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[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

*confused hog*

Really?

How so?

And who's been telling you this: I need to go beat them up.

[gadgetheritageposts]

the anons...

I ... Apparently my world's infinite is... fond of me...? and... not only have I been treating him like... his feelings didn't entirely matter, for a long time...

But... I really didn't believe that he'd be infatuated with me and- I... might've laughed at a gift that supposedly came from him...

And now there's this other jackal and... Everything he does reminds me of things... mine did and...

I don't know... Im confused, I want to hate them, but they make it so hard, They hurt me so bad, but they're hurting too and- they're people too, right?!

Doesn't hating them make me just as bad?

I really want to know how to feel, I'm feeling so many things and so so many conflicting feelings, and ...

It's too overwhelming! I can't... take it anymore, I've been crying for hours now... it all feels too much

[shadowheritageposts]

...

Hating them doesn't make you bad, Gadget. Most of the Infinites have done...terrible things. That doesn't mean that you can't ever forgive them, but it does mean that your feelings are plenty justified.

Of course, it is far more complicated when they...have romantic feelings for you...

*sigh*

I don't know what to tell you Gadget. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they just stay silent... aside from the occasional sob]

[shadowheritageposts]

*settles next to him and slips one arm around his shoulders*

[gadgetheritageposts]

I ... I'm sorry, I need to get this... [sniff] out of my system if... you want you can leave...

[he takes a deep breath]

...trying to be nice to them hurts me a lot... but looking back at how I've treated them hurts me more... I... I think I can see a lot of how I used to be in them...

but it's my job to keep an eye on them and report anything to do with them, I can't let them just... wander around while I take a break...

I have already stopped working on them a lot by not reading every document in their past because I'm afraid ill find something that'll make me pity them more...

I... know something like that is there because i remember reading something about a past deceased squad they had and...

I... Dont want to know, I don't want to feel worse for them, they're monsters! b-but... but are they really??? or are they just poor people who acted with the cards they were dealt

Would I be in their same position if I had been in their shoes?!

Why is life so complicated, why is one of them in love with me?!

Why couldn't I have a normal life?!

[the wolf bites against his glove]

[shadowheritageposts]

.....

I have asked myself that exact same question many times. Unfortunately, all we can do is play the game of life with the hand we are dealt, as you have said. Each of us does our best with what we are given. Emotions are...difficult, and I'm sorry that you are struggling with them.

I frequently feel the same way.

[gadgetheritageposts]

Im... Im also sorry you have to feel that way too...

I... I'm not good with emotions, as... as you probably can tell, b-but, I'm a good listener... if you ever need to vent, you can call me or something...

[he sighs...]

I'm... gonna give the infinites a chance... its what Sonic would do probably... it might even help me heal, or at least... forget the pain

[shadowheritageposts]

I think that might be all you can do, now.

If they hurt you, though, tell me and I'll beat them up for you.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf smiles gently]

thank you... I'll keep that in mind

[his tail is now wagging]

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

*confused hog*

Really?

How so?

And who's been telling you this: I need to go beat them up.

[gadgetheritageposts]

the anons...

I ... Apparently my world's infinite is... fond of me...? and... not only have I been treating him like... his feelings didn't entirely matter, for a long time...

But... I really didn't believe that he'd be infatuated with me and- I... might've laughed at a gift that supposedly came from him...

And now there's this other jackal and... Everything he does reminds me of things... mine did and...

I don't know... Im confused, I want to hate them, but they make it so hard, They hurt me so bad, but they're hurting too and- they're people too, right?!

Doesn't hating them make me just as bad?

I really want to know how to feel, I'm feeling so many things and so so many conflicting feelings, and ...

It's too overwhelming! I can't... take it anymore, I've been crying for hours now... it all feels too much

[shadowheritageposts]

...

Hating them doesn't make you bad, Gadget. Most of the Infinites have done...terrible things. That doesn't mean that you can't ever forgive them, but it does mean that your feelings are plenty justified.

Of course, it is far more complicated when they...have romantic feelings for you...

*sigh*

I don't know what to tell you Gadget. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they just stay silent... aside from the occasional sob]

[shadowheritageposts]

*settles next to him and slips one arm around his shoulders*

[gadgetheritageposts]

I ... I'm sorry, I need to get this... [sniff] out of my system if... you want you can leave...

