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❝ People can’t become God. Humans can’t create Paradise. ❞ ネズミ M!A: n/a tracking tag: fugitiverat relationship: single verse 1: drawn to freedom-harmony [[AU Nezumi (No. 6) indie rp blog ~ Multiship ~ OC friendly.]]

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NO.6　まとめ２ | マ・・ギ [pixiv] ID:38341755

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Franconian jungle by Aphantopus

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"Hey do you wanna rolepl-‘

(ʘ‿ʘ✿) of fucking course I wanna roleplay don’t even ask

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A Certain R o m a n c e

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{♚} Just as his hand was about to open the door, certain words stopped his movements. The question this Nezumi expressed, was uncomfortable for Shion, he was not jealous. Even if he does behave like that. When he felt the soft lips of his partner, the shiny red eyes widened. The thought did not vanish, but the words of the other soothed the young. He passionately kissed his love back until their lips parted again. A distinct sheen appeared on the red eyes, Shion slowly opened his eyelids. A implied view to Nezumi followed. It was not as if Shion would not believe him. He believed his partner, he trusted him. Still it bothered him a bit but he tried to push it out again. For Nezumi and for himself. Thus he refused as well to miss only one scene, the kiss was maybe bad, but he wanted to see Nezumi on stage. Every instant. Thus he remained, although still silent, but he slowly raised his hand to put it on Nezumi’s face. Cautiously he approached his face, his eyes closed.

Without speaking a word gave the white-haired his love a kiss. Gently, he united the lips with those of the other, his heart beat loudly. Only after a few moments he withdrew his lips on these now relied a smile. His hand gently stroked the skin of Nezumi. “I’m not jealous. I said it’s okay and that’s true, believe me, I’m fine! And I don’t want to miss any moment of your act, I want to see everything, also the kiss.” With these words, Shion smiled one last time until he finally withdrew his hand and opened the door. With pleasant steps he left the dressing room to devote himself to the audience. His smile was still preserved.

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Nezumi allowed him to kiss his lips as much as he needed and desired, he gently placed his hands on Shion's waist as he did so. As well without speaking a word. Without bothering in over thinking. He just decided to trust Shion's words too, if he said he was fine, then he was. However it wouldn't be something easy to watch, he guessed.  

"Tch" The taller boy expressed as he watched Shion walk out. He remained there in the same position, though. Standing right in front of the door. The white haired's words resonating in his head as he pressed his index against his lips. A few seconds went by before he could turn to look himself in the mirror. A soft laughter escaped his lips "My lipstick is ruined" he said out loud for himself.

It wasn't long until the time for the play to start came. Soon Nezumi was stepping on the stage. But it wasn't him anymore. He needed to get rid of every thought and every feeling that belonged to Nezumi. Just a single tiny sweat drop ran down his temple the moment act four, scene five arrived. He needed to make it believable, he needed to make it right and not think in the fact that Shion was somewhere in the audience.

A pair of strange lips landed over Nezumi's and he gulped. Taking advantage of the fringe covering his frown which he furrowed slightly. Still he was proud of the great job he did until the end of the play. Every line, his delicate moves and just his charisma made him stood out, even when he wasn't the main character.

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⊰ ☪ ⊱ ;;   “You’re being too noisy. Shut up and let me go back to sleep.”

[fugitiverat]

"What? Like the sound of turning pages annoys you?

"I read fast, it's not my fault"

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A Certain R o m a n c e

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{♚} The thought did not let go, no matter how much Shion wanted to suppress it, he couldn’t do it. Something in his heart was hurt. It was not Nezumi’s fault but somehow he could not get used to the thought that his love has to kiss someone else. It was acting, he knows that but still Shion’s feelings felt otherwise. He therefore remains conceal everything, even as the other came closer. Only a smile was to see, the red eyes covered with shimmer. “Of course I’m alright! I can’t wait to see you on stage!” Only half of it was a lie. However, the smile remained on Shion’s lips. Although it was clear that Nezumi would probably get behind, but at the moment he just wanted to say nothing about it.

