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MEMENTO MORI  //  My prevous blog was deleted :(  //DONT CONDONE

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due to personal reasons I’ll be in my bedroom making no noise and pretending that I don’t exist

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Mark Hignett, owner of Oswestry Museum, obtained a number of letters from World War Two. Upon studying the letters closely, he discovered they were a collection of wartime love letters between men. The letters are special because most love letters from homosexuals at the time would have been burned because if they had of been found, they would have been used as evidence. The letters are from Gordon Bowsher, writing to Gilbert Bradley, who was fighting in the Second World War. Homosexuality was illegal in Britain until 1967 and the letters speak about keeping their relationship a secret and travelling to California after the war. 

There was around 300 letters and a chunk were missing. While it is known that couple split up, it’s not known as to why - those letters appear to be missing.  Gordon went to California on his own and became a well-known horse trainer while. A book about the two men is currently underway. Most poignantly, one letter reads: “Wouldn’t it be wonderful if all our letters could be published in the future in a more enlightened time. Then all the world could see how in love we are.”

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Chynna Dease (24) and her boyfriend Lucas Fowler (23) were found shot to death on the side of the Alaska Highway in British Columbia, Canada on July 15th, 2019. The couple had been taking a two-week long road trip across Canada at the time at the time of their murders. The minivan they were traveling in was found near their bodies. Eyewitnesses later told police that they saw the couple standing by their van in the same place they were eventually found after it had broken down. 

A few days later, two teenagers named Kam McLeod (19) and Bryer Schmegelsky (18) vanished while they were believed to be travelling to the Yukon territory. The car the two were travelling in was found completely burned out on July 19th, 2019, just days after Chynna and Lucas were found. The body of a man in his 50s or 60s was found nearby. Due to the close proximity of the crime scenes, police initially feared that Kam and Bryer fell victim to the same assailant as Chynna and Lucas. However, by July 22nd, police announced that Kam and Bryer are now considered suspects in the couple’s murder. They are also considered suspects in the murder of the older man found near their vehicle. 

Since the discovery of their burned out car, Kam and Bryer have been spotted in northern Saskatchewan driving a 2011 Toyota RAV-4. However, they are still on the loose and police are still actively searching for them. Police have stated that the two teens are considered dangerous, and they should not be approached if encountered. Instead, please immediately call 911. Additionally, if you have any other information that could help the case, please call 1-800-222-8477.

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the youtube algorithm finally gets it

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July 17th, 2019 Calendar Call:

NC was colloquied by Judge Scherer in regard to his request of being excused from future pre-trial hearings. She asked a series of questions to make sure he is aware of the rights he is forfeiting by not being present at these hearings. Later in the hearing she had him stand and answer one more series of questions, this time focused on his current medications, to make sure that he is fully aware and in a state where he is capable of making this decision.

NC’s words in court were limited to the repeated phrase of yes ma’am, no ma’am, along with “I understand fully what you’re saying.”

Scherer’s conclusion after the colloquy: the Defendant understands these matters and is making a knowing, intelligent, and voluntary waiver of his rights. He will be excused from all future Calendar Calls/Status Hearings. Substantive Hearings will be decided on a case-by-case basis.

Once this matter was settled, the Defense went into detail on why the January 2020 Trial date is unattainable, including the fact that multiple witnesses are postponing their depositions due to PTSD. Although the Defense gave many reasons as to why they won’t be able to prepare their case in time, Judge Scherer is still holding them to the January start date.

The next Calendar Call is scheduled for September 3rd at 1:30pm EST. NC will not be present at this hearing (assuming a substantive motion does not come up).

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Other bloggers: man I need to clean out my askbox

Me:

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😂😂

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It was the 21st of January, 2003, when 19-year-old Beau Maestas and his sister, 16-year-old Monique Maestas, went to the home of Tamara Bergeron and her boyfriend, Robert Schmidt. Tamara had two young daughters, 3-year-old Kristyanna and 10-year-old Brittney. The Meastas were there to purchase what they believed was $125 worth of methamphetamine from Tamara and Robert. However, when they returned home with their purchase, they found that the little bag of white substance contained salt not methamphetamine. They were ripped off and they were infuriated.

