Kanamafu sketch<3 First time posting my art on here. Pose credits to the reference author (I found it on pinterest there was no credit given for idk what reason lmk if you know the author!!)
Notes: Hii this was written for my best friend! As I don't usually write for male characters. This is kind of a cliff hanger because I didn't know how to do the ending. So I'm sorry!! I hope you'll enjoy reading it. I'm sorry if the reader was described as feminine I dont think I described them as such but I usually write for female! reader so It might have slipped out. This is kinda short
TW: Possibly bad grammar, english is not my first language!Not beta read. I'm not sure if there are any more warnings but just in case this is chainsaw man! So if there's any mentions of gore etc. Beware!
It wasn't what he expected, Aki thought that if he will just wait for you to come back then you will. To his surprise it didnt happen, he's not the one to chase after people, devils are the ones he chases, the gun devil to be precise. Aki placed down the cigeratte on a table at his balcony and sighed. Taking a deep breath the man thought of how could he fix things between the two of you. Breath in, breath out. Maybe he should ask power or denji? No that's a stupid idea, they know nothing about relationships. Makima? That's a bad idea to ask your boss about this kind of thing. Himeno...? No she's...she's dead, it's not possible anymore. Aki shook his head and ruffled his loosened hair. That was a tough situation.
He pondered and tried to remind himself of the things you like. Plushies, figurines...flowers? He wasn't sure about the last one but he knew the first two for sure. Well he has nothing to loose right? Buying you gifts, cheering you up and apologizing to you should help. Aki got up from the chair and walked into the house to see denji splashed across the table along with power talking to Meowy. What a duo. He went to change his clothes, his elegant job outfit should be fine, you told him he looks handsome in it...a lot of times.
"I'm leaving." He said shortly after putting on his shoes. Leaving the apartment he soon found himself inside the car with a wallet in his pocket and keys, of course he also has a katana in the car in case something happened including devils. Driving through the city he tapped his finger on the steering wheel in the rhytm of music coming from the radio. He hummed while waiting on the street lights then drove to the direction of a florist.
After parking the car and stepping out of it he went to the shop asking the older woman behind the counter about which flowers could express the guilt he felt. The woman gave him an advice of buying the lilies, beautiful white flowers, expressing a new chapter in life. He nodded and took the nearby lilies from a vase giving them to the lady before she wrapped them beautifully. He payed and bowed, thanking the woman for her advice. After saying goodbye he left the shop and went to his car. Another stop: gift shop. There should be plushies for sure.
After he got the plushie in a shape of a snow white dog matching the lilies, he finally drove to your apartment. He just hoped everything would go well and you won't have to fight again. So there he was, standing in front of your door with gifts in his arms. Aki breathed in and out heavily before knocking on the hard wood.
After a long silence he thought you're not home or at least still mad but then the door unlocked and swung open revealing your tired self.
"Hey." He said stiffly and scanned you from head to toe. Your hair disheveled, a shirt too big for you hanging of off your body(that shirt was actually his but he was so used to seeing you in his clothes that he didn't even realize.), you were wearing short and white socks with black stripes. Then his eyes went back to your own. Yours were tired, you looked like you just woke up from a long nap after crying for 2 hours straight. He didn't blame you though, you still looked handsome to him.
"Oh...hi." You muttered and tried to fix your hair before rubbing your eyes. You didn't expect to see him here...not after your argument.
He stood there still stiff. Aki cleared his throat and asked carefully: "Can I come in?"
You blinked but shortly after that nodded and stepped aside to let him in. When he was inside your apartment you went to lock the door. He stood there not knowing what to do then squished the puppy plushie in his hand, that was the moment that you noticed, he's holding something. It looked..oddly romantic...was this for you?
Aki sighed and looked at you blinking like a cat that doesn't even know what is it doing in here.
Come on, I'm here for a reason. The man thought and tried to become more confident in his actions right now. He held out the flowers in his right hand and the plushie. You took them with a surprise and swallowed not knowing how to react.
