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brokenbcys‌:

The red haired female couldn’t understand how she could make it up to Pearl. Paisley understood why Pearl was upset with her but she didn’t know how to make things back right with her again. Paisley hadn’t said all the mean comments to her girlfriend. She simply hadn’t stuck up for her in the mist of all the chaos that went on over dinner time. Paisley sighed as she watched Pearl head upstairs towards the bathroom.She followed her shortly afterwards, knowing she had to be quiet as Pearl’s son was asleep. “I’m not having you be mad at me all night Pearl..I’m not going to sleep on us arguing with each other..”

“well, then you won’t be sleeping.” pearl simply stated as she started to take off her make up. she really didn’t give a crap right now. if paisley hadn’t cared about her feelings over dinner then why the hell should she suddenly care about hers right now. “i’m not arguing. i’m simply... not engaging right now.” she added as she removed her false eyelashes and then finished taking her make up off by washing her face with some soap and water. she was going to forgo moisturizer tonight. she didn’t even have the energy for that. she took off her dress and let it fall where it may before she took off her bra and finally her compressing underwear. she hated the sight of her anatomy even more now and was glad to slip on her nightgown, though she hated that she had a bulge, even in this extra-large gown. she hated everything. “i’m going to bed.” she mumbled.

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introducing desta furaha

* DESTA FURAHA // CRESS WILLIAMS — forty-five. pansexual. panromantic. dominant. top. gym owner/alpha wolf in supernatural verses. a cis verse and a trans verse.

more will be added later but if you’re interested in plotting with him.

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who will let me play anne lister or ann walker in an ann(e)s pairing? i need some gentleman jack in my life!

[gentlejack]

— my manners are certainly PECULIAR, not all masculine but rather softly gentlemanlike. I know how to please girls. 

GENTLEANNE   independent, highly selective anne lister from gentleman jack. est. 23 march 2020 — encrypted by owl

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take a peek at my canon muses and like/message if you are interested in plotting with any of them!

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💭 please reblog if you’re okay with turning meme answers into threads !

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continued from here // @hopelesswxnderers​

Every time Amelia saw Bridget, her eyes would light up as though she’d just seen the most beautiful person in the whole wide world. She fell to mush whenever she saw the other woman; her knees weak and her gaze unable to move off of her. Amelia admired how fearless Bridget was, though that was perhaps one of the few traits the two had in common. “An escort?!” Amelia breathed out all of a sudden. She hadn’t expected that, not even for a second. “Wow so you… with other people.” She couldn’t properly complete her sentence and the shock in her eyes was only inflating them further. “Sorry,” she suddenly gasped. “I’m not judging you. I’m just…Well, it’s hard to imagine you being with anybody but me.” Amelia had never met an escort before and her mind was fairly pure, so she wasn’t certain how much they did. But she didn’t feel it was the right time to ask for details. “Sorry…I know it’s early days with you and I but I…well, I really like you, Bridget.”

bridget just let her have her reaction. she knew it was a shock and while she was a little hurt by how she said ‘escort’, she tried not to let it get to her. “i... i realize that it’s not very... conventional and that you may find this a reason to decide not to pursue this but... this is what i am good at and what i enjoy doing. i don’t intend to stop.” she clarified. she liked to be clear and upfront about her career and her goals. she didn’t want to do any other job, she enjoyed what she did with the clients she had. “and i like you too... i really do.” she told her. “but i like my job as well.” she added.

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like this for a starter from mildred (pansexual)

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hopelesswxnderers‌:

@palmtreeindie​ liked for a starter from Amelia

It had been years since Amelia had been on a date. Her siblings had noticed and had decided to organise a blind date for her to get her back in the game, though she was unsure on it. She figured getting herself out there again was a good idea, but she was scared, though she wasn’t certain what of. Amelia was the kind of person who was strong and great at being in charge when she was at work, but when it came to her own personal life, she was next-to useless.

She rocked up at the restaurant, nonetheless and sat down at the table she’d agreed to meet the blind date at. Her fingers tapped nervously on the table until a figure walked up to her. “Hey. I’m Amelia,” she spoke, quietly.

ethel wasn’t very excited about today. she wasn’t sure she was ready for any of this, but her best friend had told her that she knew the perfect woman for her. she didn’t quite believe it, but well - here she was. after a failed marriage and a previous lover that had passed, she was scared of love but she longed for it at the same time.

as she walked in, she looked around to find someone who matched the description she’d had. she walked up to whom she assumed was her date with a tiny smile. “hello, i am ethel.” she told her and was glad to hear the right name. amelia. she sat down and sat up very, very straight. this was uncomfortable and all she wanted to do was flee. love was there to be lost - that is what life had thought her.

