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@fzrlli
# 𝐅𝐙𝐑𝐋𝐋𝐈 ! indie , private & very selective portrayal of fizzarolli from helluva boss . 18+ only . mature & triggering themes will be present , all will be tagged appropriately . canon divergent & completely based off of my own headcanons . established oct 2022 , moved 2023 & 𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙙 .
BLOGROLL:
@lucfers , lucifer morningstar ( main ) . @angldsts , angel dust ( main ) . @alstrs , alastor ( main ) .
CARRD | PROMO
↪ 𝑫𝑰𝑹𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑻𝑼𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 . ( a collection of dire / urgent situation sentence & action starters . adjust phrasing + ʳᵉᵛᵉʳˢᵉ as necessary . )
𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :
hide . hide now .
shh !! there’s somebody in the house .
i’m not gonna hurt you ! see ? look , i’m putting down the [ weapon ] .
[ name ] , what were you thinking ?!
you’re being followed , pretend you know me .
stop , stop ! just put the [ weapon ] down !
drive , just drive fast !
you seriously think i could’ve done this ?
can you walk ? i need you to walk for me , okay ?
let me handle it , just go !
what was your plan ?? you could’ve gotten yourself killed !
you’re just going to leave me here ?!
[ name ] , can you hear me ? get out of there !
you knew and you didn’t tell me ?!
don’t you know how dangerous this is ?
you’re not going to shoot me .
move and you die .
i’m gonna come back for you , do you hear me ?
we have to stop the bleeding .
can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?
i just want to go home !
don’t move a fucking muscle .
if it weren’t for you , we wouldn’t be in this mess .
i almost DIED back there , and you’re laughing ?
you’re only making this worse for yourself .
you think this is a joke ?
if i go down , i want you to run .
we’re gonna die , so what’s the point ?
this was the ONE thing i told you not to do .
i can’t promise we’re going to make it out of here .
where’s your first - aid kit ?!
just calm down and find your phone , we need to call the police .
someone’s been stalking me .
just listen to me for once !
i didn’t think you had it in you .
put the gun down , and kick it over here .
we can’t stick around here , let’s go .
kiss me before we die .
do whatever you need to do , hurry .
i can’t breathe , i can’t -
please , please - let me in , there’s someone -
i’m gonna give you one last chance .
you have to believe me , i didn’t do this !
run , and don’t look back .
this is real , i’m real . look at me .
take this . it’ll keep you safe .
follow my instructions very closely .
put your hands where i can see them .
you can’t just let me die !
i think … i think i need a doctor .
we need to get out of here , come on .
no , this isn’t it . we’re getting you out of this .
you panicking is not going to help us right now .
𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :
[ GETAWAY ] sender acts as a getaway driver for receiver .
[ MEDIC ] sender arrives on receiver’s doorstep , badly bleeding .
[ HIDE ] sender and receiver hide from a threat together .
[ HUSH ] sender clasps a hand over receiver’s mouth to silence them .
[ DRAG ] sender physically hauls receiver to safety .
[ RIGHTS ] sender calls receiver from a police precinct .
[ REALITY ] sender helps receiver through an episode of derealization .
[ SHELTER ] sender and receiver must find shelter from a storm .
[ ARMED ] sender brandishes a [ gun / knife ] at receiver .
[ CRASH ] sender and receiver survive a [ car / bike ] crash together .
[ SEARCH ] sender barges into the hospital demanding to see receiver .
[ BACKUP ] sender calls receiver panicking after committing a crime .
[ CORNERED ] sender menacingly backs receiver into a corner .
[ UNEXPECTED ] receiver comes home to find sender already inside .
[ BREATHE ] sender helps receiver get through a panic attack .
[ BADGE ] sender and receiver flee from the cops together .
[ STRANDED ] sender and receiver become stranded in the woods .
[ EMBRACE ] sender kisses receiver thinking it’ll be the last time .
[ STRANGER ] sender can’t remember who receiver is after an injury .
[ TOKEN ] sender gives receiver a lucky charm before they go into battle .
[ CHOICE ] receiver has to choose between sparing their own life or the sender’s .
