckledpatchouli]

yumeship wip 😙 this is an a3 piece btw. it's big...

ugh my phone makes this look so grainy... click on it it'll be better quality 🫠

also have the base sketch below!

[freckledpatchouli]

don't tell dempsey, but i'm drawing our first kiss...

[shadowtofen]

rest in peace tom kane :((