[he takes a deep breath]

...trying to be nice to them hurts me a lot... but looking back at how I've treated them hurts me more... I... I think I can see a lot of how I used to be in them...

but it's my job to keep an eye on them and report anything to do with them, I can't let them just... wander around while I take a break...

I have already stopped working on them a lot by not reading every document in their past because I'm afraid ill find something that'll make me pity them more...

I... know something like that is there because i remember reading something about a past deceased squad they had and...

I... Dont want to know, I don't want to feel worse for them, they're monsters! b-but... but are they really??? or are they just poor people who acted with the cards they were dealt

Would I be in their same position if I had been in their shoes?!

Why is life so complicated, why is one of them in love with me?!

Why couldn't I have a normal life?!

[the wolf bites against his glove]

[shadowheritageposts]

.....

I have asked myself that exact same question many times. Unfortunately, all we can do is play the game of life with the hand we are dealt, as you have said. Each of us does our best with what we are given. Emotions are...difficult, and I'm sorry that you are struggling with them.

I frequently feel the same way.

[gadgetheritageposts]

Im... Im also sorry you have to feel that way too...

I... I'm not good with emotions, as... as you probably can tell, b-but, I'm a good listener... if you ever need to vent, you can call me or something...

[he sighs...]

I'm... gonna give the infinites a chance... its what Sonic would do probably... it might even help me heal, or at least... forget the pain

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

*confused hog*

Really?

How so?

And who's been telling you this: I need to go beat them up.

[gadgetheritageposts]

the anons...

I ... Apparently my world's infinite is... fond of me...? and... not only have I been treating him like... his feelings didn't entirely matter, for a long time...

But... I really didn't believe that he'd be infatuated with me and- I... might've laughed at a gift that supposedly came from him...

And now there's this other jackal and... Everything he does reminds me of things... mine did and...

I don't know... Im confused, I want to hate them, but they make it so hard, They hurt me so bad, but they're hurting too and- they're people too, right?!

Doesn't hating them make me just as bad?

I really want to know how to feel, I'm feeling so many things and so so many conflicting feelings, and ...

It's too overwhelming! I can't... take it anymore, I've been crying for hours now... it all feels too much

[shadowheritageposts]

...

Hating them doesn't make you bad, Gadget. Most of the Infinites have done...terrible things. That doesn't mean that you can't ever forgive them, but it does mean that your feelings are plenty justified.

Of course, it is far more complicated when they...have romantic feelings for you...

*sigh*

I don't know what to tell you Gadget. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they just stay silent... aside from the occasional sob]

[shadowheritageposts]

*settles next to him and slips one arm around his shoulders*

[gadgetheritageposts]

I ... I'm sorry, I need to get this... [sniff] out of my system if... you want you can leave...

[he takes a deep breath]

...trying to be nice to them hurts me a lot... but looking back at how I've treated them hurts me more... I... I think I can see a lot of how I used to be in them...

but it's my job to keep an eye on them and report anything to do with them, I can't let them just... wander around while I take a break...

I have already stopped working on them a lot by not reading every document in their past because I'm afraid ill find something that'll make me pity them more...

I... know something like that is there because i remember reading something about a past deceased squad they had and...

I... Dont want to know, I don't want to feel worse for them, they're monsters! b-but... but are they really??? or are they just poor people who acted with the cards they were dealt

Would I be in their same position if I had been in their shoes?!

Why is life so complicated, why is one of them in love with me?!

Why couldn't I have a normal life?!

[the wolf bites against his glove]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Finite can only stare at Gadget with a mix of guilt and fear in his eyes. He makes no move to backup nor any move to walk forwards)

Despite everything I've done to you, you still want to trust me? I do not recommend this path but... I cannot change your mind, can I?

(He looks away, not daring to look Gadget in the eyes. He can't bear knowingly allowing Gadget to inevitably open up to him and end up skewered on his claws. He was not made for being kind to others, was he?)

