you can't kill me

highly selective, private, 18+ trigger heavy content present.

[fuckingmemes]

MISS ME inspired starter sentences

feel free to change pronouns/edit as needed.

“ you probably think you’re feeling better off without me. ”

“ i bet you go to sleep and then dream about me. ”

“ don’t try to lie. ”

“ you know you miss me. ”

“ it sucks. ”

“ i’ve been going on my own way now. ”

“ r.i.p to you.”

“ all you did was slow me down.”

“ sorry, not sorry. ”

“ i’ll be seeing you around. ”

“ i’ve been pulling my own weight. ”

“ oh wow. ”

“ oh damn. ”

“ .you’re only bringing me down ”

“ all these girls are the same. ”

“ maybe not. ”

“ that’s kinda mean. ”

“ you keep saying my name. ”

“ what do you want? ”

“ you’re dead to me. ”

“ don’t try to call me back now. ”

“ i don’t want you back. ”

“ i’m mad now. ”

“ when you hear my voice, i hope you get sad. ”

“ i hope you get sad just like you made me. ”

“ i’ve been so sick of waiting around for you. ”

“ you left me in the dirt when i was down and on the edge. ”

“ i tried for the best. ”

“ you lied to your friends. ”

“ i know you talk about me when i’m not around. ”

“ i’m moving on now. ”

“ you’re not trying for me. ”

“ if you really cared, then maybe you should have been there. ”

“ i’ll just do my own thing. ”

“ i don’t care. ”

[fuckingcircles]

send me asks with stuff you’d like headcanons about for hayden? *pleading emoji here*

[fuckingcircles]

@zer0d4y​ asked a dying lately inspired ask :   “ i’ve done all i can do on my end. ”

        sweat drips down the bridge of hayden’s nose as his breath slowly returns to normal. it’s been awhile since he’s had to exert so much energy, but the paycheck at the end of the tunnel was more than worth it. reflexively, he wiped the blood beginning to drip from his nose before he took a moment to speak.   “ glad to know you can do your fucking job then. ”   his tone is surprisingly calm despite the harshness those words would typically garner. 

[fuckingmemes]

WATCH ME WITHER inspired starter sentences

feel free to change pronouns/edit as needed.

“ sometimes i wake up and wish i didn’t wake up. ”

“ i lose my head sometimes. ”

“ i know what i’m really made of. ”

“ it’s all good. it’s nothing new. ”

“ for a moment, i feel so alive. ”

“ it’s reckless, i know. ”

“ i hope i don’t crash and burn tonight.”

“ gone too soon, just like the rest.”

“ i hope you know i did my best. ”

“ the world is such a mess. ”

“ i’ll try to keep my head above water. ”

“ i can’t seem to sleep. ”

“ you can see it in my eyes. ”

“ there’s ghosts all around me. ”

“ they keep me up at night. ”

“ i need you here. ”

“ they act like i mean so much to them. ”

“ i’m so blinded by the kindness that i couldn’t see the fangs. ”

“ they were nowhere to be found. ”

“ watch me wither. ”

“ i’m suffering from everything until the day i die. ”

“ oh god, i’m wasted. ”

“ pull me out and save me. ”

[fuckingcircles]

hitundo​:

    there’s a silence that follows his words, and he almost immediately regrets saying something at all. bear doesn’t really know what he’s doing. that much was made obvious when they kissed, and nothing came out of it. maybe the better thing was to just never say anything about it again, but bear couldn’t stop thinking about him. couldn’t stop thinking about kissing him again.

   “sorry, uhm…” he had been up last night, thinking about the ways he could word this, and now all of it was gone. his mind was blank. he couldn’t think with hayden looking at him like that. “i just… i’ve been thinking about uhm, you. a lot. since we kissed.” the word is said a bit softer, almost as if it’s a bad thing to say.

      hayden feels things for Bear that he hasn’t felt in years. part of it is welcome, but most of it is borderline terrifying. hayden has never enjoyed the fact that someone could influence his emotions so drastically and yet, here he was all over again with one of the sweetest people he’s ever met. in a way, Bear was even sweeter and more innocent than Elijah and that was a feat in and of itself.        his eyes soften as Bear’s voice does. it’s an involuntary response, but he does nothing to correct it. instead, he finds himself subconsciously leaning towards Bear. there’s an instinct to make a joke and play the whole situation off, but there’s a sudden and much louder voice in hayden’s head telling him to tell Bear that he feels the same way. instead, he settles for something in between.   “ would it make you feel better if i said the feeling’s mutual? ”   despite the deep nature of his voice, it’s uncharacteristically soft in this moment.

