May 14, 2022
I sit back and look at my life all these years later and wonder if I was the problem. Wonder if I caused all my own pain with my careless actions and my unknowing ways. Was I actually so irrational and senseless that you put up with me for as long as you could before you turned to her? But I was too sick to see it? Was I ignorant to your needs, wants, dreams? So much so, I only thought you didn’t want to hear about mine? Was it my fault your love faded without me realising? So what happened in a blink of an eye for me was years in the making for you?
