2. 'You're all I'll ever want. You're all I'll ever need.'
3. 'Say that you love me.'
4. 'Beg me to stop. Get on your knees and beg.'
5. 'You'll never be anything without me. I created you.'
6. 'I love you so much, it's tearing me inside and out.'
7. 'Please don't go... Stay.'
8. 'I can take whatever I want, whenever I want.'
9. 'I'm in love with the taste of you. Give me more.'
10. ''I'll kill for you.'
11. 'I'd kill anyone that gets in my way of owning you... I'd even kill you.'
12. 'No one would ever come in between me and you.''
13. 'It's just me and you.'
I've come up with some prompts, I've hit a massive writers block and I would love some ideas. Please don't be afraid to request any I would greatly appreciate them.
Kylo loves you right? At least it's what you try to convince yourself of.
word count: 4,731 words
Warning(s) Heavy angst, Smut, Violence, Extra mean Kylo, Kylo's a dick in this one.
I don't own this Gif
You had convinced yourself that he needed you.
You had convinced yourself that he loved you.
You lay in your cold bed, as you watch him watch you. You pretend to not notice the look of anger on his face.
''You put my troops in danger'' His cold voice breaks the silence. You can't speak your voice raspy from the lack of dehydration. Funny, this is the first thing he tells you when you wake up.
''A thank you would be nice.'' You mutter quietly, you didn't want to anger him further. You don't flinch as he throws a vase against the wall.
''Thank you? I should kill you. You disobeyed my order, I told you to stay here, and now look at what you've done.'' You don't speak, you can't. You don't remember the last time you felt. warm.
''I saved your life Kylo, she would've killed you.'' This time you flinch, his grip on your face bruising. He forces you to look at him.
''Rey, has her own reasons. She's not as foolish as you.'' You fight the tears threatening to escape, you wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing you cry.
''You're pathetic, you repulse me, the only thing you're good at is getting in my way.'' You shut your eyes, as Kylo stomps his way out of your shared room.
'shared.'
You were the only one whoever slept here.
It had been years since your marriage to Kylo, granted you had no choice. You never did.
His way of becoming supreme leader, was by murdering, conquering, and marrying into the dark side. Your parents were quick to hand you over, they feared for their lives.
Not yours.
You don't know what love is, you never experienced it. Not from your parents, you didn't have friends, and now you're stuck in a loveless marriage.
You'd agreed to marry him because you wanted to feel something, you wanted to feel loved.
You roll over wincing slightly as you roll on your back, the gash on your abdomen created by Rey. She had tried to hurt Kylo.
Her lightsaber pierced through you, while his words pierced through your heart.
You stare at your ceiling.
This time you do cry.
You cry for yourself.
'Ceilings, plaster. Can't you just make it move faster?'
You don't see much of Kylo after that, it didn't surprise you. The only times you did see him, were times you managed to somehow 'mess' up. Every time he'd come to you, it was to berate you, remind you how pathetic you were, he's never touched you. Not even once.
You'd convince yourself that it was his way of showing he cared.
At least a bit..
You wince slightly as you make your way off the command shuttle.
The overgrown grass grazes your legs as you walk through the field, you knew this place like the palm of your hand.
You had dreams of marrying here as a child. There wasn't much you remembered from your childhood, sometimes you'd create scenarios in your head.
Your eyes flutter shut involuntarily as you feel the cool breeze prick your face. The sharp contrast between the quiet you felt here, and the eerie buzz of machines on the ship soothing.
It was rare for you to receive permission off the ship. Your wound was still fresh, you refused treatment.
You didn't want to risk bumping into him. Especially vulnerable, he would never see that side of you.
After sll you're pretty sure he would never care. Not when she existed.
You were too into your head you failed to notice the figure looming over you.
''I ordered you back on the ship 5 minutes ago. Why are you still here.''
You did not need to look back, you knew that voice all too well. His voice always held conviction, he lacked empathy that you were very much aware.
Even knowing, your heart always manages to sink.
''Dinner will be served at 0:17, you are to join me no excuses.''
You don't nod, it wasn't a suggestion. It was a command, an order.
You sigh, regretting it immediately the sharp pain on your abdomen still present. You carefully rise from your seated position. You slowly follow him back onto the shuttle.
An impending feeling of dread fill the deepest depths of your gut.
Turns out the 'dinner' was 100% a faculty meeting. One you were forced to sit and participate in.
You sit next to Kylo, your hands on your lap as you mindlessly listen to the General. Hux' you're not sure though, you were never properly introduced.
You've shared formalities once, just a nod while passing nothing else.
Dinner was served much after, by that time your appetite was certainly gone.
The food Infront of you was barren and cold, like the occupants in here.
''Eat. Your wound needs the strength to heal.'' The hall is flushed in quite. The hush hung heavy in the air. Your heart beats.
''What?'' You're unsure of weather he was speaking to you or...
You stare into the dark abyss of his helmet. Your reflection clear, you watch yourself nod as you force a mouthful. The food was tasteless, goosebumps rose on your skin.
You felt the eyes of everyone on you. You wanted to shrink.
Kylo only did this to exort control. Power.
He wants others to know you were off limits. Funny, because that was made obvious. The the black band that rested on your finger was proof.
Behind closed doors, you were nothing to him.
To seal the deal Kylo interlocks your hands and rest them on the table. His grip tight.
The meeting stretched longer than you anticipated. Conversations of how to overcome and finally destroy the 'Rebellion.' Kylo's grip tightened at the mention of the Jedi.
You ignore the way your gut lurches, at the mention of her name.
The room suddenly grew impossibly hot.
Your discomfort however was noticed by the general.
''Is everything ok?'' You nod faintly, before rising from your seat. The metal screeching as it scratched the floor. You pull your hand from Kylo.
''I would like to excuse myself, I'm not feeling well.''
''Very well. You're dismissed.''
You don't wait for his approval. You don't look back, as you take slow and tentive steps out of the dining hall.
Once you're out of sight, you bolt . A wave of nausea greeting the pit of your stomach. You ignore the sharp pain shooting across your body as you rush into your room.
You burst into the bathroom before reaching to close the door, it doesn't.
A gloved hand prevents it from shutting.
Your eyes widen as you watch Kylo crowd the space.
''I'm sorry I-''
You words were cut off by a yelp. Your arm is forcefully grabbed as you're forced out of the bathroom.
''Kylo, stop you're hurting me.'' You protest fell on deaf ears as you're dragged out.
You scratch and pull at your arm in his grasp.
Once you manage to pull your arm free, you're frame sharply connects with a wall. The blow excruciating as you cry out.
''You expect me to keep you around? How are you supposed to Rule beside me, when you're constantly embarrassing yourself.'' Your body is fueled with rage at his words.
You couldn't believe this man.
''Then why do you?! It has been made very clear of my disturbance. You do not need to keep me around.'' The room grew deathly quiet.
The hiss of Kylo's helmet, is the only warning you receive before its flung hard against the wall.
''You have no right to speak to me as such. I am your ruler, you obey me.''
You laugh un-amusement dripping from your voice as you stare into his lifeless eyes.
''I'll tell you what you ar-'' The sharp sting causes the air to escape your lungs. Tears well up in your eyes, as you watch his gloved hand curl as he uses the force against you.
''You take pride in being a burden. I should've killed you when I had the chance.''
This time your tears do fall. You shut your eyes as agony fills your body. The pain of your wound no match for the pain of your heart.
''You take pride in being something you're not. I see right through your stupid helmet, your stupid mask.'' You gasp out, you should stop talking but you're so angry.
You're so angry... you're so hurt.
''You fail to see what everyone thinks of you. Rey-''
''You shut your mouth!''
''You give her your hand, and she rejects you. You come back to me. You hate her because she rejected you. So here I am.' You don't kill me because you fucking can't!''
Your words hang heavy in the air.
Kylo's glare deep in your bones, as you struggle to stay coherent. The force finally taking its toll on your body. You almost think you're wrong. And this is his way of proving it to you.
'He's actually killing you.'
The force is ripped off, as you gasp for air.
An expression of pure hatred etched onto his skin as you watch him leave.
'This felt like the start of a movie you've seen before.'
Weeks, and maybe months pass before you ever see Kylo again. The scarring of his words forever etched into your head.
You selfishly, wish your own words stick with him too.
The past few days passed by in a blur. The first order was finally gaining onto the Rebellion. Victory was finally. promised.
The door to your room opens with a woosh.
Kylo stands sickly still. You pretend to be asleep, your heart beats as your eyes squint open.
''I know you're awake. Get up and follow me.'' You watch as he marches back out.
''Keep your mouth shut, don't speak unless addressed, and stay close.'' You nod as you walk closely behind him. You had never been here, the place was eerily quiet, shivers racked your spine as you made your way to stars knows where.
''The mighty Kylo Ren, When I found you, I saw what all masters lived to see. Raw Untamed power, and something truly special... the potential of your blood line.'' You freeze as you here Snoke utter those words.