&. 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( various fluffy dialogue prompts so soft, so sweet, just for you! )
❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay. ❜
❛ there it is, there’s that smile! ❜
❛ you got me flowers? ❜
❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜
❛ aw, did you miss me? ❜
❛ you’re lucky that you’re cute. ❜
❛ wait, you think i’m cute? ❜
❛ you’re not alone. you never were. ❜
❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜
❛ good morning, sleeping beauty. ❜
❛ it’s better with you here. ❜
❛ don’t worry, i’m staying right here. ❜
❛ you’re welcome to stay, if you want. ❜
❛ don’t be a stranger, okay? ❜
❛ i haven’t laughed like this in a long time. ❜
❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜
❛ you can hold my hand, if you want. ❜
❛ i knew you would be here. ❜
❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜
❛ before you do anything, try this and tell me what you think. ❜
❛ wow i really can’t speak, huh? must be because of how pretty you look. ❜
❛ we can order pizza, watch a movie, whatever you want. ❜
❛ what, am i not allowed to look at you? ❜
❛ i’m not giving up on you. ❜
❛ is that my shirt? ❜
❛ this is a good look for you. ❜
❛ pinky promise? ❜
❛ c’mere, you. ❜
❛ honey, i’m home! ❜
❛ you remembered? ❜
❛ you’re my family too. ❜
❛ let’s go somewhere, just you and me. ❜
❛ i’m here for you. don’t forget that. ❜
❛ you’re the only thing that matters. ❜
❛ was that your first kiss? ❜
❛ i was worried something happened to you. ❜
❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜
❛ relationships are built on trust, and i trust you. ❜
❛ you always see the good in people. even me. ❜
❛ do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are? ❜
❛ nope, puppy dog eyes aren’t going to work this time! ❜
❛ thanks to you, i know what it means to love again. ❜
❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜
❛ i’m just glad you’re okay. ❜
❛ here we are, home sweet home. ❜
❛ thanks for being here with me. ❜
❛ seeing you happy is all that matters. ❜
❛ keep it. it looks better on you. ❜
❛ i couldn’t stop missing you if i tried. ❜
❛ you feel like home to me. ❜
“DON’T” sentence starters
32 starters || TW: violence, abuse
« don’t go »
« don’t get any closer »
« don’t do it »
« don’t do anything bad »
« don’t say it »
« don’t say that »
« don’t say anything »
« don’t talk to me »
« don’t talk to them »
« don’t move »
« don’t move it »
« don’t think about it »
« don’t read too much into it »
« don’t touch that »
« don’t touch me »
« don’t hit me »
« don’t hurt me »
« don’t fight it »
« don’t fight them »
« don’t cry »
« don’t stand up »
« don’t you dare »
« don’t mock me »
« don’t yell »
« don’t yell at me »
« don’t open that »
« don’t eat that »
« don’t worry »
« don’t worry about it »
« don’t worry about me »
« don’t be scared »
« don’t scare me like that »
okay yall . first of all i’m so sorry i’ve been so absent . i got kind of sick a few days back and was finally prescribed medicine for it today , but i appear to have had a bad reaction to the medicine :( i’ll be back here in at most a few days and i really cannot thank you enough for your patience !
STARTER CALL . hit the heart and i'll write us up a little starter ! multis please specify the muse(s) you want it for . starters may range from between a line or two to a paragraph .
STARTER CALL . hit the heart and i'll write us up a little starter ! multis please specify the muse(s) you want it for . starters may range from between a line or two to a paragraph .
@fzrlli
‘ ah , hello , demonio de color , i have seen you a few times on the television and on cereal boxes. are you here to see my husband? if so , he is sadly away dealing with business matters at the moment. maybe i can assist you? or perhaps you are down in greed for another reason? ‘
❝ ━━━━━ aw ! thanks for such a warm welcome ; reaaaaal appreciated ! not here to visit your husband though , thankfully . see i'm performin' in a few places down in greed in the next few days , and mammon has made arrangements for me to stay here with you . for protection's sake , or somethin' . think he assumes i'll be safer here than just out an' about in greed , y'know ? ❞
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐗 , 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏 : 𝐏𝐓. 𝟐
𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑.
i feel lonely when you disown me.
you say you used to know me.
we are not your lovers.
we are not your friends.
forget what you believe in.
i’m everything you’re not, which is what makes you want me.
take me home. please take me home.
take me somewhere i want to go.
it’s the end.
𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚑.
wait, where you been?
who have you been with?
where you say you’re going?
keep me on my toes.
when i looked at her, i thought of only you.
if there was only proof i could use to show you it’s true.
we were young.
it wasn’t real love.
don’t let it become a meaningless routine.
it’s meaningless to me.
i’ve said this before, but opposites attract.
we try to run away but end up running back.
𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜.
i’ve been shouting under my breath.
you sold me out.
your lust is a lie.
i do my best to make amends with you.
don’t hold your breath, i’m not losing sleep over you.
i’m miss/mister reckless.
you act like the world owes you a favor.
you want it all, but you don’t like the taste.
you’ve been throwing bricks at my window.
i’m the devil on your shoulder.
the stories you’ll spin just for a power trip.
it’s safe to say i’m not into it.
i never once said i didn’t mean this.
i can’t wait to see how this one gets out.
you were the first to question my achievements.
𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚢.
i gotta get this off my chest.
i’m starting to feel a little unrest.
i see you there with a clueless look on your face.
i gotta question your intentions.
you’re playing this one by the book.
i know you well enough.
why do you break every promise?
you’ll be the only thing in front of me.
you put a price on everything. you even tried to put one on me.
𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑.
everything i say comes out wrong.
i guess i’ll just put my thoughts away.
i just lost control.
when i’m on my own, i feel invisible.
when in front of you, i feel invincible.
every bridge i see, i seem to burn.
i’m sick of saying sorry when i’m not.
𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚖𝚖𝚊.
okay, so i’m lying but all i’m trying say…
how long’ve you got?
my words will ring in your ears.
take my advice & leave right now.
you’re gonna find a way to sell yourself to someone who cares.
i brushed off & hit the road.
when i was with her/him, everybody stared.
if i was to choose, i wouldn’t choose you.
i’ve got better things to do with my time.
𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛.
i could be someone if i tried hard enough.
wear a smile, show respect.
you never said when i was older, i’d feel helpless.
when i was younger, i used to care.
you even told me to show evil the upmost respect.
i’ll do it for you.
"IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IT, WE CAN MAKE IT WORK." How? Asmodeus had absolutely no idea but he would find a way. As crazy at the revelation was, there was a strange feeling in his chest that felt almost HOPEFUL. Still, he wanted Fizz to be the one to make the final decision.
He grimaced slightly at the mention of Stolas and Blitzo, the whole drama between their relationship, and then Paimon planning on marrying Stella? That was a whole mess. Distracted in thought, Ozzie almost doesn't notice when Fizz began to climb, but once he did he gently moved to help him get to somewhere more comfortable.
"You ain't letting anyone down, baby." The assurance comes fast, and he turns his head so he can nuzzle up against Fizz's cheek. Hand still curled against his back to keep him close. "I want YOU happy and healthy. A family... Was not in my plans but if I were to have one, I'd want it to be with you."
His smaller heads worry around Fizz, nuzzling and chittering quietly in an attempt at comfort. "I've been worried about you lately, darling. I assume this has... Been the cause. You don't have to choose what we do right now, but I implore you, please REST. You've been working so hard lately, just for tonight. We'll take it from there..."
if you'd asked fizzarolli how he'd react to the idea of being a parent mere days ago , he would have balked - laughed the idea off as though it were the hot new topic at one of his stand - up shows . he would never have imagined that he would be faced with the prospect as his reality and wouldn't have expected to want to think about keeping it , either .
and yet ... the idea settles in the back of his mind , like a tiny seed that threatens to bloom with the slightest bit of nurturing . ozzie had never failed to be kind to him : understanding of his limits , patient with him whenever fizz lashed out from fear or stress or something entirely new . there had never been a single moment where the imp had felt truly unsafe , or as though he wasn't valued .
if he's honest with himself , there is nobody he would rather raise a child with . ❝ ━━━━━ with me ? ha ! you must be jokin' ... y'know i'd be a terrible parent , right ? ain't like i got anythin' to base parentin' off of . ❞ his own , after all , had died before fizz had turned two , and cash and tilla had been blitzo's parents , never his . ❝ i'll think about it . but i'm only keepin' it - considerin' keepin' it , i mean - if you'll raise them with me . i don't fancy bein' a single parent . ❞
he makes a gentle chittering sound back at the two heads before shifting around to scamper across ozzie's shoulders , settling down in the feathers around his neck , tail wrapping around the sin's shoulders to ensure he wouldn't fall off as he lay there . as hard as he tries to resist it , he yawns , burrows down into the soft feathers , content .
