Peace, Love, and Breaking Shit.

My name is Amanda Ann and i am in love with dogs, breaking things, pizza, and spending time with my dad. My goal in life is to be a famous photographer. It's my passion. {Sideblog} {Indie/OC Friendly!} {18+ Welcome}

[somecutething]

[fvckavthority]

“You’re the best…” she sniffled, muffled against his shoulder. She really couldn’t ask for a better father, not one bit. She felt bad for all the moody times she was kind of a dick because of teenage stuff. he was only trying to look out for her. “Maybe… after this semester ends i’ll just do online from home..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I try, Amanda.” Robin can’t help but smile and rub at her back some more. Though deep down inside he really wanted to find the asshole that spiked his daughter’s drink and size him up. Maybe invite Craig to join in. “You do what you think is best. Online courses sound like heaven, we didn’t even have those back then!” He laughs and gazes around the room “So uh..you know the gender of the lil muffin yet?” Gazes at her tummy feeling an ounce of excitement.

[fvckavthority]

She shook her head. “I haven’t really been to a doctors yet or made any kind of decisions.. I’ve just been kind of shocked and stuff..” she admitted as she sat next to him on the couch that had adorned each dorm room.

[fvckavthority]

“You’re the best...” she sniffled, muffled against his shoulder. She really couldn’t ask for a better father, not one bit. She felt bad for all the moody times she was kind of a dick because of teenage stuff. he was only trying to look out for her. “Maybe... after this semester ends i’ll just do online from home..”

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“I’m guessing a few months.. last month I kinda found out.. I don’t even remember even engaging into anything like that.. b-but ever since that party everything’s been really fuzzy..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Parties…can get you like that. Especially college parties..I should know.” Robin shyly admitted, rubbing the back of his head. Some of the parties he went to, well that was a story for another time. Right now it was his daughter’s time of need. “Well, guess what. I’m not upset. A little shocked…surprised…even, but if you decide to keep it i’ll support you. But I also want to find the person who did it, and Dad size them up!!” 

[fvckavthority]

“I didn’t even drink though.. alcohol. I remember that this kid from the frat grabbed me a Diet Coke, and it all got fuzzy from there.” She hugged her dad tight, nuzzling her face into his shoulder. “Do you think... dad would be disappointed..?”

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“I’m guessing a few months.. last month I kinda found out.. I don’t even remember even engaging into anything like that.. b-but ever since that party everything’s been really fuzzy..”

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure…he’s just drunk most of the time. Though he is pretty fun to hang out with.” Finally Robin turned down the exit to where his daughters college was, and it would only be an hour long stretch left. “Be there in one hour.”

[fvckavthority]

“Okay.. I’ll slip some shoes on and wait in the foyer..” she slipped on moccasins, grabbing her lanyard with her keys as she went to the elevator.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“All right sweet pea! I’m trying not to speed on this road…” letting out a laugh, he drives the rest of the way at a decently normal pace. Finally, he could see the campus “where should I park? Is there a parking lot for guests or something?”

[fvckavthority]

“Just Park next to my car, she is in Prague and won’t be back for another week.” She mused as she looked out the big glass door.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Very well, dearest daughter of mine.” With said, he pulls into the parking lot and drives around until he spots his daughter’s car. Pulling in, he grabs his phone and everything, walking his way up the hill to the dorm. “Manda Panda!” Was his enthusiastic yell, waving at her through the doors.

[fvckavthority]

She shoved her phone in her pocket after they hung up, waving back as she went out, lip wibbling as he got closer.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

Upon seeing her quivering lip, Robin immediately rushes over to pull his daughter into a hug “I’m here now…let’s go inside.” What ever was the matter, he wouldn’t be angry.

[fvckavthority]

She hugged him back, a small sniffle leaving her. She didn’t want to let go! Nodding she lead them in, and up to her room, letting him in. “Uh.. um..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

Following her up, he made sure to leave his ID at the front desk. Now in her room, he sits upon the bed recalling his times in college”its alright sweet pea just take your time, and say what you need to say.”

[fvckavthority]

She was silent for a moment, biting her lip as she shrugged out of her dads jacket, lifting her shirt up just enough to show the three month bump.

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure…he’s just drunk most of the time. Though he is pretty fun to hang out with.” Finally Robin turned down the exit to where his daughters college was, and it would only be an hour long stretch left. “Be there in one hour.”

