Starve the ego, feed the soul.

JaydenRiley, 29, Queer / Nonbinary SoCal, Married and Polyam, Chef, Yogi, Visionary, Alchemist, Cannabis advocate, and overall badass. I don't know where I'm going, but you can follow me anyway.

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Arbolaryo - self portrait

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Arbolaryo - self portrait

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Alive.

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I exist.

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I can see the sun, but even if I cannot see the sun, I know that it exists. And to know that the sun is there - that is living.

Fyodor Dostoevsky

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Prayer for today

Oh divine arbiter! I’m going to court today, and I got two wonderful kids that can go with some amazing foster parents to their forever home. Let’s have this thing go off without a hitch.

I am thy writing palette, oh Thoth, and I have brought unto thee thine ink jar.

Praise Djhuety!

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I thought I saw my future in your eyes.

Ended up being an eyelash. A wish. A reality of escapism fueled by trauma and internal discord.

I make a habit of snatching eyelashes off people's faces and demanding they make a wish. Instead, I think I'll make a habit of investigating those forever glances a little deeper and leave eyelashes in the eyes of their beholders.

The future is built by hands that do, not by a wishful mind alone.

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Time is weird. Being human is weird. Accepting both is the weirdest.

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via weheartit

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Love is what happens in between all the pain.

You miss out on love when you try to skip out on the pain.

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Cycles.

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“It’s like I told you; If you stay, I stay.”

— Lana Del Rey

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You here for a reason or a season?

Me: @ literally every person to enter my life.

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Every problem you have isnt an excuse to seek a diagnosis. Sometimes you're just fucking up and need to be accountable for that

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I feel like a terrible partner.

And both of mine are amazing to me.

I'm crying in bed bc I don't know how to handle my short comings as a partner lately and bc cancer is kicking my ass.

When will things be easier?