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April 15, 2018; Sunday; 12:05 PM

Whenever i think something is unfair, i’d never say it because it’s only fair.

I thought it was unfair because yesterday i woke up so early for him and i stayed up all night because of a party i had to go to. I spent most of my load to use data just so i could send him pics and vids of the event. I got home and he already fell asleep without saying anything.

It’s unfair because i woke up once today early and said morning to him but i fell back to sleep without saying anything. I woke up again at 12pm and he wouldnt talk to me because of it.

But it’s only fair. Because i deserve it. I’ve caused him great pain and this is what i at least deserve. I cant complain because it’s fair.

I cant tell him this because it’ll just make things worse. He said it’s okay to speak out my mind anytime but im scared.

Most likely he’ll get mad and probably wont reply to me quick. Maybe one day i can tell him...

I need to just stop it.

I need to stop being depressing... need to just stop complaining and complaining... i wish i cant just shut up..

October 4, 2017; Tuesday

I dont want to be class president anymore. I dont even want to go school anymore. I’d rather just go to JASNER for piano. I have no one that can physically cheer me up or be there for me. There are people who can make me laugh but there’ll never be anyone who can be there for me here school. I’d prefer to just go back to beda and just stop doing music. Because i wanted music that i went here. But nothing good just ever happens. Especially since im alone. Messages and texts really doesnt help much. But what can I do. My mom would never understand and she’ll use my own words to force me to do the shit that im sick of doing. I DIDNT even WANT to be a president! Just because of ONE CLASS that they decided to make me president. I agreed because i thought it wouldn’t be so bad but everyone (EVEN THE MOTHERFUCKING TEACHERS) RELY on the president. Everyone also thinks that I have to be this typical president WHEN IM JUST TOO SIMPLY DIFFERENT OF A LEADER. I cant do shit where everyone doesnt agree. I cant force shit on them. But HEY who can even help me when no one even respond to me. Why do i exist here when i have no one. This is why i cant easily call these people friends. I cant really seem to call them as friends when I still feel alone even with them. Why did i decide to go to this school. Why did i decide to even take up music. I’s rather go back than suffer much more.

jaires0812

First love is the sweetest, Second love is the giver of first experience. Third love is the one who will give you true happiness.

J.V. Garcia (via jaires0812)

Can I just say it's true

kahtsukis

OK BUT REAL TALK HERE

HOW COME I DON’T SEE MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THAT HUG AND THE MOMENTS THAT LED TO IT, LIKE I KNOW IT’S A DAD X SON MOMENT BUT THAT’S NOT ALL OF IT

WE CAN CLEARLY SEE HOW PANICKED YURIO LOOKS AND HOW HE ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT YUURI, HECK HE WAS BEING A LIL SHIT IN EP 10 WHEN CONFRONTING VIKTOR ABOUT YUURI YET RIGHT NOW HE LOOKS SO TAKEN ABACK???

AND THEN

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SEE HERE? PAIN. ONE OF THOSE FORCED SMILES YOU MAKE WHEN YOU DON’T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW YOU’RE SAD AND BREAKING INSIDE, AND HE ACTUALLY EVEN CRIED EARLIER IN THE EPISODE BECAUSE OF HOW EASILY YUURI DECIDED TO RETIRE

He answers that it’s Yuuri’s decision yet he looks so pained, so hurt??? We can see how much he meant it when he said he wanted Yuuri to never retire in ep 9

AND

FUCKING AFTERWARDS

DO YOU SEE THIS SHIT

YURIO LOOKS SO SAD SO MOVED SO EVERYTHING??? AND LIKE IF THIS FACE DIDN’T MAKE HIS AFFECTION FOR YUURI CLEAR ENOUGH THEN HIM TRYING HIS BEST IN HIS ROUTINE WHILE THINKING ABOUT YUURI CERTAINLY DID. PLUS HE’S ALSO SEEING VIKTOR BREAK RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AND

Viktor just HUGS HIM. Both of them are panicking and Viktor HUGS HIM. This is no normal hug and it’s also not only a dad cheering for son moment, you know what makes this scene so great? The fact that Kubo depicted Viktor’s silent plea and Yurio’s/Victor’s mutual pain so accurately with just actions and expressions. THIS HUG IS NOT JUST VIKTOR SHOWING HIS AFFECTION FOR YURIO, IT’S ALSO ABOUT VIKTOR HUGGING HIM SEEKING COMFORT BECAUSE IT BREAKS HIS HEART TO THINK YUURI WILL RETIRE IF HE WINS GOLD.

