Sad and still not rad

22 // probably not worth your time to speak to

[minuty]

[love]

[mymodernmet]

[horror-stim]

🖤| dutchie.daemon

[babyanimalgifs]

I guess cats aren’t so cold after all

[vomitpixie-deactivated20210608]

wtf cats aren’t cold lmao

[radical-eve]

[perrfectly]

[l-ivid]

[aemond1eye]

self care is eating mangos

[v-ampira]

I hate mangoes

[aemond1eye]

oh die then

[rebelxo]

[frozun]

[permeate]

“You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your windows. So that’s why I’m scared when you say you love me.”

— (via feelling-you)

[adrowningwhale]

Counterparts - The Hands That Used To Hold Me

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“You can’t make homes out of human beings, someone should have already told you that.”

— Warsan Shire (via quotemadness)

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“It’s hard to be always the same person.”

— Dorothea Tanning (via quotemadness)

[hellish-daddy]

“I found peace in your violence”

— Marshmello (via neckkiss)

[fucktheflowerchikdren]

January 3, 2020

I’m 23. I have loved you since we were 11.

I found out yesterday you were gone.

3 hours before you died you were kn the phone with me telling me you loved me.. telling me you wanted me again. That you needed to call me yours. I agreed. I was yours again. I never stopped being yours. I told you that I loved you too, and we fixed things. We said it was easier than this in and off shit we’ve done the last 12 years. We talked about getting married and having a girl, since we tried once before in the past and lost her. We talked about how our souls completed each other.

2 hours before your death we said our sweet dreams. We said I’d come see you in the morning. We said we would cook breakfast together and spend the day loving each other. We talked about how much we couldn’t wait to be in each other’s arms.

A hour before your death you texted me, knowing I was asleep. You told me you would love me till you took your last breath.

I guess you stayed true to your word. When I woke up I told you I would love you till my last breath as well. I told you I was on my way.

Your brother called. He said he found you. I didn’t believe it. I saw you. I saw you knowing we loved each other so fully. I saw you knowing we spent the rest of your days loving me too. I saw you knowing you knew how deeply loved you were. This breaks my soul.

Today I watched you get buried. Today I held your hand for the last time. I slept in your shirt because it still smells like you. I slept in your bed because fuck, I miss you. I know it’ll only get harder. But I love you. So fucking much. And I won’t stop.

You didn’t deserve this.