"Please accept these gifts as an apology. I did not mean to be so harsh with you the last time we saw each other."
He nodded with his right hand on his chest right where his heart was. He really hoped this will somehow make things better. Aki closed his eyes with furrowed eyebrows not knowing if he wants to see the look on your face in case you didn't like the gifts. "Will you take me back, please?" The dark haired man asked with a lump in his throat from the nervousness.
The silence was loud. Aki still didn't open his eyes, his head was pointing downwards. What if he was just a stupid man in your life? No that was a stupid thought, Aki was rationa, he can't think about such ridiculous stuff.
It was then that the taller man felt your warm hands touch his face as the words fell from your lips.
"Aki. I never threw you away. I'm still yours."
His eyes opened and looked at your face now up close. His throat dry and his instinct told him to wrap his arms around you so he did. "Are you sure? I was so rude, you didn't deserve it."
"It's...fine, I just needed time. That's all."
You whispered and kissed his cheek. "Thank you for the gifts." You said. His eyes wandered to the flowers and plushie now on the drawer. It was a relief that it was all about needing time. Aki sighed and nodded. "Of course my dear. I understand."
He said before letting off of you. "Still, I'm sorry."
You chuckled and shook your head.
"It's truly fine. Just don't lash out on me anymore alright? That's not okay.."
"I won't I promise."
You grinned and nodded. "Okay, well can we watch a movie, please? I've been really looking forward to watch this one with you."
- I wanted to write for my favorite character so here it is!
TW: Possible grammar mistakes, under shirt touching(waist, nothing nsfw this is a sfw blog.) Bathing, gore because it's chainsaw man. Blood. English isn't my first language!
Nights like these were horrible for you, mind pacing through every possible thought going from one thing to another like it's a race. And it's all because of that stupid dark haired girl not answering her damn phone. You kept checking your own to see if she called you back or answered any of your texts but there was nothing, just some notifications from random apps. You closed your eyes and layed on your right side placing the phone somewhere close to you. "Damn it." You whispered as you tapped the phone a lot in those 5 minutes of doing nothing but still checking.
You knew you loved this girl but waiting for her not knowing where she is or what is she doing at night while being a Soviet agent was killing you and your mind. You finally sat up and got up from the bed strolling to the kitchen so you could get some water to clear your head, also to hydrate since your throat was getting sore and dry from quiet but "ugly" sobbing, whenever Reze would see you cry she would protest that your cries are not ugly, they're beautiful to her because even with tears in your eyes you're still the most beautiful girl to her. You chuckled to yourself as one more tear fell from your cheek. It was another night that you didnt get any answer back.
Finally being by the counter you took a cup from the cabinet, grabbing a bottle of water you poured it into the cup. Living alone was a plus, you didn't have to hide from the prying eyes of your parents or argue with them about bringing your girlfriend to your house at God knows what hour. You sniffled and gulped down the water before placing it on top of the counter. You took a deep breath together with moving the cup to the sink, turning on the water and cleaning it. Putting the cup away you capped bottle of water that you poured from and placed it aside.
You were just about to walk back to your room before suddenly you heard a notification from your phone, hoping that it's Reze you ran to your room faster. Jumping on the bed you grabbed your phone and unlocked it. "Fuck." You muttered after groaning. It wasn't her, it was just your friend asking if you wanna meet up, no you don't wanna meet up. You didn't even bother to answer so you simply threw the device somewhere on bed. Sighing once again tonight you sat up with your legs crossed then just breathed in and out trying to calm your heart down from your high hopes.
It was horrible, you were so attached to her, you wished you weren't because you knew Reze isn't the same as you, she doesn't get attached, you were always scared that you're just a toy to her but honestly? Even if you were, it was worth spending all this time with her, you didn't have anybody else except your family and one friend in this cursed city. So what if you were used? You believed it was real and still do so you don't care if it really was fake. You were just about to close your eyes and try to fall asleep but then a loud thud was heard from the other side of your door. You jumped, scared and terrified. Getting out bed for who knows which time you were carefully listening for any other suspicious sounds...but there was nothing, except for a soft knock on your door.
