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it's okay to be angry about the apologies you will never receive. and one day i hope you can not be haunted by their actions. no longer being haunted by them is not admittance that their actions against you were somehow okay. it's more than worthy to be angry about. it's just that you also deserve to live a life that is not ruled in any way whatsoever by their actions. and one day, you will get there.
I'm making this post for the DID community to try to put everything into one timeline. I will no longer be reblogging posts about the subject, but my DMs are open. Below is information on the timeline of things unfolding in the last week publicly, Simply Plural, Octocon, Ampersand, Concordia, if and/or when they're shutting down, why they're shutting down, and alternatives for system organization.
Simply Plural: On March 7, 2026, Simply Plural announced that it would no longer be continuing its development. You can read the official post here.
When: Simply Plural will remain available until the funds run out to host the online servers. An end date has not been announced, and it has been promised that there will be 1-2 months between the announcement of the end date and the official end date of the platform. In the interim, the platform will not be updated/developed, though it is still usable.
Why: The developers started the app in 2020/2021 during Covid, when folks were working from home and had more time to develop the platform. By 2023, there were over 200.000 registered users, with 10.000 to 15.000 daily active users. The developer dedicated hundreds of hours to development, but it came to the point where the developer no longer has the time to continue working on the app. As stated: "[A]ny free time I do find, it's usually spent on answering emails, doing upkeep, management and generally providing support. This leaves virtually no time that I can spend on actually developing the app further."
Octocon: The influx of users and harassment that led to its announcement of closure.
When: Atlas is currently trying to approve the Google and Apple apps to have export functionality. After these apps are approved, there will be another announcement, and then there will be two weeks between that announcement and Octocon's closure. An official date has not been announced.
Why: The Octocon team has been harassed over the last week to an incredible degree, although they've been harassed since their conception. You can see more info below. Basically, Atlas is done taking the harassment from the community. Below is a timeline of the events of the last few days, if you're confused why Tumblr and Discord users are angry.
March 7th: Octocon welcomes their influx of users, sharing what Octocon is and how to use it.
March 7th, 11 hours later: Octocon announces that the application is stabilizing after the influx of new users. Atlas pledges to dedicate the next two weeks to bug-fixing.
March 9th: Octocon releases a statement on their Tumblr, which you can see here. This is clearing up a few misunderstandings. By this point, Octocon already has a past rooted in the whole pro-endo/anti-endo discourse, and more users who felt strong opinions on either side were harassing the developer and mod team. As a result, they pledged to release a statement that likely took hours-to-days to compile, proof read, and publish.
March 11th: Octocon releases a Discord announcement and a Google Doc (linked here) outlining controversies that Tumblr and Discord users had been DMing them and harassing them over in an attempt to stop the harassment. I mean, it was so bad there's STILL a Tumblr user I won't tag that's sole mission is spreading bad-faith misinfo over a situation handled literal years ago. But to focus on the pro-endo/anti-endo harassment:
This is backed up by a statement released last year in their Discord in February:
Here's some reactions from within the Discord server on the announcement (note the eyebrow, dead guy emoji, etc):
As well as some replies in their #discuss-announcements channel. The majority of these replies were positive, but it's important to point out the negativity in these cases, as well as why this announcement had to be made. Usernames are censored for privacy/safety.
Atlas here also pledges to keep Octocon alive:
March 13th: Atlas retires Octocon, citing harassment.
Considering they had to make a statement about years of controversy, this doesn't surprise me. Here's a post I made already with screenshots as to what the reactions were in the server to this announcement.
Ampersand: On March 13, the devs address some things, but state there's no hiatus or shutdown. See the official post here.
When: Ampersand has deleted their Tumblr, restricted their Discord, and removed most servers.
Why: Harassment. I'll just show my favorite quotes:
Concordia: On March 15, they announce a small hiatus. See the official post here.
When: They have not released a statement on when they'll publicly return. They may or may not continue development in the background off of social media.
Why: They said it best.
Alternatives: Below are some alternatives for system organization. Click the names to be taken to their websites.
PluralKit: The most known system proxy bot. Has a discord interface that I very much enjoy, and a web app, though I don't think they have a phone app. Allows you to group alters, add colors, write bios, etc.
