galaxy mud

galaxy mud; star dust.

[baezen-deactivated20180716]

so the new zealand all blacks are fucking legends and now their new rugby jersey’s reveal the rainbow flag once stretched

The famous All Blacks team wants to show its support for the LGBTI community after Israel Folau’s controversial statement damning all gays to hell

[chibihobbit]

SHIT. THIS IS THEEEE COOLEST WAY TO SUPPORT. I WANNA WATCH A GAME NOW.

[stickmarionette]

Please check out the awesome launch video, which features the men’s team (the All Blacks) and the women’s team (the Black Ferns) equally:

[galaxymud]

I'm legit in tears.

[officialaudreykitching-deactiva]

‪A year changes you a lot. Think back to who you were last June. If you have been working hard and healing, celebrate your progress. The summer solstice is a reset point.‬

[date-a-jew-suggestions]

If you would report an undocumented immigrant to ICE you would have reported me to the Nazis and I don’t fucking trust you

[prismatic-bell]

A note:

I live in a state where you “have to” report anyone you suspect of being undocumented (that wonderful hellhole of Arizona). Now in practice this law has fallen far short, thank goodness. But if you live in such a place and they start enforcing it, here is how you get around it:

Assume everyone who doesn’t speak English is visiting.

Never ask about their job, because if they tell you they work here then you know they’re not visiting. You see them a lot for several weeks or months? Hm. Someone in the family must be ill. That’s terribly tough. They always dress in old, ratty laborers’ clothes? I feel you, my dude, I can’t afford new clothes either, and my dad has the fashion sense of an aardvark, so sometimes it’s not even about “affording” them. They say they’ve been here for years? You must have misunderstood. Spanish isn’t your first language, after all. First and last name? It never came up, or you don’t recall–you meet a lot of people.

And then, if you’re asked: no, you haven’t seen anyone residing illegally in the United States. Just people visiting.

[date-a-jew-suggestions]

Very good very important addition

[feministism]

[egberts]

me playing any video game: *does not touch the block button at all throughout the game*

[zireaells]

#no block button we lose like men

[nerdgasrnz]

#dodge or die #there is no block

[kimreesesdaughter]

May you NEVER be in a position to not afford your rent!

Sending good vibes to everyone with rent, utilities and more bills than bills! Better days are ahead.

[abrazosybesitos]

honestly this shit blessed me…my hours got cut at work for a minute and my check reflected. then my car got towed, and my tags were due. left me $200 short on rent…but my tips this week added up to exactly that much. 😭

[dumbbbunnnyy-deactivated2021021]

pls

[galaxymud]

Seriously? Fuck you. I know what you assholes are doing. I fucking hate you both.

[galaxymud]

Sleepy Potato

I’m exhausted. As in, I really need to get some sleep relatively soon. Kid is getting tired as well. I can see it in his eyes. Hopefully, I can take a ten minute break from adulting and just do my own thing. I haven’t even tested out my new mic for the podcast yet. 

Oh. BTW - I started a podcast about internet conspiracies. OR something. I’m not sure where this is going. I’ll figure it out later. 

I have come to the conclusion that I was abducted by aliens. As my family and I have absolutely nothing in common.  I’m sorry everything is  totally everywhere but did you expect less.

Good night.

[babylestat-deactivated20210223]

I love seeing goth girls of color, fuck yes. This is what I’m here for. Goth is not always white people dressed in black clothes and dark makeup. Goth is also for girls of color. This is what I’m here for!!! Love to all my goth girls of color!!

[galaxymud]

Hi, pals.

Much has changed in my happy little life.

I have an amazing job. I’m about to put a down payment on a new ride. My kid is doing excellent.

I am now completely clean. The damage done by the scripts is finally repairing itself. That self harm business was my last straw. I knew I needed a harsh punch of reality and here’s what I got.

