freya ♥︎

★ south african ★ 20 ★ shifter ★ full my ask box with shifting stuff or complete yapping nonsense; i love it ★

[freyashiftz]

Also just to let all of you know; unfollow me if you support trump and/or ice in any fucking way. Unfollow me if you VOTED for trump and only now disagree with him. Unfollow me if you're homophobic, transphobic, racist, ablist, or misogynistic. Unfollow me if you "don't do politics" because it "upsets you" or "you're too lazy". Unfollow me if you don't stand with Palestine, congo, Iran or ANY country that is going through oppression. Unfollow me if youve said the line "but they came here illegally". Unfollow me if you dont agree with abortion. Unfollow me if you use gospel/the bible to agrue opinions (God/Jesus/The Holy Spirit would hate you - coming from someone who grew up in a catholic church for SIXTEEN years and was forced to study scripture.) [Edit because I forgot to include this and someone just reblogged; Unfollow me if you're a zionist or tolerate it in any way.]

Don't come onto my blog. Don't even breathe near me or my blog. Infact, block me. I hate all of the people like you. H A T E. Like, a deep hatred that will never be fixed. I'll never forgive you or tolerate you or give you the light of day. I've cut off family for the same reason, ive cut off family for LESS, I could not give less of a fuck about you.

I am radicalized af. I am woke af. I'm compassionate. I see everyone as a human being. I will purposely make sure you go to bed pissed off and upset, and if this in any way triggers you or upsets you or makes you even slightly uncomfortable: its meant for you. Bye x

[freyashiftz]

Okay, i hate that I have to make this post. Hi everyone, my lovely shifting mooties. This isn't a "i lied" post, this is a "im leaving" post. My shifting journey isn't over. I'm still shifting, nothing can take that away from me ever.

My sister just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Its terminal and she only has a year to live. Its a rare cancer, there is no medication out there that will help her manage the pain of what she's going through nor extend her life. All we can do is make her comfortable and watch her die.

I'm heartbroken, she is everything to me. To lose her is to lose my oxygen. It hurts. It sucks. Its reality. I'm in a horrible headspace, I mean my sister is dying and all I can do is watch. I have to pull through for her and my niece, the dad is horrible and does nothing but be absent so it's honestly up to me to be my nieces rock as she loses her mom.

I loved my time on shiftblr. Everyone here is so sweet and supportive. I won't delete my account, it will still be here so hopefully one day when this hell that is my current reality is over i can come back and hang out with u guys, but right now that isn't viable. I can't do it.

Stay motivated, keep trying, and don't give up. Shifting is real, it really is and you can live any life you want. Love ya.

[freyashiftz]

Okay lore drop!

I started speaking to a guy a few months ago. First guy I've spoken to in years, guys. I'm bi and usually find women more attractive. Unless ur name is Luke Hemmings. I dont play about my husband.

ANYWAYS. We got on SUPER WELL. Genuinely, he was really funny and sweet bluh bluh bluh, the usual story with men you've just met. Then i realized i was texting him first every single conversation. Is anyone surprised? Erm, no. I was a bit upset but i got over it pretty fast because that's just literally how dating in this generation goes.

So, naturally, I was like "ykw, his turn." And stopped messaging him.

It's been 2 months since we last spoke. Two. Months. TWO.

Guess what

Guess

No, just guess

He messaged me rn saying "hi, how're you doing?"

Oh no I'm great, who are you again? Can't seem to remember since we haven't spoken in TWO months, you incompetent shithead.

I ask him why he messaged me. Straight up. "Why did u message me out of nowhere??????"

"Oh I realized it had been a while since we last spoke lol"

Oh boy. Ur shitting me.

I replied "yeah lol" and then archived him, goodbye.

I am now realizing unless I marry Luke in this reality too (which is impossible, hes already married in this reality oh well), or by some godsent miracle find a man or woman with his attitude, im going to just stay single. Tf is wrong with this generation.

[freyashiftz]

girl our periods are synced and the mark zuckerberg gif is frying mee 😭😭🙏 manifesting neither of us feel anything and for it to be over in a day or two idc 🤞 also girl HRUU HOPE UE SHIFTING AND GETTING CLOSER TO LIVING YOUR DREAM LIFE YUPPP. one of my motivations personally for all of y'all is to scroll thru the edits hashtag from your fav celebrity and imagine yourselves w all those cool edit audios i mean FRR immerse yourself in it. age old confidence booster i mean. like that's literally u. ur so cool and such an icon people in your dr are making thousands of edits TRUST. I got this really cute slick black coat and it got me feeling rich 😓 like how rich people always have neutral colored basic clothes and ALWAYS some fuckass coat over. me in my succesion dr im channeling and feeling myself 🧘‍♀️ love y'all

My favourite anon. Your vibes are actually so it. Like okay. Hyping everyone up. That's super it girl of you I fear. And not us being synced, it's actually rough out here. I'm on day 2 rn as well HELP ME EVERYTHING IS HORRIBLE.

