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i'm lennon. i'm 21. my love for amazingphil knows no boundsthey/themi write shitty fanfiction sometimes.

[thedanhowell]

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I feel like Dan is only going vegan to loose weight. Has no one else noticed him desperately trying different diets and exercise techniques just suddenly this year? And then he tweets and says all this stuff about how out of shape he is idk I just think he’s insecure in that way and he never said anything about animal rights or even why he’s going vegan… Idk sometimes I worry about him

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or maybe he just wants to be healthier???? i feel like the phandom thinks way too much into things.

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Plot twist: I was gay before Ruby Rose

[zombiemaids]

reminders

gerard way is not cis

non-white band members are: pete wentz (half-jamaican), gabe saporta (uruguayan-american), tyler joseph (half-lebanese), josh dun (part asian), brendon urie (half native hawaiian), ray toro (puerto rican), jack barakat (lebanese, greek orthodox) and a lot more

pete wentz is bipolar and not straight, brendon urie is not straight. billie joe armstrong is bisexual.

joe trohman is non-white (he’s jewish), gabe saporta is also jewish, josh dun and tyler joseph are christian (tyler is a practicing christian), hayley williams is christian, andy hurley is vegan and straightedge, frank iero is vegetarian and has various food allergies

i know some of the end ones seem trivial but you would honestly be surprised at how many people miss these out - i’m also not accounting for the many problems with bandom, including internalised misogyny, and internalised racism. we can all do a lot better.

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DENIED

No kisses for Dan >:)

and yes phil is wearing dan’s shirt what

repost this and I’ll find you and kill you

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phan prompt: phil thinks the younow is off but its still on and the viewers witness fluff/makeout? then you get defensive!dan and worried dan idk

I'll def get to this after work tonight!

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Me: reblogs gifs even though I can't see them bc of my phone tumblr just bc phil lester is mentioned

[danyul-senpai]

because nothing changes x/x

[daisybud]

july

[teedeesquared]

if you insist

[tobieallison]

*sexy smirk for emphasis* “on the game”

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DUDE I WAS LITERALLY JUST THINKING ABOUT PHAN AND MARY'S SONG 6 HOURS AGO AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU WROTE IT I'M SO

THAT IS AMAZING. TWINSIES.

[danhowellandphillester]

A collection of otherwise innocent tweets that Dan has made sound dirty

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oh my, my, my

Genre: disgusting amounts of fluff

Pairing: phan

A/N: this is a songfic based off of taylor swifts ‘mary’s song’

Summary: "i dare you to kiss me.” “dan ew! kissing is gross! plus. two boys can’t kiss.” dan only smiled. “yeah kissing gives you cooties, my mom says. but i have a friend who has two daddies and he says they kiss sometimes.” “you can have two daddies?!” “apparently.” “weird.”

“take me back when our world was one block wide. i dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried. just two kids; you and i. oh my, my, my.”

“tag!”

“hey no fair!”

the voices rang out through six year old dan howell’s backyard. it was a normal scene. the two were chasing each other back and forth around the yard while their parents conversed inside over coffee; you know, boring grown up stuff. the two young boys could often be found wrestling and covered in mud by the time the day was over. out of breath, the two fell on the green grass, laughing and trying to catch their breath.

“hey phil.” the younger one began. “i dare you to eat that worm.” he continued pointing to the inch worm making it’s way across the ground. “ew dan! no way!” phil giggled. “i dare you to eat the dirt, dan.” phil proposed. “gross!” dan sneered. it was silent for a minute while dan tried to think of something that was even more gross than worms or dirt.

“i dare you to kiss me.”

“dan ew! kissing is gross! plus. two boys can’t kiss.” dan only smiled. “yeah kissing gives you cooties, my mom says. but i have a friend who has two daddies and he says they kiss sometimes.”

“you can have two daddies?!”

“apparently.”

“weird.”

——

‘i was sixteen when suddenly i wasn’t that little boy you used to see, but your eyes still shined like pretty lights’

“bye mom!” dan called as he rushed out the door without another word. it was the weekend and he wasn’t going to waste any time at home. phil’s house wasn’t too far away - about a twenty minute walk which he made nearly every day after school. dan’s parents were starting to get a little suspicious, but he wasn’t really worried. they used to make jokes about the two boys falling in love - never really believing it would happen.

dan arrived at the house and invited himself in like he did most days, seeing as his parents weren’t home. he made his way up the stairs and called out phil’s name, letting him know he was there. he made his way to phil’s room and walked through the open door, smiling like an idiot at the site of the black haired boy sprawled out on his bed fast asleep.

dan reached down and gently shook the older boy into wakefulness. “mind if i lay with you?” dan asked, to which phil only incoherently mumbled. dan took it as a yes and placed a kiss on his boyfriend’s cheek, settling in next to him and sleeping the day away.

——

‘take me back to the time we had our very first fight. slamming the doors instead of kissing goodnight. you stayed outside, ’til the morning light.’