You feel Kylo also freeze, the steps of the Supreme Leader loud as he makes his way over.
''Within your bloodline, a new Vader will rise, I was mistaken.'' You watch as Kylo lifts his head.
''I've given everything I have to you... To the dark side'' His helmet disorients his voice.
''Take that ridiculous thing off.'' You watch as Kylo hesitates to remove his helmet. A big nasty gash paints the side of Kylo's face, your eyes widen as you take in the wound.
''You have too much of your father's heart in you.''
''I killed him, when the moment came, I didn't hesitate.'' Yiu shut your eyes, as you take in his words. He was capable of killing his own father.
''And look at you the deed spread your spirit to the bone...You were unbalanced bested by a girl who had never held a lightsaber...you failed.''
You watch as your husband gets up and is blasted with snokes force.
''Don't you touch him!'' You feel your heart pound as you stand over Kylo. You hold your head high, as Snoke marches his way towards you.
''Silly girl, you fool.'' Your lips curls in disgust as he gives you a once over.
You flinch as he passes a hand through your hair, he chuckles sinisterly.
''You've managed to get yourself a good one, she will do just fine.'' You stop breathing entirely.
''The seed of the Jedi order lives, as long as it does hope lives in the galaxy. I thought you would be the one to snuff it out. Unless you're no Vader, You're just a child in a mask.''
The elevator ride back to your room was tense.
The tiny space felt crowded. You stood behind Kylo as he vibrated in anger.
Seconds felt like hours.
You watch in horror as he drives his helmet, through the wall repeatedly. Sparks of the destroyed fuses, burning as they caught on your skin. ''Kylo stop! You're hurting yourself.'' You don't know why you try reasoning with him.
His relentless beating to the wall doesn't deter, or slow. You were left with no choice. You roughly pull his head into your grasp, as you pull him into a hug.
Kylo tenses in your hold, and you half expect him to pull you off, and kill you for the stunt. But he stills completely before wrapping his large arms around your body.
You stand holding each other for a while, the feeling entirely new.
This was the first time he ever held you tenderly.
You so badly want this moment to last, you so badly wish time would stop.
The sudden ding of the elevator snaps Kylo out of whatever trance he was in. Soon he's rushing out of the metal encapsule barking out commands, as you stand staring at his destroyed helmet.
This was the Kylo you never knew could exist.
'And I would say all of this. But I don't wanna ruin the moment'
You're much more careful around Kylo, he seems to be in better moods.
He no longer yelled or ordered you around.
You found yourself suspicious. Every encounter behind closed doors was 'decent.'
You stare at the ceiling in your room. You replay and overthink the constant movies playing in your head. You were grateful, to improve on your skills of blocking him. out
He had no means, or way into getting into your head.
Your eyebrow ticks as you sit up. 'He had thanked you for walking alongside him.'
Granted you really had no choice but... still
Your seated beside him again as you partake in another faculty meeting. This time the topic surrounded and revolved around 'destroying' the Jedi.
Your eyebrow ticks once again.
'Is he allowing this to happen?'
You highly doubt it, especially when he almost practically split you in half for even mentioning her.
''We have some matters to discuss after this.'' He had mentioned discussing matters, ever so often.
''From now on, you are to attend any meeting alongside me. You are to stand beside me. Walk beside me, breathe and eat beside me. I will expect no less. Am I clear?''
Your head nods. His beady eyes stare into your soul.
''Use your words.''
''Yes,''
''Good girl''
For the third time today, your eyebrow again ticks.
You really should've taken his words into consideration. You find yourself next to him every second, every minute, of everyday. You walked beside him as soon as you land on the Death Star.
This is where the latest appearance of the 'Resistance' was made.
Your hands grow clammy, you've witnessed what they could do.
You've witnessed what he could do. You've been on the receiving end of his wrath; you can't even bring yourself to imagine what could occur.
The telltale singe of his lightsaber coming to life, sickening...
A gnawing feeling of dread filled the pit of your stomach.
Your eyes frantically look for Kylo. He had disappeared.
The sky began to cry. Rain fell hard as it drenched your entire being.
You dashed holding onto the bottom of your dress.
Your heart pounded. You dashed as fast as you could. Your body taking heavy blows from the ground as you slipped. Your speed never falttered.
The feeling of your heart getting heavy, your motivation.
The scene displayed in front of you; heart wrenching.
You watched as Rey stood over Kylo; her hand outstretched in an offering.
The violent crashes of the waves cold.
You feel your body move before your mind. The sight of Rey picking up his saber flashing.
The burn of the lightsaber, nothing like the burn in your chest.
'You'd fooled yourself.'
Your mind was failing to catch up, your once Chartreuse colored dress. Red from the blood leaving you.
You stare in panic, as she stands over you. Ironic.
She's always won.
She had the one thing you've dreamt of having..
His love.
''This is what you stand for? You stand for madness. Chaos''
You heave.
This is the woman he wanted to rule alongside with.
This is the woman he deemed, fit for your role.
You've saved his life twice now...
Your vision blurred, as rain crashed over you. The red oozed out of you and washed away with the waves.
You stare as she is flung to the side, by an invisible force. Her body colliding with the side of the ship as she lands hard on the ground.
Your limp body dragged onto a lap.
Your energy was draining, it was hard to keep your eyes open.
''Keep them open, stay with me.''
His hair damp from the rain, you want to speak. You want to say how stupid you feel.
You want to tell him how much you hate him.
You want to tell him how much you love him.
'You're kinda cute, but it's Raining harder. My shoes are now full of water, Lovely to be rained on with you'
''I hate how stupid you make me feel.''
Breathing is getting harder, this wasn't like the first time. No.
This time Kylo holds you, forcing you into a hug. He pushes the damp hair laying across your face, before he plants a shaky kiss onto your lips.
You feel your mouth stretch into a smile.
You feel warm.
His dark eyes the last thing you see before you're pulled into an abyss.
'But it's not real, And you don't exist, And I can't recall the last time I was kissed.'
You feel cold. And everything hurts. Your eyes slowly open, you squint as you try to adjust to the florescent lights. You try to sit up, the movement impossible.
''You're awake.''
You turn your head to the side, Kylo sat beside your bed. His large form barely fitting into the sofa chair.
''How long?''
Your voice was dry and raspy. He hushes you before placing a cup to your lips. You drink the liquid graciously. Your nerves tick. 'Why was he here?'
''You never seem to follow simple orders.''
The lack of conviction in his voice surprised you.
''I wasn't going to let you die-''
''And so, you'd rather die?!''
You shut your eyes. You didn't want to do this today. You were way over fighting with him. You had learned how stubborn Kylo was. A silent nod was the only response you gave him. He scoffs.
''You are supposed to rule beside me, not below.''
''I was never meant to rule beside you.''
You were tired. Too tired. Exhaustion filled your voice. There was no need to feign interest, there was no need to feign concern, and there was certainly no need to feign care.
''Kylo, I think we should stop here-''
''Don't you even dare finish that sentence. There is no ending. You are to get better. No excuses. Or so help me stars-''
''Rey, is she okay?''
You don't know why you asked, maybe reassurance. Maybe you just wanted him to rip the band aid off. Who knows. You hold your breath though. You want to be sure, you want to get closure. You want him to be happy, even if it wasn't with you. Even if he destroyed you.
''She should be dead for what she did to you! She hurt you.''
You notice the way his voice softens.
''Let me in...''
Your handshakes as you trace the scar adorning the side of his face. Kylo's eyes clench shut. He grabs your wrist before placing a delicate kiss onto the inside of your palm.
''I can't... I'm scared.''
Kylo doesn't argue he just nods. His cape flutters behind him before he goes to leave.
''I will bring the medic.''
With that the door wooshes shut.
Once again you find yourself staring at the ceiling.
'And it kinda comes out, As I get up to go.'
Days bled into nights since the incident. Kylo loomed over you like a hawk. You were never out of his sight. He was your shadow. You've began to grow used to his overbearing behavior; you find yourself looking forward to seeing him.
His anger was still an issue. Just not for you.
For once his wrath was not directed towards you.
Today was no different. News of the 'Resistance' Successful escape quickly filled the empty halls of the ship.
Chaos ensued.
Bodies plagued the floor, some lay still others out cold.
''Kylo.''
Your voice interrupted whatever was going on in the control room. The thud of the body, being choke by Kylo's force, loud.
Kylo turned at the sound of your voice, his black helmet now decorated with red. Due to your handiwork. You both stand staring at eachother, before you turn and walk out.
You smile at the sound of his pounding feet coming after you.
You walk in silence; you lure him into your shared room. You lean on a wall, arms crossed as you stare at him. You're unsure when this confidence of being within each others prescence formed.
''They can't get away with this... She can't get away with what she did.''
You hum in acknowledgement. You stare into his helmet.
''Take it off''
You hear his intake of breath before the hissing of his mask fills the quiet.