I really truly wish you didn't come back for me, but I won't stop you if this is what you desire.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget huffs a little]

im really trying to be nice here... because that's something Sonic taught me, everyone deserves at least a second chance, maybe even an infinite

now please, take my hand, chacal tonto

[he says that last bit endearingly, all of gadget's body and mind is conflicted so his body language might slightly give off aggressiveness, but he's trying, his face his kind as he smiles at the jackal]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at Gadget for a moment, studying the wolf's body language before hesitantly taking his hand into his own. Suddenly made so very aware of how sharp his own claws are he tries to maneuver Gadget's hands around his as carefully as possible)

... If you wanted I could cut my claws, dull them down so I do not appear as daunting.

[gadgetheritageposts]

(that's... weird... I'm... pretty sure Infinite said something similar to me... once...)

A- Don't, Don't worry, your claws are fine... My gloves are built to protect my hands, plus there's nothing your claws could do that hasn't been done to them before...

[Gadget did not realize he said that last part partly out loud, he's more focused thinking over... his own infinite... Finite reminds him so much of that other jackal, and it was beyond the fact they're alternative 'selves... had he... ignored any actual attempt for his Infinite to... become friendlier...]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

oh, I'm sorry.

(He takes a deep breath, a hint of confusion at his own words. Although he does believe that Infinite is responsible for most if not all of Gadget's injuries. Maybe that's why guilt continues to haunt him, it's always been his fault anyway. Right?)

I truly wish I could somehow make all of this up to you but... It'd be nigh impossible to do so. Wouldn't it?

(A semi frustrated growl escapes him as his tail lashes from side to side)

I wish the war would have never happened at all. Then you'd be free of me, you wouldn't have to deal with being dragged down by guilt and you'd finally see your worth. You Deserve to be rid of all these burdens that have been unfairly placed upon your shoulders.

You do not deserve to hurt.

I'm so so sorry, Gadget.

(His ears pin back and he bites down the rest of his anxiety, swallowing it up in order to compose himself)

...Pardon me, I didn't mean to rant.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[several things his own infinite has told him echo through his mind as well as the words of the anons "but I guess you'll never get it" ... everything that Finite says just makes him feel worse with himself...]

n...no it's... it's fine...

you're right... you'll never make up for what you did... it's impossible... So don't try, okay?

[gadget's tone softened more and his body all became less and less aggressive]

the past is in the past and... in spite of how blind I've been to it... you infinites... really can...

know how to care for things...

you've shown me you are better than the infinite i faced during the war... so keep going, keep being yourself, and maybe... we both can forget about what happened...

maybe we all can heal...

...

...

[he's crying]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(There's so much confliction in those eyes so much Guilt and Pain at what Gadget's said and yet he still manages to swallow it all down for his sake. After all the wolf's already dealing with so much- Finite doesn't deserve to pile more onto that)

Perhaps.

But... I cannot simply pretend the war never occurred. I still have to atone for it, no matter what that means for me.

(Eventually Finite just places a hand on Gadget's face, carefully attempting to wipe away his tears)

So if you ever need anything feel free to ask, there's nothing that you cannot request of me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget... for a second... saw finite in such a different light ... if only for a second]

...I... th-thanks... But you too, okay? I...

[sigh]

["keep it together, Gadget, this is about helping the jackals"]

thank you for... helping me see stuff more clearly... I ... think I should be going, now. Um... uh- here!

[the wolf hands him a wrist watch]

you can use this to call me if you need my help, or... just to talk, I'd be happy to know how you're handling whatever

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(For a moment he simply stared at the watch before hesitantly taking it)

Oh... this is quite lovely, thank you. I'll.. I'll be sure to make use of it.

(He then fastened the watch around his wrist, the gift sitting firmly in place.

And for once a feeling of warmth passed through him, a genuine smile finding it's way onto his face

Perhaps you are truly wanted after all)

[gadgetheritageposts]

it's really nothing! um- hope to see you around soon!

[the wolf smiles and waves while walking away from the jackal, it almost seems like a genuine smile, though Gadget himself isn't sure how to feel]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Finite can only stare at Gadget with a mix of guilt and fear in his eyes. He makes no move to backup nor any move to walk forwards)

Despite everything I've done to you, you still want to trust me? I do not recommend this path but... I cannot change your mind, can I?