1. People are going to disappoint you if you depend on them for your only source of support.

2. Relationships aren’t necessary.

3. Replacing one addiction with another is dumb.

4. It’s okay to be bored sometimes.

5. Don’t ever let anyone make you feel undeserving, weak or desperate again.

6. It’s okay to walk away.

7. It’s okay if other people want to blame you rather than take personal responsibility. That’s why there’s thing #6.

8. All of your melt downs are lessons. It’s okay.

9. Know the fear is there. Look it in the eye. Walk into it.

10. Everything will be okay.

[galaxymud]

Someone on Reddit said I was adorable.

That's one way to cheer me the fuck up.

[galaxymud]

Unread Love Letter #2

I wish I could believe you when you say it's superficial. I now know that you do intend on speaking to me again but... I'm not sure if the news will be in my favor. I'm just tired of this, man. I'm tired of feeling like everyone is out to get me. I'm tired of being the fucking victim and I know I put myself there. I know that I'm just constantly making things more complicated by over thinking things. I just need to let this go. I need to let you go. I need to let go of everything and stop worrying about protecting my heart. Fuck it.

I feel like my feet are at the edge. My fingers flex open, the wind hitting my open wounds and make them sting so hard, it makesctge sound of electric humming through my head. My body tenses up as I look across the city. Lights growing brighter representing every person I hurt by not letting the fuck go. I take a breath and I step off. And it all feels better. I need to step off the ledge. I need to stop holding on. I need to fly.

I'll miss you the most.

[galaxymud]

If I screamed from the top of my lungs that I needed help, would anyone hear me or would you just continue to ignore me?

Let me make something abundantly clear: I need help. I don't know how to ask for it.

[galaxymud]

There's no hope. It's all wrong.

[galaxymud]

[Verse 1] You try to kill it but it won't stop bleeding Try to forget it but it won't stop killing you You're running out of time Yeah, you know you can't go back It's too late To say it's too late You can't take back that you said nothing How could you do nothing? [Pre-Chorus] Is this burning right? Am I living bridges? Can we build our past right? Learning through future solecism [Chorus 1] It's played out (I've missed times) I've moved on (been disconnected) Get fucked up (I stressed time) My new draw (forgetting timing) And it's not right (and I need you to talk me down) You're dead wrong What are we doing? ('cause I feel like I need to crash) Let's go home There's no hope It's all wrong [Bridge] 'Cause I've been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down But it keeps raining on me And I've been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old Been looking for the stars but it seems like they're all gone And the fault's not ours alone But I think it's time to go [Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)] It's played out I've moved on Get fucked up My new draw And it's not right You're dead wrong What are we doing? Let's go home There's no hope It's all wrong [Verse 2] And I've got way too many questions just to try and get it right 'Cause I can't be the one to shrug it off And I could be the reason that we stay up all night To be someone, to be someone And oh, all we've got is to try to get it right But no one told you That this gon' hurt, oh no And now all I really want is to scream Now all I really want is to scream Now all I really want is to scream Now all I really want is to scream [Verse 3] That shit just to try and find a way to get my head down And head out or maybe just the two of us and head now I'm just tryna find the real now Dream clouds, ghost ground Real friends, dead hometown [Bridge] 'Cause I've been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down But it keeps raining on me And I've been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old Been looking for the stars but it seems like they're all gone And it breaks my heart, you know But I think it's time to go [Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)] It's played out I've moved on Get fucked up My new draw And it's not right You're dead wrong What are we doing? Let's go home There's no hope It's all wrong

[brklynbreed]

Stop chasing people. If they block you, cut off contact, ignore you… Let them go. Let those who naturally gravitate to you enjoy your energy. We spend so much time begging for those who wouldn’t blink twice at the thought of you. Cherish those who are there by choice, and not there because you chased them every time they decided to escape.

[galaxymud]

I need to see this again. (It still fucking hurts and I know I deserve it.)

[galaxymud]

I’m a fraud. I refuse to be this anymore. I hate lying but I just do it out of habit anymore. Hopefully, these scars will stop me from ever becoming this monster again.