Tupperbox: Primarily used by the roleplay community for RP bots, but Systems do use this for Discord proxying. Similar features to PluralKit.
Obsidian: Obsidian is a free, open-source note-taking software that allows you to create notes that are saved in markdown format on your local device. You can choose to set up an online sync or pay for expanded storage, but you can also sync that folder to other storage software (like Dropbox, Microsoft Office, Nextcloud, etc.) if you want to have access from multiple locations. Obsidian allows you to map graphs of your notes (maybe to make a system map) as well as add notes to a calendar (such as to log front history), and add properties to different notes. You can also make & access multiple vaults if you want multiple systems separated, or just to keep your system map separated from personal notes.
Ourcana: There's a pros and cons post here on Reddit. I do not have experience with this application. Supposedly there's an app, join their Discord for more information.
Hivemind: There's another post from Tumblr of pros and cons here. Allows imports, is offline, PC + app.
Feel free to add more alternatives in the notes.
Tl;dr / my thoughts:
The system community has done this to itself. Be kind to people. Stop harassing people who have different opinions.
maybe you did do something wrong. maybe you hurt someone. maybe you have said awful things. maybe you were just as bad as them. maybe. but what matters is that you move on. you have to try. you have to wake up and be kinder. you have to learn and listen and grow. maybe you did do something wrong but that doesn't mean you have to keep doing that. as long as you are alive, you can change
i’m in a relationship (read: multiple) again, and it’s nice. i flirted with these people and i wanted their partnership. but now that i have them, i’m terrified.
once i said yes to the relationships, they went from this theoretical want to something real. something i’m afraid i won’t be able to maintain, something i’m afraid of ending badly.
i try to remind myself that my partners are not the kind to pressure me into anything i don’t want to do, but that past trauma still lurks in my body, saying “what if they do”
i think i’m also afraid because of the friend losses i’ve had the past couple years. the people i’m seeing are so fun and sweet and i enjoy talking to them every day. if something goes wrong, i fear losing even more friends.
i’m working to remind myself to not fear the end tne second something begins. i’m trying to enjoy the present. but it’s hard when ur body and mind remember the pain of the past
learning that constantly thinking about and analyzing and interpreting my traumas isn’t actually healing . and don’t get me wrong its made me a very effective communicator and emotionally intelligent person. but actually im supposed to be moving on and experiencing new things and happiness and stuff and not just compulsively reliving and recontextualizing the past. oops!
Best therapist I ever had helped me unpack my trauma and then, crucially, helped me pack it away again
Except this time it's all correctly labeled so when I start experiencing issues related to them I'm not just drowning in undefined pain.
I'm like: "ah shit the Childhood Neglect container is leaking all over everything! I better mop it up and put it in a new container"
And sometimes something comes up and I'm like: "ah. This belongs in the religious trauma box. Let me put it away and then I can do art until I feel better"
You unpack your trauma to organise it and correctly label it do you know how to handle it. But you still pack it away so you can live your actual life
"I'm okay with you having DID, I just don't want to talk to or meet any of your alters."
I'm an alter too, you know. Every single time you've interacted with me, I'm an alter. Even before you knew I had DID, even before I knew I had DID, we've been speaking to each other as various different alters. To ask to only interface with one singular version of me because you find the other versions of me uncomfortable to be around is hurtful.
We have little to no control over who's fronting at any particular time. We switch a lot, that's the nature of my system. Even we don't know who's fronting all the time, not least because we're discovering new parts still all these years later.
And, ultimately, they're all me. If you've only met one version of me and like that one version of me, do you truly like me? If you've only ever gotten to know me in that particular mode, how well do you actually know me? How can you say you love me when there's all these other me's that you cast aside and ignore?
