phated·:
  he expects to have to explain himself, to at least exchange pleasantries. for them, itâs hardly necessary. sheâs wordless, distinctly soft against his side. the light which soaks up the shadows of her bedroom burn at angelâs eyes, he casts them downward with a barely audible chuckle. âyeahâ sorry about that.â something in his tone says thatâs a lie. âtheyâre safe tonight.â
gabriella implores his gaze and he obliges. how couldnât he? the smile he shows her is minute, as placid as ever. âyou know why.â because heâs tired. because life is getting harder, his relationship with the mancinis - and his newfound one with the sullivans - growing more and more tumultuous. because he has to be drunk to find the confidence to come knocking on her door.
âiâm all right,â he assures her, pulling at her wrist. encapsulates her hand in both of his. âjust want to make sure you are, too.â thereâs a pause, heâs thoughtful. eyes train to her fingers, he tries to find the words. âfeel like maybe itâs time i get out of here, you know?â
âI know youâre a stubborn man, who doesn't know when to quit.â
With the touch of calloused hand wrapped around hers, she couldnât help the tug that wrapped around her heart. She knew why he had to do this but couldnât be okay with it. Knees touch carpeted floors as she falls to reach just below eye level.
 He was tired. It wasnât just sleep that could remedy her desperadoâs heart.Â
But the suggestion of leaving this place, without her, was unfathomable.Â
âJust say the word and I can pack a bag within the hour. We can go east like Iâve always wanted.â Heart pounding and unknowing why this was happening, Gabriella looked up at Angel with promise. âYou know I love you. Despite everything. All odds. This life. Iâd do anything for you.â