Im SO good. Like genuinely I am flourishing rn. (slightly sarcastic btw) Shifting is sm fun and I can feel it in my NUGGETS that im right there. (Not sarcastic btw) Like im genuinely right there. Just a little push istg.

I insert myself into edits differently. I love watching edits of Luke, and just like self inserting myself. Like yes okay if I was in the edit what would I be doing. Nothing appropriate but its fine. Its okay. But that's such a good idea bro. Lowkey gonna try it sometimes and eat it UPPP.

You make me want to go out and do a little thrifting every single time. Like pls. You sound so cool it hurts me. I know u eat ur outfits up. I can feel it. Ur energy gives 'I barely have to try and i eat it up.' Like in another life we're attached to each others hips. Best friends. Trust.

LOVE U SM ANON, STAY SAFE ALWAYS AND you will shift. UR GONNA DO IT.

[freyashiftz]

okay current shifting motivation is to avoid period symptoms [annoyed]

[freyashiftz]

I wish I could do voice notes on tumblr because I had another crazy dream but it was so long 😭😭😭

[bigandlong]

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

[freyashiftz]

Awesome news: I'm back from my trip. More awesome news: i get a break from my best friend (much love to her but damn bro). Less awesome news: she expects me to travel with her this year but im lowkey NOT feeling it. I won't even get into the drama that follows my best friend. Again, I LOVE her, but she needs therapy please. I have told her as much in an excruciatingly serious manner. Lol.

Time to get back into my shifter routine. I've missed it. More wack dreams say woo.

[freyashiftz]

hi your posts are so sweet and remind me of old 2020-2024ish (rip) amino back when i still used it since you just seem so wise LOL. i gen just came here to say i have struggles with doing methods because i have ocd and one of my compulsions is to keep squeezing my eyes a certain number of times closed. or like i just have to move my face or anything it's sooo ugh. and exhausting 💔💔💔

HI HI HI, thank you so much that's actually so sweet of you. RIP amino. I wasn't a part of the shifting community on there but that app was my fangirl foundation back when I was like 13. I'm really sorry about the struggles that come with OCD, I can't imagine what that must be like. Like, I would crash out and dont blame you if you crash out over it. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on IVE GOT YOU. I dont understand ur situation and i cant really give you advice because idk what will be harmful to you or not, but I'll listen anon!

[freyashiftz]

hi girl it's that one anon who sent u a tierlist to ask hruuu whatsupppp 🥹🫶 hows life hows shifting how r u

I've had dreams about my drs all week so that's good but idk what im doing wrong exactly to not feel confident about my ability. im always thinking i could've done more, affirmed more ect. do u meditate? and if so, how?? I'd really like to try that maybe!! im really trying to get back on my feet in this reality but it's so hard bc why's everything awful smh 🥲 maybe it's because I don't trust myself enough but i need a random spiritual baddie to sat me down and tell me 'you'll get out. we're infinite. it's fine you have all the time you need' i need to rewire my brain asap because it still operates on logic 🙁 why can't i believe in the multiverse energy and the soul like everybody else 🫩 pisses me off. i hope u had a better time on your trip than me racking my brain about this ugh. hope u had all kinds of dr memories, symptoms and shifts 🤞

AGH HI POOKS. I've missed you. I miss tumblr. I'm still on my trip. I go home on Saturday. FINALLY. I miss my bed. I miss my dad. I miss my brother's and sister. I miss my brothers cool friends. I miss the hot guy I went to school with. I miss my cat. And my dog. I miss the damn grass in my back yard. Shit bro. Saturday cannot come quicker. This trip was lowkey hell. Hated every second of it. The friend I was with is unbearable to live with. With love. Don't live with your best friend. Yikes!

I finished the teaching course I was doing and can finally get a remote job and earn Hella money (insert meme fr) so yay!

