Delilah Jones.

22. She/her. I'm cute and I smoke weed. It is for us to change the world.

[anxietyproblem]

[frvgilethunder]

Hello me and welcome back to tumblr ✌🏼

Feel free to interact w me

[fromthelot]

The back of a Dead Krispies tee our friend Ed’s @31daysofdead brother Dan made in 1990. Thanks for the pics Ed. As you can see Ed really loved this one and wore it into the ground 😂

[frvgilethunder]

do doctors get paid to make me feel like shit?

TW for anxiety, depression, nervous habits, skin picking, and shitty experiences in doctor’s offices

so I had to get a physical so I can get placed for student teaching. The nurse practitioner asked me about my eyebrows, which are currently red and irritated because of skin picking, a nervous habit of mine. I understand that it’s not a good idea to work with kids if my mental health is shit but this lady was straight up judging me and acting like I am unfit to be a teacher because of SKIN PICKING, a habit that I am working on and genuinely want to stop doing. 

I want so badly to get my mental health under control. I hate having to gather all of my might just to leave my bed in the morning. I hate having to take pills every night just to numb the pain. I hate that every therapy session is so fucking hard to get through, because I have to work through feelings that were never welcome in the first place. It is not my fault I am like this. It is not my fault. 

The one thing that gives me fulfillment in life is teaching. Watching kids learn and being part of that process is what keeps me going. It’s what gives me the strength to get out of bed and take my meds and it makes me want to be a better, more well-rounded human being. It is humiliating that the person who has to sign off on my health form is someone who doesn’t know me, my medical history, or how much I love the work that I do. If my nervous habits were hidden I would not be having this issue. Am I just supposed to hide my depression and anxiety so people will think I’m trustworthy? This is why it is so fucking hard to deal with living in a society where mental illness is so heavily stigmatized. I am not dangerous. I am not suicidal or homicidal or have violent tendencies. I just get super sad and anxious and teaching is the only thing that brings me joy enough to make the sadness go away. I can’t lose out on my chance to do what I love just because of one person’s medical opinion. I can’t I can’t I can’t. 

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stay sharp 🔪🌵

[animalsnaps]

[alphabetsoupcomic]

Pages 85 and 86!  Big round of applause for bi boys, y’all are great.

[wandasmaximoff]

New creature the Runespoor deleted scene

[yourcoffeeguru]

[weedandlsd]

Picked up some nice bud. Ak47 x Grape God

[frvgilethunder]

I’m back on tumblr and need blog recommendations!!

Here are some things I would like to have in my dash:

- dogs - weed - grateful dead, wsp, jam bands etc - food (all kinds), fancy kitchen shit, cooking, recipes - sex & body positivity - harry potter - pop punk (bands without obnoxiously nasal vocals) - teaching & education - college help/organization strategies - activism - feminism - environmentalism & sustainable living - unitarian universalism and other forms of contemporary spiritualism, religion - avatar/korra - rick & morty - tattoos - yoga - coffee

[frvgilethunder]

I would really love to come back to tumblr but I need to clean out blogs I’m following and make my dash relevant again

also these trump ads need to gtfo my dash

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[perksofbeingafanboy]

It is a curious thing, Harry, but perhaps those who are best suited to power are those who have never sought it. Those who, like you, have leadership thrust upon them, and take up the mantle because they must, and find to their own surprise that they wear it well.

[actualdogvines]

“Post blueberry workout😂😂💙“

[etthereal-deactivated20180821]

*is depressed* *takes 37 bong rips* *is slightly less depressed but v baked*

[thoughtsonthedead]

A Question For You

Why do we look down on Elvis impersonators, but not this? Is Woody wearing Garcia’s old Fruit-of-the-Looms, too?