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eternalxdays‌:

“You know I can share mine till the sun comes up again, so you better be prepared.” They were always quick with returns when it came to being playful, the way they had always back and forthed had been so natural, and to fall back into the rhythm of things was taking the weight from her shoulders. They still had ways to go yet, but things were looking positive, and they were heading in the right direction.

Miriam nodded. Step by step. Rising from her seat, she watched Pearl walk away, admiring her for a moment before realising the sway of her hips were a little more purposely done. She’d been staring that she’d not even noticed Pearl had stopped walking, and was quick to head over to the counter where the potatoes had been put for her. “The only reasons you’re so good at seasoning the meat is because I mixed up a few things once. Once!” She gave the other woman a gentle nudge with her hip before she was washing her hands and making a start at peeling potatoes. “Thank you, it’ll be nice to be in this kind of… environment again, and some time together too. I wonder how Stephen will react to me staying for dinner.”

“promises, promises...” she teased and felt her body react just a tiny bit to the 

“you put sugar on our steak. that isn’t a little mixup, mir, that’s sin.” she joked and she too bumped her hip against her ex-wife’s with a grin. she started to work on the vegetables and hummed. “hmm, i think he’ll just be happy and excited that we’re friends again. he talks about his wish for us to be friendly again quite often when he’s over here. i think we’ll make him happy, but all he needs to know is that we’re friends - nothing more. we don’t want to let him down.” she told her gently. “and i do want to keep it between us, for quite a while. that we’re trying again. i’m not interested in everyone’s opinions and warnings and projections.” she added.

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eternalxdays‌:

“Now, I think that’s a discussion for after hours, don’t you?” Miriam returned a wink of her own, her stomach flipping slightly, maybe it was silly to be excited about some play flirting, but it was nice to at least be at ease with Pearl, to slowly start down a path that could be so wonderful.

Miriam nodded in understanding at Pearls words, she knew they couldn’t just jump into things, they were different people after their time apart, things had gone on and there was plenty to catch up on, and taking it date by date, with little things in between, well that was definitely a perfect way to start. “I think going on dates would be wonderful, and we’ll see each other between too, with dropping Stephen off and such, it’ll be nice.” Following the other womans gaze up to the clock, Miriam raised her brow slightly, there was still some time till Stephen got back but the time they’d taken to sit and talk and been good, it had flown by really despite the pounding in her chest still going on. “Are you… sure? I don’t want to intrude on his first night back with you.” She questioned softly, she had wanted to say yes as soon as Pearl had asked, but she resisted, wanting to be sure. “That would be amazing, but only if you’re sure.”

“hmm, yes, i agree.” she told her. “if you share yours, i’ll share mine. after hours.” she teased, and it felt nice to have that flirty dynamic again. she’d missed that, and with the few dates she’d had, no one had really had chemistry with her, not like miriam.

pearl made a noise, indicating that she agreed. “step by step.” she told her and slowly, she stood up. “you’re peeling the potatoes.” she teased and then walked over to the fridge, swaying her hips a little more and quietly wondering if miriam was looking at her. did she really find her attractive now? she pulled out the potatoes, vegetables and meat. “i’m seasoning the meat because i am still the best at that.” she joked and looked over her shoulder. “and yes, of course, i want you to be here this evening. to be with our son and to have time together. i want to talk to you.”

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eternalxdays‌:

“I’ve been thinking about this for a while, it’s not a spur of the moment thing that I decided today, or last week, I’ve sat and thought about a lot of things, about us, about myself, and if I’m being honest, I don’t think my feelings for you went away either, but I understand that things are different, that you’re yourself now, and there will be parts of your personality that I’ll have never seen before, but I’m ready to give my love to every bit of you.”

Miriam had been welling up slightly as she spoke, her emotions were getting to her, but the ‘little miss heterosexual’ comment caused her to laugh a little, making it easier to push away those overwhelming emotions for a bit longer. “That’s certainly a new one, but I don’t want to be that person anymore, the stick has been well and truly removed from my ass, I swear.” She added her own little playful tease, but finally with a nod, she responded. “I am, attracted to you I mean. I’ve never been with a woman, or a trans woman, and while it was something I thought about in college, I never explored it, and I just never thought about it again, till after the divorce. When I’ve complimented you though, when I’ve said you are beautiful and that you’re looking great, I’ve meant it, more than just some good friends complimenting each other.”

