julia

am I making you feel sick? ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ 25 • she/her sideblog: @legallyjulia

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I’m fat as fuck

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Sorry I’m acting like the journal factory exploded here but I’m just kind of laughing my ass off at how hilariously awful my life is. the only person who I feel like I can talk to and who understands me is my narcissistic mother who emotionally abused me my whole life. I genuinely think she’s the only one who cares about me even a little.

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For once I just want something in my life to work out. All I do every day is cry over how my life has been ruined time and time again. I’m truly so powerless to do anything I really don’t know why I try.

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It’s so much fun being betrayed and/or abandoned by everyone in your life

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My body is genuinely so fucking repulsive. I am a disgusting beast and don’t deserve anything. Someone please kill me.

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the secret cheat code for women is realizing you dont have to date men

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this doesnt just go for lesbians it goes for bi women and straight women too. i cant even count how many times straight women have told me “i wish i was a lesbian so i didnt have to date men” but guess what … u Dont have to date men 

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to be clear this also isnt necessarily saying ‘go date women instead!!’ its just saying…. u dont have to date men. u dont have to be dating women in order to not date men! in fact if ur not attracted to women at all please dont date women just as a substitute for men. but if dating men isnt making u happy… u dont have to do that. u dont have to make a space in ur life for men

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im singlehandedly destroying every mans mental health by telling women its ok to not date them

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Being a fearful avoidant 😍😍😍

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My whole family needs to die like omg there is not one redeemable person among us

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My family is really lucky I’m not a white boy because I would’ve committed a murder suicide by the likes no one has ever seen before at the first instance they wronged me. Which happened 171616392822726 “wrongs” ago.

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I went through more trauma over the past two days than a military veteran experiences their whole career and that’s not even an exaggeration

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I look for mother figures everywhere I go…I’m pet sitting today and I met with the dogs owner yesterday who seemed to be the coolest mom ever just by talking with her for a short period of time and I am now severely depressed thinking about how different things could be for me if I had a mother like that. How unfair that I was born into this god awful life.

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Desperately wanting romance in my life but running every time it gets close

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I’m so excited to start my masters program in the fall and actually it is like the only thing I’m looking forward to in my life but my family could not give less of a shit and never ask me about it or shoot down my enthusiasm because they think I shouldn’t do it and instead spend my time working a fuckass 9-5 that makes me suicidal. Idk why I expect any different but I’d just like one supportive person in my life who doesn’t shit on anything I’m passionate and excited about.

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I lowkey need everyone from my high school to die.

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I love when the piercing devil in my head tells me to get more piercings it’s so much fun. Like I’m just randomly gonna get my nipples and tongue pierced tomorrow because YOLO

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good news everyone

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in a way i am my own dead wife