You walk slowly to where he sits on the bed. Your feet come in between his spread legs. You move his hair out of his face, before tracing the scar adorning his face delicately. He shuts his eyes as he releases a sigh. His large arms wrap around your stomach, he rests his head there; you caress his head.
The tension immediately leaving his body.
''Please let me in..''
Your heart thuds in your chest. Vulnerability coats his words. You slowly let the walls down. You cringe as a sharp singing of pressure rushes into your head.
Your thoughts were bare.
Kylo's arms clench around your midsection as he infiltrates your thoughts. Your soothing hand does not stop it's motions.
'Lovely to sit between comfort and chaos.'
I want you to bear my children.
The cough released from your chest loud in the room.
Kylo stares an amused expression taking over his face.
''I'm- I'm sorry?''
''I need to begin forging my bloodline... We need to begin forging our bloodline.''
Your eyes are wide. You'd been taking things slow. The past few months beyond enjoyable. You fell into a silent comfort. You were there, and he was here.
''I, I don't know what to say.''
''Don't say much...whenever you're ready.''
That night you laid wide awake. he laid beside you. You've walked beside him, did everything with him...You haven't shared a kiss after the first one.
Too scared to rush into it.
The sound of rustling sheets grabs your attention as you look to the side.
''You're thinking too loud.''
''Sorry...Were you being serious?''
''Hm''
''You want me to forge your bloodline?''
''No, I want you to forge our bloodline.''
Your heart skipped a beat. You turn to look at him. Kylo was already staring at you. Your eyes were like magnets, connecting every time. Your attraction for one another grew. You could feel it. Feel him.
''If this is about what Snoke-''
''Snoke no longer influences me.''
He had killed him. Set himself free. You nod, unable to use your words. Your thoughts were going haywire. The feeling of his hand caressing your face comforting. He had reclused any form of affection behind walls.
That night he kissed you.
He'd kissed you soft and slow. His mouth relayed everything he couldn't bring himself to say. Your hands grasped onto his shoulder. You looked for grounding.
If this was a dream you did not want to wakeup.
Your once soft kisses quickly became passionate. Your unspoken words a cacophony of something beautiful. Tears welled in your eyes.
'Finally'
His hands cup your face gently, as he breaks the kiss. He plants soft kisses onto your neck, his lips graze over your most sensitive parts.
Your grip on his shoulders, tightening.
You feel him slide, down, down until he's looking up. Your eyes meet as you nod. You gulp at the anxiety rapidly bubbling in your stomach.
Your panties are pulled off from beneath your nightgown, the air of the night Cold.
You arch your back of the bed, as Kylo blows a puff of air.
''So beautiful.''
He wastes no time as he dives in. His nose
bumping into your pearl, sends your eyes rolling back. His sharp tongue once uses to bring you to tears, now brings you to pieces.
The groan he releases cause a moan to escape from between your lips. His pace doesn't change. You find yourself gripping onto his hair, as you buck your hips onto his face. He chuckles the vibrations sending you into overload.
''Please-''
''Patience''
He's hushing you.
Your words slurred, as his thick digit teased your hole. You gasp as he shoves it inside, rocking it back and forth before he introduces a second one. Your groan in ecstasy, as he scissors you.
''Oh stars-''
'Bedsheets, no clothes. Touch me like nobody else does.'
You try to quiet your moans. his hands slap at your thigh. The impact sending tingles to your already sensitive body.
''Let me here how good I make you feel.''
Your body is coated in a light sheen of sweat. He looked so good between your legs. You throw your head back and clench your highs against his face, as his fingers quicken.
His tongue curls just around your clit, and you burst. The wire snapping, as you gush. Kylo never stops, even after you bordered sensitivity his laps never let up.
''Please, I can't-''
''Give me one more baby, give me. one more.''
Your body withered as he forced another orgasm out of you, you laid limp. Kylo crawled over you, you force his mouth onto yours. He moans as you lick yourself off his lips.
You loved the taste of you on his mouth. Your night gown is slipped off of you, as you undress him.
He kneels between your spread legs, his arms holding onto your ankles. Kylo places a delicate kiss on the inner side of your ankle.
''Are you sure?''
You nod your head.
''Use your words-''
''Yes''
''That's my girl'' He chuckles at your desperation.
Your eyes stay connected as he you feel him rub his cock over your lips. Your mouth gapes, as he nudges over your clit. Kylo coats himself in your slick.
Before you moan at the pop of him finally entering. The intrusion, borderline painful. He shushed you as you cried. His thumb going between your bodies, to rub at your clit.
''Tell me to stop and I will.''
You frantically shake your head. You beg him to move, do something to relieve the burning pressure growing between your legs.
Kylo's pace started off slow, he took his time in kissing you allover, marking you. Claiming you.
Your hands tangled into his hair, as he thrusted deeper.
Your lips never sepertaed.
Kylo was painting your sky with stars. Hanging the moon for you.
''Please.''
This time his pace quickens, your moans grow as the headboard of your shared bed slams against the wall.
''Take it.''
''You're doing so good.''
''Fuck, you feel so good.''
Kylo's praises in your ear, bring you to other levels. You find, yourself begging for him. You want him inside and out.
''You're mine...''
''I'm going to put a baby in you.''
''You're going to be nice a round with my baby, you want that?''
You nod frantically words slurring into Yes's.
''You're my queen, you're going to rule beside me forever. Not even death will keep us apart.
Your eyes well up with tears. Kylo wipes at the them, his pace never faltering not even as he makes you come over and over again.
Not even when he paints you full of him.
Not even when he tells you how much he loves you.
Tonight, you don't stare at your ceiling, you finally stare at him..
'And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before, Before.'
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Kylo doesn’t know when it started, he couldn't understand why he was here in the first place. You stood kneeling before him, tears in your eyes. Your pleas muffled as he drew his lightsaber, he didn’t plan on killing you. He wanted to come in peace. But, your family just chooses not to be ruled. How was he supposed to stay in the dark side? If your family, mere peasants, chose chaos over peace.
Your tears paint the grimy floor, as you beg for your family's life.
Not yours.
You stared right through his mask, his breath hitched as he felt the tingles. Tingles he didn’t allow himself to feel. He was the commander of the first order, your family, chose this life. Chose to end their life.
Your blood curdling screams were heard throughout the night as Kylo slaughtered your family. cries followed him out of the hut you hid in. You were the only survivor, you were the example.
‘‘Bring her to me.'’ Kylo commanded as stormtroopers forced their way onto your people. You fought against the troopers forcing you into the command shuttle. Your sobs loud as you mourned your family.
This was the first time Kylo had seen you cry. And even as you begged for him to kill you too, he seemed to only focus on the tears streaming down your face.
He hated seeing you cry.
You refused to eat. He tried being the nice guy, you just refused to cooperate. Kylo had no other choice, you left him no choice.
‘’Get away from me.’’ You spat as you kicked and screamed. Truth be told, Kylo found you amusing. He liked that you still had the fight in you. Your anger and aggression did things to him, he felt things he'd never felt before.
You were strapped to a chair, as Kylo read your mind. Your thoughts consisted of multiple things. The most prominent one. Your hatred for him. He clenched his jaw under his helmet. You should feel grateful for being in his presence. He granted you mercy. He gave you a home. Deep in his head however, a voice yelled at him for bringing you here, it’s not what you wanted. He ignored that voice, He always did.
‘’You anger only fuels your hatred.’’ Kylo hummed his voice disoriented from the helmet he wore. Your refusal to look at him made his hands clench into fists. The leather squeaking at his force.
Your body was suddenly flung into the wall as he choked you with the force.
You clawed and scratched at the invisible strength tightening around your throat. Your voice cracked as you gasped for breath.
Even like this, you still wouldn’t look at him. This only angered Kylo
Your body slammed onto the floor as you gasped for air. Crawling away from him.
‘’You’re still holding on. Let go!’’ Kylo didn’t know why your refusal to acknowledge him enraged him.
You had nothing for him, he gained nothing from you, you meant nothing to him.
The force was close to killing you.
He almost killed you.
Kylo took small careful steps towards you, as to not scare you. You crawled away in fear.
‘’You think I’m a monster.’’ Kylo didn’t know why he continued to antagonize you. He couldn't stop, your fear gave him power.
Your breath hitched as he removed his helmet. Your eyes closed before you even got the chance to see his face.
Why were you so difficult?
Kylo slammed his helmet against the wall. His frustration and anger got the best of him as he drove his helmet into the wall repeatedly.
His breathing was hard, shivers ran down your spine as you finally looked over at him.
He was beautiful.
The scar running down the side of his face, made him look so fragile.
‘’What more do you want from me.’’ Your voice was raspy from dehydration. Your skin pale, you lacked the strength you had minutes before.
You both did nothing but stare at each other.
Kylos chest heaved up and down from anger, and yours from fear.
You eventually looked away as he made his way out of your ‘room’ more like your cell.