The bitter siblings made their way back to the family’s RV with knives in hand. Beau knocked on the door but soon realised that only Kristyanna and Brittney were home. Brittney refused to open the front door to Beau. Monique then knocked on the door and told Brittney that she needed to open the door because her mother was hurt. The ruse worked and Brittney opened the door to Beau and Monique. As soon as the door was opened, the little girls were attacked. Kristyanna’s throat was slit and the knife was shoved halfway through her head. Brittney was stabbed at least twenty times. Two stab wounds to her back severed her spinal cord. Unfortunately Kristyanna died from her wounds while miraculously Brittney survived although she was left paralyzed from the waist down.

The siblings were soon apprehended after Beau’s girlfriend was able to place them at the scene that evening. Police were able to uncover their bloody clothing and knives. Beau confessed to “slaughtering those little piggies. I flipped out and went and killed that lady’s youngest daughter and I paralysed the older one. Three used to be my lucky number. Now, when I think of three, I see a little body hanging eye-level from a knife that’s half her size that’s in my blood had. That was some of the most brutal shit I’ve ever seen.”

During their trial, Clark County District Attorney David Roger pushed for the death penalty. He said: “When you have a young child, 3 years old, who was never given a chance to enjoy all that life has to offer, that is very sad. Going in there with a butcher knife and doing this to those girls over $125 was horrific. Those little girls were no match for him.”

Beau was sentenced to death while Monique pleaded guilty as part of a plea deal and was sentenced to life imprisonment with parole eligibility after 40 years.

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Some photos of Mikhail Pivnev, his Instagram bio also says “Soon you will know.”

(I don’t know if the translation is 100% accurate but)

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Murdered By Her Best Friends

The murder of 16-year-old Skylar Neese

On July 6th, 2012 16-year-old Skylar Neese snuck out of her house to drive around & smoke marijuana with her two best friends, Shelia Eddy (middle) & Rachel Shoaf (right). They drove to Morris Run Road in Pennsylvania, a long dirt road surrounded with forestry, a place they had been before to hangout and smoke. When Skylar turned her back the girls counted to three & began stabbing Skylar to death with kitchen knives they had concealed under their clothes. The only thing Skylar said during the attack was “why” over & over again. The girls stood over her body until she was dead, cleaned themselves up with Clorox wipes & fresh clothes they had stored in the trunk, went home & resumed their normal lives.

Skylar was deemed a runaway & the girls played the role of concerned friends who just wanted their best friend back. Shelia begged & pleaded for her to come home on her social media, helped the family post missing flyers, & spent countless hours with Skylar’s parents sitting in Skylar’s room talking & crying. When cops began questioning the girls the Neese’s repeatedly told cops to back off because they were going through enough already.

Above screenshots of Shelia Eddy pretending to be a concerned friend on Facebook. Comments by Skylar’s parents, Dave and Mary Neese.

The heat of the ongoing investigation & whispers around town proved to be too much to handle for Rachel Shoaf, who confessed to the murder in December of 2012. She said “we stabbed her” & when asked why she said “we just didn’t want to be friends anymore.” She cooperated with police & lead them to where Skylar was murdered. She also agreed to wear a wire while hanging out with Shelia in order to get Shelia to say something incriminating, but Shelia held out. Below is a picture of them from that night. 

Shelia Eddy was arrested May 1st, 2013. On January 24, 2014 she plead guilty to first degree murder & was sentenced to life with mercy, eligible for parole after 15 years. On February 26th, 2014 Rachel Shoaf was charged with second degree murder & was sentenced to 30 years, eligible for parole after 10 years. They are both serving their sentences in Lakin Correctional Center.

Shelia Eddy

Rachel Shoaf

Chilling tweet by Shelia Eddy a month before her arrest.

One popular theory suggests Shelia & Rachel were engaged in a sexual relationship & Skylar was the only one who knew about it. There was always drama & fighting amongst them, so to avoid Skylar telling their secret they killed her. However, the true motive remains unknown.

Because of the nature of this crime & the fact that I am the same age as the girls (21 now) I became really invested in it. I watched everything I could about it, read every article, even got in contact with Skylar Neese’s parents who are wonderful people. There are several documentaries about it here & here, as well as her parents’ Dr. Phil episode here. You can purchase the book containing more detailed information here (a must read if you’re interested in this case!)