[fvckavthority]

“Okay.. I’ll slip some shoes on and wait in the foyer..” she slipped on moccasins, grabbing her lanyard with her keys as she went to the elevator.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“All right sweet pea! I’m trying not to speed on this road…” letting out a laugh, he drives the rest of the way at a decently normal pace. Finally, he could see the campus “where should I park? Is there a parking lot for guests or something?”

[fvckavthority]

“Just Park next to my car, she is in Prague and won’t be back for another week.” She mused as she looked out the big glass door.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Very well, dearest daughter of mine.” With said, he pulls into the parking lot and drives around until he spots his daughter’s car. Pulling in, he grabs his phone and everything, walking his way up the hill to the dorm. “Manda Panda!” Was his enthusiastic yell, waving at her through the doors.

[fvckavthority]

She shoved her phone in her pocket after they hung up, waving back as she went out, lip wibbling as he got closer.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

Upon seeing her quivering lip, Robin immediately rushes over to pull his daughter into a hug “I’m here now…let’s go inside.” What ever was the matter, he wouldn’t be angry.

[fvckavthority]

She hugged him back, a small sniffle leaving her. She didn’t want to let go! Nodding she lead them in, and up to her room, letting him in. “Uh.. um..”

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure…he’s just drunk most of the time. Though he is pretty fun to hang out with.” Finally Robin turned down the exit to where his daughters college was, and it would only be an hour long stretch left. “Be there in one hour.”

[fvckavthority]

“Okay.. I’ll slip some shoes on and wait in the foyer..” she slipped on moccasins, grabbing her lanyard with her keys as she went to the elevator.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“All right sweet pea! I’m trying not to speed on this road…” letting out a laugh, he drives the rest of the way at a decently normal pace. Finally, he could see the campus “where should I park? Is there a parking lot for guests or something?”

[fvckavthority]

“Just Park next to my car, she is in Prague and won’t be back for another week.” She mused as she looked out the big glass door.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Very well, dearest daughter of mine.” With said, he pulls into the parking lot and drives around until he spots his daughter’s car. Pulling in, he grabs his phone and everything, walking his way up the hill to the dorm. “Manda Panda!” Was his enthusiastic yell, waving at her through the doors.

[fvckavthority]

She shoved her phone in her pocket after they hung up, waving back as she went out, lip wibbling as he got closer.

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure…he’s just drunk most of the time. Though he is pretty fun to hang out with.” Finally Robin turned down the exit to where his daughters college was, and it would only be an hour long stretch left. “Be there in one hour.”

[fvckavthority]

“Okay.. I’ll slip some shoes on and wait in the foyer..” she slipped on moccasins, grabbing her lanyard with her keys as she went to the elevator.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“All right sweet pea! I’m trying not to speed on this road…” letting out a laugh, he drives the rest of the way at a decently normal pace. Finally, he could see the campus “where should I park? Is there a parking lot for guests or something?”

[fvckavthority]

“Just Park next to my car, she is in Prague and won’t be back for another week.” She mused as she looked out the big glass door.

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure…he’s just drunk most of the time. Though he is pretty fun to hang out with.” Finally Robin turned down the exit to where his daughters college was, and it would only be an hour long stretch left. “Be there in one hour.”

[fvckavthority]

“Okay.. I’ll slip some shoes on and wait in the foyer..” she slipped on moccasins, grabbing her lanyard with her keys as she went to the elevator.

[les-pian]

“Leeeeees.” Amanda whined, flopping on his bed with a small groan. His tee was like a dress on her, but that proved to be quite comfortable.

“Whaaaaaaaaaat” He mimicked her tone, smiling over at her. She looked like a big dork. 

[fvckavthority]

“Fuck shoes!” she marched out into the hall. “Just kidding, i know they won’t let me in.” she slipped into her moccasins and made her exit again.

[les-pian]

“Mhmm…” Lesley rolled his eyes, “Store, fast food, or sit down?”

[fvckavthority]

“Drive through, mama ain’t got no time.” she mused as she took his hand, dragging him nearly to the car.

[les-pian]

“Leeeeees.” Amanda whined, flopping on his bed with a small groan. His tee was like a dress on her, but that proved to be quite comfortable.

