Im in love with you I’ve realized here lately. I used to think it was just lust, and yeah, its a bit of that too, but im also in love with you. Im in love with how kind you are, how motivated you are, how you treat other’s and the way you put yourself out there day in and day out to do what’s right by you. I love that you want kids, and you want a daughter, i think its adorable and i love the idea of being a dad with you by my side. I love how you express yourself and the way you cherish yourself and those around you. I love how straightforward you are and the confidence you have. I love the idea of waking up to you every morning and cuddling up to you and running my hands through your already graying hair. (Even at out age 💕). I want to remind you every day just how pretty you are and how handsome. I want to sit in your lap and hold your handsome face and kiss your nose and remind you that you’re loved. I wish every single fucking day at this point you would choose me, that we were closer that we saw each other more and it’s driving me insane. I wish i knew how to stop falling in love with you old friend.
