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Maybe I sort of am. Well, yeah. I’ve been doing it since I was about 5 or 6. I’m still not nearly as half as good as other dancer, specially since now I don’t really take dance clases
You definitely are. Oh, you have? Isn't there that thing that once you're good at dance, you'll always be good at dance? Especially if you practice it.
Yeah.. I mean, it’s been over a year.. how much time could it take?? I’m tired of being such a burden.. maybe I should just leave.
It can take years to get it completely under control, you just have to not give up. Anyway, this is your home, you're not a burden to anyone.
That’s hard to do.. troy has to make me take my medicine or I can’t do it..
At least you've got him there to help, hm? It just takes time.
I can’t be happy the way I am… it’s not in the cards for me. Its never been in the cards for me…
Then get your medication sorted, and focus on making yourself happy with the little things you have.
When people tell you something about yourself over and over again, you start to believe it, Dakota. Especially when it’s the entire school. And Troy said Mom was crazy.. if he thought that about Mom.. then he thinks that about me.
Yeah, believe me, I know. That doesn't mean I'm also going to tell you that same thing because I don't think it's true. People can have their opinions but all that really matters is you being okay and you being happy.
No.. everyone is right. I’m crazy.. it’s no wonder nobody wants me around.. nobody wants to be around someone crazy…
If it's people at school saying that you're crazy, they're idiots, ignore them. If it's people here saying that you're crazy, they're also idiots, ignore them. People do want you around, honest.
So, I actually am crazy?? I just… I want to be normal. Please…
No, you're not crazy.. Your brain's just a little bit confused. Josh, you're okay.
-Shakes his head.- I don’t understand… if I hear them, they have to be real! Things that aren’t real can’t have conversations with me.
When people think to themselves, they have a little voice in their head, right? You just have multiple versions of this, but it doesn't mean they exist.
That doesn’t make sense, though. They’re real people. They tell me things that make sense and they’re true. They know everything.
I'm a real person because when you hear my voice, you can see me. They're not real people because they don't physically exist and they never have. They might make sense to you, but it's all a load of crap, Josh.
I don’t think you get it. These people know what is in the medication and its killing me. The doctors are poisoning me…
They don't! They don't know anything because they're just voices that your brain is making up. Voices that tell you things that aren't true because firstly, they want to stay as long as possible and secondly, they like making you believe things that are wrong.
You don’t understand, Dakota. You aren’t there when it happens. Those doctors are evil.
As much as I hate doctors, they're not evil. If they were evil, they'd give you some medication that would actually hurt you but they don't.. It's just the voices telling you it does because they don't want to go away.
Yes they do! They laugh at me when they leave the room! I hear them…
No, they don't. Josh, doctors see people like you all the time and just like with all of them, they're not allowed to laugh. You're no different.
Yeah… they know about medicine. They’re good at seeing what’s in it and stuff..
Didn't we just establish that they're not always the best truth-tellers? The doctors don't laugh at you.
Because it hurts me.. it’s not good for me. And the doctors don’t help.. they just yell and make fun of me.
Is that what they tell you? The people you hear?
But, I hate it. I hate it so much. And it doesn’t work!!
Why do you hate it? So go to the doctors and tell them, because those little episodes being more frequent doesn't seem like it'd be much fun for you.
I.. I don’t like taking my medication, either…
The only problem is that not taking yours actually effects you.. you've gotta keep taking it, Josh.
Do you take it, though?
Nope, it doesn't work and I don't want to deal with doctors changing doses until it does.
