Funds needed for shelter. As of 11 a.m. tomorrow morning, my spouse and I will be restricted to our car. The place we are staying the price triples on Saturday night. We need a minimum of $50 on top of the money that I can earn from donating plasma(that is, if my bruises are healed enough from last donation)
I’m trying really hard to stay positive and not let myself get too down about the stress of the situation.
Its such a strange feeling to be in a community surrounded by humans who care so openly little about others.
I don’t understand how my mother, sister, aunts, uncles, and grandmother all knowingly keep their doors closed to us despite being without a steady (and relatively affordable) place to stay. It hurts my heart in a more permanent, devastating type of severe pain.
I know the topic of passing doesn’t go over well with some people, but the truth is that I don’t pass yet. I get called she/ her girl/ woman/ ma'am all that on a daily basis still.
Although I feel a bit more confident about myself, I can’t help but sometimes think of how far I’ve yet to go before I start feeling comfortable.
Dysphoria has gotten far more intense and undeniable in public situations. I become overwhelmed sometimes to the point of just going and waiting in the car, or just choosing not to go out in public at all, which is difficult when you have to go to work and blah blah blah. Poor me. I’m done complaining now, I felt justified though because I never talk about this shit really and I’m kinda like, up to my neck in it right now.
That being said, I’m still asking for financial assistance, as I am still very very very much struggling with my spouse to get through these tough times. I’m confident that within one month our situation will be completely turned around, and that is what I’m holding onto.
I hate asking. I really genuinely do, I don’t feel as though I deserve help any more or less than another person in my position either, understand that I am trying my best to utilize the resources that I do have access to in order to survive.
That being said, if you are able to spare any funds to go towards the cost of our lodging for the next week(we need $240 total)
We are both working, and donating plasma when we can. We get paid the first time on 6/13, but the checks are going to be for 2 days only and all funds are going to have to be put to bills immediately.
We are on a waiting list for the homeless shelter, which is 2 months minimum😐
https://www.paypal.me/olivergraham9
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