gabyrecabar.

"The reason why all men honor love is because it looks up, and not down; aspires and not despairs." - Ralph Waldo Emerson "When two people were completely bound in the expression of love, they ceased to be separate individuals and became one creature. The act of passion, when properly performed, created an organism larger than the sum of its parts; it created a beast with two backs, but one soul."

[itsgiving]

[anotherwindyoctober]

It’s like I hate you but I love you. It’s me being angry at you but feeling guilty towards you. Me saying I deserve better but I could have treated you better. Me wanting you back and me wanting nothing to do with you forever.

(via oceavns)

[gabydesu]

Youngin'

I’ve been spending all this time with you. Really tryna get to know you. I ain’t ever met anyone more solid than you, I’ve never fucked with someone that’s as solid as me. You remind me so much of myself at your age. It’s crazy. You scare me. This feeling growing inside me scares me. I’m fucking scared shitless. I just don’t know if I can go thru alla that again. But I enjoy your company and I don’t want my time shared with any other. This infatuation growing, and possibilities terrify me. It’s on you what we gon do.

2013 July 7

[gabydesu]

Steady

I think I’m falling in love with you.  No, I am falling in love with you. Not in that overwhelmingly suffocating way. Not in the way I feel like I’m going insane.  In that good way, where it feels like everything is falling into place.  It’s never been like this.  By now I’m usually going crazy and you would have me guessing.  It ain’t like that here.  You put my soul at ease and my heart is filled with so much love.  Time can never measure how much a heart can grow fonder, but the feelings get deeper every day.  This feeling isn’t fleeting, it’s here to stay.  Baby, I love you.  I’m here to stay. 2015 March 20

[moonemojii]

when kids stare at you for a long time

[spite]

Me: dangling hand off bed Demon: *grabs it* Me: what are we

[becomingonewithmybed]

[filmgifs]

Okay, Jenna, repeat after me.

[stolen-ferrari]

“The bravest thing you could ever do is let someone hurt you and still talk beautiful about them.”

— (hatin)

[kimreesesdaughter]

Some of y’all are so beautiful and funny, goal oriented and shit. I can’t believe niggas is playing y’all. Stupid. 

[gabydesu]

Suns

Lately, I feel like I’ve been falling too easy. My heart is on my sleeves. The ice on my cold heart has melted. Which sun has shined to warm the heart of this cold hearted girl? Terrified to love again, but heartless I just can’t be. 

2013 January 19

[gabydesu]

RANT

I’m an honest person. Probably one of the most honest people you’ll ever meet. If you don’t ask, I won’t tell. With you I want to share it all. I want you to know everything and more about me. Vice versa. It eats me up inside if I can’t share not one detail with you. Because honestly, I see you as my other half. Hiding anything from you is like hiding it from myself. So I told you something that most men can’t deal with. And I really thought you could brush it off and look past it cuz you really feeling me. Is what you feel for me not enough to look past that? My past stays in the past. It won’t affect our present or our future if we have one. And I really want that. I want to see where this goes. I want to see what’s good. I don’t vibe with any other the way I do with you. And I don’t want to have to try to. I really hope you come around. Cuz I’d rather be alone than to fuck with another that’s not you.

[gabydesu]

Stars

I know I always say I want to feel that “in love” feeling. But once I start to feel even an inkling of it, it scares me. I hate feeling like every single cliche. It all seems too real right now and I am very aware of my feelings. It just sucks because it’s all one-sided.

2014 November 2

[gabydesu]

“The fire is strong!”

— (via psych-facts)

Honestly, if you told me that you fucked your ex. No lie it’ll upset me, but I can’t even be mad. You ain’t “officially” mine right ? It will just tell me clearly where we stand. Even if it wasn’t her and another female, still not mad. Nothing surprises me anymore.

2014 November 5

[gabydesu]

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Every morning when I wake up next to you, and gaze upon your face, I ask myself Is it still worth it? Each night after I’ve kissed gazillionth time that day, I ask myself Is it still worth it? For every disagreement, hurt feeling, and anger we’ve caused each other, I ask myself Is it still worth it? For all the joy, love, and sweetness we give each other, I ask myself Is it still worth it? When I picture our future and see what could be and the people we will become, I ask myself Will it be worth it? Right now, sitting in the packed train, listening to the ridiculous and obnoxious chatter, I ask myself Is it worth it? To be honest, right now I don’t know. I love you, but will it make it worth it ?

[gabydesu]

It wasn’t worth it and I left ya ass.

[gabydesu]

Youngin'

I’ve been spending all this time with you. Really tryna get to know you. I ain’t ever met anyone more solid than you, I’ve never fucked with someone that’s as solid as me. You remind me so much of myself at your age. It’s crazy. You scare me. This feeling growing inside me scares me. I’m fucking scared shitless. I just don’t know if I can go thru alla that again. But I enjoy your company and I don’t want my time shared with any other. This infatuation growing, and possibilities terrify me. It’s on you what we gon do.

2013 July 7

[longbeachgriffy]

when your dad is from the hood

[imjustjason]

“wHHHHHHHHyyYyY” 💀💀💀

[soorayray]

How did we get here

[maybe-itdoesntmatterr-deactivat]

This is my fatherrrrr😂😂😂😭