Anyone who has stopped and are giving this post a moment of your time thank you! Iāll be straight forward and get to the reason of this post. Iām broke and not like oh I canāt buy fancy groceries at the grocery store this week broke but broke broke. Broke as in using the stove as a form of heating your house broke. Broke as in picking pennies up off the ground in public to collect and put into a coinstar broke. However I just recently got my license in massage and found me a job. But because I have no professional experience/clients of my own. I am starting from the ground up. Iām also only being paid 30% commison per every massage I give. Iām commission based only though so that means unless Iām giving a massage to a client. I am making 0%. Iāve been currently relying on walk-ins (with no such luck yet) and tips from those who I give a 15 minute complimentary chair massage to while they wait for their appointments. Donāt get me wrong. I understand building clientele takes time and as Iām learning it also takes money (business cards, flyers, booth rentals for events, liability insurance, supplies, etc) I thought by now Iād have a decent paycheck coming in and I donāt. My bills are piling up, my credit card is almost tapped out, Iām pinching the few pennies I have for gas to get to and from work. I literally have never asked for anything in my life from others. I like to consider myself very independent and usually suffer in silence before asking for help. However Iām so stressed out about everything and how unstable I am financially right now itās been causing anxiety attacks, lack of sleep and just a constant paranoia about where my next dollar is going to come from. Iām currently looking into get a second job to support myself. Itās been a little difficult though due to the gas situation, finding a job that wonāt violate my competitor clause I signed in my employee handbook (Iām not allowed to work at any spa type of environments. That would be considered working with a competitor and I could get fired), finding a part time massage job that would work with my schedule I have available and finding a job thatās based around massage (Iām not wanting to work retail when I just spent $10,000 on tuition and another $300 on getting my license...I want my moneyās worth of work!) Anyways Iām kinda just rambling right now. This post sorta became a way to explain my stress and get it out of my head. But I was originally making it hoping that I could get someone whoās fortunate enough to have money they can spare to donate $1 or however much they wish to donate to me in my time of need. I understand that a lot of people fake these situations and lie. Iām willing to send pictures of whatever proof you need to help reassure you that I am being honest and sincere. This wonāt be a forever situation with me. However it is my current situation and Iāve never been in something like this before. Iāve never been so broke in my entire life. I have always worked hard and busted my ass for what is mine. So just writing all this out is really kinda embarrassing and honestly iāll probably end up deleting this post shortly out of embarrassment. But as I signed on to my account tonight for the first time in a while to kind of distract myself the thought of sharing a little of what Iām currently going through (trust me thereās a lot more...but this post is long enough already) seemed like a good idea. So anyways if you wanted to give me $1 and hopefully share this on your own page to get the word around Iād greatly appreciate it! Iāll be deleteing soon either out of embarrassment or because you guys helped me out with enough $$$ to get by for the next few days. Below are all my money apps to send money: Cash App: Try Cash App using my code and weāll each get $5! FLLCLVP https://cash.me/app/FLLCLVP PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/ganeshastrippyhippy Venmo: https://venmo.com/code?user_id=2683968952467456888
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