❝ mm ... do i really have to rest ? just 'cause i'm ━ y'know ━ doesn't mean you gotta baby me . ❞
Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character
They’ll have to:
Rate on a scale of 1-10 how much they don’t want to answer that question.
Answer that question.
THE TEST FISHED OUT OF HIS POCKET doesn't go unnoticed, and one clearer look at what it was gave Ozzie all the information he needed. He could just about hear Fizz's words, muffled by feathers and tears but he heard it. POSITIVE. There's an array of emotions he feels all at once, and there are questions too. Most of them probably not worth asking at this very moment. His current priority was making sure Fizz was alright.
He carefully takes the test, giving it a once over before placing it down on the side. Then he moves to hug the imp close to him once more, pressing a kiss to his head. "Talk to me, love. What's your thoughts on this? Are you... Happy? Do you... Want to keep it?" Maybe still a little too much to throw at him, but the Sin hadn't exactly been in this situation before.
❝ ━━━━━ i don't know . is keeping it even an option for us ? ❞ it's been weighing on his mind the last few hours as reality had truly begun to sink in . if circumstances had been different , would he have felt so conflicted ? fizzarolli isn't quite sure . having children of his own had never really been a priority for him , or something he had dreamed about from a young age like some other imps he had known . ❝ i mean ... you saw what happened to stolas and blitzo , didn't you ? ❞
it hadn't been pretty to watch , that was for certain . this time fizz hesitates for only a moment before gently hooking his tail around ozzie's wrist and trying to clamber further up into the sin's arms . ❝ i'm ... scared , i think . and nauseous , but the idea of lettin' people down is incomprehensible . ❞ a moment and fizz sighs , shoves his face back into ozzie's feathers . ❝ what do you want from this ? ❞
🐝 * ― 𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ all of this is my fault. ❜ ❛ are you even listening to me? ❜ ❛ are you scared? 'cause i'm scared. ❜ ❛ are you sure you'll be okay? ❜ ❛ can you say that again, please? ❜ ❛ do you have anything to say? ❜ ❛ do you wanna go out sometime? ❜ ❛ did you ever really love me? ❜ ❛ have you considered trying something else? ❜ ❛ how long do we still have? ❜ ❛ i can't do this any longer. ❜ ❛ i can't wait to go home. ❜ ❛ i didn't want to do that. ❜ ❛ i don't follow, i always lead. ❜ ❛ i don't know what you mean. ❜ ❛ i hate him but i love him. ❜ ❛ i like i here, it's nice. ❜ ❛ i'll only go if you go. ❜ ❛ i'm here if you need me. ❜ ❛ i'm sorry, i had no idea. ❜ ❛ i'm weird, just deal with it. ❜ ❛ is this your first time here? ❜ ❛ just tell me what to do. ❜ ❛ just tell me why we're here. ❜ ❛ no one will believe you anyway. ❜ ❛ nothing else matters except for you. ❜ ❛ please just let me help you. ❜ ❛ there is time to fix this. ❜ ❛ what do you want from me? ❜ ❛ where do you think you're going? ❜ ❛ when will you come back here? ❜ ❛ why are you acting so stupid? ❜ ❛ why do you ask these questions? ❜ ❛ why would i lie to you? ❜ ❛ will you go out with me? ❜ ❛ you are more important than me. ❜ ❛ you don't mean that, do you? ❜ ❛ you have nothing to worry about. ❜ ❛ you'll always be my best friend. ❜ ❛ your hair looks really nice today. ❜
"I DIDN'T WANT TO INTRUDE ON YOU, but I was getting WORRIED." He explains, watching as he struggled beforee him. It was hurting Asmodeus, not knowing exactly what was wrong and therefore unable to help. "Darling, you know I'm here no matter what, yes? What's wrong?"