“Whaaaaaaaaaat” He mimicked her tone, smiling over at her. She looked like a big dork. 

[fvckavthority]

“Fuck shoes!” she marched out into the hall. “Just kidding, i know they won’t let me in.” she slipped into her moccasins and made her exit again.

[les-pian]

“Leeeeees.” Amanda whined, flopping on his bed with a small groan. His tee was like a dress on her, but that proved to be quite comfortable.

“Whaaaaaaaaaat” He mimicked her tone, smiling over at her. She looked like a big dork. 

[fvckavthority]

Her fingers tangled in his hair, before they were at it again with their passion. She lay there with him later, skin to skin as she just pressed her face into his chest. Just enjoying the close contact and snuggles. His arms  always made her feel a sense of security. The bumped stomach pressing against his abdomen gently.

[les-pian]

Lesley snuggled his face into her hair, his hands lazily traced the bump.

[fvckavthority]

“Mm..bear?” she mused, peeking up at him.

[les-pian]

“Yeah panda?”

[fvckavthority]

“Do you think.. pickles, ice cream, AND mustard sounds gross?”

[les-pian]

He paused for a full minute, “Are… you having cheeseburger ice cream?”

[fvckavthority]

“……… that doesn’t sound half bad.”

[les-pian]

He chuckled, “You are strange, my panda.”

[fvckavthority]

“Mmn. Well yeah.”

[les-pian]

“So what do you want to do about your cravings?”

[fvckavthority]

“I need it. Cheeseburger ice creams.” She stretched out.

[les-pian]

“I think we can get you both and then mix them.”

[fvckavthority]

“Oh yes pleeeeeease~?” She gave him the babydoll eyes.

[les-pian]

He laughed again, and kissed her softly, “You have to get dressed though.”

[fvckavthority]

“You mean I can’t go naked ?!” She kissed back, reluctantly dressing.

[les-pian]

He stood, laughing again, and dressed as well.

[fvckavthority]

She slipped her leggings and t-shirt back on, fixing her hair. “Alright, pregnant food time.” She fist pumped the air.

[les-pian]

“Leeeeees.” Amanda whined, flopping on his bed with a small groan. His tee was like a dress on her, but that proved to be quite comfortable.

“Whaaaaaaaaaat” He mimicked her tone, smiling over at her. She looked like a big dork. 

[fvckavthority]

Her fingers tangled in his hair, before they were at it again with their passion. She lay there with him later, skin to skin as she just pressed her face into his chest. Just enjoying the close contact and snuggles. His arms  always made her feel a sense of security. The bumped stomach pressing against his abdomen gently.

[les-pian]

Lesley snuggled his face into her hair, his hands lazily traced the bump.

[fvckavthority]

“Mm..bear?” she mused, peeking up at him.

[les-pian]

“Yeah panda?”

[fvckavthority]

“Do you think.. pickles, ice cream, AND mustard sounds gross?”

[les-pian]

He paused for a full minute, “Are… you having cheeseburger ice cream?”

[fvckavthority]

“……… that doesn’t sound half bad.”

[les-pian]

He chuckled, “You are strange, my panda.”

[fvckavthority]

“Mmn. Well yeah.”

[les-pian]

“So what do you want to do about your cravings?”

[fvckavthority]

“I need it. Cheeseburger ice creams.” She stretched out.

[les-pian]

“I think we can get you both and then mix them.”

[fvckavthority]

“Oh yes pleeeeeease~?” She gave him the babydoll eyes.

[les-pian]

He laughed again, and kissed her softly, “You have to get dressed though.”

[fvckavthority]

“You mean I can’t go naked ?!” She kissed back, reluctantly dressing.

[les-pian]

“Leeeeees.” Amanda whined, flopping on his bed with a small groan. His tee was like a dress on her, but that proved to be quite comfortable.

“Whaaaaaaaaaat” He mimicked her tone, smiling over at her. She looked like a big dork. 

[fvckavthority]

Her fingers tangled in his hair, before they were at it again with their passion. She lay there with him later, skin to skin as she just pressed her face into his chest. Just enjoying the close contact and snuggles. His arms  always made her feel a sense of security. The bumped stomach pressing against his abdomen gently.

[les-pian]

Lesley snuggled his face into her hair, his hands lazily traced the bump.

[fvckavthority]

“Mm..bear?” she mused, peeking up at him.