“well, let’s not talk about your ass just yet.” pearl told her with a cheeky smile and followed it up with a wink. “but we can talk about that lesbian fantasy you had. i am very interested.” she teased.

“but... alright.” pearl spoke. “alright...” she repeated and smiled. “let’s give this another go. slowly.” she told her and sighed. “i mean, my guard is up a little, i’ll have to admit that but i think if we give ourselves time and space to truly explore how we... are together now.” she explained. “and i assume you need time as well, to figure everything out but while we do, i think some... dates would be nice. we’ve seen each other but we haven’t really been in each other’s lives for a while. it’s time we properly catch up...” she spoke and glanced at the clock. “i should... i should start dinner, to feed stephan and put him to bed on time.” she told her and tilted her head slightly. “would you like to make dinner together, and put tuck stephan in tonight? he’d love that.” she offered.

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eternalxdays‌:

Pearl was right, she wouldn’t have those shields up that she’d had before she transitioned, she would be herself, her true self, and that could potentially create a new dynamic between the two of them. Miriam hadn’t really gotten to see Pearl yet, they’d seen each other dropping Stephen off with one another, and that had been it, she hadn’t fully seen Pearl in all her glory. “I mean, I’ll always want that friendship, no matter what happens but…” The blonde trailed off softly, she didn’t deserve to be asking this of Pearl, would Pearl even want to pursue something so involved as a relationship with her again? “I’m open to everything.”

“I’m not doing this so we can go back to how we were, and I’ve understood that, I’m saying this because I want to know you, as Pearl, as you are now. I want to see the beautiful woman you’ve become, in every light possible, but I just want you to be happy, and whether that’s with me, or… or with someone else.” That last bit kind of stuck in her throat a bit, she did want Pearl happy, but she couldn’t help the twang of jealousy that she felt. “I’ll always love you Pearl, and you don’t have to decide what you want to happen today either, I know it’s a lot and… maybe you need to think it over, and I completely understand.”

pearl felt her heart skip a beat. miriam still wanted to try having a relationship, she wasn’t opposed to giving it another go. how wonderful... “i probably should say that i need time, that i need to think it over after all that has happened but...” she gave a small smile. “i don’t need time to realize that my feelings for you never quite went away, not even after what was said and done.” she told her and bit her lip again. “but are you... ready? i mean, to date. to date me, a trans woman?” she asked. “you know, people will see us as a lesbian couple, or a queer couple. they’ll see you as such. you won’t be perfect little miss heterosexual.” she teased slightly. miriam had never said she was, it was just something pearl’s friends called her after they’d divorced because of pearl’s transition - behind miriam’s back of course.

“are you even attracted to me? because from what i understood, you could never be with a woman.” she told her. “has that... changed?”

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eternalxdays‌:

“I was an awful person to you back then, and you’re right, as a best friend, I should have been there to support you, to have been there when you needed me, but I…” Miriam slumped a little, shaking her head. She truly had been rotten, and there wasn’t enough apologies in the world that would ever make up for it. “I shouldn’t matter if you’re a man or a woman, or someone who doesn’t identify as either, I didn’t fall in love with you because of what you’ve got in your pants or who you identify as, that was never it. I fell in love with you because of how you make me feel, it was your words and your presence, the way I could lose myself in your eyes and the way your smiles makes me feel so warm inside. They’ve not changed, but I was too stupid to realise any of that, that it wasn’t about me.”

Her heartbeat was all she could hear as she let silence fall for a minute, the blonde took a moment to let herself look into Pearls eyes, hoping the other wouldn’t look away. She wanted to lose herself in them, just once more. It always eased her, and right now, despite wanting to clear the air between the two of them, she just needed a little bit of comfort. “I want to be here for you now, I know it’s more than just a little late, but I want to make things right, and not just for Stephen, I want us to be better again. I miss seeing you with Stephen, hearing the two of you laughing together, just talking to you about the silliest of littlest of things. I hope you can forgive me for the mistakes I’ve made, for everything I did wrong by you.”

pearl was quiet as she listened. she licked her lips slowly and let go of her mug before she took a deep breath. she wasn’t sure what she was hearing. did miriam want to build a friendship and be there for each other in that capacity, or was there potential for more? and while she loved her, was she really ready to possibly be rejected? could she give her mind and body to someone who had rejected it so harshly in the past? she wanted to, she missed everything about miriam. “so... would you want to... date me again? as pearl, as i am?” she wondered, “or are you offering me a real friendship?” she asked and wasn’t sure now which answer she wanted. 