(He looks away, not daring to look Gadget in the eyes. He can't bear knowingly allowing Gadget to inevitably open up to him and end up skewered on his claws. He was not made for being kind to others, was he?)

I really truly wish you didn't come back for me, but I won't stop you if this is what you desire.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget huffs a little]

im really trying to be nice here... because that's something Sonic taught me, everyone deserves at least a second chance, maybe even an infinite

now please, take my hand, chacal tonto

[he says that last bit endearingly, all of gadget's body and mind is conflicted so his body language might slightly give off aggressiveness, but he's trying, his face his kind as he smiles at the jackal]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at Gadget for a moment, studying the wolf's body language before hesitantly taking his hand into his own. Suddenly made so very aware of how sharp his own claws are he tries to maneuver Gadget's hands around his as carefully as possible)

... If you wanted I could cut my claws, dull them down so I do not appear as daunting.

[gadgetheritageposts]

(that's... weird... I'm... pretty sure Infinite said something similar to me... once...)

A- Don't, Don't worry, your claws are fine... My gloves are built to protect my hands, plus there's nothing your claws could do that hasn't been done to them before...

[Gadget did not realize he said that last part partly out loud, he's more focused thinking over... his own infinite... Finite reminds him so much of that other jackal, and it was beyond the fact they're alternative 'selves... had he... ignored any actual attempt for his Infinite to... become friendlier...]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

oh, I'm sorry.

(He takes a deep breath, a hint of confusion at his own words. Although he does believe that Infinite is responsible for most if not all of Gadget's injuries. Maybe that's why guilt continues to haunt him, it's always been his fault anyway. Right?)

I truly wish I could somehow make all of this up to you but... It'd be nigh impossible to do so. Wouldn't it?

(A semi frustrated growl escapes him as his tail lashes from side to side)

I wish the war would have never happened at all. Then you'd be free of me, you wouldn't have to deal with being dragged down by guilt and you'd finally see your worth. You Deserve to be rid of all these burdens that have been unfairly placed upon your shoulders.

You do not deserve to hurt.

I'm so so sorry, Gadget.

(His ears pin back and he bites down the rest of his anxiety, swallowing it up in order to compose himself)

...Pardon me, I didn't mean to rant.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[several things his own infinite has told him echo through his mind as well as the words of the anons "but I guess you'll never get it" ... everything that Finite says just makes him feel worse with himself...]

n...no it's... it's fine...

you're right... you'll never make up for what you did... it's impossible... So don't try, okay?

[gadget's tone softened more and his body all became less and less aggressive]

the past is in the past and... in spite of how blind I've been to it... you infinites... really can...

know how to care for things...

you've shown me you are better than the infinite i faced during the war... so keep going, keep being yourself, and maybe... we both can forget about what happened...

maybe we all can heal...

...

...

[he's crying]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(There's so much confliction in those eyes so much Guilt and Pain at what Gadget's said and yet he still manages to swallow it all down for his sake. After all the wolf's already dealing with so much- Finite doesn't deserve to pile more onto that)

Perhaps.

But... I cannot simply pretend the war never occurred. I still have to atone for it, no matter what that means for me.

(Eventually Finite just places a hand on Gadget's face, carefully attempting to wipe away his tears)

So if you ever need anything feel free to ask, there's nothing that you cannot request of me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget... for a second... saw finite in such a different light ... if only for a second]

...I... th-thanks... But you too, okay? I...

[sigh]

["keep it together, Gadget, this is about helping the jackals"]

thank you for... helping me see stuff more clearly... I ... think I should be going, now. Um... uh- here!

[the wolf hands him a wrist watch]

you can use this to call me if you need my help, or... just to talk, I'd be happy to know how you're handling whatever

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

*confused hog*

Really?

How so?

And who's been telling you this: I need to go beat them up.

[gadgetheritageposts]

the anons...

I ... Apparently my world's infinite is... fond of me...? and... not only have I been treating him like... his feelings didn't entirely matter, for a long time...

But... I really didn't believe that he'd be infatuated with me and- I... might've laughed at a gift that supposedly came from him...

And now there's this other jackal and... Everything he does reminds me of things... mine did and...

