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Okay lang.

[aagdolla]

Afro Punk 2019

by aagdolla

[fuckrum]

How do you even know you’re in love? Does it just randomly slip into your mind and get the idea that you are? Is it easily distinguishable within one whiff of the air? Do you feel sparkles and tingles on your back when they tell you words that might have been mediocre when said by others? How do you know?

[fuckrum]

Maybe I’m just scared to admit that it’s love. And maybe I was in love

[fuckrum]

How do you even know you’re in love? Does it just randomly slip into your mind and get the idea that you are? Is it easily distinguishable within one whiff of the air? Do you feel sparkles and tingles on your back when they tell you words that might have been mediocre when said by others? How do you know?

[fuckrum]

I’m single. Now what?

[anadammifalastini]

To my Aussie fam on tumblr starting their HSC exams today, I wish you all the very best and do not stress too much. 

For people from New South Wales specifically that are worried for your ATAR, DO NOT stress about that either! I had a mystery mark, which is below 30 in the percentile. And I graduated from one of the worst schools in Sydney.

Fast forward 5 years, I got a science diploma, then a degree and now I’m on the verge of joining the civil services in New South Wales. Your life doesn’t end at the HSC. Your life begins after the HSC, wherever you choose to go.

It’s also fine if you’re not sure what you wanna do after school. Take a break if you want, take all the time you need to think about your next step in your life and then weigh your options, and finally go for it once you are 100% sure about it.

Just one thing though: Never give up in life.

[fuckrum]

in 12 days time, I’ll be getting my ATAR results. I was an international student in Australia for my year 12. What I’ve been through was rough with all the adjusting to the environment, as well as the school curriculum. It was all new to me and I didn’t really have enough time to settle with it. As of the moment, I’m anxious of what result I’d get. It’s a make or break moment. However, I do know that it’s not the end of the world and there’s much more pathways than this that I could take to achieve my dreams. To all international students out there, hold on. It can get hectic yet lonely at the same time but know that this process will help you grow and that’s what matters the most.

[fuckrum]

what this thingy will contain

out of all the social media platforms, nothing’s as better as tumblr on expressing one’s thoughts. People in twitter can’t be bothered with dramas and people there are too opinionated. So here I am, figuring things out and I hope you guys enjoy this complex journey of introspection.