You recognized it. It was her. Yet something seemed different. The knocking was weak, almost as if she was injured. You hesitated to walk up to the door and open it for the first time in your life ever since you and Reze started dating. Why did you hesitate? Were you scared she was hurt? Most likely yes. Then you heard it.
"Oi! Y/N please open the doooor!" A playful voice echoed in the corridors of your apartment. Still it had a this ring to it that sounded like a painful aching in her voice.
You grimaced but walked fastly to the door. What if she's hurt? You thought, what if you just sat there for good 2 minutes pondering if you should open the door instead of rushing to help her. You unlocked it and opened it to see her...standing there, blood covering her white shirt and neck. Your breath hitched, couldn't even choke out any words. The girl just stumbled inside the house and held your arm to steady herself. You closed the door, locked it and swallowed before touching her waist carefully. "R-Reze?" You stuttered as your jaw trembled a little. She just smiled exhausted and breathed out a quiet: "Hi baby." She grinned through pain and wrapped her hand around your arm. "I'm gonna heal remember? Its just a few scratches and..a missing hand. But I'm gonna heal!" She chuckled characteristicly.
Missing..hand? "...What?" You whispered and your eyes wandered to her left hand. "Oh my god!" You yelped as your body trembled.
"Easy, easy baby. I'm gonna heal okay? I'm a hybrid after all." She touched your face with her right hand.
You nodded as your mouth went try once again. You shook your head as you blurted out rushed: "Let's get you cleaned up." You were curious and afraid of what did she go through but right now you only cared for taking care of her. Grabbing Reze's right hand you guided her to your bathroom, when she sat on a stool next to the bath you went to your bedroom to get her some clean clothes. Reze was often at your place, so she left a lot of her clothes in your room, she basically lived with you. Soon you came back and gave her the clothes before helping her get out of her dirty ones, it took a while to wash herself since she only had one hand but you helped her clean up and dress up. She truly appreciated your help and that would soon be known by how she planned to thank you.
You two went out of the bathroom after you threw the dirty clothes into a washing machine although you doubted it would get fully clean. Prowling into your room she layed on your bed and laughed. "You should've seen the look on your face." Reze grinned.
"Come here." She patted her stomach. You obediently crawled onto the bed as you rested your head on her stomach.
"You're probably curious what happened?"
"Yeah..."
"And you remember that if I tell you and you hide the fact that I have done a crime you would be sentenced for helping me?"
You stayed silent and nodded slowly. Usually you never ask what happened but tonight was the worst night you ever had. You needed to know.
As she explained her...interesting mission you would say. Your face was turning more and more into horror, she...kissed someone else...? You should've been worried about the fact that the boy lost his tongue but you truly didn't care, your fear of being a toy to her was rising to the surface. You sighed and just buried your face in her shirt.
"You know it was just for a mission, right?"
She exclaimed and dragged her fingers in your hair. "I would never kiss somebody else for nothing except mission when I have you."
That calmed you down a bit. Although you still voiced your worries. "I...are you sure?"
"Are you doubting me? You know that I'm a professional." Reze stated.
"I know...I know but you're aware of how doubtful I am of myself, you're my first girlfriend in a long time and I really don't want to find out that you've been using me."
Silence.
You didn't even want to look up to see the look on her face. Was she about toy ell you that it was all fake? No, you firmly believed that it was all real. You gulped therefore clenched your eyes as you felt her moving away and sitting up. You got up as well. Opening your eyes and looking everywhere but at Reze.
"Hey. Look at me." She demanded before cupping your face with her right palm whem you didnt want to look. She forced you to glance at her. You examined her face. A serious but relaxed face, that's how she seemed.
