Sophomore Year... That's new

I made this blog and than barely blogged my freshman year. So I am making this promise publicly so i can't pull back; I promise to post at least four times a week during the school year.

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The hardest part of being a friend

Is when you know you have something to say. You have it on the tip of your tongue and it'll knock over the ice burg. Less than three sentences and it'll change the way they look at you even if just for a second. Suddenly they'll know how dark things are. How you are under huge amounts of stress. How you were blackmailed and never told anyone. How you've been fighting a losing battle. How you don't know what to do. Maybe it is better to keep your mouth shut. That's what being a friend is, right? Being there for them. Not being a nuisance. They don't need to be weighed down by your life. But then again... Isn't friendship supposed to be a two way street? Signing off as a Sophomore

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Laughing at myself for thinking I'd be able to post at least four times a week... It's been three months since I last blogged and boy have things changed! I met a cute boy, his name is Jake, ideally he doesn't secretly follow me on here because he doesn't know I like him. I learned how tot crochet and have been doing that nonstop.. 15 going on 50. Uhm.. I turned 15 and got my drivers permit, but I'm too scared to drive. I got Sims 3 yesterday so thats great. Alright, I think that's anything remotely interesting that has happened in my life. Message me if you want to be friends because I could always use friends:) 

Signing off as a Sophomore

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When required to do homework, first try to BS it, then actually do it.

Me

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Everything was going way too well. I knew it. I just didn't expect it to come crashing down this hard. Signing off as a sophomore

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Three projects. An essay. And church coordinations.

See above to figure out all the crap I need to get done this today. In other news, I want to leave this town and just get away from people, that'd be pretty cool. School just sucks and there's too many people, but I guess I'll get used to it. Signing off as a sophomore

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My day today

Woke up at 5 Left the house at 6 Stand in like for an hour for an IPhone 5s

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Overwhelming!

I have two tests, three projects, and an essay due next week! Bring it on high school, go ahead and try to kill me!!

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Oh mi gosh! You look so cute like everyday!! All you wore last year was sweats and now you look so cute

Everyone I talk to ever.... (Not sure if this is good or not)

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After a long day at school...

Dad: Clean your room

Me: I'll do it in a bit, yeah?

*logs onto Netflix*

*turns on Doctor Who*

*cleaning my room nonexistent*

*getting up impossible*

*ambitions out the window*

*never leave my room*

*die on my bed watching Doctor Who at an old age*

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I went to my school's Christian club today, I want to get involved and I myself and a Christian so I figured; what the heck! Going in I was SOOO nervous! Like shaking and I couldn't see straight and my legs turned to jelly, then I walked in, and one of them knew my name. What?! They knew my name! Isn't that crazy! Like no one remembers my name! And then more people came in and they were all SO nice.. Like nicer and more welcoming than I expected. Now, I could go on and on about how crap school was today, but this post is generally positive so I'm gonna leave it at that. Signing off as a sophomore.

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Six easy classes and the days over. Then comes the hard part, being social. Keeping up a social life with solid friends who apparently aren't as solid as I think. High school is rough is the main point of this post... Friends change, look for the ones who will stay there even through the change. Signing off as a sophomore.

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“Books are the perfect entertainment: no commercials, no batteries, hours of enjoyment for each dollar spent. What I wonder is why everybody doesn’t carry a book around for those inevitable dead spots in life.”

-Stephen King

I just can’t not reblog this

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Your life begins where your comfort zone ends

My best friend today when I was talking about Physics

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Sixth Hour Physics

Teacher: How many seniors do I have in here?

About 15 senior students raise their hands.

Teacher: Alright, and how many juniors?

About 10 junior students raise their hands.

Teacher: Okay..... Oh! And do I have any sophomores?

I raise my hand. Only me.

This should be an interesting class. Signing off as a sophomore.

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Seven days.

That's how long I have until school starts. So panic attacks have become a normal thing for me thinking about school. Freshman year SUCKED! But then again, people warned me left and right that it was going to, I just tried to be optimistic. ANYWAYS. I have my schedule. This year I opted out of AP classes so all my smart friends are basically saying buh bye to me for the year. Yay. Note the sarcasm. So this year is a new thing for me, I have to remake friends... which I'm not very good at. I also received my locker. Which is broken. Yeah, you read that correctly. My locker is broken. It's like permanently damaged at the top so I have to pound my fist on the top to open it; new locker arrangements will be figured out soon. My new school ID is now in my possession. It's like fetus me! I got braces at the end of Freshman year. *Kill me now* But the correlation between my ID and my braces is the way I smile, I don't use my teeth to smile anymore which I think makes me look twelve hundred times younger. SO I got my ID, and my picture last year was WAY better. Aren't you supposed to look better year to year? Guess not. Well, I believe that's all for now. Signing off as a Sophomore.

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half a year clean of self harm this week :D