A hand instinctively comes to curl around Fizz's body when he presses against him, quietly willing the imp to simply come clean and admit to whatever had been bothering him. "Fizzypop-" It's then that he can feel the dampness against his feathers, and he crouches down so he could pull the jester into a proper hug. Cradling him close and gently shushing him. "You're alright, love. Please just... Tell me what's bothering you."
he should tell ozzie - he knows he should . but this is something he's sure that neither of them had ever truly expected to happen ( despite it all , fizzarolli is still an imp ... and his body is in less than perfect condition ) , and a part of him was undeniably terrified . scared of his own reaction , scared of ozzie's , scared of the public - heaven forbid they ever find out about this .
and yet it feels good , to be held again . he sniffles , tries to force the words into his own mouth even as they catch in his throat and fingers tighten around the small test in his pocket . a moment passes . then another , and fizzarolli wordlessly pulls the item out , shoves it into ozzie's feathers as though waiting for him to take it .
❝ ━━━━━ positive , ❞ he whispers , voice shaky , almost as if he hopes asmodeus won't hear it at all . ❝ it's positive . ❞
THE SIN WATCHED FIZZ WITH CONCERN, a nagging feeling in his head telling him that this was NOT something he could let go without finding out more. The show be damned, one night of upset customers or refunds were better than Fizzarolli being hospitalised or worse.
He knew how important this job was for him, but it worried him just how much he had been putting in lately. Especially when there was a sickness involved. Though Asmodeus was starting to get a little suspicious as to WHAT was plaguing the imp. Still, if anything it just made him MORE worried.
"I don't want you worrying about the show tonight, baby. You must've been having some rough thoughts if that's what's been bothering you for the last three hours."
❝ ━━━━━ three hours ?! ❞ had it truly been that long ? he'd known that it was around the time for their usual late night show at the club to start , but ... he hadn't exactly been keeping track of just how long he'd spent cooped up on his own . he hesitates , finally uncurls his tail and takes a shaky step forwards . ❝ i thought ... nevermind . i'm sorry ; i meant to come and let you know where i was . guess time just slipped away from me , y'know ? ❞
another step forwards , and fizz presses his face into the side of asmodeus' leg , obscuring his own expression as though he's worried that having the sin truly look at him would be enough to make all of it unravel . he trembles , fights back tears that threaten to spill .
❝ i'm fine , i promise . just needed a little time . i - ❞ and oh , he can't hold in the tears anymore , stress finally bubbling over . ❝ sorry ! sorry . i'm being really stupid for no reason . ❞
Break my muse in 15 words or less.
ASMODEUS HAD NOTICED FIZZ HADN'T SHOWED HIMSELF for the last few hours, and the sin was starting to get CONCERNED. Between the sickness that Fizz had been dealing with and the lack of sleep- he couldn't help but be more worried for his health.
He knocked on the dressing room door, but after not getting any response he eventually decided he should go inside anyway, worried that perhaps the imp had collapsed or worse. Seeing no sign of him in the main area, he walked through the room until he reached the bathroom.
Lips parted and Ozzie was about to speak, before his eyes caught what Fizz was holding in the reflection of the mirror. He certainly couldn't be ENTIRELY sure what it was- but it looked suspiciously like... "Fizzy?"
He hadn't meant to scare him, and his hands came up almost instinctively to show he was there peacefully. Though it wasn't as if he ever intended to cause his jester any harm. "I DID knock." He replies gently, and takes a step towards him. "I postponed it for the forseeable future, wanted to make sure you were okay before sending you out there, dear. What have you been up to in here?"
fizz hadn't meant to worry him - hadn't even meant for time to run on the way that it had . generally speaking , the imp took his job extremely seriously ( perhaps a little too seriously , given his recent obsession with pushing himself despite feeling severely under the weather ) and was far from the type to avoid responsibilities or show up late if he could help it .
perhaps he shouldn't have been surprised that ozzie had come to check up on him ; he had been acting rather oddly lately , he'll admit . erratic and out - of - character and , though fizz had refused time and time again to just take a breather ... everyone had suspected it would draw to a head sooner rather than later .
the jester forces himself up onto shaky legs , sneakily wraps his tail around one of the nearby cabinet handles to steady himself from the sudden wave of nausea .
❝ ━━━━━ nothin' , really . just got lost in my own thoughts , y'know ? real sorry for missin' out on the pre - show shit ... ❞ and he's being honest ; he does feel awful for it , especially given he knows he's one of the primary attractions for guests to come and see . ❝ i can go an' make up for it now if you want - since you postponed the show an' all that . ❞
