Edith's Garden~

❦︎❥︎❤︎☽︎ Welcome all to the garden of eternal happiness~ Eternal Sugar Cookie fictive ఌ︎ Bodily 20 ఌ︎ She/They/It sovereign of sloth ఌ︎ Taken ☾︎❤︎❥︎❦︎

[gardenofhappiness]

Welcome to my precious sanctuary of eternal peace and happiness~

A little about me!

Edith's blog!

I am an Eternal Sugar fictive in a DID system.

Obsession and bpd holder; unregulated sovereign.

A few of our clinical diagnoses; BPD, HPD, GAD, Depression, Paranoia, cPTSD

A lover of all music

Some flavour of queer

A lover of all living things (with basic exceptions)

I will block and remove people without a second thought ♡

We collectively are taken and would appreciate you following some basic rules in the next segment

Bodily 20, taken by @spr1nkleofhope~ my sanctuary~

This blog is purely for my own. Venting, ranting, answering questions, talking about crushes, feelings, and other various things.

The questions section is open, and anonymous is open. I look forward to reading and answering your comments and questions.

Rules

Just a few basic rules ♡

1. I am in a committed relationship and would appreciate no flirting, although I do enjoy seeing attempts~

2. I will whoever and whenever I like. Not because I'm afraid, but because I simply do not have time for certain people. You know who you are, I'm sure ♡

3. Try not to ask other alters questions on this blog. You can ask questions to all alters on our main @a-sprinkleoftruth ♡

[spr1nkleofhope]

🩵 Hot take: no one can "fake" an interest and if you think they can you're fucking insecure and crazy. The way I've seen ppl accused of being "fake" fans of shit for not agreeing to HCs or something recently is INSANE TO ME. you can't FAKE YOUR LOVE FOR SOMETHING!!

Especially if a HC isn't CANON. I've seen ppl accused of faking being a lover of media because of a non confirmed divergent headcanon for multiple fandoms recently and it's like. How insecure ARE YOU???

If Abel isn't considered an ally by some and they think he's gay or bi? Fake fan

Ppl see Jax as transmasc? Fake fan.

I hc shadow milk as genderfluid transmasc but id someone sees him as another lgbt identity that respects he's not cis I WONT CALL THEM FAKE

If someone looked at me and said cinnamoroll is a bunny to them? Ok!!! You love him the way you do!!

It's so STUPID AND INSECURE TO ME. GODS.

Near 30 and I cannot be fucked to care how sensitive people are about tiny details that TRULY DONT CHANGE SOMETHING THEY LOVE. THEY'RE INSECURE in their love and being seen as a true fan if they don't love it the way it's "official"IMO

[spr1nkleofhope]

Ppl rly don't get how someone 20-21 can think for themselves and be in a relationship with someone. It's a **7-8** year age difference. It's not that big a deal if I'm 28. My partner is a fully functioning grown adult who understands the world and his environment and can consent. There's no power imbalance because we communicate each other's needs and listen to one another and make sure our boundaries are heard and respected.

He's not an infant or child. He's old enough almost (in the US) to drink. I'm not a successful and rich 28 yr old who can hold shit over him or do whatever the fuck it is groomers do. the relationship is based on mutual communication, boundaries, agreements, and navigation.

Sorry. Had to be a bitch for once. If you have an issue with us? Good for you. He's an adult. He can make his own decisions. I'm not gonna speak for him, but I'm gonna speak as someone who feels protective of how he's treated and talked about. It's not fair. It's not right. And he's not a child. And I'm not some big bad Boogeyman to him.

It's fucking disgusting how the internet flips at minor age differences. I can PROMISE YOU there's actually toxic, abusive, and manipulative relationships out there with an age difference. If your ONLY ISSUE is the big scary numbers in our ages? That's honestly a you problem.

[spr1nkleofhope]

Ppl rly don't get how someone 20-21 can think for themselves and be in a relationship with someone. It's a **7-8** year age difference. It's not that big a deal if I'm 28. My partner is a fully functioning grown adult who understands the world and his environment and can consent. There's no power imbalance because we communicate each other's needs and listen to one another and make sure our boundaries are heard and respected.

He's not an infant or child. He's old enough almost (in the US) to drink. I'm not a successful and rich 28 yr old who can hold shit over him or do whatever the fuck it is groomers do. the relationship is based on mutual communication, boundaries, agreements, and navigation.

Sorry. Had to be a bitch for once. If you have an issue with us? Good for you. He's an adult. He can make his own decisions. I'm not gonna speak for him, but I'm gonna speak as someone who feels protective of how he's treated and talked about. It's not fair. It's not right. And he's not a child. And I'm not some big bad Boogeyman to him.

It's fucking disgusting how the internet flips at minor age differences. I can PROMISE YOU there's actually toxic, abusive, and manipulative relationships out there with an age difference. If your ONLY ISSUE is the big scary numbers in our ages? That's honestly a you problem.

[shadowmilksfavedoll]

"Oh my sweet doll, how you're my FAVORITE puppet!~"

NON-SHARE (from past possessive yume trauma) SHADOW MILK YUME!!!

