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oh hey sorry I’ve been distant lately…. I’ve been really busy having a brain that is bad
“i’m in kind of a weird mental place right now” i say, as if there are times when i am not in a weird mental place
Life’s too short to be waiting on anyone to act right
“1. it’s not always loud. it’s not always obvious. the poison doesn’t always hit you like a gunshot. sometimes, it seeps in quietly, slowly. sometimes, you don’t even know it was ever there until months after. 2. love is not draining. love is not tiring. this is not how it is supposed to be. 3. apologies are like band-aids, when what you really need is stitches– they don’t actually fix anything long-term. soon enough, you’ll be bleeding again, but they will never give you what you really need. 4. this is not your fault. you did not turn them into this. this is how they are, how they’ve always been. you can’t blame yourself. 5. there will be less good days than bad days but the good days will be so amazing that it will feel like everything is better than it actually is. your mind is playing tricks on itself and your heart is trying to convince itself that it made the right choice. 6. they do not love you. they can not love you. this is not love. 7. you’re not wrong for wanting to run, so do it. 8. you will let them come back again and again before you realize that they only change long enough for you to let them in one more time. 9. it’s okay to be selfish and leave. there is never any crime in putting yourself first. when they tell you otherwise, don’t believe them. don’t let them tear you down. they want to knock you off your feet so that they can keep you on the ground. 10. after, you will look back on this regretting all the chances given, all the time wasted. you will think about what you know now, and what you would do differently if given the chance. part of you will say that you would never have even given them the time of day, but another part of you, the larger one, will say that even after everything, you wouldn’t have changed a thing. and that’s the part that is right.”
— 10 facts about toxic relationships (what i wish i’d known) -c.h. // instagram: @evanescent.love (via @poeticaffinity)
I let you do this to me, it’s all my fault. I brought this on myself and I don’t think I have the right to complain. So I’ll suffer in silence.
I deserve this.
“I’m the monster you created, don’t you see? You stirred up volatility, anger, jealousy, unspeakable bitterness and pain. You took the potential I had and twisted it into something dark, building your masterpiece with every damaging word. You didn’t like my anxiety, my wavering character, what you saw as a waste of your time. It’s funny how you hated all the things you made me.”
— if you had watered the flowers, they would have bloomed. you let them wilt.
Never ever let someone who did some foul shit gaslight your anger in to trying to make you think you’re going through a mental health crisis or that you’re crazy.
Never let anyone do that shit, really.
a mf who cares about you gone always show it, even on bad terms
“Some people will never fit into your life, no matter how much you want them to.”
— Unknown
I wanted you to hold me , I wanted you and I cried for you , and I hated you because I would’ve chosen you no matter what and you took that away from me
The best of me
“Invest in yourself. You can afford it. Trust me.”
— Rashon Carraway (via quotemadness)