You can't say you're okay with my DID but then ask to never get to know my alters. Because, ultimately, that means you never get to know me. And that means you're not okay with my DID- or with me.
first: keep pushing the boulder up the hill. when it rolls down, follow it. don’t walk, run. push the boulder up the hill. don’t look up. push the boulder, chase it back, push the boulder, keep your eyes on the ground. men have moved mountains. the pebble in your pocket is more than you can carry. push the boulder. whatever you do, don’t stop.
then: wash your face in cold water. don’t look in the mirror. walk for long hours. run until your legs could give out any step. scream if you remember how. don’t forget about the boulder. you can’t stop pushing. hold ice in your hands. do you feel anything yet?
find Atlas. sit before him as he bears the sky on his shoulders. ask him if he would like to put it down. reach up and touch what you can. try to lift it. when your body trembles, you stop. for a moment, you made the world lighter. you still are pushing your boulder. ask Atlas if you really touched the sky.
move back home. pretend it’s okay. pretend it’s not. grieve, or don’t. push your boulder until your shoulders ache. it might be okay to sit with your back against it, just for a moment. the weight is crushing. wrap yourself in your favorite blanket when you stand up again.
sleep. you need it. take rest when it comes. your dreams are no better than being awake. sleep anyway. push boulders in your dreams. turn your face skyward and try to find your favorite constellation. sleep even when it scares you.
get better shoes. you’ve worn holes in yours from walking so far. make sure they fit. make sure they hold onto the earth as you strain against gravity to move a boulder and a pebble and the sky. pick a pair that comes in your favorite color. smile.
you have been alive longer than you ever dreamed of. when your birthday comes, celebrate. wonder, for the first time, if you only imagined the length of your strand of fate. watch the boulder slip down. run after it. when you push it up again, do it older.
stand in doorways. ask Janus if he remembers you. hold up a mirror. you’re surprised the glass isn’t shattered. push the boulder. don’t look up. tell Janus you are fractured. tell him you don’t know where to go. this doorway is not a crossroads. it’s time to keep going.
bake bread. break bread. your family is waiting for you at the dinner table. join them. push the boulder through mud. light candles and hold your head high. recite blessings until you have no more space for joy. recite one more. hold the hand of someone you love.
put down the pebble. it doesn’t weigh anything. push the boulder. walk past Sisyphus. don’t stop to ask him questions. you have not been punished: it is not your fault you must keep going. realize there is sunlight on your face. look up. reach your hands up for a sky you cannot reach. forgive Atlas underneath the awestruck colors of dawn. step forward.
one of the most important things about dissociative identity disorder and generally being a system that i wish people would understand is that it truly isn’t as cut and dry as it may seem for member count.
you’ll see people who say they have “six alters” and then immediately assume it’s six fully fleshed out equal individuals with no confusion or fuzziness regarding identity. that’s simply not true in a majority of cases, as i have seen.
most systems still VERY much deal with confusion regarding potential splits, go through dissociative episodes where they’re unsure of who they are, sometimes feel no attachment towards any identities, feel like they might have split and then suddenly that person is gone, unsure if alters they haven’t heard from often have gone dormant, not sure how to react when alters do come out of dormancy, etc.
it’s not a fun feeling and it’s genuinely unfair in certain situations to force systems to list every single alter to you with full certainty, as if it will never change. because it will. for so many different reasons, systems will grow, they will shrink, they will fuse, they will develop. you can’t expect the person with the dissociative disorder and lack of core identity to be able to keep up a perfected list of forever, it’s simply impossible. you may have alters who stick with you, but that doesn’t mean changes won’t happen.
and systems who may be reading this — please don’t feel bad. you are not a hassle, you are not a headache, and you are not an inconvenience for simply coping with something like this. it’s out of your control and the only thing you can do is continue to cope to find ways to help yourself retrain from these reactions. please don’t allow yourself to be harmed by others who don’t understand what you are going through. there are people who will accept and love you for who you are, all of you.
I’m about to save you thousands of dollars in therapy by teaching you what I learned paying thousands of dollars for therapy:
It may sound woo woo but it’s an important skill capitalism and hyper individualism have robbed us of as human beings.
Learn to process your emotions. It will improve your mental health and quality of life. Emotions serve a biological purpose, they aren’t just things that happen for no reason.
1. Pause and notice you’re having a big feeling or reaching for a distraction to maybe avoid a feeling. Notice what triggered the feeling or need for a distraction without judgement. Just note that it’s there. Don’t label it as good or bad.
2. Find it in your body. Where do you feel it? Your chest? Your head? Your stomach? Does it feel like a weight everywhere? Does it feel like you’re vibrating? Does it feel like you’re numb all over?
3. Name the feeling. Look up an emotion chart if you need to. Find the feeling that resonates the most with what you’re feeling. Is it disappointment? Heartbreak? Anxiety? Anger? Humiliation?