You fell asleep from the exhaustion that night, your body weak and fragile from your lack of sleep, and refusal to eat. Kylo watched seated next to your bed, as you twitched in your sleep. He prodded into your head reading your mind. As the same nightmare of nights before plague your head. He was the protagonist, your family, his victims.
He clenched his eyes shut, as tears fell from your eyes. Even in your sleep you despised him.
He really hated seeing you cry.
You were more careful, you never left your cell unless you were allowed. If you were pliant, He wouldn’t show up. It has been more than a month of you being here. You still had no idea what exactly you were even doing here. You weren’t a Jedi, you were not part of the Resistance. So why were you still here?
You had no one to talk to. Sleep was your only escape, your thoughts no longer your safe space. You felt him in your head every once in a while. And each time, you would try to shut him out. You knew the only thing he would see were your thoughts of his face. The thought alone was embarrassing.
You were going insane.
‘’Y/N’’ You heard someone whisper, your head snapped up as you arose from the tiny cot in your room. Your door slid open as you squinted from the bright light. It was a stormtrooper.
‘’How do you know my name?’’ You asked suspicious. ‘’We have to move quickly.’’ Is all they said frantically looking around. The stormtrooper grabs hold of your hand as you both rush down the hallway.
Your bare feet slapping against the cold floor, as he led you down sharp corners. You made it to what you guessed was an emergency door. The wind cold, as it lashed on your cheek. A smile on your face, as this was the first time since you were brought here that you’ve seen the outside world that was not from your cell window.
As the emergency latched opened, sirens blared around the ship. The stormtrooper pushed you out of the ship as your feet touched snow. ‘’Run, as fast as you can. Go as far away. I’ll hold the rest.’’ You thanked him profusely as he shut the door. You made a run for it.
Feet running through the woods, plowing through the snow. Branches whipped at your face. Rocks dug onto your feet, the adrenaline you were feeling numbed you to it all.
Your eyes squinting as you looked ahead. You began to run again, ignoring the burn you felt on your chest. Ignoring the way the cold bit at your cheeks. You just ran.
The red panic lights lit up the hallway of the command ship, as Kylo walked through the ship halls. Bodies lie on the floor as he stomps his way through the quarters. You were missing. He knew you didn’t act alone. He couldn't trace you, you were far. Not far enough.
Anger radiated off his body in waves as he made his way into a tie fighter.
Just when he thought you were finally behaving, finally understanding.
It was his fault for trusting you.
And your fault for believing that damned stormtrooper. His body now laid split in half, he didn’t save you. He led you to your death.
The only one capable of saving you was him. You just did not know it yet.
Shivers racked your body as you hid behind a tree. You had no idea where you were, or where you were going. You were cold, tired, and hungry. Just as your body slumped against the tree, your ears perked up at the sound of a ship.
Your head snapping to find the source. You felt him near.
You winced as you made a run for it again, this time your determination stemmed from the fear you felt grow in the pit of your stomach. ‘’Your as naive as your people.’’ Your body stood paralyzed as his words came from behind.
‘’Maybe just as stupid as that measling trooper.’’ He chuckled darkly as fear shot down your spine. You didn’t turn around as his feet approached you. His boots crunching the snow beneath him. You finally turned to look at him when you felt him stop behind you.
His face was covered by his helmet, as you breathed heavily. ‘’Please, I just want to go home.’’ You plead in a whisper, as if trying to make him understand. Kylo’s head cocked to the side, ‘’what home? You have no family? No life?’’ You shut your eyes as he continues to mock you.
‘’I own you, the minute you come to understand that the better it is for you.’’ He went to grab your arm as you dug your heels into the ground.
‘’Please..’’ You plead again. ‘’Let me go.’’ your eyes looking at him. Kylo wants to feel bad, but he needs you. Why can’t you just understand?
He growls in frustration as he forcefully removes his helmet, as he slowly steps towards you. You step back staring into his crazed eyes. Your feet trip on themselves as you fall onto the floor. Hard.
‘’I keep you warm, fed, clothed, safe.’’ He makes his way over to you as you crawl away. ‘’And this is how you repay me!’’ His shout causes you to flinch. His gloved hand grabs hold of your night dress, as you cry out in pain.
‘’You think I’m a monster?’’ He spits out the same words from a few nights ago. This time you shake your head, scared of what's to come. You hear the sound of a lightsaber, you close your eyes. Feeling his saber. ‘’Look at me.’’ Kylo spits out holding his saber close to your face. You shake your head clenching your eyes shut.
‘’I said look at me.’’ Your eyes snap open as you feel your skin burn from the closeness of his saber.
Your breath hitches as you really look at him.
He looks so broken.
You don’t why you do it, but you can’t stop the way your hands come up to grab hold of his face. His breaths come out ragged as he closes the saber. Dropping his head onto your neck. He clutches onto your night shirt. Your hands shake as you comb them through his hair.
You make it back onto the command ship, ignoring the bodies that plague the floor.
He led you back to your room.
He sat you on your cot, wrapping your bruised and bloodied feet in gauze.
His rough hands, tender and gentle.
‘’My name is Y/n’’ You whisper as he puts everything away.
He only nods in recognition before walking out.
This time you watch him walk away.
Kylo ran.
He had to get to you.
He had just killed his father. The pain of the memory enraged as he blindly fought his tears. His tie fighter reached speeds never reached before.
The disappointment in both his fathers and Rey’s eyes. What would you think of him? Would you call him a monster? Did you hate him? He killed your family for star's sake.
Rey was the last person Kylo had allowed to make him feel a certain way. With Rey he felt like he needed to prove to her how much of a monster he was. With you, he wants to prove that he wasn’t one. At least not to you. You’re the first person that makes him want to turn around and do the right thing. Forget about the order. Forget about the power. Forget about the darkness.
He had to get you out, save you before he killed you too.
Kylo stopped breathing, his mind recoiling, enraged by the idea.
No. He had to protect you, he had to keep you safe.
He had to let you go. Even if it killed him.
He bursts through the command shuttle, ignoring General Hux. He can feel you near. Your energy grows stronger as he practically runs through the quarters.
You feel him before you see him. You rise from your cot just as your door slides open. He stands in silence as he grabs hold of your hand. You feel an immense sense of Deja Vu as he leads you through the ship. You don’t know where you’re going. You start to fight to get out of his grip as you see him make his way to the gates of the ship.
He tugs onto your arm as he leads you to his tie fighter, he forces you into his ship. The space is tight as you’re forced to sit close. Your breath hitches as you stare in fascination.
‘’I’ve never been on a fighter before.’’ You share out, you’re not sure if he’s listening.
He is, he’s always listening to you.
He watches a smile break out onto your face as you notice the field of flowers you’re about to land on.
You walk out of the fighter, Kylo has a grip on your hand as he helps you off. You fight the blush off your face as he continues to hold your hand.
You don’t know where you’re going, but you appreciate the comfortable silence that hangs in the air between you. ‘’So, what made you want to bring me here?’’ You’ve tried being a little easier to talk with since the other night. Kylo stops in his tracks suddenly, the smile on your face drops.
‘’What’s wrong?’’ You ask wearily, you don’t want to admit that you’re worried for him. But you are. ‘’I’m letting you go.’’ He whispers, through his mask. ‘’What?’’ You ask. Ripping your hand out of his grip. ‘’What?’’ You ask louder. He stays quiet as you stare at his helmet, You’ve grown to hate when he wears it.
You go to make your way back to the tie fighter, before you feel him grip onto your arm. He’s walking fast now, dragging you along. ‘’Kylo?... Kylo!’’ you shout as you finally get out of his grip. You stare at him wide eyed, frowning as he continues to walk ahead. The fresh air blowing your hair out of your face as you stare at him. He stalks towards you taking hold of your arm again, this time more forcefully.
You fight him again this time with strength you didn’t know you had.
You don’t know why you’re fighting, this is what you wanted.
You wanted to go home right?
‘’I’m letting you go.’’ Is all he says, before he throws you over his shoulder. You kick and scream as you struggle to get out of his grip.
You guys make it through a clearing before he sets you down, any other day you would’ve made a run for it but this time you stay put. Glaring at him. ‘’Why are you doing this?’’ Is all you say. This is the first time Kylo feels uncertain of his actions. He shakes his head as he tries to make his way back to the ship.
Tries.
You run to stand in front of him as you shove at his chest. ‘’Why are you doing this?’’ He feels your anger, Kylo just doesn’t know why you’re angry. Isn’t this what you wanted? You continue to pound your fist into his chest.
‘’You kill my family, you take me away from my home, you save me, and now you want to leave me here? With nowhere to go!’’ You shout. ‘’Why are you doing this to me?’’ He grabs hold of your wrists as you stare into his helmet.
‘’If you walk straight from here you’ll make it to a hut, just keep walking straight.’’ He completely disregards your earlier questions. You grow more infuriated. ‘’Take your helmet off.’’ You say. Kylo ignores your request as he makes his way back.
This time you don’t stop him.
‘’I hate you.’’ You shout after him.