“dan wait!” the black haired boy called as the younger one stormed out of his house. “don’t talk to me.” dan snapped, obviously annoyed phil was following him on the walk back to his house. “why the hell didn’t you tell me you were going to uni all the way in manchester, phil?! why didn’t you give me time to prepare?” dan yelled, wiping stray tears away with his hoodie sleeve.

when dan had arrived at phil’s house, he had seen phil’s acceptance letter on the table and phil was going to be leaving for uni in two weeks. dan couldn’t bare the thought of being without phil, but right now he was hurt…and mad.

“stop following me! i want to be by myself.”

“bear, let me expl-“ 

“don’t fucking ‘bear’ me right now, phil.”

the rest of the walk home was silent as phil stayed in tow right behind dan; only getting the occasional glare. he was planning on telling dan, he really was, but he needed time to process it too. it’s not like he wanted to be away from dan.

the sun had set and dan had been in his house for over three hours, not bothering to come see phil - who was still sat on his front porch - no matter how many rocks phil threw at his window. the floor of the porch wasn’t that comfy, but he needed dan to know how much he cared.

the sun rose and a sore, achey phil tried once more to get dan’s attention. five minutes of throwing rocks at dan’s bedroom window and the front door opened, revealing a very tired and cried-out looking dan.

after some coaxing the rest of the morning was spent holding dan and telling him how manchester wasn’t that far away and he would see him on the weekends and they would skype every night. it wasn’t long before a few lazy kisses made everything alright.

——

‘a few years had come and gone around we were sitting at our favorite spot in town.

you looked at me;

got down on one knee’

to say phil was nervous was an understatement. he had already talked to dan’s mom and dad and they were elated and even helped phil with the plan. it was going to be simple and beautiful.

phil was in his last year of uni and was spending the weekend with his boyfriend back down south. phil dragged an unwilling dan to their very favorite coffee shop and despite being a nervous, stuttering mess, dan didn’t catch onto anything.

phil had the ring for a while now. it was a simple silver band with their initials carved in the inside of it. he hoped dan would love it….or at least say yes. oh god, he hoped he would say yes.

they finished their cups of coffee and phil stood up, taking dan’s hand. “let’s go on a walk, yeah?” he asked, nervously pushing his fringe out of his eyes. the two found themselves in the park, which wasn’t crowded at this time of day, thank god. phil couldn’t bare to have anyone see him get rejected by the man he loved.

sat on a bench, phil took dan’s hand.

“you know dan, i’ve loved you you’re whole life. from the very first time i heard that someone could have two daddies, i knew i wanted that for us. i knew you were special and i knew i wanted you forever and ever and no one else. so i guess what i’m trying to ask is….”

he swiftly got down on one knee, opening the small box.

“oh my god, phil” dan gasped with his hand over his mouth.

“daniel james howell, will you marry me?”

“yes, phil! oh my god. yes, phil!”

——

‘take me back to the time we walked down the aisle, the whole town came and our mama’s cried. you said i do, and i did too.’

the wedding was simple, just how the two of them wanted it. it was in the church their parents attended and everyone they loved was there to support them. the two of them walked hand in hand down the aisle and shakily gave their vows, but not without some tears thrown in there for good measure.

the reception was nice, but all they really wanted was some alone time, this was their night and they were tired of sharing it. while the dj was in full swing, they made their way to the field in the back of the church and just sat, looking at the stars.

“can you believe it, phil? we’re married. after all this time.” phil only gave a dopey smile, leaning in the kiss his husband. “i love you, dan.” he mumbled against the boy’s lips. “and that suit looks so good on you… i bet it’d look better off of you, though.” he said, his hand on dan’s thigh.

dan only rolled his eyes. “you horny bastard. we’ll have plenty of time for that tonight. but c’mon. everyone’s probably looking for us.” dan said standing up, extending his hand to help phil off the ground. hand in hand, they walked back to the reception, only each other on their mind.

——

‘take me back to the house where we met so many years before, we’ll rock our babies on that very front porch, after all this time, oh my, my, my.”

dan’s parents had moved up north to retire, so dan and phil had bought their house. it had only seemed natural. it’s where they met, it’s where they played, and it’s where they fell in love with each other. it only made sense for it to be the house where they start their family.

the sun was setting and dan was sat on a rocker on the porch, a dark headed newborn wrapped up in his arms. he couldn’t contain his smile, looking down at the baby boy he had phil were parents to. his thoughts were ripped away from him when a brown headed toddler stampeded out the door exclaiming that ‘papa said it was time for dinner.’ dan smiled and followed him inside, laying the sleeping newborn in his crib before making his way to the wonderful dinner his husband made.

later on that night, the kids were both in bed and dan and phil were tangled up in each other in a mess of limbs. the room was dark and the only noise dan could hear was the steady breathing of phil who was passed out next to him.

how was he so lucky that he had his best friend and the man of his dreams? how was he so lucky that he had a family with him? he had two beautiful children and a life that some people could only wish for.

he didn’t know how it happened, but he was sure glad it did.

——

‘i’ll be 87 you’ll be 89 i’ll still look at you like the starts that shine in the sky, oh my, my, my'

[officialprinceharry]

[ozeia]

im coming home im coming home tell the world im coming home

[falloutboy]

love wins ❤️💛💚💙💜

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Phan instagram selfies >>> danisnotonfire <<< >>> amazingphil