A note for you I wrote before my mom died.
I just want to take a moment to tell you how deeply I love you — not just in the everyday way, but in the kind of way that fills my heart when I think about how far we’ve come.
We’ve lived an entire chapter apart, and yet here we are — finding our way back to each other like we were always meant to. You have always been my person. In my heart, in my dreams, in the quietest hopes I held onto, it was always you. I’ve manifested this, not just wishing but truly believing that someday, somehow, we’d find our way back.
And now we’re here. Together again, older, wiser, stronger — and I feel more ready than ever to build the life I’ve always dreamed of with you. I can’t wait to meet Sage. I already feel a warmth in my heart for him, because he’s a part of you. Just knowing I get to be a part of your world in this new way fills me with so much joy and gratitude.
I know trust is something sacred, and I want to take a moment to acknowledge that. I am sorry for the ways I may have hurt you in the past. I understand why there might still be walls, and I’m not expecting them to fall overnight. But I promise to be patient. I promise to be steady. I promise to earn back every piece of trust, day by day, with my actions, my words, and my love.
You’re in my home now, but more than that you’re in my heart in a way that no one else ever could be. I promise to always be by your side. To love you with kindness, to speak to you with respect, to support your dreams, to hold space for your heart when it’s heavy, and to celebrate with you when it’s light.
I want a life with you filled with love, laughter, and adventure. I want lazy Sundays and wild road trips, quiet nights and silly moments. I want all of it — with you.
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