He stops in his tracks. ‘’I hate you more than I did before.’’ At this he turns around, ripping his helmet off and throwing it on the ground. He shoves you against a tree.
‘’ You hate me? Good, hate me. Hate me for taking you away from your home. Hate me for killing your family. Hate me for wanting to keep you safe. Hate me for wanting you.’’ He spits out, he didn’t mean to get aggressive with you. He just wanted you to understand, he needed you to.
You cry, cry harder than you did for your family, harder than you did for your own life.
Kylo hates the way he makes you cry, he hates the way your tears make his chest hurt.
Most of all he hates you for making him feel weak.
‘’I hate you.’’ You spit out through tears ‘’I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.’’That’s all it took for Kylo to smash his lips against yours. He doesn’t know what came over him. One minute he’s staring down at you the next he’s kissing you. He’s kissing you like he hates you, he’s kissing you like he wants you.
You kiss him back with the same amount of passion, you kiss him back with the same amount of hatred, you kiss him back with the same amount of want.
‘’I hate you too. I fucking hate you too. I hate thinking of you, I hate seeing you, I hate needing you.’’ He says, in truth he doesn't, loves you. He wants to hurt you. It's the only way you’ll let him let you go.The only way he’ll let himself, let you go.
You grab hold of his face and smash your lips onto his, loving the way he’s rough with you. You moan into his mouth when you feel his teeth dig into your bottom lip. You pull on his black shaggy hair in return. He groans at the pain. He loves pain.
He loves it more when it’s you inflicting it.
Kylo knows he should stop, knows he should stop before he takes it too far. He can’t
He can’t stop the way he grips and pulls your hair. Can’t stop the way he pulls your head back. Can’t stop the way he trails kisses down your neck. He can’t stop the way he bruises your neck, marking you as his.
Because that’s who you belonged to. He owned you.
You loved every second of it. Your clit pulsing, your panties soaking with your arousal. You’re so wet, Kylo swears he can smell you. The smell drove him crazy. ‘’Tell me you want this, tell me you want me.’’ Kylo is pleading. He’s begging , he’s never begged before. You don’t respond with words, instead you let your hands trail down his chest, over his abdomen, as you grip onto his growing bulge.
He lets out a groan as he feels you dip your hands into his pants. His eyes flutter shut as your tiny hand grips him. You moan as you feel how big he is. You don’t know what possessed you, but you’re kneeling before him, tugging on his pants and freeing his friend. Your eyes widen as you see just how big he actually was.
You feel his gloved hand comb through your hair as you look up at him. Kylo’s hand pulls your head back, forming a makeshift ponytail. ‘’Open your mouth.’’ He commands, your mouth falls open instantly. He leans down, before spitting into your mouth. You swallow it before letting your mouth fall open again. ‘’Dirty fucking girl.’’ He says before he spits into your mouth again. He forces your head down by your hair, as you finally take his cock.
You were new to this, but you took the whole thing in your mouth. Gagging as he hit the back of your throat, Kylo moaned as he bucked his hips. Forcing more of him down your throat. Tears blurred your vision, as you bobbed your head up and down.
‘’Good girl.’’ ‘’Taking my cock so well.’’ ‘’You were made for this.’’ ‘’yeah keep sucking my cock’’
Tears streamed down your face as you took all of him. His praises made you want to please. You needed to please him.
Your hands travel down and under your gown, as you play with yourself. You moan at the pressure you finally give your clit.
Kylo growls at the sight. He gripped onto your head with both hands, before face fucking you. Tears streamed down your face as you struggled to take him all. His pace was brutal as he groaned.
‘’You look so pretty when you cry.’’ you practically whimper at the praise. He moans at the vibrations.
The sight of you trying to please him, made Kylo cum on the spot.
You relax your throat, as he goes deeper. Moaning as his thrusts get more frantic. He tries to pull out but you hold him in place before shoving his cock deeper, and swallowing.
His vision grew dizzy as you swallowed around him. He had to pry your head off him. ‘’Show me.’’ He says out of breath.
You open your mouth wide, sticking your tongue out, you had swallowed every last drop. He moaned at the sight before pulling you up from your hair.
He smashed his mouth onto yours, as you pulled onto his lip. Your eyes were blown out from arousal. Your thighs shining from the slick escaping your pussy.
Your eyes snapping wide as you notice Kylo held your face with both of his hands.
You mewled eyes rolling back as the air like being pressed onto your clit. Kylo was using the force to get you off. You kissed his mouth feverishly as the pressure grew stronger. You fought against the hold he had on you when the pressure became too much to take.
‘’Take it.’’ Is all Kylo said huskily. The force was removed from between your legs and moved to grip at your throat. Kylo shoved his fingers in you as he set a rapid pace. You tried clenching your legs closed as you moaned out in ecstasy. His other hand slapped your thigh open before placing it onto your hip.
‘’Look at me.’’ He growled, your eyes clenched shut, as you fought the impending orgasm. ‘’Look at me.’’ Your eyes snap open as you stare at him. His eyes, once chocolate brown, were now pools of black. ‘’You going to cum?’’ He asks mockingly you shake your head thrashing in his hold.
The forces’ grip tightened around your throat, causing you to moan out. Kylo's fingers were pounding into you as you clenched around his fingers. The squelching of your pussy humiliating as it resonated around the empty forest. ‘’You hear that? Here how well your pussy takes my fingers? Hm?’’ You only nod in response. Your thighs shake as your orgasm is practically forced out of you.
Your cries silenced by Kylo's mouth. The force is suddenly removed from your throat as Kylo spins you around. Bending you over as you grasp at the tree.
‘’Gonna fuck you nice and good.’’ ‘’You’re going to take it like a good girl.’’
‘’Yes.’’ You moan out not caring how pathetic you sound. Kylo wasn't dumb he knew how often your hands would find their way down your pants. Thoughts full of him and only him.
He wanted to defile you both inside and out.
You moaned out when you felt him shove inside of you. You felt him in your stomach. The grip he had on your waist was borderline bruising, as he pounded into you.
You reached down to play with your clit, he slapped your hands away. Pulling out and spinning you back around.
He forced you up, up against the tree, as he re-entered you. The force once again playing part in stimulating your clit. Your mouth hung open as silent screams came out. Your whole body vibrated, buzzing in pleasure. Almost like you entered a state of shock.
‘’look at you all fucked out .’’ ‘’This is what you wanted hm?’’ ‘’You wanted me to fuck you dumb’’
Kylo loves the way his cock brings you to tears, he loves the way your pussy clenches over him in warning as he forces yet another orgasm out of you.
He wasn’t far behind as his hips bucked into you, he groans as he fills you up with his cum. Pulling out and smiling as you’re tainted with him inside and out.
Kylo helps your shaky legs down, as you try to regain strength. Your body and mind truly fucked out. You notice the silence as he helps dress you.
‘’Don’t leave me.’’ You whisper, you try to fight the tears that threaten to come down. Your brain scrambled from the quick change of events.
‘’Why do you cry?’’ He asks if he doesn't get an answer, just sobs. He resorts to reading your mind. He swallows the lump in his throat. The only thoughts coursing through your mind, were thoughts of him.
‘’Please, don’t make this harder for me.’’ He whispers, you continue to cry as he wipes your tears. ‘’I want to keep you safe, run from me, call me a monster, just don’t cry. I’m not worth your tears.’’ You hold onto the hand that’s on your face as you look into his eyes.
Kylo doesn’t know why his heart beats wildly when you look at him like that.
He shuts his eyes, shaking his head, removing his hand from your face. ‘’I can’t keep you with me, I’m only putting you in danger.’’ He whispers more to himself than to you. ‘’I thought you said I belonged to you? You can keep me safe. I want you to.’’ Your words come out more sure than anything. You wanted to stay with him.
You wanted to be with him.
Kylo stares open-mouthed, he doesn’t know what to say.
‘’What have you done?’’ He whispers, scared of the inevitable. ‘’I want to stay with you.’’ You whisper in response. He closes the distance between you both. You don’t say anything scared that he’ll change his mind and leave. ‘’What are you thinking about?’’ You ask quietly, scared to ruin the moment.
‘’I’m thinking about kissing you.’’ He answers truthfully. You smile brightly as you hold his gaze. You feel him in your head. ‘I want you to’ He stares at you in disbelief as he places his lips on yours. The kiss is delicate this time. Gentle.
Kylo smiles as he pulls away, he’s never felt more alive.
He’ll give you anything, do anything you wanted just as long as you looked at him with your watercolored eyes.
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I hope you liked this one I wanted to try something new, on to a serious note. I've edited my posts because I would like to specify on what I consider dark fics. These are some of the fics I will absolutely refuse to write or acknowledge. {Non-con fics, Step-cest fics, and any of the in between} I would love for my readers to feel comfortable in reading my AU's, as well as I would love to feel comfortable writing them. Thank you again.
