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【真相】⋙ ❝ …there is something odd about you that I must admit. For what it is exactly, I cannot say. However, you seem like you are not around from here. Mind if I have your name? ❞ Kirigiri wasn’t sure what exactly about the other girl was odd, but somewhere in her gut, she believed her assumption was right. Still, it wasn’t proper to accuse of someone or something without proper evidence.

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" Searching database... Name: Nanami Chiaki. Model Type 001. Pleasure to meet you. Kirigiri Kyouko. "

|| -- ✖ -- || Perhaps if she simply left her introduction with only her own 'name', suspicion wouldn't be such a probable reaction. Or maybe curiosity? It is unsure. However, the way the android spoke was the most formal she could.

#[ in game ; android ]#[ kyoukokiwigiri ]

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——; "Hmm, is that all? Certainly, you could be performing another strategy on hiding yourself."

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"Perhaps, but I am only told to stay out of sight. While it is in my best interest to obey my creators, I suppose I have my small rebellions."

#[ in game ; android ]#[ corruptedxclever ]

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[ i made a clay terran blog i’m trash ]

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[ i made a clay terran blog i'm trash ]

#[ out of memory ]#[ it's still in progress bUT ]#[ this is my best mistake yet ]

[ i'm going to make a clay terran blog that i might never use but i want one so ]

#[ i have nothing to reply to ]#[ so freetime!! i might play the sims once i'm done with my new blog ]#[ out of memory ]

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A correct intuition, Nanami acquired— For upon finishing her statement, a bell rang off in Koizumi’s mind. The ‘emptiness of death’, did she say? Reading between the lines, it was a bit hard to judge what she was implying. Yet, she knew something had occurred to make the other act in such a determined manner. Most individuals were like that, in the sense where their strong will-power accumulated through past experiences and wishing to avoid or make up for those tough times.

However, she could only assume the same applied in their current circumstances. It would make sense, but there were still pieces of the puzzle left un-solved— If so, what did that sentence exactly entail? She had never heard of someone feeling death once before, as far as she could remember. It just.. didn’t add up. Alas, she was aware of her own empty memories, for their weight felt a bit un-balanced due to past experimentation.

“.. That’s a good attitude to keep. I’m not positive what it’s like to be in your shoes, but I’m sure you’ll be able to go far so long as you keep those morals in mind. Staying true to yourself.. Living for the sake of existence.. There’s nothing wrong with that, is there?”

She felt similarly, despite the past turmoils. In truth, Koizumi wanted to keep pursuing forward with all of her might. Regrettable pasts tore at her mind with every ounce, but it would do no good to let it overcome her (once more). As she finished that train of thought, it almost made her realize what she had been striving for all that time.. She didn’t want to lose sight of herself any further.

“Um, but.. There’s something about what you said that’s bugging me. You don’t want to feel death ‘anymore’.. What does that mean? Have you had that feeling before? I can’t understand how that’s possible, yet.. If I may, I want to help you. You seem like you have good intentions, so.. If you’d be willing, I’d like to hear you out.”

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Oh dear. It seems Koizumi still has it. While it's good that she does, and it strikes resemblance to the photographer on the island, the android really had hoped that this was something she would let slide. But alas, fate, luck--whatever you wish to call it--wouldn't allow it. No harm seeing how this route plays out, she supposes.

Though seeming a little hesitant in speaking due to her silent response, she was desperately racking her 'mind' for the correct words to say, and the right order to put them in. She had always been slow at processing this, but quality over quantity, as her creators say. One of the more nicer phrases they've taught her. At the memory of heir dissatisfied faces, she decided to speak.

"I thank you for your kind words, Koizumi. And..."

She turned her 'eyes' to the side, finding the spot where the floor meets the wall interesting at the present moment in time. How was she going to word this? She never had much trouble talking before... Should she spill? Or keep low?

"...Technically, I have experienced death. What I am now is but a solid replication of what I used to be. I am not perfect, however, until I become that 'me' long ago, I am not to meet anyone."

Not even the ones she so deeply cared about. The ones who she gave her 'life' up for. Not even them. She must 'live' until she is perfect. And once she reaches that, only then will her 'life' be allowed to pass on into fading zeros and ones. These fake emotions, these fake memories, this fake body, this fake 'Nanami Chiaki'--All of it will disappear in that moment. But until then, all she can do is hope she can satisfy those who want it.

#[ in game ; android ]#[ rubyobscura ]