Espace-intérieur

Cece, free spirit, old soul, optimist, adventurer, rebel, poet, black cats and coffee

[fromunder-thecorktree]

[fromunder-thecorktree]

I love him so much. I’ve never felt like this someone else before because I’ve never been loved back in the same way. I dint know how to not be crazy in relationships, how to not give all of myself and be insanely passionate and make impulsive decisions. But being apart is agony. Long distance is agony, but not knowing when it will end is worse. I’m so ready to settle down and have the perfect life with him and yet that future still feels so unattainable.

[asthedeathoflight]

The best way to become immune to freebirthing anti-medical intervention in childbirth propaganda is to follow a sheep farmer on instagram. I mean this. People will try and tell pregnant women not to go to the hospital because their bodies were built for childbirth and it is difficult to know they are lying. Unless. You have witnessed the epic highs and lows of being a shepherd during lambing season. Ewes are undeniably more built for childbirth than we are. Their hips are less weird and their babies less bulbous. They are living the ideal freebirth scenario. And yet the humans watching over them during lambing season exist in a constant state of anticipating needing to give medical intervention because even a sheep is not designed to give birth so well that human interference is not often necessary. And EVEN WITH humans watching and helping ewes and lambs STILL die. Like, pretty frequently. Sheep have spent a million years giving birth just out in a field completely on their own and they still die constantly under near-perfect conditions.

Humans have spent the past 500,000 years frantically trying to make up for having extremely fragile infants and bodies that make childbirth extremely difficult by leveraging the whole of our intelligence and technology and collaboration towards trying to make pregnancy survivable for both parties. You are not honoring your ancestors by giving birth at home with no medical intervention. The midwife you are idolizing would have wept tears of joy hearing about the vitamin K shot and tears of rage to know women and babies are still dying of the things she spent her life fighting even after we invented the cure.

[notbecauseofvictories]

A customer contacted our team with questions, and then finished their email with: "I am daunted by the complexities and unknowns." I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since.

[cameoappearance]

Reblog if you are daunted by the complexities and unknowns

[stuckinapril]

It’s so insane how one day you wake up and you’re just so much better at something than you used to be. Going from struggling with hand placement and weight bearing exercises to playing entire piano pieces with much better control is making me realize how important it is to be okay with being a beginner. Like I want to document the in between and the discomfort and the sucking at first. But I was just doing some warm ups and I’m absolutely blown away by how much better my form is, when months ago I thought I’d never get it right and never find the “sensation” that my piano teacher was referring to. The difference is so stark. Literally this is your sign not to quit the thing bc I promise you will get better and you should cherish the novelty of it all

[fromunder-thecorktree]

I’m achieving everything I’ve ever wanted. I have a good man, a job that I love (mostly), I’m going back to school and finally chasing my dreams. So why do I still feel like this. Like I’m stuck. I’m trying to stay in the moment everyday and appreciate the days I’m in while I’m living them. It’s so hard to fight the idea that everything will fall apart again

[fromunder-thecorktree]

When you realize you’re living the life that you had always dreamed of

[stuckinapril]

[fromunder-thecorktree]

Ouch

[stood-onthecliffside]

being a boring uncool insane mutual is a hard job but someone's got to do it

[odd-maid3n]

[knight--error]

[fromunder-thecorktree]

[fromunder-thecorktree]

Stumbled upon a farmers market, bought some local goodies and soaking up the summer warmth

[allsadnshit]

tumblr is for putting your stuff somewhere that's not secret but also not for anyone particular to see so it's true neutral in a really nice way

[fromunder-thecorktree]

His joy brings me so much joy. I’ve never loved someone like this before

[fromunder-thecorktree]

I don’t think it’s hit me yet that you’ve gone. I think I should be sadder, overwhelmed with missing you, scared of the future. Yet, I feel the way you’ve always made me feel. Secure. Hopeful. Excited for the journey because the destination will be a lifetime with you.

[fromunder-thecorktree]

Today is the day, no more waiting for the right moment. No more coming up with excuses and letting fear hold me back. I have never had such a clear vision of the life and future I want to live and I’ve never felt more capable of achieving it.