[les-pian]

“Yeah panda?”

[fvckavthority]

“Do you think.. pickles, ice cream, AND mustard sounds gross?”

[les-pian]

He paused for a full minute, “Are… you having cheeseburger ice cream?”

[fvckavthority]

“……… that doesn’t sound half bad.”

[les-pian]

He chuckled, “You are strange, my panda.”

[fvckavthority]

“Mmn. Well yeah.”

[les-pian]

“So what do you want to do about your cravings?”

[fvckavthority]

“I need it. Cheeseburger ice creams.” She stretched out.

[les-pian]

“I think we can get you both and then mix them.”

[fvckavthority]

“Oh yes pleeeeeease~?” She gave him the babydoll eyes.

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[fvckavthority]

“Yeah.. that’s good.” She bit her lip as she sighed quietly. “He seems like he has seen some stuff.. or done some stuff..”

[fvckavthority]

“Just be safe…” she mumbled, pacing her room a little as she held the phone between her face and shoulder “Uhm…i haven’t talked to them in a bit… classes are alright.. and i took some.. But they have us focusing on film right now which is cool but lame.. that i can ‘t see the photo right away.” she replied back, biting down on her lip. 14 hours was so far…she silently rooted for him to be the speed demon he claimed he was.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Safe is my middle name. Don’t you worry Sweet Pea.” Robin spoke all this, as he set up his phone as he was driving, because really he was reckless, not to mention clumsy in person. Getting the phone set up he brought his eyes back to the road, making it on to the exit, and on to the high way. “Film sound’s really neat though. Make a bunch of home videos, and crap like that! Are they going to have you do animation at all?” Yes he was genuinely interested, since he took his own fair amount of art classes back in college himself. Boy did his daughter make him proud. 

[fvckavthority]

“No I don’t think so.. but I do have to do Still life drawing. And nothing I’ll draw will probably look like the set up.” She grazed a finger over the course list that sat on her desk. “Colour theory too, which means I’ll be painting.”

Her heart pounded in her chest, thrumming three miles a minute.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“Still lifes are the fucking worst. Pardon my French.” A laugh erupts from him as he continues speeding right on down the free way. “Guess how fast i’m going right now Manda. If you get it right, i’ll buy you what ever you want. Also…if you need any help with painting, you can ask me. I took a few courses when I was in college. Wasn’t the best..but hey I found it relaxing, for the most part…”

[fvckavthority]

“I’m afraid to ask right now, you are probably breaking the speedometer.” She replied, settling herself enough to stop pacing and sit down on the bed. “Painting seems to be fine. I’m a little excited for that..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“The speedometer is most certainly not broken. I assure you!” Well it almost was. But he was being a studious driver, and not an ass, like some of the drivers were out there. Letting out a small cough, he slows his car down, just a bit.  “Painting is fun. That was my favorite class, in college. Especially when Craig and I…smoked before it. My paintings were the shit. Ha!” 

[fvckavthority]

“Oh lord..” she shook her head, a small snort from the other end. “That’s how the hall painting came to be.” She teased, messing around with a fidget you to try and keep her hands and mind occupied so she wouldn’t start getting dead of anxiety again.

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“That painting in the hallway is a masterpiece, Manda! It could be in a museum or something.” A small smile formed on to his lips as he heard his daughters adorable snort. By now he was already half way there, making sure to get off the the exits that he needed too. “Guess what, panda…I’m HALFWAY there.”

[fvckavthority]

“Pardon my language but.. fucking shit pops.. I’m sure I hear sirens in the distance.” She joked, but was honestly surprised that she didn’t if he already was halfway there. Her heart started to race a little more, as she cuddled with the edge of her sleeve. She was wearing Alex’ jacket as per normal, but more for comfort at the moment. “When you are pulling in I’ll come down to let you in..”

[retr0dadsona-deactivated2019022]

“I’m pretty sure those are just sirens going by your college Manda Panda” Robin jokes as he moves past some slow old person. Yes indeed his true Massachusetts roots were showing “Embrace your Massholeness Amanda…Embrace it. But don’t really. Just imagine if I was Mr. Smalls driving down the highway. I’m pretty sure he drives scarily.” 

[fvckavthority]

“Oh.. I think he does. He seems like those reckless bad ass from old movies.” She fidgeted. “How far are you now?” She asked, sniffling.