I don't know... Im confused, I want to hate them, but they make it so hard, They hurt me so bad, but they're hurting too and- they're people too, right?!

Doesn't hating them make me just as bad?

I really want to know how to feel, I'm feeling so many things and so so many conflicting feelings, and ...

It's too overwhelming! I can't... take it anymore, I've been crying for hours now... it all feels too much

[shadowheritageposts]

...

Hating them doesn't make you bad, Gadget. Most of the Infinites have done...terrible things. That doesn't mean that you can't ever forgive them, but it does mean that your feelings are plenty justified.

Of course, it is far more complicated when they...have romantic feelings for you...

*sigh*

I don't know what to tell you Gadget. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they just stay silent... aside from the occasional sob]

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

*confused hog*

Really?

How so?

And who's been telling you this: I need to go beat them up.

[gadgetheritageposts]

the anons...

I ... Apparently my world's infinite is... fond of me...? and... not only have I been treating him like... his feelings didn't entirely matter, for a long time...

But... I really didn't believe that he'd be infatuated with me and- I... might've laughed at a gift that supposedly came from him...

And now there's this other jackal and... Everything he does reminds me of things... mine did and...

I don't know... Im confused, I want to hate them, but they make it so hard, They hurt me so bad, but they're hurting too and- they're people too, right?!

Doesn't hating them make me just as bad?

I really want to know how to feel, I'm feeling so many things and so so many conflicting feelings, and ...

It's too overwhelming! I can't... take it anymore, I've been crying for hours now... it all feels too much

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

*mutters* I knew it was jackals...

I don't think that you have, honestly.

[gadgetheritageposts]

some people've told me otherwise though...

And looking back... I think they're right... I... I'm scared I'm becoming just like them

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

*tiny snort*

What? Absolutely not. You're as far from a bad person as it is physically possible to be, and I should know.

[gadgetheritageposts]

but... I can't help but... wonder if I've been awful to... some ... jackals

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[shadowheritageposts]

...what's wrong, Gadget?

[gadgetheritageposts]

...... Nothing just...

[the wolf lets out an upset slow sigh]

Do ... do you think I'm a bad person?

[shadowheritageposts]

[just a lone red wolf walking near the forests of tour house, and... sobbing?]

*once upon a time, Shadow would have ignored them. But not anymore--now he must investigate*

Hello?

[gadgetheritageposts]

[the wolf's ears perk up and they wipe off their tears and turn around]

....oh, hey there, Shadow...

[sniffle]

[they're doing a bad job at hiding they were crying]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Finite can only stare at Gadget with a mix of guilt and fear in his eyes. He makes no move to backup nor any move to walk forwards)

Despite everything I've done to you, you still want to trust me? I do not recommend this path but... I cannot change your mind, can I?

(He looks away, not daring to look Gadget in the eyes. He can't bear knowingly allowing Gadget to inevitably open up to him and end up skewered on his claws. He was not made for being kind to others, was he?)

I really truly wish you didn't come back for me, but I won't stop you if this is what you desire.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget huffs a little]

im really trying to be nice here... because that's something Sonic taught me, everyone deserves at least a second chance, maybe even an infinite

now please, take my hand, chacal tonto

[he says that last bit endearingly, all of gadget's body and mind is conflicted so his body language might slightly give off aggressiveness, but he's trying, his face his kind as he smiles at the jackal]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at Gadget for a moment, studying the wolf's body language before hesitantly taking his hand into his own. Suddenly made so very aware of how sharp his own claws are he tries to maneuver Gadget's hands around his as carefully as possible)

... If you wanted I could cut my claws, dull them down so I do not appear as daunting.

[gadgetheritageposts]

(that's... weird... I'm... pretty sure Infinite said something similar to me... once...)

A- Don't, Don't worry, your claws are fine... My gloves are built to protect my hands, plus there's nothing your claws could do that hasn't been done to them before...

[Gadget did not realize he said that last part partly out loud, he's more focused thinking over... his own infinite... Finite reminds him so much of that other jackal, and it was beyond the fact they're alternative 'selves... had he... ignored any actual attempt for his Infinite to... become friendlier...]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

oh, I'm sorry.

