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I'm so done with life. I really don't want this no more. I have this constant fear of falling back into psychosis and it influences my life a lot. I'm done with living up to normal society standards. I'm at the end of my sanity and I can not live this life any longer as it is. They expect so much from me, I'm trapped. I don't want to work anymore, it makes me feel so fucking trapped. I have to fake all the time and it consumes me. Wish these last 2 people I live for hated me, so I could off myself. My thoughts take up so much space, it is never quiet. I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate the things that happened to me and I hate who I became because of them.

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I feel so down and everybody's watching

I ALWAYS TAKE THE WRONG ROAD TO THE SUPERMARKET. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

Damn, lip piercings can be so sexy. Ahfjdkcbshsxb

OMG DUDE MY ROOM IS LIT. I NEVER USE THE WORD LIT BUT NOW I DO. LITTTTT.

Smoking out of my window and Peep on repeat while acting all dumb is a real mood these days. Sadgirl aesthetics for the win.

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I get so angry at waiting music on the phone. Like, give me silence or a beep but don't make me feel like I'm trapped in a fucking elevator, thank you very much.

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Today I'm hot asf. Just saying.

I NEED TO CUDDLE.

I REPEAT.

I NEED. TO. CUDDLE.

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@fuckedupbpd

Hey all, it’s been a while. I have not been active on this account anymore. I created a new tumblr a while back and I’m using that one as my main now.

If you’re interested in following me and my shitshow that is called life, I kindly ask you to follow me on my new account.

This account won’t be used anymore.

I started hating my job. I have nothing else as a daily planning and now I feel so useless. I want to start an education but I know I have a lot of healing to do before I can start something so big.

I've been so depressed the last couple of days.

I feel so useless. I can't do nothing right.

Oh damn random memories appear. Fuuuuuuuckkkkkk

About to throw my phone away, sell my belongings, stop the rent of my apartment and go live underneath a stone.

#borderline thoughts #bpd #borderline blog #borderline personality problems #bpd memes #living with borderline #actually bpd #bpd things #bpd problems #sad memes #depression

Late night puking sessions hit differently.

Dude I ate some garlic.

NEVER EAT GARLIC WHEN YOU HAVE TO WEAR A MOUTH MASK.

Just a tip. I stink.

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