4. Validate the feeling. Sometimes feelings misfire or are disproportionately big, but they’re still valid. You don’t have to justify what you’re feeling, it’s just valid. Tell yourself “yeah it makes sense that you feel that right now.” Or something as simple as “I hear you.” For example: If I get really big feelings of humiliation when I lose at a game of chess, the feeling may not be necessary, but it is valid and makes sense if I grew up with parents who berated me every time I did something wrong. So I could say “Yeah I understand why we are feeling that way given how we were treated growing up. That’s valid.”
5. Do something with your body that’s not a mental distraction from the feeling. Something where you can still think. Go on a walk. Do something with your hands like art or crochet or baking. Journal. Clean a room. Figure out what works best for you.
6. Repeat, it takes practice but is a skill you can learn :)
I have been in EMDR therapy recently to help with past trauma and like 90% of the appointments is just this post. Which I thought was silly at first bcs I was like "well I know how I'm feeling, I feel bad" but man you have no idea. Literally JUST talking through whatever stressful thing I have going on at the moment and whenever I feel a Big Emotion stopping and acknowledging, naming, and sitting with it. I've made more progress with my trauma and mental illnesses just doing this in a single year than I have in like 10+ years of therapy.
It might feel silly or pointless at first but stick with it, it really helps.
As someone with alexithymia, I have found DBT's handouts on "Understanding and Naming Emotions" really helpful in being able to tell what emotion I was having to then validate it or manage it. They are detailed. On each emotion page, Marsha Linehan (long may she live) put things under the following headings, to create a detailed emotion profile:
[Emotion] words - synonyms for and variations of the main emotion e.g. under anger is fury, outrage, resentment, bitterness, annoyance, frustration, hostility, etc
Prompting events for feeling [emotion] - so for anger some prompting events could be "having an important goal blocked," "you or someone you care about being threatened or attacked," etc
Interpretations of events that prompt feelings of [emotion] - similar to above, but it is thought patterns or beliefs that could prompt having a feeling - an example for anger is "ruminating about the situation that caused the anger in the first place"
Biological changes and experiences of [emotion] - so for anger, bodily experiences like fast breathing, a tightness in your chest, tensed muscles, being unable to stop crying - and urges you might get, like wanting to hurt someone
Expressions and actions of [emotion] - just what it sounds like. For anger some examples are: walking heavily, stomping, slamming things; brooding or withdrawing from others; mean expression; physically or verbally attacking someone; crying; grinning
Aftereffects of [emotion] - what happens after the first intense wave of emotion finishes. For anger it includes: narrowing of attention, ruminating about past and imagined future situations that could make you angry, depersonalisation and dissociative experiences
I tend to slowly scan each part of my body for physical sensations, body language, and urges (ie "biological changes and experiences") and then try to match those to an emotion, now that I have those cheat sheets. Getting good at this took a lot of practice and repetition. For me at least, it is a manual skill I have had to build up.
Working backwards to figure out what emotions you might logically have in response to an event and seeing if those match what you are feeling can be really helpful too.
You can find these DBT emotion handouts here (scroll to page 7 for the start of the emotion profiles):
And here is every single DBT handout from the official manual for anyone interested (don't sue me pls):
Also helpful to other people I have talked to is this emotion-sensation wheel by Lindsay Brahman, which some people find easier to follow:
Just don't do a me - I took this too literally at first and thought that only the sensations directly branching off the emotions made up those emotions. In reality there is a lot of mixing and matching, and a lot of stuff not covered on the wheel. It is a rough (but often useful!) guide.
And here is another useful infographic that comes from this article by Greatist, which they adapted from a 2014 study that aimed to map bodily sensations of emotions. Yellow areas are the most activated/tense regions (so they might feel hot, tight, tense, full of energy, warm, maybe sick or fluttery if it is your stomach), and blue areas are the least activated regions (feel heavy, hard to move, maybe weak or cold)
And finally a tip for my neurodivergent friends: when you are scanning your body for emotions, look for signs or causes of overstimulation first, and address that before you try to do any of this - headphones, leaving a space, eating or drinking, turning off lights, weighted blankets, going somewhere cooler or warmer, stimming, whatever you need/can reasonably do. In its early stages overstimulation may feel like an intense emotion, and unfortunately mixing them up can lead to some bad and unproductive times.