"No matter what, you'll always be the one to me. The one I come back to at night. The one I kiss, the one I hug, the one I spent my best days with. The one-"
You didn't even noticed when her hand started regrowing but you felt a touch under your shirt and soft fingers brushing your waist.
"The one I love." She whispered and smiled while blushing, this time genuienly unlike with everyone she fooled.
"I..."
You sniffled and brushed the tears away that formed in your eyes. "I love you too Reze."
"Good. Because no matter where I am, I always think of you." She brought you closer and kissed your lips, you kissed her back as you slowly moved your head snd tilted it to your right. Quiet sounds of lips smacking sounded in your house.
It was worth the wait, the unread messages, missed calls and your cries. Because in the end, she'll always come back to you.
- I'm sorry that it took so long!! I was burnt out with pjsk and still kinda am so yeah. I hope it came out fine!! I'm not that much into akitoya so there might be some mistakes or holes in the "lore".
TW?: Possibly bad grammar. English isn't my first language
Ft. Mizuena
- Akito often gets Toya his favorite coffee from weekend garage whenever they visit there. He memorized his order.
- Toya wishes he could invite Akito to his house but due to his strict father he's not really able to. Plus he also doesn't want to invite him there that much not because he doesn't love him but because he's scared his parents will say something he will later regret that he invited his boyfriend.
- As much as composed Toya is, he thinks that if he would tell his father that he has a boyfriend his dreams for anything would be ruined, predicting that his father will forbid him from seeing Akito.
- Akito didn't tell Ena that he's dating his singing partner although she just figured it out all by herself. "Subtle" touches of hands under the table while Toya was visiting weren't so subtle.
- Ena supports them but often teases Akito. "Are you texting your boyfriend again?" "Hey! give me my phone back!" "Ohhh wow you're so damn dry to him." "Shut up! Give it back." Akito doesn't know how to be nice through text.
- Sometimes Akito and Toya sleep on calls but Toya is mostly muted most of the time before sleep because he doesn't want to disturb his family's sleep and also doesn't want to be complained at. Happened too many times before.
- Double dates!! With Ena and Mizuki. The double dates idea of course came from Mizuki, Akito didn't really have a say in this because when Toya nodded and agreed he just scratched his neck and went along. Ena acted like she didn't like the idea(mostly because she prefers one on one dates with her girlfriend.) But at the same time found the opportunity to tease Akito even more interesting.
- They can't have sleepover because of Toya's strict parents as mentioned before. So sleep calls it is. Yet when they do spend time during the day at Shinonome's household and Akito falls asleep from the exhaustion of studying and exams they cuddle. Akito's head on Toya's stomach, arms wrapped around his waist meanwhile Toya's left right hand plays with his ginger hair and the left draws small circles on his back.
-Since Akito is very much tired from studying that means study dates! Akito protests but in the end he nods and sighs before sitting down and instead of studying he stares at Toya.
- I swear I'll get to work with the request once I'm not burnt out with pjsk...
Warnings: Mentions of being naked, bathing? overall SFW. Not beta read. English is not my first language! Maybe few grammar mistakes.
"Beni?" The phone line was quiet, You didn't know if it was really Kobeni or somebody else since the first thing you heard wasn't either screaming or crying it was just silence. You sighed and sat on your couch in the Hayakawa apartment, Aki, Power and Denji were out on probably a mission or a training so you had the house all to yourself. "Kobeni is everything okay?"
"..." The silence was still welcoming you. You frowned and placed your phone om the table and on loudspeaker before standing up then walked over to the kitchen counter to open your instant noodles. "I'm not able to guess what you need baby, m'kay? So please quit the silence and tell me what's up." You said after digging in into the food. Not long after you heard quiet sobbing on the other side of the phone line. "B-Baby? You called me baby?" Sobbing continued and you chuckled to yourself before placing aside the cup and picking up your phone turning off the loudspeaker. "Beni we've been over this, of coruse I did, you're my girlfriend remember? Now what's wrong? you usually don't call out of nowhere." You smiled to yourself before digging back into the noodles.
