Loucha

『𝑯𝒆/𝑯𝒊𝒎 • 21』 Personal Diary to vent to.

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I am tired. I just want to sleep forever.

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It was never meant to happen. I just realized too late.

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Stupid stupid STUPID, I WISH I FUCKING DIED

[t4lk2m3pl34s3]

Maybe, just maybe I just wanted to do something with you. I know it’s something I could do alone but wow, I guess I was the only who felt excited to do something with you. :/

Thanks a lot. I feel like shit now, I was always your second choice. I should’ve fucking known.

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It is what it is. Ignore me ig. Idc.

[ I say as I feel my stomach turning]

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NO NO NO YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ME. Please. Just tell me no already. So I can get over this.

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Going to kill myself, maybe. Who knows.

[t4lk2m3pl34s3]

I feel so so lonely. Why did you guys not try? I just want someone to check on me. I just want you to check on me. Fuck this.

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I shouldn't have tried to be close to you guys in the first place, maybe I wouldn't be so hurt that you wouldn't try to message me

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My friends probably fucking hate me now

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