I can also get back to shifting. I've been working on it while being on my trip but lowkey, I think being in an unfamiliar place has thrown my whole mentality through a loop. I get super nervous when I'm sleeping in a house that isn't MINE and in a bed that isn't MINE. I can't do it, I love my bed and my room and I feel so safe there. So yeah. Shifting went to shit this month but im so confident ill get it when I get home. I just can't do it while im here. Logically I know I can, I just have to decide, but ive already decided. If I already feel uneasy in this room ive been in for 4 weeks, im going to SHIT myself if I wake up in my dr room.

Now. Meditating. Affirming. Bluh bluh bluh. Those are tools, not necessities. You don't NEED them and, hell, they don't help some people. Maybe they work for you, maybe they dont. It literally just depends on each person, and depends on what you tell yourseld. If you believe you'll shift when you blink, youll shift when you blink. If you believe you have to dance around a fire and chant the national anthem, youll shift when you do that. Its all about what you really feel and believe.

It doesn't hurt to try, the worst thing that could happen is you not really feeling it.

I used to meditate. It helped me calm down because I get super jumpy and nervous when attempting. My nerve system thinks I'm being held at gunpoint for some unknown reason. Awesome stuff. So yeah, personally a 10/10.

I hope you're doing well, and i really really hope you've shifted. I had a look at the tier list a while ago but this trip is killing me so I haven't really touched my phone much. I was supposed to leave on Sunday but I literally messaged my dad and pulled a middleschool move. "Tell me you said you can only fetch me Saturday. Shhh Saturday. Not Sunday."

Not my proudest moment but omg. Omg. No. Get me out of here.

[freyashiftz]

how do u deal with the fact that Luke has a whole wife and a kid in this universe 😭😭 idk if u experience jealousy over this or spoken abt this but my s/o has a husband and I go crazy anytime I see a photo of them 💔💔

LOWKEY I used to battle with crazy jealously. Like, genuinely when he first announced he had a baby i wanted to cry. Not happy tears. 10/10 honesty right here frfr. But ive gotten past that and they are genuinely a really cute family. Luke's wife is so good for him in this reality, especially after what he went through with his previous ex. Sometimes I still get a pit in my stomach but I just vicariously live through Sierra now LMAO. Like yes girl our man is so cute and handsome and loving. Yes girl WE are holding his hand.

[freyashiftz]

stupid question but can I script that I can play certain musical instruments/ that I have vocal talent even if I don't have that in my current reality? Like I have 0 musical knowledge but legit just thought it would be cool

Yep yep yep yep. You can be anything you want. Literally anything, because that's another version of you. You can script you're fluent in every single language in the world and it'll be real and true in that reality. Yippie, fun times.

[freyashiftz]

When my best friend wants to log into my YouTube premium, my whole algorithm is legit shifting subliminals, but I can't say no because that will be super suspicious of me, so I let her log in and cringe as she happily goes to search bar with all the shifting related stuff in recents. (I want to cry im horrified rn) (its like someone finding corn in my search history) (possibly even worse)

[freyashiftz]

heyy newbie in the shift community

one thing that def has pulled me back from reaching full void or just shifting in general is random ahh muscle spasms. My eyes keep fluttering and opening while trying to shift. It's rlly annoying because i'm getting symptoms that I can shift, like numbness and semi-floating feelings.

But it's rlly hard to focus on my breathing and affirmations when my eyes are involuntarily moving

any tips??

Oh duuuude, honestly it depends on the person but if u want to relax ur body and mind then definitely meditate!! You definitely don't have to and you can shift in whatever state ur in, regardless of if ur in the void, fully conscious here, twitchy and annoyed, sleeping, etc*

But if ur wanting to relax more, just do a meditation before attempting a shift. It slows u down a bit and helps with focusing. ♡

[freyashiftz]

Hey guys im alive!! Im like exhausted af tho because I've been super busy on my stupid trip. I don't get any time to myself atm. Its painful. I'll probably be proper active again starting March 16th or 17th idk. I'm still shifting as much as I can. Imma go sleep now

[freyashiftz]

Day 2 of my trip and I still wanna kms, but hey at least I keep getting free meals??? #brokestudentcheck (just saw 000 does that count as an angel number?) (I'm shifting, ur shifting, we're shifting, ur mom's shifting)

[freyashiftz]

Some weird ahh shifter tried pushing a rule onto me and then when I POLITELY called her out and told her that there ARENT ANY RULES TO SHIFTING she replied with something rude, deleted the reply and then blocked me??? Girl bye, thank u for blocking me u did me a favour LMFAO