Reader's sibling can't seem to stay out of trouble with the authorities. Good thing they have a doting willing sister, who's able to catch the Detective's attention.
word count: 3,089 words
Warning(s) Smut, semi-public, Exhibition, Flip being a little mean,
I don't own this Gif
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Your sleep was abruptly disturbed by your mother smacking a pillow against your head.
“Y/N!’’ She yells in whispered shouts.
You moan in protest as your covers are ripped off of you. ‘’Get up. Get up. Get up’’ Her pitiful attempts at waking you up irritating.
“WHAT!’’ You yell Finally acknowledging your presence. Her eyes widen as she shushes you. ‘’Your brother was arrested.’’ Is all she says. You roll your eyes and groan flopping back on your pillow. ‘’I need you to get him before your dad finds out.’’ You stare at her in disbelief.
‘2 A.M’ Is printed in bold letters at your bedside table. ‘’Are you crazy?!!’’You whisper shout. She shushes you again peeking out in the hallway, your guess making sure your dad isn’t awake.
‘’Yes, now go your dad will kill us if he finds out.’’ At this you snap your head. ‘’US? No he’ll kill you.’’ You try pulling the covers back over your body, your mother resorts to dragging you off the bed. ‘’I’m serious Y/N, he’s your brother the least you can do is bail him out.’’
You pull your jacket over your pajama clad body, the heater in your dads truck no longer worked. No wonder he gave the damn thing to you.
Your mother frantically knocking on your window scares the last bit of sleep out of you.
‘’Jesus Christ woman.’’ She scoffs rolling her eyes, as she shoves a few bills into your lap. ‘’Stop by the convenience store and get me some creamer, it’s for your father.’’ ‘’Thank you so much my sweets, what would I ever do without you.’’You mock. She scowls as she rushes back into the house.
You wince as the truck rumbles loudly, cursing yourself as you peel off into the night.
The police station eerily quiet as you make your way to the front office. The secretary barely acknowledges you as you give her your reasoning for the visit. Going to the hallway she directed you too, your brother speaking to what you presume is a detective. ‘’Y/n, what took you so long, this place really freaks me out.’’ He says in exasperation. You roll your eyes in response. Turning your attention to the detective.
‘’Good afternoon ma’am, I’m detective Stallworth sorry to have to make you come in so late.’’ You shake his hand nodding in understanding. ‘’ Mr. B/l/n has been suspected of a hit and run.’’ At that you raise your brows, your brother didn’t have a car. You didn’t even know if he knew how to drive.
‘’It wasn’t me I swear-’’ You cut your brothers pleading off with a sigh. ‘’I know.’’ You put a comforting hand on his shoulder giving him a reassuring smile.
‘’He is guilty until proven innocent.’’ A rough voice enters the conversation. You look down the hallway seeing the silhouette of a tall broad man in the hallway.
His steps loud as he makes his way towards you.
‘’Your, brothers in a lot of trouble, he’s even lucky he’s being released on bail.’’ He says taking a drag of his cigarette. You narrow your eyes as he blows the smoke in your direction. ‘’Rookie why don’t you get the pretty lady a seat, it’s going to be a long night.’’ Is all he says before walking away.
You don’t recall falling asleep, a tap on your shoulder awakens you for the second time tonight. It’s your brother. He smiles at you widely as he offers you a cup of coffee. You smile as you take the paper cup out of his hands.
‘’It’s the least I can do, thank you for you know.’’
You groan as you stretch, the harsh surface of the bench finally taking a toll on your ass.
‘’Can we leave.’’ You say between your yawns.
Making your way out of the police station, you thank detective Stallworth for his time.
By the time you made it back home it was 7 AM. Your mother had told your dad you took a morning stroll with your brother. His eyebrows raising in surprise. You gave his cheek a kiss as you bid him goodbye, you practically ran to your bed.
Sleep came to you easy.
Unfortunately for you, this was certainly not the last time your brother found himself incarcerated. This time for something he actually participated in.
A fucking brawl fight over some chick he met a week ago.
You weren’t the slightest bit surprised as Ron’ who formerly introduced himself, gave your mother the details. You fought a laugh as your mother ripped into your brother. Your mother was more embarrassed than mad at the situation. The victim in question is her colleague's daughter.
Your laugh escaped you in loud cackles, as your mother assigned your brother lawn mowing duties. The most unwanted chore in your house.
His begs and pleads falling on deaf ears as your mother shoves him away and out of her room.
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It’s a Thursday and you honestly don’t know what bit your mothers ass this morning. Her best Sunday dress swaying, her heels clicking as she makes her way inside the police station. A big bowl of homemade sugar cookies in your hands, as you’re forced to take part in her visit.
‘’Officers, what a pleasure seeing you again.’’ Her red manicured nails reach over and take the bowls out of your hands. You watch as the officers crowd around your mother. Some for cookies and others…. For another type of cookie.
You wince as you take in your mothers obliviousness.
Your mother makes you walk around the station offering cookies to whomever. Your guess she’s trying to ass kiss her way into favors. You’re pretty sure your brother learned his lesson though, but you digress.
‘’Hey Ron, want some cookies?’’ You say pressing the bowl into his hands. He smiles as he grabs three shoves one into his mouth, voice muffled as he makes small talk. As you pass around some more cookies. You catch a glimpse of the detective from the nights before, he stands near the wall adjacent to yours.
A halo of smoke hangs over his head, as he smokes his cigarette. Ironic because you catch a ‘no smoking’ sign above his head. Your eyes follow him, as he makes his way out of the room. Your mom grabbing a hold of your shoulder, shoving another batch of cookies into your hands before pushing you into his direction. At this point you wonder if she’s pulling these cookies out of her ass.
Your steps are quiet as you follow behind him. You know he knows, you’re behind him. You can tell by the way he purposefully halts his steps, forcing you to bump into his back.
He now stands facing you with an eyebrow raised in question. You hold up the batch of cookies as an offering. He hums as he wiggles his fingers over the cookies, he settles for a chocolate sugar cookie. He stares deeply into your eyes as he chews on the cookie.
You clear your throat before speaking. ‘’Thank you, for dumping my brother's case it really means alot to my family.’’ You say eyes dancing between both his eyes. ‘’It means a lot to your family, not you?’’ Is all he responds. You furrow your brows in confusion, mouth opening to speak before he shushes you. ‘’Don’t thank me, thank rookie. If I’d have it my way your brother would still be in jail.’’ Your hands clench the bowl of cookies this time, eliciting a silent crack.
‘’ I’m sure Y/b/n would’ve spent a minimum of 2 weeks max here, you're just being a dick.’’ The detective's face hardens as he grabs hold of your mothers bowl, and throws it against the wall. You stare at the bowl that now laid on the floor in shock. Your brain failing to register his retreating form.
“Hey.’’ You shout. ‘’You need to pay for that.’’ At this point you're running after him. He makes his way into a room secluded from the other offices.
Your eyes fail to adjust to the dark room, lit only by a single lightbulb. As you try to catch your breath. You flinch as the door slams shut behind you, you see the detectives form from between the aisles stacked high with boxes. Your steps are quiet as you make your way over to him.
He’s rummaging through a box, head coming up after retrieving a folder. He shoves the folder into your hands as he leans his back on the shelf behind him. You toy with the manila folder he shoved into your hands. ‘’Read it and tell me what it says.’’ His gruff voice spat out. You open the folder furrowing your brows in confusion as you read over its contents.
‘’It says my brothers been arrested more than 4 times.’’ You mutter. ‘’Yeah, and according to Colorado state laws, after the fourth time it’s straight to federal prison.’’ Your eyes widen as you shake your head in horror. ‘’You can’t do that, this has to be a mistake.’’ He laughs in return.
‘’This isn’t the first time your mother visits the station with cookies, and it sure isn’t her last.’’ Your head hurts from all the information you’re taking in.
‘’We couldn’t afford to bail him out the first time, how would she do it 4 times.’’ You think out loud. ‘’Frankly sweetheart I don’t know and I don’t care, If i’m being honest we suspect your mother of laundry.’’ You snap your head up just as he lights another cigarette.
He takes a drag and lets out a big cloud of smoke. You stand in silence for a while, before marching towards the door ready to leave with your mother. You don’t make it far as you’re tugged harshly into a chest.
You feel his heavy breathing on your back. The feeling sends shivers down your spine. The detective brings his hands in front of you and lights out his cigarette with his fingers. He lets out a heavy sigh, before spinning you around and forcing you to face him.
‘’And where do you think you’re going. ’You purse your lips at his question. ‘’It’s obvious you're lying; you call yourself a detective? What's stopping me from reporting you and having you fired-how dare you-’’ Your rant is cut short as he covers your mouth with his hand. ‘’If you know what’s best for you, you keep your mouth shut, understood?’’ He whispers low and, in your face, you nod your head in understanding.
The detective tuts as he shakes his head. ‘’Use your words.’’ He whispers letting go of your mouth. ‘’Yes.’’ Is all you reply, his hand remains on your face caressing your chin as stares into you. The single light casting a glow on his face. You take all his freckles into count, as you feel his eyes on your lips.
