Runaway @freezing-in-hell2 - Tumblr Blog

how am i so obsessive and so avoidant at the same time

I am tired. I just want to sleep forever.

why cant i just die in my sleep

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

the emptiness eats at me and i want to disappear

Never someone’s first choice

my heart hurts

nobody tells you about the grief you experience when people your age are experiencing life while you are just fighting tooth and nail to survive

I just want this constant pain to stop.

i feel so much guilt for everything i do

please let me overdose please just let me die

i turn cruel when i feel empty. when i come back to myself i feel sick over what i said

why do i feel like whatever i do no one will truely like me or want to have something to do with me .....maybe im meent to be unlikeable

I could leave tonight and the world would keep spinning

I am such a bother for everyone just kill me please.

if only i was easier to love

my emotions will be the death of me

Runaway