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It’s not isolation if no one wanted to hang out with me in the first place.

feeling it

I told you in a previous ask that I’d tell you someday lol. Probably in person, here would be anticlimactic. I’ll probably say something like “it was me the entire time” and then leave without another word. Unless you want to talk more but when you find out who it is I don’t imagine you would. See ya on the flip side whenever and wherever that may be.

at what point would i even see u in person i dont get out much except to hang with sMall groups of ppl but whatever i guess

It’s cold out here, but I’m alive damnit. I fell on scrapped my knee like a fucking idiot but that’s what I’m paying my stupid collagen for. IM FEELING GOOD MAN IM FEELING GOOD. AINT NO ONE KILLING THIS DEPRESSED MESS EXCEPT ME

i wish you would just tell me who you are

Happy Halloween!!!

you are always there and im not sure why, but it feels so good to be in a shitty mood or place and to remember i have all this shit youve sent,, whoever u are

Here me out, Epstein is alive, everyone else is dead.

you give me life

I was watching botched again and I found it funny that this lady had a pair of frankentits and it was censored at the nipple and literally the next episode contains the most beautiful rack you could ever lay eyes on but it was uncensored because it was on a dude. We live in pleasant times don’t we?

idek how to respond to this

Typically I’m optimistic about things, it’s all I can be, but even then I realize there’s a bunch of odds stacked against me. I want to believe i’ll get through this but sometimes even that’s not enough. We’ll see I guess. Anyhoo, How are you holding up? Fight anyone? Eat some good-ass food you’ve never had before? Make something with your hands you’re proud of?

the odds stacked against you are more in ur head than in reality. the biggest odd stacked against you is urself :-p which luckily is an odd you can change. ive been Suffering more than usual tbH but im alive so its ok

Happy Valentine’s Day!

i got wasted & went to the doc cause i destroyed my body teehee

I hate motion lights. I’ll be on my merry way at 5 in the morning and some stupid lights shine on me. Think you’re better than me?!? I didn’t want to steal from your shitty house anyways but since you have that stupid light maybe I will. What’s wrong with my way of life you sheltered putz?! I can’t stand motion lights, they just rub me the wrong way. Each time, every time.

this is fair

And her family deadass setup brunch to celebrate her new nose. Like what fucking universe does this show take place in? Why do they all annoy me?? Her face looked like a damn Halloween mask when she finished but she was happy so whatever. Is there anything you would ever change about you if you got some magic freebie ticket to change whatever? Me personally, I just fucking hate every atom in my body. Still, The market for this stuff is honestly pretty crazy when you just think about it.

yeah there r a couple things,, my upper lip is kinda thin so itd b cool if it was a lil fuller,, and id change the bridge of my nose a lil cause its kinda high & comes out a lil more than id like,, mostly for the sake of how glasses fit me,, also maybe lasik,, idk i just dont look very feminine cause of my features,, & i wish i looked either more femme or masc cause being in the middle is very Confusing for me

I watched an episode of botched for the first time and I have to say, plastic surgery is just one of those things I don’t get. This nigga ripped his arms to borderline putty because these plastic implants he put in to make him look muscular shuffled. Like, holy fuck, why doesn’t he just work out like a normal person? He almost fucked up both of his arms permanently and he didn’t even change much. And this one bitch wanted a better nose. Her old one was fine but it wasn’t quite “I T”

ya dude idk,, ppl r crrrrraAzy

I hate how whenever I see my friends succeed and get further in life I get this weird sinking feeling in my chest. Damnit, I should be happy for their success, and don’t get me wrong. I am. It just feels awful to slowly be left in the dust with no chance of ever having my shit together. And it’s all silly really, I’m not even 21 and I’m just fucking scared about the future. Disconnect is scary and the first thing I realized upon leaving high school is no one cares if I succeed or fail.

well yeah thats kinda the point. after teachers/parents/friends believe in you in high school, its up to you to decide to succeed or fail as an adult. figure that out and then being who you want to be will come more easily. dont rely so much on others for validation. learn to do what you love without help and youll appreciate yourself and your abilities so much more. i had this problem where id get lost in other people. i’d get so stuck on wanting people to like me and tell me i was a good artist,, it was tiring and i never grew from it. believe in urself & if others believe in u thats cool but dont focus on it or youll cater to what they believe/want u to become instead of becoming You without outside influence

Listen dude, I will forever love the curious George movie even it clashes with the main canon constantly.

honestly sO good

There’s only one blockbuster left on earth. I’m going to head there some day. Want anything from it? They had Wonka bars, t-shirts, and these nifty cd cases the last time I checked.

fUCK yes i loved those bars,, pls

I had a dream I was at a blackouted 7/11 buying some Mountain Dew and like the clerk threw a five dollar bill across the counter. I tugged it closer with my foot and the clerk said to get my ugly shoe off his money. He proceeded to shoo me out the store with a broom. I went to sadly skate at a roller rink afterwards. I saw a lot of people I knew there but no one knew who I was anymore.

oof this was rough,, i feel like this is how life treats me a lot tho

When you sell gluten free products you get gluten free type customers. It’s a sad life but it comes with the territory.

most @ my job have celiac,, so i Understand, but some of the others are just bitchy about carbs & its kinda annoying

I dunno man. Just last year a dude I knew who was in eerily similar circumstances actually did kill himself. I tried to be there for him but I was also busy with college, work, and just other private matters. He was an alright dude, someone important that I thought would always end up okay. I can’t help but feel I didn’t do nearly enough to stop him you know. You’re like a fucking amazing person and I just don’t want the same to happen to you. Anyways, keep your chin up. Things will get better

hannah is trying hard, thank u

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