America has a weird relationship with cults where they’re terrified of small cults (or organizations they think are cults) but completely normalized massive cults that hurt many more people (eg: LDS Church, Jehovah’s Witnesses, the Amish, Scientology, most Megachurches)
To anybody asking if the Amish are a cult, the answer is yes, very much so.
They’re a high control group that isolate you from society. The cult decides how you dress, how you behave, who you marry and how. They control what you know, blocking all information from the outside world. They control how you feel and what you’re allowed to think with threats of both social and supernatural harm. They’re a cult.
The best method to determine if a group is a cult, in my opinion, is Steven Hassan’s (cult expert and former cult member himself) BITE model.
BITE stands for Behavior Control, Information Control, Thought Control, and Emotional Control.
The more points a group “scores” on the model, the more of a cult it is.
I think this model is the best one for several reasons:
It’s more nuanced than “cult” or “not cult” and doesn’t make false equivalences between groups
It’s versatile, applying to groups big and small, and cults of all kinds, religious, political, financial, etc.
It focuses on what’s important, which is what the cult does to its members, and those members’ experiences, and not on irrelevant details like how uncommon their doctrines are or whether they have a charismatic leader
#you might notice that there are a lot of similarities between cult techniques and those of abusive partners#and that is an important thing to be aware of
Grounding techniques are a psychological method to end flashbacks, anxiety attacks, and negative thought spirals. Anyone can use these but they are especially helpful for interrupting symptoms of mental illness like OCD obsessions, panic attacks, or PTSD flashbacks.
Grounding techniques allow us to step back from a cyclical thought that is causing us distress. They allow us to let go of thoughts that feel overwhelming and uncontrollable. Geounding techniques give us control over our mind.
They are very helpful for disengaging from traumatic memory flooding if self-exploration gets out of hand. For this reason, they are often used to come back from overwhelming thoughts/memories during EMDR therapy.
Grounding techniques are similar to mental techniques like meditation. Meditation can also be used as a grounding technique - it provides a similar benefit.
I Spy
Pick any color (or any other distinguishing characteristic, such as shape.) Find 9 things around you that are that color. If you are still experiencing the negative thought loop after finding 9 items, repeat the exercise with a new characteristic. Keep finding sets of 9 items until you feel calm.
5x5
Experience 5 things around you with your 5 senses. Look at 5 different items near you. Feel the texture of 5 different items near you. Listen for 5 different sounds in your immediate environment. Identify 5 different scents near you. Taste 5 different flavors. It may not be possible to find 5 experiences of each sense depending on where you are (particularly taste,) so it is okay to move on from categories that do not have easily accessible sensory experiences. Repeat this until a sense of disconnection or distraction from negative thoughts is attached.
Ground in Senses
It is easy to use sensory stimuli to ground. Focusing on an experience that we perceive with one of our senses, such as touching a soft blanket, looking at a kaleidoscope, preparing and then drinking an orange juice, smelling a rose, or listening to a song, can be used to bring us back to the present and disengage from negative thought loops. Some people continue one or more sensory processes until they feel better, others set a timer and do it for a set time such as 5 or 10 minutes.
If a sensory experience that you associate with being calm or happy will make the process easier; we attach feelings to many things, and it is helpful to be aware of what feelings we associate with things such as flavors or textures. For instance, we may feel an extra sense of comfort from touching a childhood blanket that we associate with nostalgic and comforting childhood memories. It is not necessary to use a sensory experience that we associate with something else to ground, but it is helpful and is something to be mindful of.
Simple Process
These are a set of similar techniques that distract a person from dysphoric internal processes with a simple physical activity. Some people clap their hands or stamp their feet to take themselves out of their thoughts and ground in the present. Some people go for a walk for 5 to 10 minutes. Other people interface their fingers together and move their hands back and forth.
Jarring Stimuli
Some people use physical experiences that are slightly unpleasant or startling to disengage from negative thoughts and feelings and bring themselves back to the present. Some people take cold showers, wash their face with cold water, or run their hands under cold water. Other people go outside when it is cold or hot out. Other people hold onto an ice cube or touch ice.
