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ok but, i feel weird and lonely, friday nights are often hard for me, i wish someone were hugging me and/or telling me about how much they love me and/or taking me on a date (except, tomorrow or something, because i’m sleepy)
gory self-harm ideation, etc:
hmmm im feeling bad for reasons that feel complex to me but may or may not actually be. (no, yeah, i guess they are)
anyway i feel bad and i really want to take a bath, and also i really want to slice myself up, bathe in water turning redder and redder. helping the blood flow.
the way breaking skin used to help me. the way blood would pool around my feet every time i showered in high school. until i was anemic. almost passing out when i showered. i tend to get dizzy in the bath anyway so i guess now i know to be careful. sometimes i become a ghost
now, anticipating the amount bad and gross and broken i feel after i self-harm mostly outweighs the amount it helps to break skin. but idk. It’s been so long, i miss it, maybe it would help tonight, I feel chaotic and addictions never really leave
i wish i had someone close to hold me. i hated sitting alone in the house crying this afternoon. I hate feeling like I’m a mess, I don’t want to be overwhelming for friends to interact with or care for but I think sometimes i am.
i guess ive been coming back to tumblr a little because i need to express gory scary things and don’t know that i have a particular friend i can tell this stuff to.
well, we’ll see how tonight goes, i guess. i’m sure i’ll be fine, i just have ~internal tumult~ going on or something
just want to inform you that i am sitting at my desk wearing cactus underwear and oiling my leather boots and (i feel like) i’m attractive
just wanted to take a second to appreciate my tattoos io gave me… i miss them (💖) and i love these and i sometimes forget that i have them. especially in winter since i cant wear clothes that show off my leg tattoos
i wanna get a new tattoo soon (ive wanted to get new ones for a while…) but it’s hard trying to figure out who i’d be comfortable tattooing me besides io…
i really love tattoos! i love getting them and having them and i want to have a lot more of them
<3 <3 <3
i would be happy to tattoo you again sometime, also
cw self-harm, suicide, etc
ugh happy birthday to me i kinda wanna die and i don’t know how to talk about it or who to talk about it with and i remembered that having this feeling constantly was why tumblr was so important to me.
i wish it were easier to just Talk Normally about suicidality? i wish i didn’t have all this lingering shit that makes my birthday a trauma-anniversary ? too many suicide notes, too many days and years of needing more support than i was getting, my body remembers how to want to die
so my bday is tomorrow and i have evening dinner plans but i am gonna be alone and plans-less for most of the day, i am looking forward to being able to self-harm if i want to, and i know that’s bad. i asked facebook if anyone was free to hang out and no one is yet. i am considering asking queer cruising facebook if anyone wants to make out with me, i think that would be fun + nice, but i feel a little bit awkward about having like 50 facebook friends (literally) in that group. but maybe that’s good, maybe some friend will finally tell me they wanna kiss me??? (do you wanna kiss me? let me know?)
probably i will take the bus to noho by myself and get a free birthday sundae and it sounds like the florist might give me a free rose and tbh i think getting a rose would feel really nice even if it is from me / for free
ok well thx tumblr for being a space where expressing some deep distress has generally been acceptable, thx whatever random followers i still have after not posting in a loooong time for being here still to listen to some sadness
haha hi i feel like a lonely mess
ok apparently there are MULTIPLE KINDS of tractor anarchy happening currently like 1) Catalan farmers blocking roads with their tractors to fuck with police 2) American farmers using Ukrainian firmware to hack their tractors after John Deere changed their licensing to forbid user repairs because “they own the tractor software, you’re just using it”
we live on a hell planet but tractor anarchy gives me hope
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me: *google searches “tips for how to be intimidating when meeting someone your partner has sex with, so that hopefully you can casually make them more scared of you than you are of them”*
dried cranberry beans i grew last summer, purple potatoes in slowly-cooking day-off stew
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recurring mood//a plant i thought was multiflora rose but now i’m not sure?//this beautiful weed that loves my garden and i have a strange feeling i can eat it but i wont yet bc i don’t know what it is
that’s bb lamb’s quarters so yes you can eat it! (take it from someone who has spent countless hours looking at tiny weeds)
New paint colors invented by neural network
So if you’ve ever picked out paint, you know that every infinitesimally different shade of blue, beige, and gray has its own descriptive, attractive name. Tuscan sunrise, blushing pear, Tradewind, etc… There are in fact people who invent these names for a living. But given that the human eye can see millions of distinct colors, sooner or later we’re going to run out of good names. Can AI help?
For this experiment, I gave the neural network a list of about 7,700 Sherwin-Williams paint colors along with their RGB values. (RGB = red, green, and blue color values) Could the neural network learn to invent new paint colors and give them attractive names?
One way I have of checking on the neural network’s progress during training is to ask it to produce some output using the lowest-creativity setting. Then the neural network plays it safe, and we can get an idea of what it has learned for sure.
By the first checkpoint, the neural network has learned to produce valid RGB values - these are colors, all right, and you could technically paint your walls with them. It’s a little farther behind the curve on the names, although it does seem to be attempting a combination of the colors brown, blue, and gray.
By the second checkpoint, the neural network can properly spell green and gray. It doesn’t seem to actually know what color they are, however.
Let’s check in with what the more-creative setting is producing.
…oh, okay.
Later in the training process, the neural network is about as well-trained as it’s going to be (perhaps with different parameters, it could have done a bit better - a lot of neural network training involves choosing the right training parameters). By this point, it’s able to figure out some of the basic colors, like white, red, and grey:
Although not reliably.
In fact, looking at the neural network’s output as a whole, it is evident that:
The neural network really likes brown, beige, and grey.
The neural network has really really bad ideas for paint names.
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This weeks harvest w00t
The founder and CEO of Who Speaks For Me?, an organization which is dedicated to the issues of women who have experience trauma and imprisonment, has had her intellectual property stolen by a White broadcaster from Utah.
Taylar Nuevelle coined the phrase “trauma to prison pipeline” and dedicates her work to outreach and education regarding the issue of women’s imprisonment after trauma. Her work is being stolen by Kim Fischer, a White woman who works for ABC4 in Utah, who claims that she has no idea who Nuevelle is and that her boss created the term “trauma to prison pipeline” out of thin air.
Nuevelle has clarified that she has no problem with the issue being discussed but is rightfully upset that her work is being claimed by people who have not lived the experiences which lead to her research and who have no personal investment in the issue.
You can contact Kim Fischer at [email protected], on FB @ ABC4Kim, on insta @ ABC4Kim, and on twitter @ ABC4Kim.
You can also contact the ABC4 General Manager to complain about this journalistic plagiarism.
Hey! This is *really* important. The erasure of Black Women is an ongoing problem and if we don’t nip this in the bud, it’s going to grow into a huge issue for this Black intellectual who is doing such important work.