‘’What’s your name.’’ He mutters close to your lips. Your reply comes out stuttered due to close proximity. ‘’Y/n’’ He says your name as if testing it. You hate to admit the way your legs clench. Heat stirring in your lower areas.
You lick your dry lips, the movement causing his eyes to flicker and focus on your lips.
‘’What's your name?’’ You don’t know why you’re whispering. ‘’Flip.’’Is all he answers with his eyes still on your lips.
Flip knew the problems having you back here would cause. He knew the office was full of gossipers.He didn't find it in himself to care. He laughs internally, he’s not a masochist but how he wishes your delicate hand would come up and redden his face. The thought alone almost made his eyes roll to the back of his head.
Flip hasn’t had a night where he does not think of you. Since the faithful night you came into the station he himself found himself mesmerized by your presence. He practically begged Ron to keep your brother locked up, just for the chance to see you again. When suspicions about your mother arose, he felt like he struck gold. You had to come, it was just a moment of when. He can’t fight the grin that comes across his face as your breaths come out heavier. He has you right where he wants you. You had to feel the same way right?
With the way you’re looking at him right now, he’d do anything to bend you over and smack your ass red.
Flip ducks his head inhaling your scent, this time releasing a groan.
The sound causes you to release a shaky breath. Flip noticed the way your thighs clench and your breaths come out in short pants. He fought the urge to fist your hair and make you look at him. Your elaborate shyness makes it harder for him to resist you altogether.
If you were being honest with yourself the only reason you even agreed to come here was to see him. His voice does little in calming the flame you feel growing down there. You’re hyper aware of everything that is Flip, his scent is intoxicating. Every cell in your body tingles.
‘’Tell me to stop and I will.’’ He’s practically begging for you to leave, leave before he does something he won’t regret. Flip shuts his eyes, as your hands come up to grip the hair at his nape. His calloused, rough hands making their way to your waist. He toys with the loops of your jean shorts. The shorts you were to see him in.
‘’Kiss me.’’ Your words hold finality as you caress his cheek. Flip stares into your eyes, asking for consent. Your flickering eyes is all the confirmation he needs. You moan as his lips envelop yours. The kiss wasn’t gentle. You both fought for dominance. Your back arched as he tugged on your bottom lip.
Flip gripped your hair, the sharp tug on your scalp forcing you to release a loud whimper. He kissed his way down your neck, you turned to the side giving him access as he marked you his. You took notice of the bulge he had in his jeans. Gasping as you placed your hand over it, feeling the thickness and girth. Eyes rolling to the back of your head, when he bit a particular spot on your neck.
Your soft sighs and moans were heaven for Flip. He felt himself harden at your sounds. He hoped someone would pass bye and hear you, he hoped his colleagues would talk. Then they'll know you were only his.
Your mouth desperately looked for Flips, missing the way they felt on yours. Your hand never left his bulge. He released your hair in favor of sliding your shirt up, and toying with your jeans. You protested as he pulled away, forcing you to look at him. ‘’Tell me you want this.’’ Somehow his voice grew deeper, you clenched your thighs as you felt your panties dampen. You nod your head frantically, your mouth too dry to speak.
He unbuttons your jeans, pulling them down your waist and over your legs. He toys with your panties as you try to connect your lips.
Flip chuckles as he pushes you against the shelf. Holding your gaze as you feel his hand dip into your panties and graze your slit. His mouth parts as he feels how wet you are. Your hips rolling trying to find friction. You’re panting at this point, his shushing doing little to calm your beating heart. Your eyes flutter closed and you release a long mewl as you feel his fingers finally enter you.
Flip tried his best in taking it slow, but your walls were practically squeezing his fingers. Your moaning is the only sound he could process. He wanted to rip your panties off and pound you into oblivion. ‘’Not today’’ He had thoughts of taking you out to a nice diner, show you how much he wanted you in ways his words couldn’t, he wanted to then take you home your taste on his lips as he kissed you goodnight. He wanted your first time with him to be unforgettable.
Flip wanted you to be his inside and out. He wants to mold you, break you, in ways only he can.
Your moans were borderline loud, you couldn't help it. Especially with the way Flip was pounding his fingers into you. Your thighs quivered, as you felt your high approaching.
Your hands scratching his arms as he all but forced you to take his fingers. You begged him to kiss you, touch you, ruin you, you didn’t care in what way you just needed him to.
He pulls his fingers out of you, your protests falling on deaf ears. Flip licks your juices off his fingers, you swear you almost came just by the sight. He smashes his lips onto yours. The kiss this time has his tongue tasting of you. Flip practically growls, at you eagerness. He finds himself loving the taste of you. He wants more.
‘’Look at you, you dirty girl.’’ ‘’You like it when I use my fingers?’’ Yeah?’’ Yeah’’ His words are borderline mocking you. You whine as he continues to finger fuck you. You beg him to go harder, you were so close. You could feel the band tightening. Your ears taking in the squelch of your pussy.
Flips never felt more alive, he loved the way you submitted to him.
Your orgasm came like an eruption. You moaned and cried his name like a curse. Flip couldn’t comprehend it at the time but he came at the sound of your voice. Shivers racking his body as he lets you ride out your high.
Heavy panting was the only signal that you were still alive. You gave him a dazed out hazy look, as he pulled out his fingers.
You gripped his hands in yours, sucking your juices off the fingers that were just inside of you.
He moaned before kissing your taste off your mouth.
‘’Be ready tomorrow at 6, I’m taking you to dinner.’’ Is all he says before he makes his way out of the room. You’re so dazed you don’t notice your mom frantically entering the storage room and lecturing you for smashing her favorite bowl. You didn’t have the heart to argue.
As you made your way out of the police station you slipped a note with your house number on Flips desk. He smiles in appreciation. ‘’See you soon, pretty girl.’’
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Hope you enjoyed this one, I tried making it a little longer. As always, my requests are open, Also please let me know if you want me to create a taglist lol.
Reader has a hard time, getting over her attraction towards Flip. A date gone South, however would finally aid her into getting what she wants.
word count: 2,357 words
Warning(s) Smut smut smut, a bit of misogyny, Mentions of a black eye. I don't own this Gif
(edited)
‘’He’s 13 years your senior.’’ ‘’ Wouldn’t you like someone older?’’ ‘’You’ll grow out if this phase.’’
‘’He’s not into young girls.’’ Blah blah blah
Your friend tries so hard to drill her words into your head.
No matter how hard you try you can’t fight the attraction you have for him.
He’s so much older, handsome, broad, rough, and experienced. Not like the other lanky town boys, who can’t wait to rub one out.
This is your third time calling his desk today. Call it desperation maybe, you’re hoping he’s there this time. Your previous calls went straight to voicemail.
‘’ Flip, speaking.’’ Is all you hear from the other line. You jolt your heart beating in two different parts. ‘’H-hey yes I’d like to report a theft.’’ You shakily speak, kicking yourself for stuttering.
You feel him shift on the other side of the phone. ‘’Ma’am this is the division of intelligence, I think you got the wrong desk. Hold on while I transfer your call to the, main desk.’’ You don’t get to say anything else before you’re put on hold.
You slam your phone on the counter harshly. Gritting your teeth.
‘’I hate him’’ You mutter.
This is starting to get pathetic really. Maybe Sophie is right. Maybe this is just a phase.
Sophie planned yet another date for you, this time a boy she met in the mall. If you didn’t know better you’d think she was planning your murder.
You were only 3 weeks into the summer. The Colorado heat beating down your neck. Your short flowy dress does zero justice. You made your way around town finally reaching the dinner.
The dinner however was empty. Fleetwood Mac playing softly in the background as you looked for your ‘date.’ Your eyes settled on a red head. His eyes never leaving your legs, you cursed yourself for even listening to Sophie.
‘’I hate her’’ you muttered for the tenth time today.
‘’Hey, Y/N right?’’ said the red head as he made his way over to you. You plastered on a fake smile as you nodded. He came in for a hug though, his hand stayed on your waist.
‘’The names Jack, Sophie’s says a lot about you.’’ He says his hand inching close to your bum. You squirm uncomfortably. You move around him and make your way to the booth he was sitting at.
Jack wasn’t too far behind. Instead of sitting at the booth directly across from you, he sits next to you. You keep as close to the wall as you can, but you feel him inch closer.
‘’Good afternoon, welcome to Sally's, what can I get for ya’.’’ The waitress finally made her appearance. You take this opportunity and shove the arm he placed on your shoulder previously, off of you. You feign innocence as you look over the menu.
‘’I’ll get the cheeseburger with curly fries on the side, oh and a Vanilla milkshake.’’ You say handing her the menu.
‘’Actually, she’ll take the ranch salad, and a water. Get me a beer and a steak with the anchovies on the side.’’ Jake says, handing her the menu.
You scoff, but before you can speak up the waitress is already gone.