[fuckingcircles]

@hitundo​ asked a dying lately inspired question :   “ i think we crossed the line. ”

        hayden’s stomach sank when she spoke. though he hadn’t exactly planned for things to go the way they had, he certainly hadn’t expected her to suddenly pull away the way she was. it screamed of rejection despite how calmly she was speaking.  thump. thump. thump.  he could hear his heart absolutely pounding in his ears as all of the blood in his body seemed to rush to his face. it wasn’t like hayden to be embarrassed. not really. this was such a foreign feeling to him and it made him feeling absolutely revolting. something akin to a cough escaped his throat before he spoke again.   “ oh... i’m ─ ”   sorry. the word died on his tongue.   “ what makes you think that? ”

[fuckingcircles]

@hitundo​ asked a dying lately inspired ask :   “ i can’t get over you ”

     hayden had been practically shoving his face full of fries when he heard Bear speak. to say he was shocked would be the understatement of the century. eyes wide like a deer in headlights, he let the fries hang from his mouth for a brief moment before he got his act together. hayden cleared his throat once finishing the fries. part of him thought Bear was joking or talking in a negative manner, but it wasn’t like Bear to do something like that. this felt genuine. it almost made hayden sick to his stomach, but in a... good way? if one could ever be sick to their stomach positively.   “uh ─,”   another clearing of his throat. why was he so nervous all the sudden.   “ what do you mean? ”

[fuckingcircles]

[fuckingcircles]

fuckingcircles​:

Ｔｈｅｒｅ＇ｓ　ａｎ　ｉｎｖｉｓｉｂｌｅ　ｖｏｉｃｅ ｔｈａｔ   ｉｓ　ｔａｌｋｉｎ＇　ｔｏ　ｍｅ　ａｎｄ                             　ｉｔ＇ｓ　ａｌｗａｙｓ                   ｔｅｌｌｉｎ＇　ｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｋｉｌｌ. Ｉ　ｇｏｔ　ａ　ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍ　ｗｉｔｈ ｓｅｐａｒａｔｉｎｇ   ｗｈａｔ　ｍｙ　ｈｅａｄ ｉｓ　ｃｒｅａｔｉｎｇ　ｆｒｏｍ               ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｒｅ　ｒｅａｌ. Ｉ＇ｍ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｒｏｏｍ，　 ｈｙｐｅｒｖｅｎｔｉｌａｔｉｎｇ   &　ｄｅｂａｔｉｎｇ ｔｏ　ｐｏｐ　ｏｆｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｐ 　                     ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｐｉｌｌｓ

                indie oc, 18+, triggering content || google doc , interest tracker

[fuckingcircles]

@naivefrenzy​ asked a dying lately inspired ask :   “ tell me if you really care ”

      dark eyes drift down to meet her’s and it’s clear in the expression on his face that he wasn’t expecting the question. there’s a heavy silence in the air and it feels like a decade has past before it finally break. hayden clears his throat, finding something else ─   anything else   ─ to focus on before he speaks.   “ i guess that depends on what you’re referring to exactly. ”   way to avoid the question, hayden. he squints as if he’s genuinely trying to see something in the distance, but there’s nothing there.   “ if you’re asking if i care about how shitty this place is then no, not fucking really. ”   if she’s asking about herself, that’s a much more difficult and complex answer.

[fuckingcircles]

DYING LATELY inspired starter sentences

feel free to change pronouns/edit as needed.

“ you’ve got eyes like the sun. ”

“ i feel the dread. ”

“ this has gone long enough. ”

“ bring me down again, just like you do when things get shaky. ”

“ i’m sorry for the mood. ”

“ i’ve been dying lately. ”

“ it’s hard to see the way with all this fog we’re in.”

“ tell me how you really feel, not what you think i want to hear.”

“ i’ve done all i can do on my end. ”

“ i’ll love you until i’m comatose. ”

“ we’ll fade like the light we once were. ”

“ you’re the reason why i am who i am. ”

“ this you and i was a surprise. ”

“ it wasn’t part of the plan. ”

“ i’ll bring you down again. ”

“ tell me if you really care. ”

“ half of you is too scared to leave. ”

“ maybe we could talk it out. ”

“ there’s no love here. ”

“ i think we crossed the line. ”

“ i do this every time. ”

“ i can’t get over you. ”

“ you know we’re such a wreck. ”

“ we’re spinning out of control. ”

“ you’ve probably never felt a heart this frozen. ”

“ it never used to be this way. ”

“ i like the way you hate the way you love me. ”

“ it started off as friends and everything went wrong. ”

[fuckingcircles]

dciisy​:

❝ —–  …..   well, maybe you should listen to that invisible voice that i’m sure everything calls it their conscious. ❞   she responded, the sarcasm was painfully evident in her tone.   ❝ i mean, it would be fun, wouldn’t it? ❞   she asked, her voice light and inviting.  she did love causing some chaos, and if it meant people would die, then so be it.  it would be fun.  more fun than most things, actually.

