One of the arguments I had with Elizabeth and her buddies on her discord server back in September. Honestly, what the fuck?? Why didn’t I do anything about it?? Why??? WHY??? At the end of the day, it wasn’t my fault. She never really expressed about having any plans whatsoever, and that didn’t pass through my head. I’m still in a considerable amount of SHOCK though.
Since I’m in the screenshot and it’s been long enough, I think I should speak up about this. Even though it’s calmed down for the most part over the years and I’ve tried to make my peace with everything, I just can’t be okay with any of this.
I found this server through a tumblr post. And I don’t remember who posted it but I know that I joined. I started off getting aquatinted with everyone and eventually the mod/admin positions opened up and I may have put in an application which allowed me to eventually became a mod/admin and over time I grew very close with everyone on this server. Gore-is-my-aesthetic, if she even has that blog anymore along with ligaturemarkings, were very close friends or at least I thought so.
Unfortunately though, I left discord long before I found out about what ligaturemarkings did. And at first I was upset and I was angry. But that’s what happens when you idolize sick, disgusting people that do sick, disgusting things.
The true crime community on tumblr has died down because of its own mistakes. The most concerning people in the community absolutely killed it and I’m saddened to say that I was part of that group that killed it. It is wrong to idolize killers, murderers and the like, but I was younger and didn’t know any better. I just wanted to apologize to anyone in that server that I may have hurt. We were all in bad places back then, myself included. And I take full responsibility for my half of the situation. I’m sorry.
Every now and then, I get reminded about how awful the true crime community was here.
And I can say that as someone who had two blogs with 500+ followers each.
i feel you brother, i feel you..





