(He takes a deep breath, a hint of confusion at his own words. Although he does believe that Infinite is responsible for most if not all of Gadget's injuries. Maybe that's why guilt continues to haunt him, it's always been his fault anyway. Right?)

I truly wish I could somehow make all of this up to you but... It'd be nigh impossible to do so. Wouldn't it?

(A semi frustrated growl escapes him as his tail lashes from side to side)

I wish the war would have never happened at all. Then you'd be free of me, you wouldn't have to deal with being dragged down by guilt and you'd finally see your worth. You Deserve to be rid of all these burdens that have been unfairly placed upon your shoulders.

You do not deserve to hurt.

I'm so so sorry, Gadget.

(His ears pin back and he bites down the rest of his anxiety, swallowing it up in order to compose himself)

...Pardon me, I didn't mean to rant.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[several things his own infinite has told him echo through his mind as well as the words of the anons "but I guess you'll never get it" ... everything that Finite says just makes him feel worse with himself...]

n...no it's... it's fine...

you're right... you'll never make up for what you did... it's impossible... So don't try, okay?

[gadget's tone softened more and his body all became less and less aggressive]

the past is in the past and... in spite of how blind I've been to it... you infinites... really can...

know how to care for things...

you've shown me you are better than the infinite i faced during the war... so keep going, keep being yourself, and maybe... we both can forget about what happened...

maybe we all can heal...

...

...

[he's crying]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Finite can only stare at Gadget with a mix of guilt and fear in his eyes. He makes no move to backup nor any move to walk forwards)

Despite everything I've done to you, you still want to trust me? I do not recommend this path but... I cannot change your mind, can I?

(He looks away, not daring to look Gadget in the eyes. He can't bear knowingly allowing Gadget to inevitably open up to him and end up skewered on his claws. He was not made for being kind to others, was he?)

I really truly wish you didn't come back for me, but I won't stop you if this is what you desire.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget huffs a little]

im really trying to be nice here... because that's something Sonic taught me, everyone deserves at least a second chance, maybe even an infinite

now please, take my hand, chacal tonto

[he says that last bit endearingly, all of gadget's body and mind is conflicted so his body language might slightly give off aggressiveness, but he's trying, his face his kind as he smiles at the jackal]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at Gadget for a moment, studying the wolf's body language before hesitantly taking his hand into his own. Suddenly made so very aware of how sharp his own claws are he tries to maneuver Gadget's hands around his as carefully as possible)

... If you wanted I could cut my claws, dull them down so I do not appear as daunting.

[gadgetheritageposts]

(that's... weird... I'm... pretty sure Infinite said something similar to me... once...)

A- Don't, Don't worry, your claws are fine... My gloves are built to protect my hands, plus there's nothing your claws could do that hasn't been done to them before...

[Gadget did not realize he said that last part partly out loud, he's more focused thinking over... his own infinite... Finite reminds him so much of that other jackal, and it was beyond the fact they're alternative 'selves... had he... ignored any actual attempt for his Infinite to... become friendlier...]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Finite can only stare at Gadget with a mix of guilt and fear in his eyes. He makes no move to backup nor any move to walk forwards)

Despite everything I've done to you, you still want to trust me? I do not recommend this path but... I cannot change your mind, can I?

(He looks away, not daring to look Gadget in the eyes. He can't bear knowingly allowing Gadget to inevitably open up to him and end up skewered on his claws. He was not made for being kind to others, was he?)

I really truly wish you didn't come back for me, but I won't stop you if this is what you desire.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[gadget huffs a little]

im really trying to be nice here... because that's something Sonic taught me, everyone deserves at least a second chance, maybe even an infinite

now please, take my hand, chacal tonto

[he says that last bit endearingly, all of gadget's body and mind is conflicted so his body language might slightly give off aggressiveness, but he's trying, his face his kind as he smiles at the jackal]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(Ears pinned down and a look of confusion in his eyes, the jackal takes one more step back)

You- you don't have to say that. You know? I'd understand if you despised me.

You truly don't have to act like you care, I promise I'm fine.

Shadow can lie to me and tell me he cares just to keep me close, the anons can lie to me to try and make me feel secure, but you don't have to. You shouldn't have to. Don't feel like you have to apologize to me- I Promise you don't owe me a single thing.