     “ it wouldn’t be fucking   boring, that’s for damn sure. ”    there’s a hint of crass mockery in his tone, but he wasn’t dismissing her. not entirely. he hadn’t expected her to react to calmly, let alone so. . . well? the corner of his lips pulled up into the hint of a lopsided smile as dark eyes focused in on her.     “ is this your way of saying you’ll commit crimes with me? ”

[fuckingcircles]

so i’m finally gonna be here to do some stuff this evening! i know i said low activity, but i didn’t mean to go entirely M.I.A like that so thanks to anyone who’s stuck around so far

[fuckingcircles]

AGORAPHOBIC inspired starter sentences

feel free to change pronouns/edit as needed. tw: drug mention, tw: self image

“ i can’t do shit right. ”

“ i can’t learn my lesson. ”

“ i can’t do shit right, take antidepressants. ”

“ illness and welfare robbed my adolescence.”

“ my friends probably hate me.”

“ i’m filled with anxiety.”

“ feeling inadequate is always what’s driving me. ”

“ i’m not a role model.”

“ that’s not what i strive to be.”

“ i can’t go outside. ”

“ i’m afraid they’d find me.”

“ fucking caught my own reflection and broke the mirror the other day. ”

“ i got a lot of bad shit that i’ll be taking to my grave. ”

“ i’ve got a fucking date with death.”

“ i grab the red wine on rainy days. ”

“ i’ll age another fucking thousand days before i know it.”

“ i love when it rains.”

“ i’m agoraphobic.”

“ this is the last one.”

“ i'm not okay.”

“ what’s the point? ”

“ this shit is fucking difficult.”

[fuckingcircles]

DAYWALKER! inspired starter sentences

feel free to change pronouns/edit as needed.

“ punch that motherfucker in the face.”

“ you hated what he said, right?”

“ beat his ass.”

“ leave him at the stop light.”

“ i know you wanted change.”

“ nobody’s around. ”

“ kick him while he’s on the ground.”

“ i’ll never be the same.”

“ i wanna know if i tell you a secret, will you keep it?”

“ i need someone to blame.”

“ take it! ”

“ fight! fight! fight! fight! ”

“ they tried to kill me in the rain.”

“ i ducked and ran away. ”

“ put a gun up to my face.”

“ i won’t fucking catch a case.”

“ when i find this motherfucker then i’ll lay him in his grave.”

“ i bit the fucking apple, and i’m surrounding by some snakes.”

“ i prayed to god and then i went to sleep with bloody hands.”

“ i heard the sirens from the ambulance.”

“ i chipped my tooth.”

“ i found a piece inside my pants.”

“ i came back.”

“ if a pussy wanna say shit, i’ll fucking stomp his face in.”

“ there’s an invisible voice talking to me and it’s always telling me to kill.”

“ i got a problem with separating what my head is creating and what is real.”

“ i’m in a room, hyperventilating and debating to pop off the cap of these pills.”

“ i got blood all on the pavement.”

“ i’m on borrowed time.”

“ i’m not getting better.”

“ me and all these pills be on a first name fucking basis.”

[sillyprompts]

Want Meme for the Muns

Do you want more interactions or less interactions?

Would you prefer people come plot with you or send starter sentences and memes?

What ships do you want to explore with your muse?

What characters would you love to interact with in the future?

What is something you wish others would understand about your muse?

What new muses might you want to write?

Do you want a different theme? New icons?

What do you wish other writers in the RPC would do more often?

Why did you join the Tumblr RPC initially? What did you want?

Describe a fluffy thread you’d like to write.

Describe an angsty thread you’d like to write.

Describe an action thread you’d like to write.

Describe a sickness thread you’d like to write.

Describe a silly thread you’d like to write.

Describe any thread you’d like to write!

[sillyprompts]

memory prompts

simple

Send [ blue ] for a sad memory.

Send [ yellow ] for a happy memory.

Send [ red ] for an angry or aggressive memory.

Send [ green ] for a guilty or jealous memory.

Send [ pink ] for a sweet memory.

Send [ orange ] for a funny or silly memory.

Send [ purple ] for a melancholy memory.

Send [ grey ] for a neutral memory.

complex

Send [ rose ] for a lovesick memory.

Send [ indigo ] for a bittersweet memory.

Send [ charcoal ] for a mysterious memory. 

Send [ mahogany ] for a materialistic memory.

Send [ ginger ] for a nostalgic memory.

Send [ umber ] for a repressed memory.

Send [ obsidian ] for a traumatic memory.

Send [ rainbow ] for a LGBT+ related memory.

Send [ fuchsia ] for a blissful memory.

Send [ ivory ] for a memory from a dream.

[fuckingcircles]

@jeeplover​ liked for a starter!

       “ are you a skinwalker? ” it’s a blunt question. he doesn’t understand why they look the exact same, but it is not the strangest thing that’s happened to him. while it is something he’s never experienced, he’s not exactly... stressed about it.