♡ My Maestro ♡

♡ Milky ♡

BIG INFO SPEAL ABT YUME BELOW

My sweet little piece of paradise to love mail yumeship about shadow milk, based on my relationship with my fictive system partner in @a-sprinkleoftruth

(and others within said system and another system I love dearly irl as well! Will be added as relationships progress. I need a place to draw about sweet moments that are beloved to me between them all and gush!!!!)

Unfortunately the love beam hit strong and hard yesterday

♡ 28 yo gachikoi

It ♡ he ♡ crumb pronouns

Lupus warrior

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie x Shadow Milk Cookie x Pure Vanilla Cookie ♡

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie x Eternal Sugar Cookie ♡

♡ Sprinkle of Hope x Silent Salt/Salt of Solidarity ♡

♡ Sprinkle of Hope x Fount of Knowledge ♡

♡ Dream Cloud Cookie x Sage of Truth x Truthless Recluse ♡

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie and (shy crush on) Timekeeper Cookie ♡

♡ Doughael (unsure but slightly developing fondness) ♡

OTHER RELATIONSHIPS/ fandoms!!!

Vox x Valentino x Sugar - sweetestsins. Strongest poly throuple. Sugar is a human who got stuck in Hell because of Vox, but he ended up falling for Sugar headfirst and vowed to protect and adore it. It is HIS redemption path. He and Val are gaurd dog privilege to the human.

(no I do not like or approve of Val or Vox's actions in source but them in system as extremely important to me as partners!!!)

Vincent Whitman (human) x Sugar (alternate meeting au? Will work out the bugs bleh)

Vincent/Vox x Sugar

Alastor x Sugar

Caesar from Mandela Catalogue

Ethan Winters from Res Evil 7+8

Non system partner yumes

Red Velvet Cookie

Jax from TADC (HEAVY)

Mad Hatter from Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland

Sweeney Todd

Emile from Cartoon Therapy

Apollo from Prism (belongs to @actuallyrea. HEAVY DUE TO PAST SYSTEM PARTNER)

Discord from MLP

Darkiplier

Simon from Iron Lung (HEAVY)

Bill Cipher (HEAVY)

Rick C-137 (HEAVY)

Rick Prime (HEAVY)

Memory Rick

Lucifer Morningstar (LUCIFER THE SHOW)

Crowley (Supernatural)

Crowley (Good Omens)

Sparkle from Honkai Star Rail

Boothill from Honkai Star Rail

Bezyl from Chikn Nuggit

FAMILIAL!!! NON ROMANTIC

Lucifer MorningStar (Hazbin, adopted dad)

Angel Dust (older brother)

Milky Way Cookie (little sister)

Star Coral Cookie (little sister)

Sebastian from Pressured (FUCK ZEAL AND CO SUPPORT REN FUCK THE GAME ITSELF. Anyways adopted father)

This page is for me to just love post the things I can't vocally say because words are harder than anything. This is for me alone in my system but others love post on our main page and my host/headmate his own!!! Thank u!!!

[secrecyspades]

For inexplicit system related reasons sugar won't be fronting for some time. period. Please send wishes our way. It's been a lot mentally and I'm not sure how to talk about what happened that caused this decision without wanting to break down. The only thing I'm gonna say is being a system isn't always fun or easy, it can have very mentally difficult and fucked up repercussions to trauma, and fuck our ex. So fucking hard. To mutuals and friends of sugar, I'm sorry if you'll miss him. Please know we're doing what we can and looking for solutions and a therapist, especially after our seizure the other night caused by a panic attack. Its been a lot.

[gardenofhappiness]

Finally, on my way home where I can spend all the time in the world with my other thirds! Oh, how I love our friends, but I missed laying in bed and talking to our partner and the to-be!

I love the way they love me, even when I'm a little disaster~ 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[gardenofhappiness]

GUYS, I'm actually so proud of my precious sugarfly~ @spr1nkleofhope

I love listening in co front while Sugar talks about all its good fortune and happiness!~ I couldn't be more filled with joy, oh sugarfly, I just love you so much~

[gardenofhappiness]

Would you ever do an ask game? 🌸🌸

Oh my! That does sound fun; what does that entail, dearest? We're relatively new to this~ 🩷

[gardenofhappiness]

^Deep fucking sigh^

Now, we need to wait on our medications before going out... I'm half tempted to just not.

[gardenofhappiness]

I really need to stay off the cesspool of Reddit. On god, the subreddit "systemscringe" actually makes me question everyone identity crisis style. Dissociative identity disorder is real, systems are real, and RAMCOA is a real, traumatic series of events. We are the survivors of a literal religious cult that we only escaped from after Mr. Prophet Man died. We were programmed into "ascension" and "becoming beyond our flesh." These things are real, and they are dangerous.

[gardenofhappiness]

Guys... I really want to hang out with our best friend—but I have to walk like 7ish kilometres (4.35 miles for my beloved Americans) just to get there. Listen, I know I'm lazy as hell, but that's a *long* walk for someone chronically ill. At least I'll be staying the night, but goodness me gracious. /silly