Showering/Bathing
Many people find that a shower or bath is relaxing. Due to the complexity of sensory experiences encountered during showering or bathing, it is easy to ground in the present by focusing on the changing of temperature and feeling of water on skin and getting lost in the simple process of washing. Bathing and showering have the added bonus of being constructive activities. Some people find doing simple housework like vacuuming or washing dishes is also relaxing and grounding - and can be used to walk away from negative thoughts.
this last week has been rough for me. extra work, late sleep, extreme pain, missed self care items/schedule.
but i’m actually really proud of myself.
friday reached a peak of it all, where i hadn’t showered in a week, was up all night, and couldn’t get myself off the floor.
but today i showered. i did laundry. i got caught up in some work. i brushed and flossed and washed my face. it wasn’t the end.
a big part of easing my mental illness symptoms and working towards long-term stability has been trying to have a routine, especially for self care. now this is something i tried last year but inevitably fell apart right after i got sick and then when i broke my foot. these things aren’t uncommon for me, so my goal for this year, aside from building this routine, is being able to keep to it and to not let it be torn apart when my disability or other circumstances strike me down.
i am not upset at myself for falling off the wagon. i knew it would happen, and it will probably happen again. i am proud of myself for getting back up. today i fell back into my built routine. today i adjusted and adapted to its change. did i do everything i wanted to do today? no. but i did a lot. and i’m in an ok place.
it’s hard to express how much this will mean to me if i can continue to get back on the wagon when i fall. it’s what i’ve been working so fucking hard for for so fucking long, and it’s amazing to see an actual difference.
Hiya. I'm someone undergoing fusion-focused therapy to treat DID. Every day I open this app to some new and fascinating misconception about fusion, so I wanted to clear things up.
Please note that I am not a student of psychology or mental health practitioner. The advice I share comes from my personal experience of fusion, as well as my therapist's - who has multiple clients with DID - understanding of fusion-centered therapy. I have also done talk therapy, parts work, cognitive processing therapy (a modified form of CBT to treat PTSD), and DBT.
Fusion isn't...
- **A convenient way to get rid of alters.** I can speak for myself, and other fusions within the system have said the same, that we carry on our personhoods and identities and memories, and even relationships within the system. I was V and M, and now I'm both of them.
- **A loss.** As said above, my personhoods carried over when the parts of me that make up me fused. If anything, I view it as a gain - Ariadne has everything V and M had, plus a bit more because I am a calmer, more controlled, and more mentally equipped person.
- **The death of an alter.** In a literal sense, alters cannot die. And, also, as said above, my personhoods carried over.
- **The end of the involved alters' relationships.** This isn't a problem for us with other people, because we operate as a package deal in our relationships with others. But also, within the system, some of our insys relationships carry over. Gabriel was Monika's best friend, and he's still mine. Some of our insys relationships are different, too (Fray and Cal are no longer romantically involved,) but like all changes we can adapt to it.
- **Purposely killing an alter.** Shut up.
- **The same thing as integration.** Integration is any type of processing and work that results in the system "running better" - smoother communication, greater continuity of memory or experience, more willingness to work together, and fusion are all some examples of integration.
- **The only choice to get better.** Some people with DID find that functional multiplicity suits their recovery goals more.
Fusion is
- **Healthy.** I'm happier fused than I was apart, for sure, even though it was a difficult adjustment at first. I've had to overcome knowing a fuller picture of my childhood. It's difficult, but I know this is what I want and I'm doing better.
- **Stable.** Lots of fearmongering happens in DID spaces, with the idea that once you fully fuse you're prone to splitting apart again. While that is possible, fusion does not happen without *significant* healing and trauma processing. By virtue of being able to fuse, work has been done. New, healthier coping skills have been learned.
- **A fluid experience.** Within our own system, we experience fusion in different ways. Fray is one alter who holds many experiences. I'm Ariadne, but Monika and Val are still two distinct parts within me. There's absolute continuity of experience, consciousness, and emotion, so I don't consider us separate the same way our alters are. But, I'm one and two at the same time.
- **Achievable.** With sufficient trauma-processing, many people are capable of fusing.
- **The right choice for some people.** Functional multiplicity works for many. I'm not devastated by the thought of remaining multiple for the rest of my life, but I'd also like to work towards fusion because I know that's what would make me happiest.
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