‘’Sorry, I don’t like my girls… what’s the word fat.’’ He says, a stupid smile plastered on his face.
You stare at his face blankly clenching your fist, fighting the urge to smack the stupid smirk off his raunchy face.
‘’I don’t like my boys smelly.’’ You say forcing your way out of the booth.
He angrily gripped your wrist and forced you back into your seat.
His grip bruising as you grimace.
‘’I like my women obedient.’’ He remarks his breath fanning across your face. You try to fight his grip off of you, the booth granting you a disadvantage. ‘’I should teach you a lesson, hm?’’ He says as you continue to fight your way out of his grip.
You don’t know if anyone cares to help, or they're simply too scared.
‘’Get. Off. Of. Me. You piece of shit.’’ At this point you just resort to kicking.
His grip loosens a bit as he grunts in pain. You use this to your advantage and run out of the dinner. He’s hot on your tail.
You run across the street flailing your arms around like a mad woman.
‘’Get back over here, you’re only making it worse for yourself.’’ You hear him yell.
Your hearts pounding in your ears, you’re panting heavily. You run into a nearby gas station slamming the door closed.
The customers in the shop, staring at you wide eyed.
You duck behind an aisle as you hear the door slam open. You’re too focused on the footsteps coming in the shop, you fail to notice the heavy ones coming from behind you.
A rough tap on your shoulder has you nearly entering into cardiac arrest.
Your eyes widen as you make eye contact with Flip.
You don’t know if your heart is beating out of fear or arousal. You can’t tell anymore.
You stare at each other for a bit, before you feel Jack come up from behind.
‘’Hey man, sorry my woman, she's just out of control.’’ Jack says cackling softly.
He goes to reach for your arm, you pull back bumping into Flips chest.
‘’I’m not your woman, back up you fucking weirdo.’’ Jacks friendly smile quickly turned evil.
‘’Honey, you’re making this really difficult, Come here now!’’ You flinch at his tone, you remain still; feet digging onto the tiled floor.
The once full gas station soon became empty. Just You, Flip, and this crazy redneck.
Flip clears his throat from behind you, you keep your eyes on Jack, as his gaze goes over your head staring at Flip.
‘’I’m not much of a woman reader, but I’m pretty sure she means back off.’’ You can’t see him but, you imagine the cold look he must have on his face.
‘’What the fuck do you know, back off and mind your business shit face.’’ At this point you believe Jack’s just digging his grave.
You feel Flip move around you, roughly putting you behind him.
You get lost in your head while you stare at Flips back remembering and reminiscing, the time you first met.
He had arrested you for ruining your next-door neighbor's garden.
She had it coming, she was a racist.
He was forcing you, well trying to force you into his truck.
You threatened to claw his eyes out. Your denim skirt rising with every kick you gave.
He was rough, as picked you up and pinned you on the hood of his car.
‘’You can try sweetheart, let's see how fast I’ll have you on the ground.’’ You felt his hard on pressing into your backside. You whimpered at the threat. Squirming at the hold he had on your wrists.
You prayed and hoped they would bruise.
He chuckled darkly, as his large hand moved your hair to the side.
You could smell black coffee and cigarette on his breath.
That was the first encounter, and God were you hooked.
Maybe you were Insane. No one has ever talked to you in that way, not that you’d allow it.
You feel your panties dampen at the memory of Flips roughness.
You were too into your head you didn’t notice Flips fingers snapping in front of your face.
‘’You really like trouble huh?’’ He muttered out.
You don’t reply as you look behind him, noticing Jacks absence.
‘’Did you kill him?’’ Stupid question, still didn’t hurt to ask.
Flip laughed, ‘’Are you insane?’’ You huff out in annoyance before answering.
‘’Yes, move, you're in my way.’’ You don’t know what caused the switch in your attitude. You were horny, frustrated, and humiliated.
You make your way pass Flip, before being pulled into his chest.
His grip on your wrist tight as he made his way to the back of the gas station.
You try to get out of his grip. Before he slams you against a wall, the impact dizzying.
You lose focus and barely register where you are.
All you can see is Flip, all you can smell is Flip. You close you eyes, and let out a shudder. The buzzing of the store fridges the only sound in the vicinity.
‘’You know, you’re trouble right?’’ You feel him whisper. You keep your eyes closed.
His hand grips your face roughly, squeezing your cheeks together your mouth forms into a pout.
He shakes your face side to side.
You let out a whimper involuntarily.
‘’So responsive.’’He chuckles out
‘’You think I don’t know its you calling my desk, at 1 in the morning?’’ At that your face hardens you shove him back.
‘’Yeah, then how come you never answered asshole.’’ You spit out
Flip chuckles dryly.
What’s up with this man and chuckling. Is something funny?
You don’t finish that thought before his hands gripping your hair forcing your head back.
You moan out, as you feel his thigh come up between your legs.
‘’Please.’’ You don’t know what you’re begging for as you close your eyes.
The hold on your hair tightens as you mewl. ‘’Eyes on me pretty girl.’’
He slaps your cheek softly, your eyes open as you stare at him through your lashes.
‘’Good girl.’’ He mutters softly.
‘’Will you be good?’’ He whispers.
You nod your head.
Flip pulls away entirely. You whimper, missing his touch. You feel pathetic.
‘’Please, please I’ll be good I promise.’’You say gripping onto his flannel.
‘’That’s what I like to hear’’ He pulls you into his chest as he smashes his lips onto yours.
You feel him groan against your lips, his kiss rough, and hot.
Everything you wanted and more.
You feel his hands lift up the skirt of your dress. You hold your breath as his fingers prod at your heat.
‘’God, you're wet.’’ Is all he says before he pulls your panties to the side wasting no time in finger fucking you with his fingers.
You can’t control the loud moans leaving your mouth. His fingers felt too good. You were so touch deprived you felt close to your orgasm already.
‘’Such a dirty girl, Hm.’’ ‘’What happened to the tough girl from a few days ago.’’ ‘’ You’re so desperate for me huh? So pathetic.’’ ‘’That’s it, that’s my good girl.’’ His words dizzying as you grip his flannel.
He rips his fingers out of you as he forces you against the wall. You’re to anxious and desperate you start to wail and plead for him.
The sound of a belt clanking and a zipper going down has you biting your lip in anticipation.
Flip Grips your waist roughly as he kicks your legs apart. You feel his tip make contact with your needy hole, and you clench around nothing.
‘’Beg for it. Tell me how bad you want it.’’ He growls out his hand gripping your hair making you look back at him.
‘’Please I want it so bad, I’ve been good please-.’’ Your words were cut off by the loud moan you released.
His pace was merciless. His thrusts rough and fast.
He pulled your hair, tugging your face back as he roughly kissed your mouth.
He pants and groans into your mouth.
Your eyes roll into the back of your head as his pace quickens somehow.
‘’You taste like fucking cherries.’’ He groans into your mouth. You smile as you open your eyes staring darkly at him. Flip spanks you roughly, making you moan.
‘’You like that? You like when I'm rough with you.’’ He says spanking you twice, thrice.
‘’Yes.’’ Is all you moan out. You feel yourself clenching as you reach your peek.
You gush all over him as you cum. Stars spotting your vision, your mouth wide open as he forces his fingers into your mouth. ‘’Give me one more. ’' He mutters into your ear tugging your dress down as your breasts spill out.
He slaps them as you mewl.
His pace quickens somehow his thrusts desperate, as tears cloud your vision. You suck and roll your tongue over his fingers.
‘’Shit, yeah just like that.’’ ‘’such a good fucking girl.’’ ‘’My good fucking girl.’’ ‘’only, I get to fuck you like this, you hear me. This pussy belongs to me.’’ You Nod your head as your moans increase in volume.
‘’I can’t please, it’s too much.’’ You curl your toes into your shoes.
‘’Yes, you can, give me one more, be a good girl.’’ Flips fingers reach forward and harshly spank your clit. You cry out as you come for the second time. This time your legs quiver.
You feel his thrust get desperate. You reach behind you and grip on his long, ebony hair. ‘’Please come inside of me, I want it, give it to me.’’ You say breathlessly.
He groans out as he stills completely. He fills you up as you maintain eye contact.
He pulls out softly, his seed already spilling down your legs.
‘’Go outside and wait for me in the truck, I got to clean up your mess.’’ He says before planting a kiss onto your lips.
You walk out of the room, receiving a slap on your ass.
The gas station remained empty.
As you made your way outside. You could see Jack across the street sporting a shiner on his eye.
You smile widely as you climb into the big red truck.
Flip walks out, a pep in his step.
As he climbs in he reaches into his flannel, pulling out a cigarette.
He stares into the rearview mirror. Noticing the stare Jack was giving the car.
Flip roughly grabs your chin, before pulling you into a sloppy kiss.
His hands start the ignition as he pulls out of the parking lot.
‘’I like my girls insane.’’ Is all he says, a wide smile taking over his features as he drives off.
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