Fuck Me Up

[kirbycc715]

i’m having a great time guys

a

great

time

[iconwater]

Squad

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

This outfit honestly makes me kinda not hate myself??

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[leptolagnia]

(via TumbleOn)

[quibix]

Dylan Scoville

[emptycre]

male thinspo board #3 

[boy-with-bones]

I just want to be a cute skinny bottom.

[binge-on-the-memes]

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

The best thing about being this depressed is that since all my emotion and energy is being funnelled into the depression itself, I’m apethetic to everything

So like even though life is super shitty rn I’m completely indifferent to it

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

That’s what I fucking thought pt. 2

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

Do you ever have a specific food you’re going to eat in mind?

And then you find out someone ate it

And you’re filled with unbridled rage

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

Fuck you

Fuck you

Fuck you

[serralexandra-deactivated201609]

i really like cuddling where you hold the person like they lay on your chest or tummy and you just hold them like: dis my baby, i hold u, i luv u. 

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

But also the other way around cause my unstable ass needs to be held

You wouldn’t get it though

You’re not the one

[takecare-bewell]

if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say ‘food’ labeling some good, some bad as i assign moral value to this grain of rice i might say ‘numbers’ counting, measuring, tracking calories, sizes, BMIs allthetimecalculating everysinglething if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say ‘beauty’ complete devotion, idolization of the western standard begging for others’ envy i might say ‘attention’ desperately needing someone anyone, to notice me at all to see that i am unwell, to care if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say 'control’ the sick, sick result of discipline gone sour a curdling obsession i might say 'guilt’ over being too big too plain too comfortable too needy too me if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say 'anger’ hating the injustice of living hating everything, everyone including myself i might say 'pain’ a way to transpose the scars of my soul onto the body aching for congruence if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say 'minimalism’ my mind whirls like a run-on sentence and i can’t stand being wasteful so no thank you i don’t need anything at all really i might say 'self-righteousness’ i’m parading the streets, declaring my holier-than-thouness because hey look! i’m better at dying than you if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say 'expectations’ i’ve been naturally small my entire life and now, but now i lose myself when i grow i might say 'childhood’ reverting to my prepubescent body no breasts and when sex was just a word muddled with giggles if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say 'addiction’ a habit that can’t be kicked craving the buzz, the high of manipulating my insides i might say 'death’ i’m not that happy anyway so why not drive my body to the edge, tempting it to quit? if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say nothing because i do not know it’s not like it matters because you don’t ask because you don’t know either

—i don’t know, you don’t know, no one knows // 01.22.18

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

I wonder if you’re actually sorry or if you just wanted me to stop being mad at you

[groddyboii]

When people suddenly put their hand towards my face,

Like???

Are you gonna hit me? Fix my hair??? Take off a fallen eyelash?

Who knows, but am i going to get scared? Definitely. Cry? Perhaps.

[groddyboii]

Hope everyone who liked and reblogged is healing from their past ❤️

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

Do you enjoy hurting my feelings?

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

I haven’t been this angry in such a long fucking time and I’m going to hurt her

[fuckyoucuntttttttttt]

If I don’t get some liquor I’m gonna lose my shit