“i have the same eyes but... everything about me is also very different. physically, but also mentally. i have changed quite a lot... whichever you’re thinking of, friendship or... dating, it has... you have to realize i am not like peter was. all the bravado, the shields... it’s all gone and all that’s left is... me. it’ll be different than it was before.” she clarified.

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undrcssed‌:

helene’s eyes slip shut as soft lips press against her own once more, and for a moment she’s slow to open them back up, a part of her afraid that maybe this is some kind of dream. when her blue orbs focus in on the other woman’s beautiful face, she smiles sweetly back at them. “i don’t think – i don’t think there’s anything you really need to do. just, if you ever have any questions, don’t be afraid to ask me, you know? i’m content with who i am now, and i’m okay with talking about it too, so you don’t have to walk on egg shells around me, alright?” the blonde lifts a hand and presses it to her cheek, thumb grazing her cheekbone as a flush spreads from her cheeks down over her neck. “i’m in an okay place with my body, though it’s weird having a – dick, i try not to think about it because it’s not supposed to be there, but there’s no real avoiding it.” the norweigen woman drags her teeth across her full bottom lip, trying to fight away the nerves that had started to consume her tiny body. “you’re really okay with this? it doesn’t change anything between us?”

sandy moved her hand to caress the other woman’s cheek. “i’ll ask if i have a question... but for now, i just want to explore you.” she told her with a soft smile. she was a little nervous because she didn’t want to make helene uncomfortable, as well as not having the best experience with penises herself but that was on her ex-boyfriend whom she found less than attractive. she figured - she hoped - that it wouldn’t be an issue with someone as gorgeous as helene. she moved her hands over the other’s back and kissed her harder, before kissing down helene’s neck. “you smell so nice.” she whispered. “relax. i want you. all of you.” she told her and kissed her again, her hand finding the other woman’s breast.

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eternalxdays‌:

Miriam blushed slightly, she always did when Pearl had complimented her, it had been like that since the day they’d met, but as their eyes stayed locked together, she felt the heat spread over her face a little more, her heart quickening slightly. She still wasn’t sure how the other was still so welcoming to her, after what Miriam had been like, she was still beating herself down for not just taking the time to consider Pearl, to realise how brave the other had been to admit how she felt, and Miriam had all been selfish, and she’d let go too soon.

Seeing Pearl smile so brightly, it caused the blonde to do the same, Pearls smile was infectious, and now more than ever, it was beautiful to see. “Yeah? Are you sure?” She couldn’t stop herself from revealing the surprise of the others acceptance, of course, that had been her desired answer, but to actually have gotten it, well, it was looking like her birthday really would be special this year. “I know it’s probably felt like that for a while.” Miriam said with a heavy sigh, trying to stop herself from looking away from her ex. “Pearl, I… I really want to apologise, for everything I’ve put you through. As your wife, I should have been there for you, and yet… I was one of those people that left, and I wasn’t there for you like I promised I would have been.” Hazel eyes dared to look at Pearl again, properly this time, and she took a mouthful of her coffee. “You have come so far from that night that you told me, you have become this incredibly beautiful woman that you were meant to be, but you never changed who were you inside, you’ve always been Pearl, I was too blind to see that, but I just want to move forward, I want things to be nicer for us, for all of us.”

pearl reveled in her ex-wife’s rosy cheeks. she loved having that effect on her, still and it made her wonder if it was just miriam not being able to deal with a compliment in general, or whether pearl still had an effect on her. she hoped the latter.

she was happy to see miriam mirror her smile and she nodded before she answered: “of course, i’d love to spend time with you and him. i can’t imagine anything more fun.” she admitted and then took another sip of her coffee, trying to stay calm. 

she hadn’t expected what came next and slowly moved the coffee cup from her lips back to the table. she bit her bottom lip and crossed her legs, a gesture that made her feel a little safer. “from what i understand of what happened, you... married a man, not a woman and you... are unable to feel attraction towards women. at least, that is what i understood back then.” she told her. “in that light i understand your reaction as a wife. i didn’t understand your reaction as my best friend. even if romantically we had no future, you didn’t... you didn’t need to drop me like that.” she explained and swallowed the lump in her throat as painful memories flooded back. “but i don’t want to be angry or sad anymore; i just want to be... happy.” she told her. “and hearing you say all that, it does help. to move on from what happened. i wished it hadn’t happened, and that we could have adapted to being a family with me as i am, but... it wasn’t meant to be... at least, back then.” she said, her eyes wide and hopeful.