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Philosophical Science Fiction films (of this century)

“Science fiction is the most important literature in the history of the world, because it’s the history of ideas, the history of our civilization birthing itself. …Science fiction is central to everything we’ve ever done, and people who make fun of science fiction writers don’t know what they’re talking about.”

~ Ray Bradbury

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Me to myself: wow your music taste is so good

stillawfullydepressed

You ever get that feeling that you really just wanna die but at the same time you are just too curious where life would take you? Or you know if you killed yourself that it could possibly end in a chain reaction? But then you would miss those happy moments that are worth a life time. But at the same time you think being completely gone would be the best. But then you’d miss that person that was always there for you through it all. But you think they’d move on and continue with life but are scared they might actually do the same thing you did and you know life will take them so far. And that’ll just be more blame on your name. Even though it wouldn’t matter because you’re dead but to you it’ll be like you never left because all you did was cause damage and kill the most beautiful things slowly. Do you ever feel that way? Or how about when you are gone people will remember you for the good you caused but you know all the good wasn’t enough to cover that sea of pain, damage and hurt you rain over people almost every single day? Or that feeling if you are gone you would save people from them having to fake being happy for you and fake that they care, that’ll you’ll just be a burden lifted off their shoulders? Or how about the feeling that people would actually truly miss you but not like they say they will? You’ll just be a small memory. Maybe even less because maybe they do wanna forget about you. I mean no one will ever truly know what would happen if we killed ourselves. But all we know is either people will truly sorrow or they’ll be fake. Are we really wanting to continue to hurt people? Or are we wanting to continue with life? It’s a constant battle in my mind. It would be nice to die but then again life could possibly get better. What if all this is just bullshit and it’s just a sick game to see who truly believes in this make up shit? But i don’t know maybe this is just me. Maybe I’m the only one that feels this way.

Unk0wn-mistress (via stillawfullydepressed)

This.

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