(His eyes fill with tears but they're quickly wiped away)

I don't wish to hurt you, and I know that I already have so I must.. I must try to not do so a second time.

[gadgetheritageposts]

[they don't notice, but his tail begins wagging just a bit, part of him is happy... happy to hear infinite say that, happy to see infinite cry, and the moment they realize how happy they feel of putting infinite in such a position... again, it weighs on them, it makes him feel sick]

I... I don't want to act like I care anymore either...

[he gulps down the thoughts that made him sick, and takes a deep breath, taking more steps towards finite]

I want to really care.

So please, jackal, Infinite...

I used to be really afraid, and my world's infinite was to blame, and I would've given up on everything if it wasn't for Sonic, Sonic showed me the power one has when you can trust someone else to be there for you...

the power you can have to be there for someone else as well... and I started to be less afraid... and the empty feelings i felt were washed away thanks to his frienship, I even made other friends during the war and-

What i mean to say is...

I want to care for you, I want to show you how it feels, won't you take my hand in frienship? won't you let me see who Infinite really is under his mask?

[the wolf extends his arm forwards, while still approaching finite, tears are forming in his eyes, this is a bit too much for him... but he really wants to change for good]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

happy autism month to you, trust me on this one i know from a good source

What?

What's autism

[gadgetheritageposts]

You don't know?

[how long have they been standing there]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

(He stares at nothing for a long while before actually looking at Gadget)

...no

Is it something that's supposed to be common knowledge and I simply seem inept for not knowing?

[gadgetheritageposts]

No, no, don't... don't be so harsh on yourself...

[strange, he wasn't whispering]

it's a neurological condition- er, a condition that affects the behavior of someone's mind, their brain deals with it's environment in a different way than the average person, in a very simplified nutshell...

this is called neurodivergency, as opposed to neurotypicality, there are several other conditions and disorders that fit into this categorization...

in the case of erm, autism, it lets the person who has it ... understand the world in a different way, and this can be both good in some aspects but... really bad in several others, and detrimental as well...

I'm ... no expert by a longshot, it's just a simplified version of several things I've learnt, i um- sorry if I'm just confusing you more, jackal

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

Ah, well I appreciate the explanation. Thank you.

(He actually bows his head a little to emphasize the gratitude, a small smile on his face)

I feel like I should apologize to you for leaving our last conversation so suddenly, I did not wish to be rude.

... I'm sort of wondering why they wished me a happy autism month now. I don't think I'm qualified to celebrate.

[gadgetheritageposts]

n-no it's

it's okay... I feel I overwhelmed you and didn't... even let you have a chance to feel... comfortable... I wanted to help but... part of me...

I'm not good at being a hero, so I'm sorry... for exploding at you that night... I still think a bit negatively of you...

but you didn't deserve me going at you like that... have you eaten yet?

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

If it means anything I still think you handled that situation gracefully. You did well with the cards you were dealt and you couldn't have possibly known that I would have freaked out.

And to answer your question I ate a couple hours ago, I should be fine for the rest of today.

(He takes a couple steps away from Gadget, as if the gap between them wasn't already big enough. The area around himself is contaminated after all and Gadget doesn't deserve to be put through that disappointment again, through that pain again)

... I'm honestly a bit surprised you even decided to come and find me.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I... don't think one meal is enough for a whole day--

and-

of course i wanted to find you, I- Was worried alright? It's complicated I... wanted to make up for how I handled things...

[he looks a bit sad, he's really been considering acting different to the jackals]

[infinitethejackalheritageposts]

I've been running off of eating one meal everyday for as long as I can remember and I still got through being a mercenary without much of a scratch, so I assure you it's perfectly fine.

And Shadow's been here to keep an eye on me so even If I did go rogue he'd take care of that issue pretty quickly. You don't have to worry about that.

[gadgetheritageposts]

I- didn't mean it like that... I was worried for you, I wanted to make sure you were alright and not hurt...

have... I really been so ... awful that's what you think I was worried about regarding you?...

[gadget puts one of their hands in his face rubbing it down in sorta frustration or desperation]

I'm sorry.

And- One meal is really, really bad for your health, I have food on me, I could share it with you

[and they start to take steps forward, slowly]