Lost

On an adventure to find myself again.

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You know when you're soaking in a bath tub with your hair down, and at the beginning you are so cold from the outside air you can't wait for the warm water to fill.

But then it gets too full, and it gets the ends of your hair wet, so you drain it a bit. You don't want to shut the water off entirely because the noise soothes you.

But there's a moment both when your draining it and filling it up when it's perfect.. It warms your fragile body but doesn't touch your dry hair.

Love is like the running water in a bathtub. It has to be given an escape sometimes or it overflows. You get lost in it. It drowns you.

Love is like filling up a bathtub because there are moments where it's perfect. But also moments where it's too shallow and doesn't satisfy you. There are moments when it's perfect but also moments when it is too much for you.

Love is like filling up a bathtub because even though love is never perfect we never stop trying at it. Just like we never stop taking baths because that moment of perfection is worth the trouble.

Love is like filling up a bathtub because we go in cold and bitter and come out warm and always wanting more.

Love is like filling up a bath tub,

Because eventually

It runs cold

No matter how hot it burned at the beginning

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Even when I brought you the moon, it still wasn't enough.

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Officially going to be a father!

single father but this little boy is everything to me :)

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Progress.

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I, however, still love every single one of you.

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Tom with long hair is crucial.

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Reblog if all you want is someone to be afraid of losing you for once.

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It fucking hurt after you left. It fucking hurt. The stab at my heart when you shut that door behind you. The numbness in my body when I realized you weren’t going to look back. I drank and drugged until my body went limp, but the pain didn’t go away. I loved you and you tore my heart apart. I guess I should’ve listened when they told me that everything you touch, breaks.

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Animal collective - cobwebs

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Never know (please read)

You’ll never know what you did You’ll never know just how hurt you left You’ll never know anything because… You disappeared. You abandoned me. You left me alone in the world.

Nights I spent crying. Days I spent thinking. Weeks I spent wondering. Months I spent hurting.

While you lived your life, not caring whether I lived or died.

In some way I did die, because For a long, long time, I was not living I was breathing. I was here but not, I was walking but not. I was alive but die on the inside…

I was lost in a sea with no end, thanks to what you called “True love”

But it the end, You’ll never know what you did You’ll never know what it took for me to live again You’ll never know anything because …you disappeared.

You’ll never know that you lost someone that loved you…