Kobeni on the other hand was sitting on the floor with her knees pressed to her chest and phone laying on the bed next to her. Today was one of those days where she just needed to see you but she absolutely was too scared to say it straightforwardly, so she just cried and didn't say anything. You were confused but not mad, you were starting to get the point of her sudden call, it wasn't the first time she called out of nowhere, it was happening every month or so and every time you were guessing what she wants or needs. "Kobeni I don't know what's wrong but you can come to my apartment and I can take care of you, that will be easier than through the phone, is that okay with you?"
Silence...well except the sobs. You've been sitting like this quietly for about 5 minutes eating your food before sighing and throwing the now empty cup away. "I need to hang up then okay? I should clean up the house-"
"No-ahhah-no please no! Don't hang up! I wanna come over!!" Kobeni yelled through her cries finally. "Please don't hang up stay with me." She sobbed and rubbed her eyes then sniffled and got up from the floor. "I'll be there soon!"
You got caught of the guard but didn't flinch or anything at the yell, you just laughed and nodded to yourself. "Okay, I'll see you soon, I won't hang up."
"Promise?"
"Promise." You promised.
Kobeni soon found herself knocking on your door, you turned off the vacuum and placed it away before walking to the entry and opening it for your girlfriend. You finally hung up on your phone now that you both saw each other eye to eye and hid the phone in your pocket. Kobeni's eyes were puffy red and hair tied as almost always, you welcomed her with a soft look on your face. "C'mon get inside." You smiled encouragingly and stepped aside. She nervously smiled before rubbing her eye with her right hand. You looked at her after locking the door, she was wearing a baggy shirt and shorts, you guessed that she wasn't exactly in a great mood to dress up as she often does and that was okay, once you finished admiring her looks you walked over to her and hugged Kobeni from behind. "I'm glad you're safe."
You whispered as you kissed her neck. "Wanna take a shower? I can help you, I'm sure you'll feel better once you're cleaned up." You interwinder your fingers with hers.
"Y-yeah." She sniffled. "That would be lovely...but won't that be too much trouble for you?" She whispered back and blushed at the thought of you helping her shower, it wasn't the first time and it was pure care coming from you but still. "You know it won't be." You nodded and went to your room grabbing a towel for Kobeni so that she could dry herself after bathing. You also took some of your clothes that would fit your girlfriend and walked back to the living-room-kitchen. You led Kobeni to the bathroom and kissed her temple before locking the door in case anybody came back home. You helped her take off her clothes before she enetered the bathtub and took off the hair tie. Soon the warm water was flooding the tub and kobeni was relaxing in it. She wasn't that much embarassed about you seeing her naked, how mentioned before it wasn't the first time and she got used to it a little bit more every time. Of course Kobeni was Kobeni so she was insecure about her body but gentle kissed on her shoulders, neck and face from you gave her the reassurance she needed.
You helped her wash herself and kissed her cheek before helping her out of the tub, she sat on the edge of it as you dried her hair with a towel, you whispered sweet nothings to her ear before ruffling her hair and sliding it from her forehead. Kobeni closed her eyes and smiled softly half lidded before shyly placing her hands on your waist under your shirt. You chuckled and gave her another kiss this time soft on her lips. "I love you."
Kobeni whispered star struck looking at you from under you.
"I love you too my love." You said and caressed her face with the back of your hand. You gave her clean clothes and as she put them on you started drying her hair with the hair dryer. As she stood before the mirror she watched you carefully use the hair dryer and adjust her hair. "I-I'm sorry." She said as tears prickled her eyes. "You're doing so much for me and I have nothing to give." She continued after you finished drying.
"Oh Beni...you don't have to give me anything in return, your love is enough." You grinned and looked at her through the mirror.
You were her girlfriend. She liked the sound of that, you were hers. And she never wants to let you go, for once in her life something good happened to her.
