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Thesis Random Thoughts

Was reading something about blogs when I remembered that I did have one before -- and I still do. So why not make use of it.

Fourth year in Law School is hell. No one said it was easy. But no one also said that it was this hard. Being in the senior year comes thesis writing. Learning something that intrigues me was fun, yes. But writing it, is not. I was called out for writing so informally. I was told my thesis is like a long facebook post or a blog.

Four years of hearing criticisms and words to crush you, I felt like crying but then realized I have no time for that kind of sht. So, just like what any other law student would do, I faced all those critics head on.

Wouldn't keep this "I'm back" post long but, yes, I will be back. Hopefully? And pour out all the random thoughts and "creative" writings and poetry there is in me through this page.

If ever someone gets to pass by this page, I hope I would be able to make it worthwhile for you.

[ganneborja]

Different Guy, Different Lesson

I just realized, every guy that comes in a woman’s life would be different.

My first love, a puppy love, made me feel that love could really be so selfless. He never became my boyfriend, we never had intimate moments, yet he sticked with me for 2years. He was the guy that made me feel that I am so loved or that I can be loved without asking for return. Despite many rejections, despite countless time of pushing him away, he stayed.

My second love, my whirlwind romance, made me feel that there would always be a point in your life where you can go crazy because of love. This experience made me a different person. He made me experience things I never thought I would. He gave me a magical first kiss, he was always supportive, he was charming. But he cant be mine. Yes it was like a fairytale with him but he was also my greatest heartbreak. Yes, he may be my dream guy but he surely isnt the one who could make my dreams come true.

The third one on the other hand is not yet really a love. He came into my life when I was deeply hurt by my second love. It just happened so fast. Everything, from the moment we became friends up to the time we separate ways, happened in a span of 1 month. It seems like he really happened to help me save myself from destroying myself more. This guy is now my bestfriend. An example that sometimes two people are better off as friends. I cant help but say that he’s really a big part of my life now.

The fourth one, is a proof that dreams do come true.  He was my crush.  I never thought he would spare me a glance. I always thought that my imaginations with him would stay as an imagination.  And yes, he became the first guy I introduced to my family and my first boyfriend. I thought he would be the first and the last but he wasn’t. This love made me realize that love alone is not enough. It must always be accompanied by constant efforts, communication and assurance to make your partner feel the love that they deserve.

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Sharing is Caring. Let us all be aware of what Martial Law is. Declaring such is not as easy as it may look life. Don’t panic but be aware. Social Awareness is our responsibility ❤️

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Covid2020

This Pandemic made me realize a lot of things. One of them is to start writing and to start expressing myself more thru writing. 

Go girl! You gotta lot of time!

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Easter 2020

For the first time, Easter Sunday is spent at home.

Ever since I was born, Black Saturdays and Easter Sundays were spent in Daet, my paternal grandmother’s hometown.  Every Saturday afternoon, my Aunts would be decorating the carriage and afterwards, we would all walk towards the church to leave the image for the Easter Vigil. Then at 2:30 am of Sunday, we all wakeup in preparation for the Alleluya. A bounty breakfast would then be waiting for us in our relative’s house after the mass and then we all gather in the garden for our Easter games. Oh how celebrated it has been for our family!

This year is different. I woke up at 8am and then I just waited for the image of Resurrection to pass by our home — very different from the usual where we walked with Him around the jurisdiction of our Parish. No early morning mass, just an online mass. No bounty breakfast with our extended family, just a breakfast with the six of us and… no Easter games.

But despite the cancelled celebration, I know definitely Easter is not cancelled. Easter is not just about the celebration. What matters most is how we believe in our hearts that Jesus died in the cross for us and has risen. Easter is believing that we are saved.

Just as how Jesus trust His father and just how Jesus has risen from the dead, we, too,  should trust Him that this Pandemic would come to an end and soon we would also rise from this trial and would be back to normal. Back to the normal where we already know how to keep a balance of everything.

Have a blessed Easter, everyone! ❤️

[ganneborja]

THE PRIDE

Right from the start, the joy is felt Out of the grace, a life is meant Gift of a song from hand divine Endowed to earth for thine and mine Looking in anticipation for this new creation Every move, every beat, is soul’s elation Never has there been a moment so hopeful Not for grandeur, power or wealth and grateful  Entitled to the gift of the great first born And as the babe made her first moves Now the father exhaults in joy and loves New to the world, the crib life revolves Envisioned by her father, her destiny unfolds Bit by bit she grows in love and beauty Out of the babe she blossoms splendidly Runs her smile that captures the heart Joined by her works, her dreams, her art Always and always, she shall be the father’s pride ~Father of The Pride

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It's been 10 years since we agreed that the first of August would be our self-proclaimed anniversary! We're all of legal age already yaaay 🙌 More challenges awaits us. But together, I know we can withstand it 😉☺️ I love you girls! 😘 Cheers to 18 years (and counting) of great memories 🎉💕 @angelnidea @chinderellaa

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Few more minutes 👑 (at Avenue Plaza Hotel)

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Love is a very broad topic. It can have different meanings to different people. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, "love is a feeling of strong or constant affection for a person," but it is more than just an affection. Love is a commitment where one is willing to give up his comfort, his life, and even his light for the good and completeness of the other. Giving up comfort is like a parent working abroad so that he can give his family a good life. On the othe hand, giving up life is like God dying on the cross for us, or national heroes dying in the process of saving our country, or by simply being a person living for oneself and for the others at the drop of a hat. Finally, giving up light is like a person selling every wealth he has to be able to pay for the needs of the one that he loves. Indeed as they say it, "The measure of love is love without measure." #family #love #STS #BL11 @albisdumbledore

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"She plants love, and she grows roses. The fragrance of romance comes from the blossom that blooms in the heart."

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Clingy baby 😂 Miss you kilig buddy 😘❤️