Ignore the subs cus that’s just Otabek thinking about his own performance; VIKTOR BURIES HIS FACE INTO YURIO’S SHOULDER DEEPENING THE HUG, MAKING HIS PAIN SO CLEAR AND THIS ENTIRE ACT JUST SCREAMS PLEASE DON’T LET IT HAPPEN. It feels like Viktor is asking Yurio to win, like he needs him to win, and Yurio is even more taken aback thanks to this act. During his performance he even thinks to himself that Yuuri can’t just take Viktor as his coach, break his world record and then retire once getting gold. He can’t just suddenly stop caring and leave everything behind and HONESTLY THIS SCENE IS SO??? GREAT??? HOW??? HOW!!!

kirithechibi

Yuri on Ice staff meeting for episode 11.

sasvke

[sweats] JJ

galianconica1229

Oh my.... all those characters that mamoru voiced are all my faves.... shit. Cant wait to here what this guys sounds like...

korravai

Do you ever think about how

Victor going to Japan, meeting Yuri, bonding with him, training him, falling in love with him, finding someone he prioritizes more than himself that he wants to protect

Yuri getting out of his slump when Victor becomes his coach, finding his love for skating again, becoming more self-confident and discovering his own charm, getting past his idolization of Victor for real love

Is all thanks to these three

The video of Yuri skating Victor’s program started everything

Axel, Lutz, and Loop Nishigori saved anime

galianconica1229

True dat

nooowestayandgetcaught

– i promise myself a better life

TWO TYPES OF LOVE

Yuuri to Victor : I named my dog after you

Ciel to Sebastian : I named you after my dog

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doctorwhodunit

Starting your first semester like

Barely midway through like…

livguini

I made a compilation of all my favorite vines.

Thank you, Vine

September 1, 2016

I don't understand why is it that parents will get mad when your grades are low and will immediately think that being in a relationship was the whole reason for being a failure. I got low grades in my tests and they just get mad now? Like, come on, I've always been getting grades that low since 2010 and I'm still passing on my card. How? Because I fucking work my ass off to do the rest right. I understand that I'm grade 10 and I need to study first but I really just can't accept their anger and be chill about it like per usual because it makes no sense at all! I know grades are just numbers and will not define who I am but it just hurts when your parents blames something or someone u love. At times like this, I always begin thinking that I should've never existed or never even spoke to anyone to begin with. I know it's all inevitable and I accept it but my heart just can't. There's no justice in it. I just really hate misunderstanding. I really want to tell them how hard I work and how much effort I've been doing. I've been sacrificing all the rest of the time I have for school, family, friends, boyfriend, music, training. I think so much about the rest that I sacrificed my own time for myself just for the rest. I will always cling on the feeling of selfishness but I guess I will never be able to let it free forever. I am bound to do what is best for others than myself right? And yet, in the end, my own kindness and selflessness will bring me bout to my own demise. I wish, for once in my life, one day, someone could notice all these and understand that it hurts. It hurts so much when no one understands you and you're too kind to be mad at someone or even fight.

helthehatter

To All WildeHopps Shippers

Was going to wait to make this a morning post but I can’t hold back this fantastic realization: we’re going to win either way. When Zootopia 2 comes out we are going to come out satisfied. Why? Because let’s face it the only reason they aren’t considered a cannon couple is because they haven’t kissed. But other than that Nick and Judy sizzle with chemistry that far surpasses a majority of Disney couples who HAVE made out and tied the knot. I mean is any shipper sitting there thinking: “Gosh, there could be no INCREDIBLE WildeHopps moments in the sequel.”? If so I have wonderful news darling: you are wrong. Judy and Nick had some of the sweetest moments when they were just building up their friendship. Seeing them in a sequel were they’re as close as ever? Our little shipper hearts are going to burst! Those future moments can be seen as platonic but they could also, VERY EASILY, be seen as romantic. I have complete faith that the wonderful Byron Howard and Rich Moore won’t let us down, after all they never said downright no to WildeHopps. The most negative thing they said is that no matter what they do someone is going to be disappointed. But shippers-that doesn’t have to be us! We are GOING to get loving gazes, adorable banter, beautiful affection, and fingers crossed one of them gets in danger and the other flips out. Nick and Judy are ELECTRIC, they’re always going to be electric, and I can’t see either of them admitting love and the other saying no (besides Judy already said she loves him and by Nick’s face its mutual so we don’t have to worry about that). I mean, there’s just no way they are going to say, very firmly that they aren’t a couple and will never be. And the directors are smart enough not to throw in a random love interest for either because the movies will always be about Nick and Judy’s adventures and relationships. Point is, whether Zootopia 2 ends with a kiss or a high four/hug, we are going to come out with smiles on our faces because truly, without a doubt, WildeHopps is a ship that will always sail.