At first glance, the young really looked happy and satisfied, somehow he really was it but this one thought destroyed almost everything. It was also new to Shion that he felt that way. He behaved selfish, false and somehow jealous? No he wasn’t jealous. It was just…he himself had no words. Thus, his beaming smile staring back at Nezumi. However, the white-haired turned briefly away from him to reach the door. He gently put a hand on the doorknob. A last look followed to the other. “I wish you good luck Nezumi, remember, I’ll watch you too!” A small smile was seen. True words, provided with a touch of pain.

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He got it so he remained quiet though he was looking him in the eyes. He couldn't deny the idea of making him jealous was quite cute, but he also imagined it wasn't any fun for Shion though.

"What is it? Are you jealous?" Nezumi teased as he reached for his sweater to stop him from leaving already. He let out a breathy laugh as a gentle caress ran down the other's pale cheek, setting his gaze upon red gleaming eyes and pecking a quick kiss on his lips.

"Come on, you know you're my only one" he said in all seriousness this time, hoping to make Shion feel better and secure. "It's just an on stage kiss and you know it..." Nezumi kissed his loved one again, slowly and for a little bit longer this time leaving a mark of red lipstick over Shion's lips, he chuckled slightly as he wiped it off with his thumb "Tho, you don't have to watch it if you don't want. Act four, scene five. You're free to walk away" Those gray eyes denoted empathy for once. 

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[nsfw edition] send any of the following for my muses reaction:

” Soo…whip cream or chocolate? ” ” Nope, it’s my turn. ” ” Bend over. “ " Call me master..say it. " " I love you..I’ve always loved you. " ” You can’t say no to the sex dice. “ ” What do you want to do to me? ” ” You’re teasing me . “ ” Why do you have clothes on? “ ” Take. This. Off. “ ” I’m not taking no for an answer. So, strip. “ ” Kitchen counter or shower? ” ” You’re too good at this. ” ” What took you so long? “ ” Get your ass over here. “ ” Yes, okay..I’ve dreamt about you and now? You’re all I can think about. “ ” Stay with me. “

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A Certain R o m a n c e

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{♚} Slim short legs hiked through a corridor, white hair bouncing up and down, Shion was on his way to a certain place. In a few hours, Nezumi had a performance and he wanted to see him again before it. A queasy feeling spread in the stomach of the male, although he was excited but he always thought only of one thing. He knew what a good actor Nezumi was and it was all played, but he had to kiss someone. Shion had no problem with it. He thought. But he could think of nothing else. A slight sigh escaped from his mouth until he opened the door to the wardrobe of the other. The depressed facial expression formed into a smile. The moment in this he heard his name, beamed the white-haired. Shion did not show anything, he don’t wanted to transmit any bad thoughts to Nezumi and simply look forward for his performance. A conventional glow was reflected in the bright red eyes.

"Are you alright? I just wanted to see you again and wish you good luck!" For the moment, he simply forgot his thoughts. The boy wanted to see and talk to Nezumi before he had to go back. Of course he would watch the performance as well. There was still some time until everything would start, so Shion took the opportunity to see the person he loved.

However, the thought of the kiss, still dormant in his head. He would love to oust him. But he couldn’t right now. Shion did not like the thought that someone else would kiss Nezumi. Even if it were just played. But the worst of it was, the white-haired had to see the kiss.

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Nezumi could see through him. The moment he walked in, he saw his inner sadness despite the calm smile he was wearing, because after all he knew the other one well, and he was aware of it. The bluenette attempted to smile back as a single thought floated in his mind. To him, it was just a kiss, simple as that, there was no other meaning behind it but the purely purpose of acting, still there was a bit of guilt in him, just the look in Shion's face made him wish he didn't have to do it. Though if he didn't do it... it'd be unprofessional? He sighed as well.

  "I'm alright" He replied standing up and approaching to him. "Are you?" He could almost guess the answer but he somehow needed to hear it from him. Since their reunion, Nezumi had been letting his walls down, little by little, and had been starting to show Shion he cared about him and his feelings too.

However he decided to wait for the other one's answer before he could say anything.

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Having the redness of his face pointed out only made the dark shade intensify. Shou cleared his throat and flicked his gaze upwards, peering at him. “M-mn..” Was all that he responded with.

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This time Nezumi chuckled fully and gently poked his nose. He found some of the raven's reactions quite cute. "What you've been up to? Are you feeling better now?" 

