[future-nostalgiaa]

Tired of being single I just wanna be loved and held

[future-nostalgiaa]

I thought by moving back home I’d feel less lonely but the loneliness now hits me differently. I’m a stranger to my own self and that is the saddest type of loneliness

[podencos]

Dipping a toe then another and another until submerging your whole body into the unchartered waters of yourself after years of living in suspension

[future-nostalgiaa]

Hello tumblr it’s been a while

[ashstfu]

i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

[future-nostalgiaa]

Felt this so deeply

[future-nostalgiaa]

When all you want is her

[nothingbutloveforyou]

feeling like i'm constantly too much and too little at the same time is so exhausting

[kosmogrl]

I love doing nothing, what I don't love is the inevitable overthinking that comes with doing nothing

[kosmogrl]

[soracities]

Marina Tsvetaeva, excerpt from Poem of the End, Selected Poems (trans. Elaine Feinstein, with Angela Livingstone)

[future-nostalgiaa]

I feel so fucked up lately

That feeling of being trapped and feeling trapped is coming back and I hate it

I don’t feel like I can be myself and do what I want anymore

I feel like I’m crumbling under your expectations, but this time I am fighting you and this time you are getting angry with me

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[rejuubic]

[karlvsn-deactivated20240312-dea]

[rejuubic]

[rejuubic]

[rejuubic]

[bonboony]

🌿,,