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So I took off all their eyebrows….xd

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Ok but why does Eric H look like Pennywise, and NiKOLAS CRUZ LOOKS LIKE SHREK SKFJSDNFK

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The ending ;(

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Brooks brown describing meeting Eric Harris five minutes before he and Dylan klebold started shooting

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austin eubanks, a survivor from the library crying as he says “they killed my best friend.” he’s referring to corey depooter, who unfortunately lost his life that day, as he was comforting both austin and the girl who was underneath the table with them. hearing austin crying for corey is heartbreaking. he had to see his best friend be killed right in front of him. this is something nobody should ever have to experience. 💔

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VK chat between Vlad and a girl.

March 25 2018. The girl found Vlad in VK group “The world of maniacs and serial killers”, it was the most popular VK TCC page, and wrote him. Vlad deleted their chat on his page, but the girl agreed to show it (some messages are missed).

G: I don’t know… Just a conversation for no reason. Tell me something, how was your day, for example?

V: Oh yes. It was freaking interesting! I woke up at 5:15, made a breakfast and fucked up 12 hours in front of my computer. On weekdays I have classes from 9:30 to 16:30, and then I fuck up the rest of day in front of my computer. Interesting? 362 days a year like this.

G: Hm… there is nothing more to add. It can be said, it’s the same with me, I only add to that a fever of 38 and my sick leave. So, where do you study?

V: KPC

G: Decode, please :))

V: Chinese Communist Party (the same first letters as in the name of his college - КПК)

V: Why did you write me?

V: What? There are a couple of millions people like me only in this social network.

G: What do I care about those people, if I met you? It’s weird that you are so prejudiced about it. Didn’t anyone ever write you here?

V: No. Why would anyone write me? I’ll answer you now - my empathy is the lowest of the low. I think I’m a half psychopath.

V: I have a little interest in communicating with people. All the feelings are lie, deception, bullshit.

G: When it’s more interesting to see it :))

V: See what?

G: See what kind of psychopath you are :)

V: I’m a boring piece of shit in life

G: Why?

V: Probably because of my thoughts

G: What’s wrong with them?

V: It’s better to hide them from myself. For example, I want to blow my brains out with a shotgun. It would be hella cool.

V: No. It would be so beautiful to make the whole floor dirty with my brains. If you use 12-gauge the rest of your head will look like а beautiful flower. Romantically.

G: It would be a present for the faith-hearted :))

V: The art

G: Not bad, well, yeah. What else?

V: This is exactly what I’m fixated on. Actually VK is not the best messenger for a conversation like this one.

G: But I like it. Sometimes it’s good to get my mind off and listen thoughts of others, that aren’t less attractive :))

V: Perhaps

V: Here. Beautiful?

V: (sent the photo of a woman with half her head blown off)

V: What is the number of your land?

G: What?

V: Forget. The paranoia

V: What city you are from?

G: Sorry, I don’t reveal almost nothing about myself, because… I think, it’s not needed.

V: Yes. That’s right, an anonymous communication is more interesting.

V: Only fuckers around me in life

G: There are all kinds of people in life, actually

V: Only fuckers, and the thoughts of shooting them all

V: But it’s BAD to KILL people. I just expressed my subjective opinion and I don’t call for killing.

G: In a certain moment in their lives something will befall them, so don’t worry, they will get a punishment :))

V: Yep. A shotgun blast in the fucking face.

G: More likely disease will befall them, what will be agonizingly for some of them :))

V: Nothing will be so agonizingly like a couple stabbings in a stomach

G: But admit it’s more unpleasant to feel that something eats you from inside

V: Inside me only my insides

G: A disease won’t agree with you

V: I don’t really understand you

G: Well, let’s not [talk about it] then

G: We all have our own perceptions of torments

V: Well, bye. I don’t need conversations.

G: Sure?

V: According to the pages you follow you’re “lonely”, you want to find some friend to share your thoughts with. I don’t fucking need nobody. I know I will never have friends/girlfriend. And you know what? I don’t give a fuck.

(The photo above was taken on December 25 2017, 19:06:23)