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The soft caress of the other male’s hand on his cheek had him flushing darkly in seconds. Shou turned his head away slightly, embarrassed.

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Nezumi couldn't help letting out a soft chuckle at the other boy's reaction. "What's wrong? You're all red" he pointed out teasingly. 

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A Certain R o m a n c e

Just a couple hours for the play to start. Nezumi was doing his make up on the dressing room. He really loved that feeling and this was probably his favorite part, getting ready and transforming into a complete different person right before going on stage, being illuminated by those multicolored lights. He had been longing to take part on this play, A Midsummer's Night Dream, despite a few inconveniences with the script. He looked at his face in the mirror and let out a silent sigh.

Nezumi untied his hair, it was longer now, he didn't need to wear hair extensions anymore. As he brushed it, he could see through the mirror the door opening. When he turned he saw that familiar face he loved so much. "Shion..."

They hadn't talked about the fact that Nezumi would be kissing another guy as part of the play since he first mentioned it to Shion. He knew he said he was okay with it, but still the dark haired couldn't help feeling guilty about it. 

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"Are you spying while I change?"

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"Shou… I hadn’t seen you in a long while, I’m just glad you’re okay" he said  and pecked a quick kiss on his lips.

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"M-mn." he let out a shaky little breath when their lips met, then pulled back, inhaling deeply. "T-thank you."

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Nezumi smirked a little, gently brushing away the hair from Shou's face with his fingers. "No problem"

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”..Wanna kiss..?”

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"Shou... I hadn't seen you in a long while, I'm just glad you're okay" he said  and pecked a quick kiss on his lips.

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Drenched Rat || Nezumi & Rein

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          Rein nodded to the boy as he excused himself to go change. She wasn’t one to deny a stranger of help, and it proved to be a very reliable distraction. Or so she had believed. Removing her earbuds was probably the one thing she shouldn’t have done. She saw the flash of lightening only moments before the rumbling sound reverberated through the home. And then came darkness. The lightning must have caused a surge because not only was she frozen in place, but the room was pitch black.

          She would have curled up right then and there, but the panic response pushed her to find somewhere “safe”. Unconsciously, despite her stumbling for comfort, she dodged around her plants until she made her way behind the couch and slumped to the floor. Breathing became labored as she attempted to calm herself with little success, holding her hands over her head defensively and her body quivering ever so often.

          As she heard Nezumi call out to her, asking if she was okay, Rein had realized she had begun to unconsciously cry. Both embarrassed and still terrified, she was going to attempt to speak only for another resounding boom of thunder to shake the household once more. This only caused her to sob harder, despite knowing all too well what a stupid fear this was, the darkness wasn’t helping either. Normally she’d attempt to say she was okay, but her voice would without a doubt give her condition away, and with that she quietly spoke, "No".

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In the middle of the dark Nezumi tried to reach for the place where he thought her voice came from. He was trying to do it as fast as possible as well since she said she wasn't okay, but damn, she had so many things in her house and for someone who didn't know the place at all, it turned out kind of hard.

Another lightning lit the place, and just for that little amount of time he was able to see a bit of it. He was indeed in the living room, but he couldn't see Rein. She was clearly hidden somewhere, and then it was also clear for Nezumi that she was probably afraid of thunderstorms. "Rein?" he called out once again as a soft thunder was heard from outside. By this time, the male was stepping right in front of the couch, but due to her sobbing he was able to figure out she was behind it. Thus, the dark haired managed to walk to the place where she was, sitting on the floor as well, until her heavy breathing could be heard so close into his ear. Without thinking, Nezumi rounded her with her arm. The sky roared loudly, he couldn't say he was afraid of it, though it was true that even his heart skipped a bit, helplessly. Thunders were just so unexpected.

Now, he didn't know this girl at all either and she had no reasons to trust him either. But he could see how frightened she was and the least he could do after she sheltered him of such storm, was comfort her. 

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Some books were good, some other weren't that good, though Nezumi ended up finishing them anyways, just to be quite sure. The male carried some books, most of them novels he was willing to buy. Seemed like the book shop was a bit crowded that day and he was just eager to get out of the place. Suddenly a girl bumped into him.

"Tch" was his only expression, then he sighed as he bent over to pick up the books that had fallen down.